Bepannah Mohabbat
An AR Mini SS
Part 8
Being angry, Armaan look around to see a scissor on the cupboard... Armaan took it and look towards Riddhima as fire sparkle in his eyes... Riddhima got scared seeing Armaan anger, she try to speak but no words came out from her mouth... Armaan move forward, holding the scissor, raising it while Riddhima cross her hand on face to block him from hurting her...
When Riddhima didn't feel anything, she move her hand to see Armaan stabbing the scissor on the bed, letting out his anger on it... Riddhima felt reveal seeing Armaan didn't hurt her but seeing his anger, she try to get Armaan attention as she try to tell him the truth...
'Armaan, meri baat suno... Jo tum soch rahe ho, aisa kuch bhi nehi huva...' Riddhima hold Armaan arm to stop him...
'Not a word Riddhima, main tumhari koi bhi baat sunna nehi chahte...' Armaan said throwing the scissor and holding Riddhima shoulder...
'Lekin Armaan...' Riddhima was cut by Armaan...
'Maine kaha na, mujhe kuch nehi sunna... Aur ab tum ek second bhi is ghar mein nehi rahenge...' Armaan said...
'Nehi Armaan, aisa mat karo... Amyra... Amyra mere bina nehi rehpaenge... Humhare...' Riddhima was again cut by Armaan...
'Mera... Sirf mera beti hai Amyra... Tumhare, usse koi rishta nehi hai... Na mujhse...' Armaan said standing hold Riddhima arms...
'Aisa mat karo Armaan, please mujhe, humhare beti se dur mat karo...' Riddhima said...
Without listening to Riddhima pleading, Armaan drag her out from their room... Tears was falling from their eyes as Riddhima cried badly while anger was shown in Armaan eyes as he try his best not to let the tears fall from his eyes...
'Armaan, meri baat toh suno... Please Armaan, aisa mat karo... Please Armaan, mujhe meri Amyra se dur mat karo...' Riddhima plead Armaan as he hold her hand and drag her out from their room...
'Nehi Riddhima, ab kuch nehi raha sunne ke liye... Jo dekhna ta maine dekhliya, sunne ke liye kuch bacha hi nehi hai...' Armaan said as he was shaking in anger as his eyes was bloodshot red as tears cover on his face as well...
'Nehi Armaan, jo tumne dekha...' Riddhima was cut by Armaan...
Armaan stop as he pull Riddhima closed to him holding her shoulder, Riddhima hissed closing her eyes because of his tight hold... Tears were covering her face as more fresh tears fall from her closed eyelash, without caring how strong his hold was Armaan just hold her in his grip...
'Jo dekha, na dekha hota toh shayad mujhe vishwaas nehi hota, itni din se tum mere ghar mein, mere absent mein kya kiya kar rahi hai... Chee Riddhima, how could you do this...' Armaan said pushing Riddhima away from him...
'Armaan...' Riddhima call his name being helpless when he wasn't ready to listen her...
'Not another word Riddhima, bas mujhe tum is ghar mein ek pal bhi nehi chahiyeh...' Armaan said again holding her hand...
'Nehi Armaan, aisa mat karo... Amyra mere bina nehi reh paenge, please Armaan... Mujhe meri bacchi se dur mat karo, please...' Riddhima again started to plead as Armaan drag her in the hall...
Amyra who was sleeping, wake up hearing noises... Riddhima saw their three years daughter coming out and look at her parents... Armaan also stop for a second but next moment again he drag Riddhima and push her out from the apartment, closing the door on her face...
'Armaan... Armaan, please darwaza kholo...' Riddhima said banging on the door, as tears fall from her eyes...
FLASHBACK END
'I m sorry Riddhima... Maine tumhari baat nehi suni, na tumhe bolne diya... Meri wajahse tum Shyna se dosti ki, maine tumhe kaha woh badhal chuki hai... Jabki tumhare saath Shyna ne pehle bohot battameez ki, tumne mere liye usse dosti ki...
Hum dono anjaan ta isbaat se... Shyna humhare life mein itna bada problem create karenge... Humhare dost hokar, usne humein alag kiya... Hum dono ke beech itni badi misunderstand create ki, maine ek baar bhi tumhe bolne ka moka nehi diya...
