It was morning, ishita was sitting on the floor all worn out and stressed. Her eyes were puffy and red, as she was crying since night. Whole night raman hasn't come back making ishita worried to no end. She was calling his number continuously but his phone was switched off making her scared thinking the worst. She was sobbing keeping her head when the door bell rang. She got up at once and ran to the door.
Ishita opened the door in a jiffy only to see Raman standing on the door all worn out, his hair was all messed up while his coat was hanging on his hand.
She saw him and hugged him tight feeling relieved and said-kahan the Aap, Raman. Puri raat aap ghar nahi aaye. Pata hai Main kitna darr rahi thi. Ek Ek pal kitni mushkil se kaanta maine. I was just dying every minute without u. Aisa karta hai kya koi, haan maine galti ki. Nahi push karna chahiye tha aapko. I was wrong very wrong, but aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. I was dying every second without u. She was hugging him tight and was pouring all her fear when he said -i cheated on u.
Ishita stopped hearing him and look at him breaking the hug when he repeat his words-i cheated on u.
She break the hug and could see his head down. She look at him all shocked when he said -mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi. Punish me. He said making ishita all shocked.
Raman -i was very angry with u and didn't realised when my anger for u overpowered my love for u. Mujhe ehsaas hi nahi hua, main kya kar raha hoon, aur jab tak realise hua bahut der ho chuki thi. He said making ishita shatter.
She lost her balance and fell on the floor while Raman was just looking at her feeling all guilty. He sat next to her and touched her, when she pushed him and said -dont, don't even try to touch me. Kyun kiya aapne aisa raman, kyun kiya aapne mere saath aisa. Aapko sab pata tha, I wanted just some time and u happily gave that. Phir kyun kiya aapne aisa. Nahi, u can't do this, Raman. U just can't do this. Aap mere saath aisa nahi kar sakte, nahi, nahi nahi. She said crying bitterly.
Raman was just looking at her when she said -aap nahi kar sakte aisa, keh dijiye ki yeh jhooth hai. Aap mazaak kar rahe hai. Tell me naa raman, that u were just joking, yaa phir yeh sab keh rahe hai taaki mujhe bura lage, dekhiye mujhe bura lag raha hai, Raman. See I am crying, just say it once that u r lying. She said making him look down in shame.
She cried seeing his reaction and hide her face in her palm.
Ishita -sabne mera saath chod diya tha, I tried to leave u. But u never left my hand, then why u did this, Raman. Why why why.
Raman-i was angry at u, hurt with ur behaviour.
Ishita -that will not lessen ur crime, u cheated on me. U slept with someone, kaun thi woh, some friend of urs or just any random girl. Who was she with whom u spend the night?? She asked looking at him when he said -i didn't slept with anyone. Making ishita confused.
Raman -maine kisi ke saath raat nahi guzari. He said and start narrating the incident.
Flashback
Raman was angrily driving his car thinking about ishita and the way she behaved with him. He look at Rita and thought -aaj main tumse itna dur chala jaaunga ki phir kabhi tumhare paas naa jaa paun. Then only u will realise that how much pain u gave me. I will hurt u to the extent, u hurt me. He was thinking when he remembered her words from last night.
I can't tell u how much I love u, I just need a little time, Raman. And then we will be always happy together. Just a little time and then we will be happy always.
He remembered her words followed by his promise to her, I will wait for that time. I will give u all the time, ishita. I will wait for u.
He remembered her words and his promise, and stopped the car with a jerk.
Raman -no, I can't do this. I just can't do this with her. Uski kya galti hai, it is her problem.aur Iske liye usne mujhe chodne tak ki koshish ki thi, I was the one who didn't let her go. Toh phir aaj kyun itna gussa hoon. I promise her that I will wait. It was my fault that I rushed the things, not hers. Toh usse kaise saza de sakta hoon. No I can't, he thought and drive on another way.
Rita asked seeing the route -hum kahan jaa rahen hai??
Raman -i am dropping u to ur house.
Rita -but why, hum toh,she was saying all shocked when Raman said -i am sorry, I made a wrong decision. Tum ghar jao.he said and dropped her.
Flashback end
Ishita was looking at Raman hearing him and said -aap kahan the raat bhar, Raman. If not with rita then where were u??
Raman -on road, driving aimlessly, sitting anywhere. Trying to muster the courage and face u.
Ishita -u told u cheated me, but u spend ur night on the road. Aap kya kehna chahte hai, Raman. Main samjhi nahi. Jab Aap kisi ke saath nahi the, then how u cheated on me.
Raman -sirf dhokha dena hi dhokha nahi hota, ishita. Dhokha dene ke baare mein sochna bhi dhokha hota hai. I thought of breaking ur trust, I thought of spending my night with someone else, and that is equal to cheating. He said looking down making ishita close her eyes in relief. She was happy that Raman didn't cheated on him. In rage of anger also, he didn't betrayed her. He is hers, just hers.
She smiled fully and crawl to him. She wrapped her arms around him and he burst into tears hugging her tight.
Raman -i am sorry, jaan. I am really sorry. Main gusse mein andha ho gaya tha. I was about to break the vows of our marriage. Main galti ki hai, punish me jaan. Punish me. I don't deserve to be near u,just throw me out of ur life. I deserve all the pain and sufferings. He was saying and crying when ishita hugged him tight and said -no ran, no. Aapne koi galti nahi ki, infact u stopped urself from being wrong. Aapne hamara rishta tutne se bacha liya. She said making him look at her.
She nodded in yes when he said -i thought about going with someone else. Maybe galti ki hai, punish me.
Ishita cupped his face and said -but aap gaye toh nahi. Aap wapas aa gaye, mere paas, apni ishita ke paas.solely for me, toh Aap Kahan se galat ho gaye. Yes u did a mistake in anger, but that's not cheat, Raman. U live up to my trust, u didn't broke it. Sachchi, she said looking at him with assuring eyes and he hugged her tight and cried more bitterly.
Raman -i am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry. Tumse bahut pyaar karta hoon and I don't need anything else then u. Tumhe nahi pasand naa mera choona. I promise I will not touch u. Main tumhe bina chooye puri zindagi pyaar kar sakta hoon. I can spend my whole life with u without touching u. I promise I will not touch me, I will not make u uncomfortable, never ever.he said hugging her tight while she was shocked hearing him.
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Shiv Shakti
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