iyers who got the news started to bhalla's mansion asking karthik and rinky to stay back as ishitha might feel more sad seeing a pregnant rinky
at bhalla's mansion:
raman walked out of his room after making ishitha sleep,daadi who was sitting in the drawing room walked to him 'raman how is ishitha now?'
asked daadi making him to cry in her arms 'daadi i can't bear this pain,i took 2hours to make her calm down,i don't think she will come tomorrow with me for abortion,its all my fault i should have been careful'
'raman be strong for yourself and your wife,ruhi is with us we doesn't want anything from you people if ishitha won't agree to you i will convince her for tomorrow,ishitha is the light for this home,we won't let anything happen to her' consoled daadi
for every few minutes raman walked into their room to check on ishitha who was asleep while his mother followed him not able to see his situation
'raman ithna tension math lo beta,sab kuch teek hoga,ishitha teek hoga' said mrs.bhalla patting him
i am very tensed seeing ishitha maa,she stopped me from taking hospital today,she knows very well i can't say no to her request,but what if she convinces me for keeping this baby,i don't have any trust on myself maa,but i can't loss my ishitha' cried raman
mrs.bhalla was very much disturbed seeing her kids in pain that she doesn't have no more words to console raman,helping her iyers walked in to see ishitha
'how are ishitha and raman now?' asked a worried appa to mr.bhalla
'when we are unable to digest the fact then how they can iyerji' answered a worried bhalla
'vishwa shall we go and see ishu,don't know how she is' asked a worried amma
'ha appa we will go and see ishu first' vandu agreed to her mother
iyers walked in to see mrs.bhalla trying to console raman who was standing outside of their room
'raman' called appa making teary raman turn towards them
hugging him appa consoled raman while amma suggested to see ishitha once,everyone walked in to see ishitha sitting on the bed looking at nothing lost in thoughts
seeing her in such state everyone eyes got teary
seeing her mother she couldn't control her tears and broke down in her arms while she tried her best to console her daughter
appa has no words to console his daughter seeing her so broken again
'vandu go and get some juice' said bala seeing ishitha closing her eyes constantly feeling weak
slowly all left the room leaving raman and ishitha alone as she was very much stressed out
'raman mi' he interrupted her before she could speak out as he know what she wants to tell 'please ishitha remember ruhi if not me before speaking something,we can't loose you,it was my mistake i should have been very careful'
cried raman pulling her into his embrace while she cried silently for getting into a situation where she want both his husband and the baby
a sudden screamings from downstairs made raman and ishitha apart 'ishitha i will go and check please don't cry and take rest' said raman walking out of the room
when he reached downstairs he got to know that vandu has fainted when she was walking with glass of juice for ishitha
bala took her to room while appa called doctor to visit bhalla mansion,ishitha who was worried walked down to see bala carrying her akka
seeing her raman walked towards her 'ishitha why you came?'
'raman what happened to akka' she asked worriedly
seeing her got out of thinking baby's mode,raman stayed silent saying vandu fainted' while she walked to the room where vandu rested and settled beside her akka
after some time she got conscious and asked everyone not to worry as she might fainted because of weakness as she didn't have anything from morning
help brought two glasses of juice for ishitha and vandu which both had silently worried for each other
seeing doctor vandu asked appa not to worry to much
'beta doctor has came till here let him check na' suggested appa
all left the room while doctor walked out after sometime announcing vandu is conceived and they need to bring her to hospital for a formal confirmation
all were so much happy that everyone rushed into the room while bala hugged vandu congratulating her forgetting two souls one was in pool of sadness thinking even she was conceived but she can't be happy as she is going to kill her own baby
while raman was in mess seeing ishitha's state and their loss was going to be uncountable
she silently walked to her room while raman followed her
she broked down in tears hugging her knees trying hard to be strong for raman's decision
she raised her head when she sensed his hand on her shoulder all her pain she is holding burst out in his embrace 'raman how can i...' words died in her throat with the pain she is going in
all he could do is cry along with her 'we should be strong for ourself and ruhi ishitha' he whispered wiping away her tears
'i am going to pick up ruhi,fresh up yourself ruhi shouldn't know anything about this' he ordered her in a strict tone
...