Main fail hogaya hun, ek acche pati toh ban nehi paya na pita... Socha tumse dur rakh ke Amyra koh khush rakhunga lekin us nanhni jaani koh bhi itna takleef di maine... Woh khud chahti hai woh tumhare paas rahe, itni saal se usne ek baar bhi mujhe tumhare baare mein nehi pucha, tumhe kitna yaad karti hogi...
Main apne ghum mein kuch bhi nehi samajhpaaya, yeh sochke khud pe blame karta raha mere wajahse tumne aisa faisla liya ki tum kissi aur ke saath... Main tumhe deserve nehi karte, tumne kabhi bhi complain nehi ki main zyada waqt Shyna ke saath ta lekin maine...
I m sorry Riddhima, I m really sorry... Na main tumhe deserve karta hun, na humhare beti koh... Issiliyeh, itni saal mere saath rehne ke baad bhi, humhare beti ne tumhe chuna... Jab woh choti ti, maine usse tumse dur ki... Ab woh khud faisla lene ke umar hogaye toh woh tumhe chuna...
I m a bad father, I never could be a good husband and today its prove that I can never be a good father either... Bas ab, mujhe khud koh acche insaan saabit karna hai toh, tum dono koh saath rehne dena chahiyeh jaisa tum aur Amyra chahte hai...' Armaan clear his tears as he stood up to leave to do one last thing in his life for his daughter...
ARMAAN'S APARTMENT
As it was going to be evening, Aahana thought to check why Armaan hasn't return... Aahana was about to call Armaan when he came, Aahana thought to ask why he took so much time but seeing his face specially his red eyes, Aahana got her answer...
Armaan gave a small smile to Aahana as he look around to see where Amyra was, when he didn't see her, Armaan understood she must be either in her room or his... Amyra expression came in front of his eyes when they were in the court and she tell them her decision...
Armaan knows, it must have hurt her as much as it hurt him to hear those words from her when he was trying his best to keep her with him but something has gone wrong that make Amyra choose her mother over her father...
'Woh tumhare kamre mein hai, shayad tumhare wait karte karte sogayi hogi...' Aahana said very well knowing Armaan was searching for Amyra...
'Uski samaan pack kardi...???' Armaan asked...
'Haan, jo bhi usse chahiyeh hogi... Maine saari cheez pack kardi, phir bhi tum ek baar check karlena...'Aahana said...
Armaan nodded his head as it was getting difficult for him to accept that just few minutes where left for them to be with each other before he drop her in her mother place... Knowing that nothing can be changed now it was happening only because of him, Armaan move to his room...
As Armaan enter, he saw Amyra sleeping on his bed holding something close to her chest... Armaan move closed to her and saw dry tears on her face which give pains to his heart... For the first time in years, Armaan has seen those tears on her face...
'I m sorry princess, mere wajahse aapke aankhon mein aansu aagayi...' Armaan said sitting next to her and caring her hair...
Amyra turn in her sleep and put her hand on Armaan as she move her head on Armaan lap unknowingly... Tears fall from his eyes seeing how Amyra could feel his present as she move closed to him in her sleep but being her father, he never felt her pain how her heart must have broke not having her mother by her side...
As the thing Amyra hold fall from her hand, Armaan took it to see his photograph... Armaan understood she must have been crying holding it as she no longer would be staying with her father and some where she understand that her decision have hurt him...
Armaan knows, Amyra would never want to hurt him but with her decision, she has hurt him without intention because she did what is she think is right... Today, even Armaan believe that his daughter didn't do anything wrong as she has never done before, so he was willing to do anything to give a small happiness to her by supporting her in the decision...
Knowing it would be best to drop her to her mother place as soon as possible, Armaan slowly wake Amyra who for a second didn't realized the time but remembering what has happen, she jerk up looking at her father with sad expression...
'Dadda...' Amyra call him...
'Aap toh sogaye, chalo ab jaldi se fresh hojao... Main aapko, aapke mammi ke paas chod deti hun...' Armaan said smiling...
'Dadda, I m so...' Amyra was cut by Armaan...
