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I don't always love Suraj..There were times where I hated him to the moon and back..During baby track-2, I cursed him so much, that I even considered Suraj unworthy of Chakor..Please spare me for comparing both the scenarios as both the times it was Chakor's pride that he stripped off..
Im a human, Im a girl..Its obvious I feel shattered when another girl is humiliated for no mistake of hers..At the same time, we tend to ignore the opposite's reasoning coz pain would be the most dominant emotion..All the while I cried for Chakor, I still supported Suraj coz I put my sense of reasoning alive..He definitely put chakor in pain, but he was in equal pain too..He hurt her pride but at the cost of his own pride..He isn't at fault completely, yet he bowed down to win his love back..😊
Im so happy I hated him then, coz his gestures, his emotions, his love..everything made me fall in love with him and I started loving him all over again as if nothing happened in the past..Those flaws in him, the way he repents and acts accordingly is what makes him complete..Hez more realistic, more convincing, everyone could connect more to him..
Hence, It was during the bachuva track-2 I just loved to hate him..😳
This time, the scenario is completely different..also too early to jot down his reasoning..But be it anything, when he know its wrong and still does it for whatever reason it maybe..IT IS WRONG and not worth forgiving by any human being..🤔
Still I don't blame Suraj for this..I don't want him to justify his actions..It is better if he accepts his mistake and leave it as a dark spot forever..Any reasoning to it, would just make it absurd to the viewers watching as most of them are married women, to be married, teens..Basically women..Damage will be done, let it be and move ahead with the rest of the story..If this is to make Suraj realize his feelings, if this was to defeat Chakor and affect her self confidence, If this was to show Villagers 'Unity in strength'..CVs there are better ways, just don't make Suraj a scapegoat anymore..I had enough of it..🤓
Its time I start loving to hate him as I did earlier..Not sure If I could make peace with it, not sure if I could stop myself from cursing the show..But Im sure of one thing..I can NEVER EVER lose my connect to Suraj and SuKor 😃
Thanx for reading this post which I have written it for myself..Im not trying to convince anyone, just presenting my love-hate feelings for my muse Suraj ❤️
Anupamaa
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
