'P. S I love you '
Chapter 2
Kalyani paced around the room still reeling from the shock from Malhar's abrupt departure. She could sense something was wrong between them and Malhar was avoiding her. She missed the warmth and tenderness of Malhar she felt in his lovemaking making her crave the connection she thought they finally had. She was about to loose herself to tears when Anupriya entered the room with Pillu in her arms. She immediately gauged the situation and calmly asked Kalyani, "What's wrong? What has happened ?" Kalyani finally gave into the storm of emotions she felt and hugged Anupriya sobbing heavily mumbling in between while catching her breath, " Ayi I am in love. I think I have always loved Malhar ji. I love him so much that it hurts. What do I do? "
Anupriya chuckled softly and said tenderly, "You silly girl what is there to cry about? Its a good thing right? Everything is finally becoming sorted between you two. I am so happy for you. " Kalyani sobbed even harder and said, "Ayi I love him. I love him so much. I even confessed to him. But he doesn't love me. Ever since we have been together he has been behaving differently. He avoids me like a STD. I don't know what to do? I gave myself to Malharji because I love him and trust him. Is it same for him? How can we be so close in bed and yet he stay aloof off it?" Anupriya stroked Kalyani's hair as she wept on her lap. She collected her and firmly made her sit up and said, "Listen Kalyani what I am telling you as a mother I should have explained it to you long ago. Physical Intimacy between a Man and wife is a sacred thing. For a woman being in love and expressing it is easy as they are open to their feelings. For us the act of lovemaking is that making love. There are two Category of Men. For one a Woman is just a vessel for their Carnal Desire. For these Men making love may not always be an expression of love. Sometimes its just a physical thing for them. It may not always have emotional touch to it. Sometimes it may be just lust for them. I don't want you to judge but I am telling you this just to make you understand. Your father falls in the first category. He was already seeing your Mother behind my back but still continued to sleep with me.The other category of Men is like Malhar for whom being in love and expressing their love is two different things. They are not open to their feelings and build a wall and end up denying any emotion they feel. Its a defense mechanism to prevent them from becoming vulnerable. They need to feel all macho and invincible and especially for an emotionally damaged soul like Malhar it becomes even more difficult. Now you have to find out a way to break down that wall between Malhar's emotion and his fear of falling in love." Kalyani hugged Anupriya and said," Thank you Ayi. You have showed me a way."
Malhar entered the room like a thief and went on to change his clothes. He returned from Washroom and climbed to the bed where Kalyani was sleeping. He closed his eyes in peace trying to sleep when he felt a hand stroke his core making him jump on the bed startled. Malhar shouted in rage, "What the hell Kalyani? I thought you were sleeping." Kalyani cheekily teased, "What? You seemed Tense. I was just trying to relive that stress by giving you a massage." Malhar gave an exasperated sigh and said, "Kalyani I have told you before . I think I have made a mistake by sleeping with you for which I feel guilty. Don't push me so much or else you will end up getting more than you bargained for." Kalyani gave a shrug and said in challenge, "Malharji I am tired by your threats. I have heard the Dog who barks more does not bite. So why don't you quit trying to make me scared and do something for a change."
Malhar smirked like a devil and said, "You had been Warned . I am done playing nice now. Now strip." Kalyani gave an shocked expression when Malhar curled a finger towards Kalyani and signalled her to come near him. When Kalyani didn't obliged he grabbed her and kissing her with ferocious passion which overwheled Kalyani a bit. She gasped for breath but Malhar didn't give her a chance to breathe as he increased the pace and intensity of their union. He briskly bit out as Kalyani moaned, "You have pissed me. Now you will have to pay for it." He ripped her night gown right from the middle with its buttons flying in all direction. Kalyani gasped in shocked seeing this side of Malhar. Malhar picked her up in his arms and whispered, "I hope you can finish what you started,"
The next morning Kalyani woke up with a sweet sensation of pain and pleasure .She went to the mirror and smiled in glee noticing slight bruises on her skin and her neck covered with hickeys. She looked back to see Malhar in all his naked glory with his back adorned with her finger nail marks. She smiled and went about to bath and making breakfast. She returned to the room with a tray laden with Malhar's favorite breakfast delicacies. Malhar woke up and was surprised to see breakfast laid on his bedside drawer. Kalyani noticed Malhar waking up and said, "Good Morning Husband. I love you. Now what would you like for breakfast?" Kalyani busied herself as she put some portion of Upma on a plate and tried to feed him some. Malhar stopped Kalyani from feeding him and said angrily ,"Kalyani for the last time you don't love me and neither do I love you. I have let pass you saying You love me in the moments of passion but now you saying it out loud in day light is not done.Look you are just 20. You were a virgin and I was your first so probably you are just justifying your lust as love. Trust me you don't love me but rather what I can make you . It's a phase of physical attraction or infatuation which will pass. We will let this fire stroke till it burns out. But you have to promise me you won't say you love. "
Kalyani blew off in rage and said, "You think I am mature enough to make love but not mature enough to articulate my words and emotions. Malharji I didn't get a choice of getting married to you. You didn't ask. Now I can't even decide whom to love.I know what I feel and how much I love you. Too bad are scared of accepting my love Okay I will do as you say one last time and never say the words I love you till you beg me to. Trust me you will beg for my love and crave hearing me say I love you. Till then you enjoy your solitude in life and in bed."
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A\N : Hey peeps hope you liked this update and it was worth your wait. I will be updating the last part soon 😊
I would to give a shout out to Rocking girl 90 for being an immense support and pushing me to write.
A special mention to Elsana at AT whose amazing sense of humour never fails to entertain me
Lastly I would like to dedicate this chapter to Black_Angel who made my wish come true and made an amazing VM on my favorite song Man Bawereya so don't forget to check that out😳
Edited by skm27395 - 6 years ago
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