'Nehi princess, itni saal aap mere paas raha hai... Acchi baat hai, aap ab kuch saal apne mammi ke paas rahenge... Chalo ab jaldi karo, aapke mammi kabse aapki wait kar rahi hogi...' Armaan said making Amyra stand and asking her to go to get fresh up before leaving...
Amyra knows Armaan was avoiding to have any conversation with her because it would break him in front of her which her father don't want by talking about the decision she has take... Seeing his expression, Amyra understood that it wasn't real because her father was forcing that smile on his face so she wouldn't feel bad...
The moment Amyra left from his side, Armaan smile fade from his lips... Hiding his face, Armaan try his best to hold his tears but it didn't least long as it falls from his eyes... Armaan sit like that for sometimes and hearing footsteps outside the room, he quickly clear his face and stood up to leave...
As Amyra got fresh up, Armaan check her bag and put her favorite toy and books in it... As he was packing Amyra toy, it remind him the time when he got it for her... Amyra was just 8 months old that time but still the toy become her favorite from than, she used to carry it every where she goes...
FLASHBACK START
Riddhima was feeding Amyra as she laid on her rocking chair, to keep Amyra busy Riddhima has put baby cartoon which has Amyra full attention while Riddhima feed baby food to her till she get her little tummy full... When Amyra finished her food, Riddhima clean her face with a wet cloth and let her stay sometimes before she took her to get a warm bath before putting her to bed...
As it was going to be night soon, Riddhima feed Amyra before Armaan comes so they could have dinner together after putting Amyra to sleep... With Aahana help, Riddhima have already cooked dinner and was just waiting for Armaan to come as he inform that he would be coming a little earlier tonight...
Putting Amyra's plate in to the washbase in kitchen, Riddhima came back to see Armaan quietly entering without making any noise... Riddhima smile knowing Armaan wants to surprise Amyra as she always get excited to see her father suddenly comes in front of her...
Armaan stop looking towards Riddhima and put his finger on lips asking Riddhima not to speak as it would alert Amyra... Amyra was too lost in the cartoon and happy as her little tummy was filled, didn't realized her father present...
Riddhima wait to see how Amyra expression would be to see her father, Armaan slowly move towards her chair, sitting behind it as he took out a bunny from the shopping bag he was carrying... As soon as Armaan put it in front of her eyes, Amyra sit up trying to grab it...
Armaan pull it away making Amyra look to her side to see her father, she gave her most beautiful dimple smile with just two little teethes in up and down making both Armaan and Riddhima smile... Amyra forward her little hands towards the bunny but Armaan point to his cheek as if saying, 'first kiss than bunny...'
Armaan didn't need to ask for second time as Amyra move in his lap with help of Armaan holding his hand and put her lips on his cheek making Armaan dimple visible on his cheeks... Kissing Amyra head, Armaan gave the bunny to Amyra who hugs it as tight as she could...
'Kiya baat hai, Amyra koh bohot pasand aayi yeh bunny...' Riddhima asked joining them...
Amyra make babish sounds to show her parent how much she loves it making Armaan and Riddhima smile... Riddhima took Amyra from Armaan as she ask him to get fresh up and took Amyra to get ready for bed... Amyra didn't want to leave the bunny but when Riddhima told her lets play in the water, she let it go...
As soon as they come out from the washroom, again Amyra got hold of the bunny and didn't leave it whole night... With her tummy full and being awake from noon, soon she was sleeping letting her parents have dinner and spend sometimes with each other...
AFTER A WEEK
'Kiya huva Amyra koh...' Riddhima ask entering as she has gone to the shop to buy some necessary things for Amyra...
As either of them had to stay with Amyra, Riddhima has gone with Aahana as Armaan don't want her to go alone... It was night time so they didn't want to take Amyra out at this hour of the night... So after feeding and getting her ready for bed, Riddhima had gone and now she has come back to see Amyra crying...
Seeing Riddhima, Armaan make a cute face as if saying he has 'no idea' why his princess was crying giving a hard time to her father... Riddhima took Amyra as she kept looking here and there as she search for something... Armaan has took out every single toys of Amyra, but it seems she didn't like any of them...
'Kiya huva hai baby koh...' Riddhima asked rocking Amyra in her arms...
