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Chapter 12
Om sees them and in anger goes towards them and clears his throat..
Gauri agar tumhe koi aitraaz na ho toh kya bachon ko ghar dikha doon...Om asks not sure.. ( Gauri !! can I take the kids around the house if you don't mind)
Isme aitraaz ki kya baat hai..jaaiye aur dikha di jiye; hume bhi acha lagega agar humare bachon ko unke baap ke baare main sab pta ho toh; gauri replies and turns towards sid thinking omkara will leave... ( What's there to mind about it? Go and show them around; even I will be happy knowing that my children know everything related to their father)
But om clears his throat again; kya baat hai Mr.oberoi aap gye nhn abhi tak?? Humne kaha hai na ki le jaayiye gauri replies still facing sid... ( what is it Mr.Oberoi that you are still standing here?? I have told you to take them and show them around)
Main chahta hoon ki mere bachon ki maa bhi humare saath chale... Om tells her not finding any other way to keep gauri away from sid. ( I want the mother of my children to accompany us)
A shocked gauri turns around to face him; and controlling her tears tells him: theek hai chaliye Mr.Oberoi. ( okay fine!! Let's go)
Omkara then tells the kids to come and he will show them around the house for which they happily agree...so gauri and omkara go along with the kids...
Touring around the house; the group of 4 reach outside omkara's room ...yeh kiska kamra hai asks a curious omira... ( Whose room is this??)
Papa ka kamra hai yeh replies om looking towards gauri to see if she reacts...But his heart breaks seeing gauri's indifference... ( it's your father's room)
Kya hum andar jaake dekh sakte hain asks rayan breaking om's thoughts... ( can we go inside and see)
Kyun nhn??? Yeh aapke papa ka kamra hai aur aapko kisi ki permission ki zaroorat nhn hai iss kamre main jaane se pehle...Jo cheez papa ki hai wo aapki bhi hai...om tells them kneeling down infront of them...( why not?? It's your father's room and you have the complete right to go inside; you don't have to ask anybody before entering your fathe's room... You have right on everything that your father owns)
Gauri's POV
Hume khushi hai dekh ke ki jo haq hume kabhi nhn mila humare bachon ko wo mil raha hai aapse omkaraji! Jo pyaar hume aap kabhi dikha nhn paaye; aaj aap apne bachon ko dikhaane se katra nhn rahe hain...
( I'm content and happy seeing that the rights I was kept away from are being given to my children; The love I was deprived of is being showered upon my kinds)
Gauri's thoughts are broken by the sound of the door opening...
Omkara with the children enter inside the room; the kids are astonished seeing the room..Rayan quickly runs towards the painting supplies with omira tagging behind him. Ab yeh kamra poora hai; Meri poori zindagi; meri zindagi ke anmol tukde sab hai yahan; kisi aur ki zaroorat nhn hai. ek dum perfect...om speaks... Not getting any response from gauri; he looks sideways and is shocked when he sees
gauri still standing at the doorstep nostalgic; with tears driping down her face... ( This room looks complete now!! Full of life; all my lifelines are in here and nothing additional is needed anymore. Everything is just perfect...)
Om's POV
Mujhe pta hai gauri ki kyun tumhari aankhen nam hain; jo cheez tum kabhi apne moo se nhn kahogi tumhare yeh aansun bayaan kar rahe hain mujhe... Jitna dukh mujhe tumhare aansun dekh ke ho raha hai usse kahi zaada khushi mujhe yeh soch ke ho rahi hai ki tumhare yeh aansun humari yaadon ki yaad main hain...Tumhari aankhen nam hain kyunki tum humare unn haseen palon ke baare main soch rahi ho; humari unn raaton ke baare main soch rahi jahaan humari aatmaon ka Milan hota tha; humari unn baton ke baare main soch rahi jo hum raat raat bhar jaag ke kiya karte the.
( I know why your eyes are moist; Your tears are expressing your unspoken words gauri. My heart is bleeding seeing you in tears but also there is a ray of hope in the same heart seeing your tears. A hope knowing the reason of your tears; you are remembering all those moments that we had spent together. All those alluring moments in between us; all those unslept nights of ours where our souls met; all those late night talks after our mad love making)
Gauri tumhare yeh aansun mujhe yakeen dila rahe hain ki tum ab bhi mujhse pyaar karti ho; tumahre dil ke kisi kone main wo pyaar ab bhi zinda hai...Aur main waada karta hoon ki uss pyaar ko main hawa de ke bhada doonga bahut jald...
( Gauri your tears are making me believe that you still love me deep down in your heart; Still there are feelings alive for me in the scheduled corner of your heart. And gauri I promise to flare that love...very soon gauri)
Mumaa papa----call out rayan and omira...
