Woh Yaqeen Ka Aik Naya Safar
By: Farhat Ishtiaq
Installment 1:
"Doctor Zubiya Khalil! Aap yahan par job kyon karna chahti hain?
Pichhle ek ghante se musalsal khamosh baithe iss be panah ba-roob shakhsiyat ke malik bande ne achanak sawal kiya tha. Interview board mai baithe teen afraad mai se musalsal do hi afraad is se sawal kar rahe the. Iss ne choonk kar wazahat talab nazroon se iss ki janib dekha tha.
"Mera kehne ke matlab ye hai ke akhir aisi kiya wajah hai jo aap Peshawar chhod kar iss door aftaad basti mai job karna chahti hain? Iss ne khud hi apni baat ki wazahat kar di thi.
Ye isski zindagi ka pehla interview nahi tha. Woh iss se pehle be shumar jaghon par interview de chuki thi. Mulazimat karna bhi naya tajurba nahi tha. Magar yahan apne bilkul samne iss wasee o areez maiz ke peeche baithe iss bande mai pata nahi aisi kiya baat thi ke woh thori si nervous ho gayi thi. Halake woh iss qisam ke sawal ke liye khud ko tayar kar ke ayi thi, magar iss waqt maloon nahi kyon isse aisa lag raha tha jaise woh iss se jhoot nahi bol paye gi. Woh apni zaheen ankhon se na sirf ye ke jhoot pakar le ga balke shayad sari sachayi bhi jaan jaye. Iss ne la shaori toor pe mathe pe aya pasina saaf kiya tha.
"Iss liye ke apke ad mai diya howa salary package aur deegar maraat mere liye attractive theen. Mai house job ke baad se pichhle ek saal ke dooran government job hasil karne ke liye khasi kooshishain kar chuki, jin mai siwaye na kaami ke kuch hasil nahi howa. Agar private job hi karni hai tu aisi jagah kyon na karon jahan meri mehnat ka behtar moa'fza mil raha ho.
Ghar se sooch ke aye howe insaan dosti, khidmat, khalq-e-watan ki khidmat aur dukhi insaniyat ka dard qisam ke alfaaz isse yaksar bhool gaye the. Jhoot tu khair iss ne abhi bhi bola tha, magar ghar se sooch ke ayi howi dhuwaan darr taqreer woh behar haal nahi kar payi thi. Iss ke chehre pe apni baat kar rud-e-amal dekhna chaha tu siwayee sapat chehre ke kuch nazar na aya. Ye yaqeenan interview ka akhri sawal tha, kyonke iss sawal ka jawab dete hi isse janne ki ijazat mil gayi thi. Bila-shubba ye isski zindagi ka sab se taweel interview tha.
Dayeen taraf bethi khatoon doctor se haath mila ke baqiya dono hazrat ko khuda hafiz kehti bag kandhe pe daal ke woh kamre se nikal ayi thi.
Interview ke dooran khatoon ne bhi aur dosre doctor sahib ne bhi baat cheet ke saath saath file mai lagi iss ki asnaad ka ba-ghor jaiza liya tha. Magar woh ajeeb admi tha iss ne na tu file ko haath lagaya tha aur na hi koi paishawarana sawal kiya tha. Hala'nke who dono musalsal iss se mukhtalif paishawarana o'moor pe sawal jawab karte rahe.
"Kitna ajeeb sa tha woh banda. Ba'zahir youn lag raha tha jaise kaheen khoya howa hai. Lekin aisa tha nahi. Ghar anne ke baad bhi woh kafi dayr tak waheen ke barre mai soochti rahi thi. "Woh puri tarah wahan moojod tha aur mere har har andaz aur jumle ko toul raha tha. Andaza laga raha tha ke mai kitne pani mai hon. Mujhe apne paishe se muta'liq kitni maloomat hain. Isse kaghzoon mai likhi division aur degrees mai koi dilchaspi nahi thi. Woh mere andar moojod har achhayi, har burayi, har khoobi, aur har khaami ko khooj raha tha.
