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I judged her too harshly.
I imagined how I'd feel if I'd lost a loved one, found out there was a possibility he/she could have betrayed me BIG TIME (when I'd had full, complete trust on him/her), and without even being able to work through my grief properly, was pushed into heart-breaking situations. People around me shoving the betrayal in my face, mocking my naivety in loving and trusting that close one..quite frankly, I'd have been an utter MESS. And then finding out that loved one left a hot mess behind which I now felt I had to clean up.
I would be bawling for weeks and weeks and weeks.
And then we've got this poor thing here, her SIL is out to get her, Aditya is always in her face about the whole thing because it irks and annoys him how she can STILL believe her husband was innocent.
Yeah, on some level she is way too naive but in a very weird way, I feel like she's also just as strong. I know Zoya's only a character and maybe I'm getting too senti about this but I'm kinda ashamed at how quickly I judged her 'cause guys...I'm a big crier lol. I CRY A LOT! I am super sensitive and though I am told by others that I'm very headstrong the fact of the matter is, I also deal with SO MUCH I go through in life for eg. stress and stuff, by crying.
Crying helps me big time. It's like therapy for me. My daily dose of flushing out my stress and sadness and heartache and whatever I'm experiencing, from every day situations. And I know this mightn't apply to Zoya, but I understand a little more now why she cries a lot.
That aside, she's got a core of strength which isn't quite in-your-face, which is why I overlooked it. She's still suffering from grief, being taunted by so many people, practically estranged from her father at least, for the first time experiencing so many NEW things in life ('cause she'd been so sheltered thus far), but she's still adamant in her plans to complete her dead possibly-cheater husband's dream. Yeah it gets on my nerves, I want to shake her sometimes and tell her 'GIRL! At least GENUINELY open yourself up to the POSSIBILITY that he cheated!" But then...I also admire her courage to seek the truth and stick to her beliefs.
Also I'm kinda starting to invest in AdiYa as a couple too because besides Aditya treating her too harshly IMO, that precap for Monday gives me a good amount of hope to stick around. I always knew it, but it was nice to see that he does care about Zoya's well-being a significant deal.
Anyways, sorry for my long as post lol.
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