he reached ruhi's school but his thoughts were still on ishitha and the baby 'it is all my mistake i should have been careful the pain ishitha is going on now is due to my mistake' thought raman deciding something in his heart so that his mistake will never be repeated
he was in his own thoughts that he didn't noticed when his little soul reached him and tugging his pant and calling him to gain his attention
'papa' she shouted loudly when he is not responding to bring him back to the world
'ruhi' he looked at her daughter who is pouting at him now for ignoring her and for the first time in the day he smiled seeing her face,that is the effect kids has on their parents they will make parents to forget all the worries in the world with their smile
picking up her he pecked her cheeks while she did the same to her father,both settled in the car while he helped his little daughter with the seat belt gaining one more kiss as a return gift
keeping all the pain aside he stopped the car nearby icecream parlour,helping his daughter in eating her favourite choco icecream both made their way back to home
while his mind was around ishitha thinking how she is
...
ruhi rushed into her mamma's room while raman walked behind her,ishitha was placing back her clothes in the cupboard which she packed to go for her appa's home
to get out of the baby thoughts when ruhi hugged her legs tightly tears rolled down from her eyes 'mamma i missed you so much'
the little kid exclaimed but when she noticed tears in her mother eyes,she tugged her pallu and asked her to kneel down which ishitha obeyed
wiping her tears she kissed both her cheeks making ishitha cry more hugging her little daughter 'mama why are you crying,did papa scolded you' she enquired her mother innocently
composing herself she answered ruhi 'no ruu i missed you so much,so i started crying and papa went to pick up you,but why you people are late,without mumma you both enjoyed right?'
she questioned them casually trying to be strong for ruhi
'sorry mamma we had icecream without you but next time we three will go' answered ruhi innocently making ishitha smile at her daughter's way of convincing her
'its ok baby we will go next time now come and get ready' said ishitha and about to pick her when raman stopped her and said 'ishitha mi pick karungi ruhi ko thum math karo'
while ishitha was in tears remembering their baby where as raman felt bad for remembering her about the baby but he couldn't stop concerning about her health
that day ended in spending time with ruhi
at night:
raman walked into the room to see ishitha sleeping at corner of the bed while her tears soaking the pillow
'ishitha' his voice made her turn to him who was beside her now,getting up from the bed she hugged him and cried vigorously pouring out her pain 'i can't do it raman'
'i am sorry ishitha this is all because of my mistake i should have told the truth long back but i thought you can't bear the news,but today i gave you 100 times more pain'
cried raman along with her
'no raman it is not your mistake it is your love which silenced you from telling the truth' she wiped his tears making him smile at the woman who is consoling him when she herself is in pool of sadness
cupping her face he spoke wiping her tears 'ishitha listen to me the more we delay the more pain we will go i am not going to listen you we are going to hospital tomorrow' informed raman in final tone for which she nodded her head silently
next morning:
Both ishitha and raman got ready for the worst day in their life and the entire mansion is filled with silence as both iyers and bhalla's doesn't know how to comfort them
at hospital:
raman and ishitha walked in to see a new doctor in the place of ishitha's gyneac
meantime in the bhalla's mansion raghu who went out of station directly went there when appa asked him to meet
when he came to know what happened between the couple he asked where they are
when appa said raman took ishitha to hospital for abortion he immediately rushed to the hospital as he know ishitha's gynaec was out of station
'excuse me if i am not wrong this is doctor ankita's cabin right ?' asked raman to the new doctor
'yes i am here to handle her appointments as she was out of station,please come in how can i help you?' asked the doctor
when raman was about to enter the cabin ishitha stopped him 'raman please we will come tomorrow,and she is new doctor here,she doesn't know about my health background right?tried ishitha to get out of the hospital because she can't do what they came for ,she doesn't has the strength to kill their baby