Yeh dekho muma; kitni sundar painting hai...rayan tells gauri while pointing towards a painting... ( look at this momma!! It's such a beautiful painting)
Surprised?? Is a small feeling that gauri had when she looked the painting rayan pointed...Infact she was dumbfound seeing the room surrounded with so many paintings...All the paintings had one thing in common---HER.. Yes they were all her paintings; of all those moments that they had spent together... Unfallen tears had clouded her vision and she sat down on the floor...
Mumma...mumma!!! rayan calls her out shaking her.
Omira dekho na muma ko kya hua; papa kya hua hai muma ko. Kyun ro rahi hain wo?? Asks rayan shocked seeing his mother so fragile... ( omira look!! What happenedto mumma. Papa what has happened to mumma?)
Rayan; omira tum dono jaao aur ruvyan ke saath khelo. Main tumhari muma ko mana ke laata hoon om tells the children lovingly while kissing their foreheads...
The children runn off and omkara latches the door behind thinking that he can speak to gauri in some privacy... Taking a few long steps he reaches near gauri and kneeling down in front of her cups her face.. ( rayan, omira you both go out and play with ruvyan while I get your mother...)
With no strength to fight at the moment gauri doesn't push him away...Kyun aapne yeh paintings?? Gauri begins to ask him.. ( why these paintings)
Shh!! Jiss sawaal ka jawab tum khud jaanti ho; use yun poochne ka kya matlab hai gauri?? om replies to her still holding on to her face... ( why do you ask questions for which your heart already has the answers)
Jo hum jaante the wo galatfayemi thi; aur sachai hume kabhi maaloom nhn padi...gauri replies back hurt... ( What I knew was my misunderstanding; and the truth was far away from my sight)
Aise bhi toh ho sakta hai na ki jo tumne jaana wo he sachai thi. Mera pyaar jhootha nhn tha gauri.. Yeh saari yaadein jhoothi nhn thi; wo kasamein wo wade kuch bhi jhooth nhn tha...Bas kuch galat tha toh wo yeh ki main unhe nibha nhn paaya...om tells her... ( It is highly possible that what you had known to be the truth was indeed the only truth. My love was not faade. Those beautiful memories were not fabricated; Those promised and those oaths were not lies gauri. If anything was wrong; it was that I was not capable enough to make you believe.)
Gauri looks up to him...Kyun nhn nibha paaye?? Kya aapko hum par vishwaas nhn tha?? Agar nhn that toh inn sab ka kya matlab hai?? Gauri asks him while pointing towards the paintings... ( why?? Why were you not able to fulfill those? Did you not trust me enough? If not, then what does all this mean)
Vishwaas bhi tha; mohabbat bhi thi...Par kabhi tumhe yakeen dila nhn saka! Om tells her in guilt; guilt of not trusting her.. ( I trusted you; I loved you but I'm sorry I couldn't express it)
Aur yeh ...yeh saari paintings! meri tanhaayi ki saathi thi.. Tum toh chali gyi mujhe chod ke; apne omkaraji ko chode ke..Ek baar nhn khayal aaya tumhe ki tumhare bina tumhare omkaraji ka kya haal hoga.. Tumhare jaane ke baad toot ke bikhar gya tha main; mera sukoon mera nhn tha; tha kuch toh wo sirf dard tha; bahut dard...Par wo dard baatne ke liye koi humsafar nhn tha; tum nhn thi he says resting his forehead on hers.. ( and these...all these paintings! There were my companions in my desolation. You left me; you walked away from your omkaraji. Not once did you think how your omkaraji will stay without you. I was broken; broken into a million pieces after you walked off; My peace was not mine anymore; The only thing I had was pain and sadness. I had pain but I had nobody to share my pain with; you were not there gauri)
Aankhen band karte he tumahra chehra nazar aata tha; aur wahi mera sahara tha. Maine apne mann main base tumahre chehre ko bas rangon se bhar diya! Par yeh saari paintings adhoori hain...pta hai kyun?? Kyun she asks... ( Your angelic face would flash infront of my eyes as soon as I closed them; and that was my only solace. I have filled colors in your face that I had imagined. But all these paintings are incomplete...You know why?? Gauri asks why?)
Kyunki inme tumhara zindagi jeene ka jazba nhn hai; tumhari chehre ki muskuraahat nhn hai. Par fer bhi meri tanhaayi ka iklauta sahara hai yeh paintings kyunki inme tumhara chehra hai; aisa chehra jo main roz dekhna chahta hoon... om adds ( because these paintings haven't caught the zest you had for life; these paintings don't have your smile..But still these were my only solace because they have your face; the only face I would want to see everyday)
Kyun nhn roka hume?? Kyun dhoondhne nhn aaye agar humari itni yaad aati thi toh?? Kyun kabhi nhn socha ki agar aapka dil toota tha toh humara bhi toota tha dil. Arre apne shankarji ke samaan rakha tha aapko humne; zindagi the aap humare...Aap kyun apne gam main hume bhool gye?? Gauri asks in tears. ( why did you not stop me? Why did you not come in search of me if you missed me so much? Why did it never cross your mind that I must have been broken too. I had kept you equivalent to my god; you were my life. Then why did you forget me in your misery?)
