Something just clicked me..
If Aditya would read pooja's diary it will not only break him further but it might fill him with self loath and insecurity.. he may feel that he is not enough for people who he love.
I hope it doesn't stop him from keeping zoya near to him. Even when he will fall for her , I am scared he will push.her away thinking he is not sufficient for her and she will leave him.eventually. 😭
**Cant sympathise with pooja in anyway. Despite reading a hell amount of posts here regarding how she FELL IN LOVE . Being a married woman myself , i know for sure i would put every prince of strength to save my marriage or atleast make it work or honestly , talk it out to my partner specially when i know how much emotionally dependent he is on me. She failed as a wife AND as a friend. Walking out of marriage is one thing and cheating and justifying it is another. She wished Aditya to find the YASHRAJ love , but unfortunately she took adi 's ability to trust and love. And to cry out loud , the love pooja delt was for.a.man who was married. Like , you broke your marriage and the other woman's home with so much brutality that it makes me feel shudder. Under the pretext of being in love , doesnt give you the right to just go bonkers. And her not signing the divorce papers , what the eff was that man. Like you are sleeping with your man AND want to have Aditya too? Or like , you thought of giving aditya a second chance so that he becomes the mills and boons illusion alpha male? How is either of the two correct is beyond my understanding. The feeling of being protected that you got , was also there for zoya, your mr rights wife. A sugarcoated man is never good. I am so proud of aditya right now that he gave pooja the freedom , the love , the independence which of course she failed to appreciate. It's easier to write how love is a beautiful feeling and how it's all right when it's love. You are in love , accepted. It's human. But you are also , a wife. A daughter in law , a reason behind your husband's smile. Take care of that first. Get yourself out of the marriage , and rebuild your life. You have no right to kill your husband's trust , emotions and break his heart. Remember the dream sequence in which aditya told you about his nightmare On his birthday ? He was always scared that you will leave him someday.. and how gracefully you did. Despite telling him , you won't.
I just hope that atleast pooja wanted to tell this to aditya before she met with the accident or got killed.
Edited by eshita.kabhi - 7 years ago