'Pata nehi, kabse roye jaa rahi hai... Maine solane ki bhi koshish ki lekin pata nehi kiya huva...' Armaan said sitting on couch being tired...
Riddhima search for her bunny and seeing it nowhere, she move to their room to get it as she has left it there... As Riddhima gave it, Amyra stop crying and put her head on Riddhima shoulder as she was tired of crying all this time...
Seeing Amyra stop crying, Armaan look towards them to see Riddhima coming as Amyra hold her bunny... Armaan was surprise to see this as all this time, he didn't thought that she might be looking for her favorite bunny which she takes every where she goes from the day Armaan got it for her...
'Issiliye, ro rahi hai...' Riddhima said as she rock Amyra slowly, letting sleep take over her eyes...
'Ab mujhe sapna tohdina aayenge Amyra uske liye ro rahi ti itni der se... Woh apni eyes bhi rub kar rahi ti toh maine socha. usse neend aa rahi hai...' Armaan said...
'Neend toh aa rahi hai lekin usse apni bunny ke bina soti nehi ab... Aap kaise samjhenge Armaan, pura din main rehti hun uske saath... Lekin ab se yaad rakhna, nehi toh bohot mushkil hoga mere bina usse sambhalna...' Riddhima said...
'Ayye ayye captain, main yaad rakhunga...' Armaan said and both laugh hearing Amyra groan being disturb by their voice...
FLASHBACK END
'Amyra...' Riddhima smile as soon as she open the door...
Amyra move ahead, hugging her mother while Armaan stood behind her... Riddhima kiss her hair and look towards Armaan who stood looking them with blank expression... Riddhima gave a small smile which was return by Armaan with a slight nod...
Riddhima move side letting them enter, Armaan bring Amyra bag as he look around the apartment which was well furniture and neatly decorated... It wasn't too big and neither too small, but enough for a family to live... Armaan has seen how Riddhima has try to decorate the place just like she has done back in his apartment...
Remembering that how empty his apartment would be from now, Armaan look towards Amyra who was standing in front of Riddhima... Riddhima stood behind her, watching Armaan expression and she can clearly see how much guilty he was as now he knows the truth...
'Princess...' Armaan forward his hand...
Amyra move ahead as she grab Armaan hand, Armaan sit on his knee to be on her level... Riddhima stood, being sad to see this sight knowing how much both were suffering to be separated... Riddhima wish that she could make everything like before but, she don't know if Armaan would want the same or not...
'Acche se rehna aap, Dadda koh zyada miss mat karna... Acche se padai karna aur be a good girl...' Armaan said...
'Ok dadda...' Amyra said with a sad expression...
'I love you...' Armaan said hugging her...
'Love u too Dadda... Aap bhi mujhe zyada miss mat karna, yaad aaye toh phone zarur karna...' Amyra said...
'Main...' Armaan break the hug and look towards Riddhima being not sure...
'Mammi koh koi problem nehi hogi, haina mammi...???' Amyra asked looking towards Riddhima...
Riddhima smile and nodded her head as she look towards Amyra, Armaan gave a smile to Riddhima and thank her through his eyes blinking it... Than Armaan look towards Amyra and kissed her both hands, lingering his lips on it...
'Bye...' Armaan said kissing her cheeks...
Amyra hugs Armaan before he could stand, making Armaan also hugs her back... Riddhima stood looking towards them as it was hurting her to separate Amyra from her father... Riddhima never want this but life wasn't easy for them and she knows, she can't do anything at the moment...
AFTER ARMAAN LEFT
'Yeh lo aapke liye bacchi...' Riddhima said keeping a pizza in front of her...
Amyra who didn't say anything and was lost somewhere, look towards Riddhima when she speak... Riddhima point towards the pizza and Amyra look towards it but than look at Riddhima as she didn't like the particular flavor Riddhima has got for her...
Seeing Amyra expression, Riddhima nudge her asking what happen through eyes when Amyra look towards her... Amyra hugs Riddhima making she hugs her, Riddhima thought Amyra didn't want to eat at the moment as she was still feeling sad for not being able to be with her father anymore...
'Kiya huva...' Riddhima asked caring her hair...