A hope rises in omkara's heart seeing gauri breaking down and sharing what she went through without him...
In OM hall;
The kids come running... rayan and omira are busy playing with ruvyan when...
Omira mumma kahan hai?? Asks a curious sid... ( where is mumma omira??)
Wo papa ke saath hainrayan replies ( she is with papa)
Papa ke saath? Magar kyun?? Wo theek toh hai na?? asks sid in panic ( with your father? But why?? Is she alright??)
Wo ro rahi thi..toh papa ne kaha ki hum log chalen wo muma ko leke aayenge replies omira ( she was crying so papa told us to go down while he will get her)
Kya??? Magar ro kyun rahi thi wo?? Asks a shocked sid ( what?? But why was she crying??)
And starts to move from there in search of gauri.
Kahaan jaa rahe ho tum?? Asks jhanvi stopping sid ( where are you going)
Ri ko dhoondhne replies sid in an obvious tone ( to find ri)
Magar kyun... asks jhanvi ( but why)
Kyunki usse meri zaroorat hogi replies sid in a hurry ( because she might need me)
Magar wo apne pati ke saath hai; sambhaal lega use omkara replies jhanvi in a matter of fact tone... ( But she is with her husband; my omkara will look after her)
Pati nhn maanti ri usse; aur iss waqt mere dost ko meri zaroorat hai; meri ri ko uske sid ki zaroorat hai iss waqt...replies sid immediately ( She doesn't consider him as her husband. And right now she needs her friend; my ri needs her sid right now) and he leaves...Tej holds jhanvi and tells her to let him go... jhanvi even though worried about om's reaction seeing sid console gauri doesn't say anything..
The children except anshi are busy playing with each other...
Hello everyone!!! Anshi comes and says
Hey anshi!! Kaisi ho tum?? Asks omira ( hey anshi; how are you)
Theek hoon main omira; par tum yahaan kya kar rahi ho?? Asks a curious anshi ( I'm fine but what are you doing here)
Aur yeh tumhara bhai hai kya jiske baare main tum btaati ho anshi asks while pointing towards rayan ( and is he your brother about who you talk)
Mere baare main kya bola hai tumne isse rayan whispers to omira pulling her towards him...( what did you tell about me to her)
Haan anshi; yeh mera bhai hai...omira replies ignoring rayan ( yes anshi; this is my brother)
Bhai nhn bada bhai hoon main tumahra rayaan says whacking omira on her head..( I'm your elder brother)
Daadu...omira whines...dekho na daadu fer se rayan mujhe maar raha hai...omira complains and makes a cute puppy face( daadu!!! See he is again hitting me)
Arre yeh toh bilkul apne chachu pe gyi hai; usnki tarah he puppy face bna rahi hai bhavya says ( Look at her; She has definitely gone on her rudy chachu; makes same face like he does...)
Rudy proudly goes and hugs his niece... seeing this everyone laughs..
Rayan!! Kyun tum meri bachi ko maarte ho. Tej asks rayan while taking omira from rudy ( rayan why do you always hit my girl)
Daadu wo kyun bhool jaati hai ki main uska bada bhai hoon counter questions rayan ( daadu why does she always forget that I am her elder brother)
Haan mujhe pta hai ki tum 2 minute bade ho replies tej and omira in chorus ( yes I know that you are elder to her by 2 minutes)
Everyone laughs when omira and tej imitate rayan and then omira goes and tickles him...
Daadu?? Tum inhe daadu kyun keh rahi ho? asks a confused anshi ( why are you referring to him as your grandfather??)
Anika then explains her how these both are omkara's kids... And thus her elder siblings...
Back in om's room
A hopeful om holds gauri from her shoulders and tells her--- rona band karo garui please...Kyun she asks ( please stop crying gauri...why she asks)
Kyunki tumhare yeh aansun nikle bhale he tumhari aankhon se hain; par yeh chubhte mujhe hain aur wo bhi yahan...he points towards his heart!... Jin aankhon main main hamesha pyaar dekhna chahta hoon; unme aanun dekhne ki himaat nhn hai mujhme gauri.. Nafrat hoti hai; dard hota hai mujhe tumhari aankhon ke hanju dekh ke... Please rona band karo gauri!! please omkara speaks between his sobs...( Because eventhough these tears are falling from your eyes; but they prick me her..and points towards his heart. I can't bear to see tears in those eyes I have always wanted to see love in... Hatred and anguish fills me in seeing your eyes filled with tears... Please stop crying gauri..please)
Aansun aur dard dene waale aisi baatein nhn karte hain omkaraji. Aapne he toh sab gadbad kiya; aap he toh wajah hain humare inn aansuon ki; fer kyun hichkicha rahe hain dekhne se. Aaj tak waise bhi inke ilaawa mila bhi kya hai hume zindagi se? gauri says lamenting on her fate... ( The one who is responsible for the tears and hurt shouldn't talk like this.Why are you hesitating to see my tears when you were the one who fumbled and are the reason.. What else have I got in my life except these...)