"Kaisa raha tumhara interview? Khala ammi ne iss ki shakal dekhte hi sab se pehla sawal yehi kiya tha.
"Aap dua karain. Wahan moojod ek sahib se maine pochha tha, woh bata rahe the ke mere alawah bhi teen lady doctors interview de chuki hain aur aaj bhi mere anne ke baad shayad do aur doctors ko interview ke liye anna hai. Woh thhake howe andaz mai bistar par gir gayi thi.
"Khwa-ma-khwa dard sari mol le rahi ho tum, achi bhali tu chal rahi hai yahan tumhari job, chalo bhaiye mana ke bohat aalishaan nahi hai lekin na se haan tu hai. Phir Allah ne chaha tu yaheen pe achi job mil jaye gi.
Iss samay isse khala pe bara taras aya tha. Halan'ke dil se woh bhi yehi chahteen theen ke isse wahan job mil jaye magar bechari majboor theen ke isse zabardasti rokain, wahan janne ki mukhalifat karain.
Taqreeban pandrah (15) din pehle iss ki nazar akhbar mai diye gaye iss ishtehaar par pari thi. Inn dinon who issi udhair-ban mai masroof thi ke aisa kiya kare ke yahan se chali jaye aur khala ammi ka bharam bhi reh jaye. Ek saal pehle jab woh khala ammi ke paas Karachi se Peshawar ayi thi tu uss ne sukh ka sans liya tha. Wahan ki ghutan aur ajnabi rawaiyon se nikal kar yahan ke apnaiyat bharay mahaul mai aa kar isse hadd darja tamaniyat mehsoos howi thi. Khalo ka kai saal pehle inteqal ho chukka tha.
Khala ammi ka gharana ek middle class gharana tha. Do bari betiyon ki woh shadi kar chuki theen aur ab ghar mai Mohsin bhai aur Shehla ke bache the. Iss ne iss ghar ko apna ghar samjh liya tha. Mohsin bhai ke saath chher chhar, Shehla ke saath chhoti chhoti sharatain, woh pichhli har baat bhool chuki thi. Thori si kooshish ke baad isse ek private clinic mai job bhi mil gayi thi. Khala ammi ki mohabbat apni jagah lekin woh inn logon par boojhh nahi banna chahti thi. Isse andaza tha ke Mohsin bhai ki amdani itni zyada nahi ke woh inn pe apna barr bhi daal de. Khala ammi Shehla ki shadi aur phir Mohsin bhai ki unqareeb ho jane wali shadi ke liye jorr torr mai masroof rehti theen. Aise mai isse apni wajah se inn logon par koi bojhh dalna hargiz manzoor nahi tha. Job mil janne par iss ne sukoon ka sans liya tha.
Zindagi bohat pur-sukoon guzar rahi thi jab tak Mohsin bhai ki shadi nahi ho gayi thi. Inn ki shadi hote hi Zubiya ka sara sukh chayn jata raha. Ruby bhabi ko shuro din se iss se pata nahi kiss wajah se dushmani ho gayi thi. Shuru shuru mai tu woh inn ke rawaiye ko samjh nahi payi thi. Magar jab agay peeche kai martaba unhone kissi aur ke upar rakh kar iss par tanziya jumle kasse tu woh hairan reh gayi. Iss ki samjh mai nahi aa raha tha ke innhain iss se kis baat ki purkhaash hai. Apni taraf se iss ne inn ke saath khushgawar aur dostana ta'aluqat isstawar karne ki bohat kooshishain keen magar iss ki koi bhi kooshish bar-awar sabit na ho saki thi. Shuru shuru ke tanziya jumle baad mai barah-e-rast kaatdar guftago mai tabdeel ho gaye the.
Edited by octaverider - 8 years ago