'Mujhe yeh flavor nehi pasand...' Amyra said looking towards Riddhima...
'Lekin aapko toh pehle yeh wala pasand hai...' Riddhima said caring her cheek...
'Pasand ta, ab nehi hai...' Amyra said...
'Oh... Ab...???' Riddhima asked...
Riddhima felt how she didn't know about her favorite dishes now as it must have changed in those years when she wasn't with her... Amyra who didn't realized she has hurt her mother, look towards the pizza and than thought how her father would remember which one she likes now...
'Dadda koh pata hai mujhe kiya pasand hai...' Amyra said it loud making Riddhima felt guilty to hear how Amyra was missing her father...
'I m sorry, main aapke liye kuch banati hun... Batao kiya khaonge aap...???' Riddhima said getting Amyra attention...
Amyra look towards Riddhima and saw how she has become sad when Amyra deny to have the pizza... Amyra didn't like to see her mother sad so thinking she could try it as her mother said, she used to love it so it would make her mother happy at least because she knows, she has make her father sad by leaving him...
'Lekin yeh toh waste hoga, ek kaam karti hun... Aaj yeh try karti hun, shayad pasand aajae...' Amyra said...
'Baby...' Riddhima was cut by Amyra...
'Oh ho mammi, aapne toh kaha mujhe yeh pasand ta... Maine itni din se nehi khaya yeh flavor, aaj taste karti hun... Shayad phirse pasand aaye, aap khilao na please...' Amyra said...
Riddhima smile very well knowing why suddenly Amyra mood change, she felt happy to see how mature her little one has become that she didn't want to make her mother sad so she was ready to eat what her mother has got for her the sake of the love she has for her mother and not to hurt her mother emotions...
ARMAAN APARTMENT
After dropping Amyra, Armaan came with a heavy heart... Armaan didn't feel to come back but he knows, he has to accept this truth that Amyra wouldn't be staying with him anymore... Having nowhere else to go to less his pain, Armaan came back to his home to be welcome by emptiness...
Everything was quiet around the apartment as Amyra was no longer there to wait for him to return home from work... The moment Armaan enter the apartment, he felt the emptiness in his life not hearing the sweet voice of Amyra calling his name like before whenever he come back from work, which take his tiredness away...
Tears form in his eyes feeling Amyra absent, it was just few hours and he felt that his life was slowly crashing down to the ground as the second passed without his darling daughter... Closing the door, Armaan on the light to see not a single soul in the place...
The reason for Armaan to come home from work was no longer staying with him, but as he look around, he could feel Amyra present every single part of the house... Armaan never thought, there would come a day that he wouldn't no longer be welcome by his darling daughter when he come back home after a hectic day...
FLASHBACK START
It was past 9 pm by the time Armaan return back home, as he has a meeting Armaan has already inform Aahana to be with Amyra till he turn back not knowing how long it would take to end the meeting which is very important for him...
It's been weeks that Armaan had been working on the project and finally today the meeting was arrange to present it... Armaan did his work and had manage to impress the clients but was feeling bad that he wasn't able to give time to his darling daughter...
Knowing Amyra must be sleeping by the time he come back, quietly Armaan enter using the spare keys as he don't want to disturb his daughter sleep... Only he didn't know, tonight Amyra has no plan to go to bed before she spend sometimes with her father as following day was Sunday...
Not being aware that the little one was waiting and checking the clock every than and now, Armaan quietly enter the house and closed it hoping his princess would be in deep slumber... Just than the light goes on making Armaan wonder, who has on it turn to be welcome by his princess...
Armaan was surprise to see Amyra awake, as she stood with not a happy expression with her both hands on hips as if she was ready to take his class for not giving a single time to her from past one week... Armaan smile and thought to make his daughter happy by taking her in his arms but was stop by Amyra, who show her hand as if saying 'it wouldn't work...'
'Mera princess abhi tak kyun jhaag rahe ho...???' Armaan ask...
'Kyunki princess ke dadda koh, princess ki fikar hi nehi hai...' Amyra said crossing her hand on chest and a pout expression...
'Ale, yeh kisne kaha mere princess koh...' Armaan ask sitting on her level...
