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Avni is a changed person.
She is calm but not timid.
She is calculative but not reckless.
She is a force but not a killer.
A lot has changed about her in these six months, and for a change, I can see it is not Ananya Verma. But it isn't completely Avni either.
This is a new person, who is born out of the tumultuous memories that her own past (and recent past) heralded in her life.
Her focus is only on her revenge: Vidyut, and rest is background noise for her.
But the only thing that breaches her otherwise callousness, is just a 15 second clip showing Neil Khanna on the TV!
The indifferent girl is replaced by a girl who faced the biggest blow of her life, from the only person she loved the most in the world.
As a matter of fact, I am happy that she is not indifferent to Neil, something we had momentarily thought she would be.
There's always a thin line between Love and Hate, so even if she is juggling in the space halfway there, I am still sure Neil will forever be the only person who affects her, and makes a difference.
It was clear from yesterday's episode, that she harbors a lot of rage within her, when it comes to feelings of love and friendship, for both the relations are based on TRUST- something she has lost on Neil.
But my post isn't about that.
It is about the time, when the healing process for Avni will begin.
Let's fast forward a bit, and say, Avni comes to know of the true reason Neil did what he did, which would again accentuate her wrath more on Vidyut.
But coming to her own relationship with him: How easy would it be for her to forget what Neil did?
I won't say ''forgive'' because that I am sure, she instantly will.
But as we know.. Neil wiping off her sindoor, taking off her mangalsutra, treating her as a real convict in front of the world-- are images that are engraved like a stone carving in her mind.
So do you think she would heal easily from these flashes?
When she is back as Neil's Avni, as Mrs. Avni Neil Khanna, would it be easy for her, to take a pinch of vermilion from the box of sindoor and put it into her parting?
Would it be easy for her to wear her mangalsutra again?
Though I am sure, she will be in for a surprise seeing her real mangalsutra always remained as-it-is, without being tampered, would it still be easy for her to make peace with whatever she had to endure?
As much as these thoughts run in my head, I also feel, Neil's condition would become worse, because, in the process of healing Avni and realizing what all she has been through because of his one act, he is going to break a lot too..
Avni may only look calm now, but as they say, still waters run deep. The girl has so much bottled up inside, that dare she explode one day, not just Vidyut, even Neil will get consumed by all of it.
Would love to hear what you all think. 😊
Best,
Simi
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