These questions kept on intruding my thoughts over the last few episodes. Especially, today's episode as it had a scene that really showed the amount of hatred that Avni has stored in her system. Avni is HURT. The scene where the news speaks of ACP Neil Khanna being awarded for the honest and brave police officer that he is whilst Avni's squeezing water out of clothes clearly showcases how hurt she is and how much hatred she feels for Neil. As heartbreaking as that sounds, the blood oozing out of her hand due to how hard she was wringing the item of clothing evidences and highlights her hate for Neil.
Albeit, Neil's actions were to protect Avni, they have instead damaged her, especially emotionally, to the core that I do think it'll be extremely hard for Avni to trust Neil again. Neil asking Neela Ma not to tell Avni the real reason behind Neil's doings only makes it even more doubtful that Avni would ever even consider trusting him.
Avni has indeed been consumed by hatred and vengeance. Undeniably, the only thing that's keeping her alive and pumping is Vidyut R. Avni now turned Ananya has only one goal and only one name on one of the four walls of the prison and that's Vidyut and his destruction. I'm sure Vidyut will be extremely content upon hearing that Avni has only acknowledged him for the last six months that she has spent in prison. It'll probably encourage the hubris he's suffering from in his attempt to make Avni his.
Jokes aside, it'll surely be interesting to see how the plot will unfold.