'Hote toh itni late nehi aate... Aur pata bhi chalte, princess apne dadda koh kitna miss karti hai...' Amyra said with same expression...
'Even dadda misses his princess, but kaam bhi toh zaruri haina bacche...' Armaan said...
Knowing it was true, Amyra just hugs her father as she can't be upset with him for long... Armaan smile and took Amyra in his arms as he walk inside to see Aahana in the hall... Seeing Armaan, she stood up to leave as Amyra was ready to be on bed...
'Sorry Di, bohot late hogaya...' Armaan said...
'Koi baat nehi Armaan, maine tumhare liye khana rakka hai... Khalena...' Aahana said...
'Di, kiya zarurat ti...' Armaan said...
'Kyun zarurat nehi hai... Maine aunty koh kaha aapke liye khana rakhne koh...' Amyra said...
'Main ab chalti hun...' Aahana said caring Amyra hair and left letting father daughter alone...
When Aahana left, Armaan locked the door and took Amyra in his room... Letting her wait on his bed, Armaan went to take a quick shower and came back to see Amyra still awake... Armaan joins her on the bed making Amyra sit back...
'Kiya huva, sona nehi...???' Armaan ask pulling her on his lap...
'Pehle aap khana khao, phir mujhe story sunao... Tab main soungi...' Amyra said...
'Baapre, itna saara orders...???' Armaan asked...
'Aap toh kissi ki sunti nehi, at least meri sunlo...' Amyra said cutely...
'Kissi ki sunte ya nehi, aapki zarur sunungi main...' Armaan said taking her to the kitchen as he got his plate...
Soon Armaan was having his dinner, with Amyra feeding her father... Armaan kept eating and listening to Amyra as she tell him what she had done whole day... Amyra has grown to a five year old beautiful child and her action sometimes remind Armaan of her mother...
It's been two years and in these two years, there wasn't a day that he didn't miss Riddhima... Armaan never show this in front of anyone else but he can't stop his heart from loving Riddhima after whatever happen because somewhere in his heart, he knows Riddhima can't ever cheat on him...
Whatever he saw, he can't forget it which is the reason he can't forgive Riddhima... Armaan mind keeps saying what he saw was truth but his heart didn't want to believe it... Armaan mind and heart was so mess up, he didn't understand what to believe...
After dinner, Armaan took Amyra in her room and read a story still she was in deep slumber... When Armaan was sure that Amyra wouldn't wake up, he close the door and move to his room where he could still feel Riddhima present after two years...
As everything were left here and there, making a mess, it remind Armaan how Riddhima used to scold him for not keeping things in their respective place... Remembering Riddhima those lovely scold, smile form in his lips with tears in his eyes as how he still need her after these two years being separate...
Whenever Armaan decide that he should at least give Riddhima a chance, that moment come in front of him which make him not want to let Riddhima give the chance to explain... How much he miss Riddhima every day, be it morning, afternoon, evening or night, his ego keep taking over the love he has for her as it remind him she cheat him being in his home...
Judaai From I LOVE NEW YEAR
Kaisi Yeh Judaai Hai
Aankh Bhar Meri Aayi Hai
(Armaan move inside the room as he imagine Riddhima moving here and there, arranging his cloths and files as he has left it without any order... Tears form in his eyes, making his sight blur... Armaan wipe it to see, Riddhima nowhere around him...)
Mera Dil Doob Raha
Isse Bas Ab Doobne Do
(Realizing he was just imagine Riddhima, he sit on the bed and took out the photograph he had put in the side drawer which was his and Riddhima photo from their wedding day... Armaan felt a sharp pain in his heart, seeing how happy they look together but every thing has now shattered in to pieces...)
Yeh Pehli Baar Hua
Yeh Kyun Ehsaas Hua
Mera Dil Toot Raha
Isse Bas Ab Tootne Do
(Tears continuously fall from his eyes on to the glass of the photo-frame, Armaan wipped the tears as he slowly care Riddhima face with his fingers, for a second Armaan felt that he was touching Riddhima but as he realized they no longer are together, his heart again break in to pieces...)