Holding her hands in his...kya hum beeti baton ko bhool nhn sakte? Kya tum aur main fer se ek baar hum banke aage nhn bhadh sakte? Kya hume khush rehne ka haq nhn hai? Kya humare bachon ko maa aur baap dono ka pyaar paane ka haq nhn hai?? Om asks with his head lowered ( Can we not forget the past? Can you and me not become us again and move ahead in life. Don't we have the right to be happy? Don't our children deserve the love of both their parents)
Hume khush rehne ka haq hai; par aapne yeh baat tab kyun nhn sochi jab aap apne bhai ki baton main itna ulajh gye the ki aapko unke aur unki patni ki problems ke ilaawa kuch aur nhn dikha; yeh nhn dikha ki aapki ek beewi hai jisse shayad aapki zaroorat ho; Unke dukh main aap yeh bhool gye ki humpe bhi koi mossibat aa sakti thi. Unke dukh main aap humari shaadi ki saalgira tak bhool gye? Kaise haq den hum aapko jab aapko hum nazar he nhn aate?? Ek baar apna dil tudwaane ke baad bharosa kiya tha humne; kya mila hume?? Dukh; aansun; bharosa toda humara aapne...Doobara karne ki himmat nhn hai. Gauri tells him laughing on herself
( We have the right to be happy; but why did it not cross your mind when you were so busy in solving your brother's and his wife's problems that you didn't have time to see anyone else You didn't think that you have a wife back home who might need you; In their misery you forgot that your wife could be in some kind of problem. In their misery yo forgot our wedding anniversary. How do I give you any right when I am totally non existant for you. I had trusted you once after you broke my heart but what did I get?? Pain; tears and a broken heart along with broken trust?? I don't have any more patience in me now)
Aur jahaan tak bachon ki baat hai toh; Haq hai bachon ko unke maa aur baap ke pyaar par aur unhe wo pyaar milega; zaroor milega par uske liye hum dono ka saath rehna zaroori nhn... She adds... ( as far as the kids are concerned; they have all the right to get the love from both their parents; and they will get it but that doesn't require us to stay together)
Gauri main jaanta hoon ki maine bahut galatiyan ki hain par main apni galtaiyon ko sudhaarna chahta hooon. Kya tum mujhe; humare liye; humare bachon ke liye ek aur mauka nhn de sakti?? Kya sab kuch pehle ki tarah nhn ho sakta fer se?? Omkara asks her crying... ( gauri I know that I have made a gazillion mistakes but I want to repent. Can you not give me a chance for us; for our kids..Can everything not be like before)
Kaash!! Hum aapse keh paate ki ho sakta hai pehle jaisa sab. Par sach aapko bhi pta hai ki yeh mumkin nhn hai... replies gauri recovering from her emotional breakdown ( I wish!! I could say that everything can be back to normal. But even you know that it's not possible that way..)
Gauri gets up and starts to move towards the door...and unlatches it when omkara holds her from her wrist...and turning her around
Bending down on his knees...
Teri rooh se meri zindagi hai;
Tu nhn toh kuch nhn hai;
Tu hai; toh sab khushnuma hai..
Kaise main tujhe yeh samjhaun ki;
Tu he mera ishq; rab aur dua hai...
Aapne bahut der kardi hume yeh btaane main. Aur ab bhi aap yeh sab bachon ke pyaar main behkar kar rahe hain...Humare liye nhn...gauri tells him... ( You have made me wait a lot for this and even now you are doing this because of kids; not for me)
Nhn gauri...omkara says vehemently denying. Bache mujhe pyaare hain but tumse zaada nhn. Unka saath mujhe chaheye par tumahre saath se badkar nhn. Wo meri dhadkan hain toh tum mera dil. Wo meri zindagi hain toh tum meri rooh... Tumahre saath ke bina mera aur bachon ka saath adhoora hai...om adds wrapping his arms around gauri's waist ( no gauri; I love the kids but not more thank you. I want them by my side but not more than I want you to be with me. If they are my heartbeat then you are my heart. If they are my life then you are my soul. The kids and I can never be complete without you)
All this seen by a pair of eyes who fists the hands seeing them together...
The shayari was written by me
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Edited by aayushi1 - 7 years ago
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