raman who understood what she was trying to do,stood strong with his decision for their sake,for their daughter sake 'no ishitha the more you delay the more we get attached to the baby,i don't want you to suffer more please keep me in mind we have ruhi' said raman and walked in not even giving a chance to convince him more
'what is the reason of your visit to the hospital?' asked doctor
we are here for my wife's abortion,she has some complications her doctor suggested we should never try but ...he couldn't continue more as his voice choked and eyes filled with tears
doctor felt bad seeing them struggling to compose
'ok can you wait out we need to do some tests before abortion' said doctor
raman walked out leaving a tearful ishitha inside,he broke down settling on the chair for being the reason of her pain
after a few mins ishitha rushed out crying making raman worried,'what happened ishitha?' he asked
raman please we will go nothing will happen to me or my baby,i won't undergo any tests nor i will kill my baby' cried ishitha in his arms
he couldn't hold anymore and broke down into tears crying over their fate
raghu who noticed them rushed towards them
'raman'
his call made them apart
meanwhile the nurse came out and asked her whether she is willing to go for tests or not
'ishitha' raman tried to make her understand but she held his hand tight nodding in a no
raghu who observed them asked the nurse do only tests and let them know about the results,nodding her head she asked ishitha to come in quickly and left inside
'ishu kanna first go and get the test done,we will think about abortion later' tried convincing ishitha which worked and she left inside looking one last time at raman
'uncle if we agree to her,she will be in danger,you know right getting conceived again is dangerous to ishitha' said raman trying to be strong
'raman i am sorry i hid you this from you,but i thought i should not hurt you if it doesn't work' said raghu making raman to look at him confusingly
'i am unable to understood what you are saying' said raman
when ruhi was two years old one day you said ishitha was thinking to plan for baby again and you refused her wish,you cried on that day saying how could he tell that they can never be parents again
'yes' said raman unable to grasp what he was trying to say
i thought we should consult a doctor to know if there is any way in getting treated for her problem,but at the same time i doesn't want to give any hopes to you
so from ankita i consulted a gyneac and i showed ishu's medical reports to her,when she said there are chances ishitha can conceive and give birth to baby if she gets treated i brought ishitha to hospital stating that she need to undergo few tests as she had complications when she gave birth to ruhi
after doing tests that doctor said we can treat her,and she had to follow the course for an year or more,so ishitha visited the hospital for thrice stating she has to take tests and follow the course for her good health
i thought to tell you about this when ishitha completed her medication,but doctor said it will be only 50% chance so i kept quiet
but today i came to know from vishwa so i rushed to the hospital,let the tests come raman,if it is positive and no complications then everything is good or else we will make ishu agree for abortion,but we should not give any false hopes to her in this situation
said raghu
after listening everything raman hugged him thanking him for being with them and doing this all for them
'be strong raman everything will be fine' assured raghu
after an hour ishitha walked out giving all her tests and raghu walked in to talk with doctor leaving raman with ishitha,as she can't be alone in this situation
after few minutes he walked back stating the tests will come tomorrow
drive to home was silent,raman for reason hoping everything turns to be positive and ishitha can get this happiness in full form this time
raghu dealt with the family while ishitha and raman left to their room
at night after dinner:
ishitha was trying to sleep,but she couldn't as she doesn't want the day to end soon because she know tomorrow she can't feel her baby,she understood raman will never agree to keep the baby as he loved her more than the baby and ruhi is apple of their eyes
raman walked out of washroom changing into his night wear to see ishitha lost in thoughts
he settled beside her and when she felt his presence beside her she moved into his arms sobbing silently
'i am sorry' he repeated again
'please don't say it raman,it is not your mistake this happiness is not written in my fate she cried wetting his shirt making him cry seeing her pain
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