Aaa..Aaa
Aaa..Aaa
Mujhe Ab Bas Rone Do
Iss Gham Ko Behne Do
Ye Saath Jo Chooth Raha
Issey Aaj Choothne Do
(Armaan hugs the photo, putting it close to his chest... His eyes were shut as tears fall from his close eyelash with his heart bleeding... How much he try to show that Riddhima absent didn't matter to him, every single second it keeps breaking the moment it remind him that how his love has cheat him...)
Kaisi Ye Judai Hai
Aankh Bhar Meri Aayi Hai
Mera Dil Doob Raha
Isse Bas Ab Doobne Do
(Holding the photo, Armaan laid still with his eyes closed... Every happy moment came in front of him as it came in flashback, how he first met Riddhima, fall in love, get married and how they welcome their love bud, Amyra...)
Khush Rahe Bas Tu
Mere Dil Ki Yeh Dua Hai
Khudse Puchle Tu
Tere Dil Ki Kya Raza Hai
(Once again controlling his tears, Armaan stood up leaving the photo-frame on the bed... Armaan move towards the glass door which leads to the balcony, as he look towards the dark sky which was empty without moon and stars, just like his heart and life without Riddhima...)
Jaan Lena Meri
Tere Dil Mein Jo Daba Hai
Yeh Toh Bata
Mujhse Judaa Kyun Hai
Ik Baat Satati Hai
Jab Teri Yaad Aati
Kyun Mujhse Rooth Gaya
Jaane Kyun Roor Gaya
(Arman close his eyes as memories related to Riddhima keep coming in his mind, which was the most beautiful days of his life once but now it gives only pain as he realized the love no longer was between them...)
Yeh Pehli Baar Hua
Yeh Kyun Ehsaas Hua
Jaane Anjaane Kyun Mujhe Tumse Pyaar Hua
Hans-Hanste Rota Hoon
Rote Rote Hansta Hoon
(Armaan smile remembering how crazy they were for each other at the starting of their relation and remembering how they got separate, the smile vanished from his eyes as again tears continue falling giving unconditional pain to his heart...)
Phir Khudse Kehta Hoon
Jo Hona Tha... Ho Hi Gaya
FLASHBACK END
A WEEK LATER
Armaan sit holding his head as he was having headache, he try to concentrate on work but he wasn't able to because he hasn't been able to sleep proper from a week... After Amyra left, Armaan felt that there was no reason for him to work or live his life like he used to be living just for his daughter...
How much he try, he couldn't help but think of Amyra every single time of the day... What she must be doing, she had meals or not... If she is fine or not, with so much stress now Armaan was having headache due to it and plus lack of sleep as he can't sleep or live in an empty house...
Not being able to stay long, Armaan left office and came back home... Once again, memories of his daughter came the moment he enter the house which make his heart pain realizing how lonely he was now... After being separate with Riddhima, Armaan remember how Amyra took care of him when he fall sick...
FLASHBACK START
Armaan laid on couch as Amyra sit playing on the floor in hall, as he was having headache, he kept rubbing his forehead... Armaan feel pain in body and also fever has started making him feel weakness, Armaan didn't realized when sleep took over due to weakness and also he has take medicine...
Amyra who was playing, look towards Armaan as he didn't joins her to play... As it was weekend, Armaan always play with her after lunch but for some reason, he has gone to sleep letting her play alone... Thinking what happen, Amyra move and touch him to feel burning with fever...
Remembering how her mother used to keep wet cloth on her forehead whenever she get fever, Amyra got a bowl of water and cloth... Just like her mother do, she kept the wet cloth on her father forehead and keeps it changing wetting it so her father fever goes down...
Soon fever got down and Amyra went back to play, letting her father sleep... Armaan who was in deep slumber due to medicine and weakness, didn't realized that Amyra took care of him like a big girl in such young age as she was just five year old...
After a good sleep, Armaan wake up and jerk up to check where Amyra was as he remember she was playing there... Armaan heart melt seeing the sight as Amyra was sleeping on the floor while playing, he felt bad that he sleep like that without giving time to Amyra...
As Armaan felt better, he look around for his mobile when his eyes fell on the water bowl and wet cloth... Armaan didn't remember bringing it, than his eyes fell on Amyra and realized how she took care of him which brings tears in his eyes...
