My Name, thy love thy life

My Name…thy love, thy life

My tough Bossy is not happy with her RR calling her Maidam…. Hmm it raked my dumbo brain too. She is right…. A name is to be called and when called with love by the loved one it brings one’s emotions, one’s belonging, the emotional attachment and above all the subliming of love by the way it is uttered, passionate…

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Ahammm Ahamm mmm I know all are shying shying but delving in the pleasure of the Lion and his Birdie. But life is not always as it is thought to be. Sometimes we need to get into a different mode too.

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No daddy will not” said Ar

“No daddy will” said Aa

AA: Why does he not

Ar: Because he is very scared

They boys were debating….After the vacation of two months the schools have reopened and the roses after the completion of two years have joined the nursery, the play school. They go with the boys but come back half time.

Raaghav and Chakor drop them in the school and Raaghav comes during lunch time to pick his queen and his princesses to drive back home, lunch with them and then he would drop Chakor back if she has her coaching classes or would spend some time with them and drive back to the Plantation and pick the boys after the school.

The roses were talking sentences, many words….

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But the most noted one was…

Maiidham….

The boys asked.. Adi and Anan how does daddy call mummy…… Maaiiiidhhhammm chorusly they would say…. And giggle and run when daddy chases them only to be cuddled close to him

Chakor had told many a times to Raaghav to call her by her name but he refused to for the reasons well known to us.

He used to call once in a while when in crowd but now calls her through the boys or if she insists too much naughtily says SB (Sexy Birdie) for which he receives either a kick from her elbow or a death glare when boys asks what is SB.

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It was a day when the work was bit relaxed at the Plantation and he was lazing on the bed calling it off…. Chakor kissing him on his forehead, took the children to school. It was not her session too so she left them and returned back home.

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Girija mausi was in her kitchen work along with the Mansion staff as RagKor was firm that she should oversee while the others cook and maintain the household. Chakor walked in when Girija called her and asked if she would like to have the tea alongwith Raaghav in their room. The girls said yes Raaghav babu will have with Maidam if she is at home… this made Chakor thinking…. She walked to the lawn when Girija came to her… Kya hua bitiya she asked. Girija Mausi she held her hands, I am missing Maai… I have told Raaghav many times to call me Chakor but he doesnot.

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I don’t know why… (his love has indeed overwritten her past love that she did not realise why he does not call her by her name)Bitiya… called Girija… You know that Raaghav loves you so much that he does not want you to get hurt even without your knowledge. I don’t understand Chakor said… The sun was shining bright on her face… she covered with her palms… Mausi said … Bitiya tell Raaghav babu that you cover your face when Suraj shines…..

Chakor turned to Girija…. She teared…. Mausiiii…. Haan bitiya… He fears and does not want you to tear when he call you by your name.

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She walked with the tea and breakfast to their room…the window screens were open and it was bright and sunny…. He was still on the bed lazing, signed her to come over… she went to him, he cuddled her…close… good morning my queen, maidam…. He kissed her cheeks and realized it was salty….

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He lifted her chin… what happened, are you crying? Why are you crying he jumped… she said Raaghav can you please draw the screens … He got up immediately.. saying but you always like it brighter… ….she said Raaghav I don’t want the heat directly on me, I love the rays on me…..he drew the screens and stood shocked at her words… turned towards her.. she was sitting on the edge of the bed….

Tears in her eyes…. He ran to her, Mai…. She closed his mouth… Please… I am so blessed in your love that my past is just an archive . My mind, soul and my body is full of the warmth of the ray and I donot rem…. She cried biting her lips… he knelt down before her, holding her face…. Kissing her… I am sorry…. I did not want to call you because….

Contd...She said cupping his face… you did not want to call my name as you thought that will remind me of my past life… Yes the very first days I was so confused that I got reminisced of my past life…. But….Your love, your every breath has immersed me in your love that only and only your thoughts are in my heart, mind and am yours….How can I remember my past and live with you… that means I am chea…. He quickly closed her mouth, crying, no no no please don’t say that…

I just love you too much, I did not want to call you by your name as I did not want you to get reminded of the pain you went through. I am sorry he held her hands and pressed her forehead… please not a word about you he said… I love you too much..I too love you too much…. My name yes it is but thy love and thy life… I am yours by my heart, mind and body…..

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Calling maidam shows the respect you have for me, but calling the name shows the emotions, the belongingness and the sense of feeling that I am yours… I am sorry If I did not give you that confidence, I am sorry if I made you think that I will be thinking of my past. I am sorry, she went on and on… He was kneeling… looking into her eyes, grabbed her head behind aggressivly

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My god you never stop, unless I stop you.. kissing her hard, closing her lips….sucking her lips.. they both lost themselves in their love….. hugging each other close…💏

Holding her….. he said …I love you for you are my love and my life, my Cha.. kor , mera Chakor.. I love you Chakor…emotions ebbing his lips were trembling.. as he uttered her name with full of love, with the sense that she belongs to him. Eyes closed.. She hugged him… crying… smiling…. My name had never sounded so beautiful… she said…. Thank you she said…..

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Hmm hugging her, I have told you Thank you should not be said by words but by a Demo….and moving her towards the door, locking it with one hand and holding her with the other….. he was dam erotic….. 🔥going into her ears…..Is my Chakor ready for the demo he asked …. Hugging her tight and close…

Hmmm Yes Your Chakor, thy love, thy life…. Is ready for her Handsometa always…

Yes Her Name, his life, his love…..Curtains drawn

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