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Holla everyone..hope uh all hadn't forgotten me😛
Sorry for being absent from last one month😭 I badly missed uh all😭
Here is my last OS on Mehrya nd sorry to say but it's a sad one..with Mehak's POV..this is d last OS nd I wud just complete my stories left pending😛
But I wud continue them from April or may b after that😭
Mehak's POV
This all started when I was in grade 10. He was my first love, in fact he is but I really don't have any right to call him my love because he belong to someone else, his heart would never beat for me because he had already given that to his love and I knew that. 'PERFECT MATCH' I used to say whenever I look at them but not anymore may be because I could never see him with someone else although I smile whenever I see him smiling yet a jealous lover inside me is not ready to accept that they are PERFECT. 'LOVE' was something I used to make fun of but not now, not from today or yesterday but from last 10 years when I fell for him and believed that 'things' called LOVE exist. I was laughing like a mad when I saw his message, FLIRT and joke are two very much different things, but he used to flirt and then says, "Just Joking!" that sometimes make me irritate and sometimes make me smile and laugh like a mad.
As they say, "There are no secrets that time doesn't reveal." and same thing happened to me. Feelings for him were noticed by almost everyone close to me. I kept on refusing but somewhere in my heart I had accepted that I started feeling for him but always brush them all aside because I know that if I ever let my feelings have control on me and accepted them in front of him or my friends that would laugh at me, make fun of my feelings and emotions and also they would not care about what I feel but care about what they feel to be right.
It was just a 'FLIRTY' thing for them but for me he became the most special person of my life after my parents and that's the only title a girl could give the boy she loves.
He was not at all an introvert but in my case he was, only when we had to talk face to face otherwise we could chat very nicely.
I fell in love with him that too at the age when I was not mature enough to understand the concept and difference between love and attraction but I fell for him at that time and I was sure about it but I could never ever in my life was able to tell him may be because I don't want to be a laughing stock in my friends or may be I don't want to lose a friend like him. I know it's too late to tell him now because I don't want to spoil his life where he is happy.
Even today I regret this thing that I should have told him that I love him but could not have any other choice than keeping this wrapped and hidden in my diary.
Shaurya's POV is coming soon..wait for me or his POV 😆
Anupamaa
Seher Hone Ko Hai