Leaving everything, Armaan took Amyra from the floor and hugs her close to his heart, kissing her forehead... Thanking god for giving such a good child, who take care of him when he is the one who should be taking care of her and her needs...
FLASHBACK END
'Aapki bohot yaad aa rahi hai bacche, kash sab kuch tik hota... Phir main, aap aur aapke mammi hamesha saath rehte... I m sorry princess, meri wajahse aapki dadda aur mammi saath nehi reh sake... Maaf kardena apne dadda koh, aapke dadda ne bohot takleef diya aapko... Maaf kardo...' Armaan whisper as he closed his eyes and laid on the couch not having strength to move...
SUNDAY
'Amyra, aap meri saath khush hona...???' Riddhima ask as they were sitting on sand, in the beach...
'Mammi, aap aise kyun puch rahe ho...???' Amyra ask looking at her...
'Aap jabse meri saath rehne ke liye aaye ho, tabse bohot chup chap rehti hai...' Riddhima said...
'Mammi, mujhe dadda ki bohot yaad aati hai...' Amyra said hugging Riddhima...
'Toh mammi ke saath aap khush nehi ho...???' Riddhima ask feeling sad...
'Nehi, aapki saath khush hun lekin dadda koh bohot miss kar rahi hun...' Amyra said...
Riddhima felt guilty but she knows unless Armaan don't want, she wouldn't be able to do anything to give Amyra both parents back... Riddhima has decide to do anything that would keep her daughter happy and for that if she has to let go off Amyra, she wouldn't step back...
'Accha, toh aisa kya karte ho Dadda ke saath jo aapko, dadda ke itni yaad aa rahi hai...???' Riddhima asked...
'Aapko pata hai, dadda mujhe har Sunday pe, subah beach lejaate hai swimming sikhane... Phir hum cafe' mein breakfast karte hai, aur shaam koh Dadda mujhe basketball sikhate hai... Pura din dadda meri saath spend karte hai...' Amyra told what she do and learn from her father...
Riddhima happily listen to her as Amyra excitedly tell her mother how she spend her weekend with her father... How her father try to make everything memorable for them, also how he hasn't still learn to cook all these years but never give up till date...
Riddhima realized, taking her away from her father wasn't a right thing to do... Whatever happen between them, it should be solve between them without letting their daughter suffer... All these years, with her heart, even her little daughter heart must have break several times...
So deciding what she should do, Riddhima let Amyra tell everything she has miss all these years with her... Seeing the smile on her face while talking about her father and the days they had spend with each other, Riddhima felt that now things should be taken care from her side at least so her daughter wouldn't suffer another day...
ARMAAN APARTMENT
After a busy day in work, keeping himself drown in work so nothing would give pain to his heart, Armaan came back home to be again welcome to emptiness and loneliness... Knowing there wouldn't be anyone to welcome, Armaan enter and put the light but felt something different...
Armaan move inside when his feet touch something which was on the floor, he was surprise to see it was Amyra favorite story book which she has taken with her... Amyra, that was enough to bring a warm feeling to his heart as his eyes search for her, hoping he would see her suddenly coming out from her room and hugs him...
Smile form in his lips for a second but it was soon fade as he remember, nothing sort of would happen because it has been a week he hasn't meet his daughter and he didn't get the courage to call her knowing hearing her voice would break him badly that he wouldn't be able to hold himself without meeting her...
Once he meet, he know it would be very difficult for him to leave her again... How he wish that he try and clear things between him and Riddhima before, but his mind keep reminding him why would Riddhima would let him know the truth, just because he is aware of the truth doesn't mean Riddhima would forgive him now...
Armaan has curse enough pain and break her heart showing he has no trust on her when he should let her speak what happen years ago... Also now Amyra is back with her, why would she forgive him when he has break their relation just because of one incident and put all the blame on her...
As Armaan miss Amyra, he move towards her room when he realized that the light was on... Armaan remember that he has off it before coming out from her room in morning before getting ready to work... Thinking that maybe he forgot to off the lights, Armaan open the door to be left shocked to see Amyra sleeping on her bed, holding her favorite bunny which her father has got for her...
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