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"Ek Pal Bhi Tumse Door Jaa Na sake
Hoke Juda Hum Na Juda Ho Sake"
Chapter 5 B (mature subject matter)
A cold chill froze his heart when he started reading the page she wrote the night before.
Dear diary,
As you know I am already head over heels in love with Shaurya! He lives in my heart and is very precious to my soul. It's hard to let him go. I wish I knew how to quit him but I just can't. I love him as my shadow loves me. I love him more than I've ever loved anyone. I love him so profoundly it goes beyond all reason. And I could never let him go,let him be taken from me that would be the same as letting life itself go, because he is my life. He was the first man to kiss me and I want him to be my last. My desire is to be with him..I miss him when he's not around me. I feel lonely when I can't see him. Believe me or not,I am obsessed with him and fascinated by him in every way. I'm embarrassed to say but i have started to hunger for his taste, his smell and the feel of his soul touching mine. I know I can never love anyone besides him. I'm sad he doesn't love me...I wonder why? am I not beautiful? May be I'm not. But one thing is clear,No man can ever touch me or my heart from this day forth. I hope I lose my virginity to him and give him all of me. I'll remain single all my life because after him I won't let anyone touch me or marry me. Losing virginity to him? What am I thinking? This beautiful thing can only happen in dreams and not in reality. Dreams doesn't come true...or does it?
Shaurya finished reading the last page of her diary. Tears rolled down his cheeks and fell on the pages. He felt like a looser! He was in conflict with his mind and heart. "How will I explain to her I'm not the one for her...I'm not the right person! She deserves someone better than me!" He stood and paced the living room. "she loves me so much that she doesn't even care about losing her virginity to me...pagal ladki ko kayse samjhau main?"
Three days passed with their cute encounters but Shaurya maintained his distance. (Three days encounter will be revealed in Maheks flashback after 5 yrs)? Mahek sensed something was not right. He spoke very less and kept himself busy working on his laptop. He made breakfast,lunch and dinner leaving Mahek to do nothing. "Tomorrow i will have to leave..my mom is not well." Shaurya told Mahek. Her countenance fell and Her heart ached. She tried to blink her tears away. "Can you take me to the nearby town ..the one we went the other day?" "What you want to get now?" "Nothing...I just want to spend some time with you...phir pata nai hum milengey bhi ya nai." This time Shaurya's heart pinched. Parting will be hard he knew. They had a light lunch and headed out towards the town. All the way to the town,Mahek sat holding his arm and rested her head on his shoulder. "Can you do me a favour?" She asked. "Hmm bolo." "When you leave tomorrow,don't say good bye to me ...I shouldn't know you have left." Shaurya didn't utter a word. He felt his shoulder getting wet. He knew she was crying silently. His eyes moistened as well. They arrived at the town center in utter silence. "Mahek,we are here,here's my card go buy whatever you want." He said while handing her his credit card. "This is how a husband gives his bank card to his wife right?" He looked at her beautiful face in awe. She jumped out of his jeep and walked around to him. To his surprise she kissed his hairy cheek. "Thank you but I have money,I work part time remember?" She leaned closer to his ears. "I can become your wife if you propose me!" Before Shaurya could say anything she giggled and ran inside the shopping mall. Shaurya smiled and shook his head unbelievably. Parking his jeep he followed her inside. He found her standing by a tattoo shop and talking to a guy. He hurried towards her. "What you up to Mahek?" "Tumarey naam ka tattoo karwa rahi Hun main!" He raised his brows. "What?" "You heard me Mr khanna!" Saying that she went inside. "Don't do this peaches you'll regret." He followed behind her. "Don't worry cuddly bear! I will never get married so no man will see it and question." Shaurya gulped. "Who is he?" The tattoo maker asked. "My husband!" She said and winked at Shaurya. She was making him speechless by her actions. "Where do you want it?" The guy asked. "On my chest!" Shaurya eyes widened. "Go to that room and remove your top." The guy told her. Before anyone could say anything else Shaurya shoved the guy hard and he fell on the floor! "I'll remove you from this world if you touch her bloody hell!" The guy rubbed his bum in pain. "Sorry sir I'll send a lady there."! Shaurya was fuming in anger and Mahek was giggling as she went to the small room. "Mahek it will hurt you please don't do this!" He tapped on the closed door. "I love you Shaurya! When it will hurt I'll call your name!" Tears filled his eyes. He looked at the guy whom he had pushed. "Mujhey bhi tattoo karwana hai!"
Shaurya was waiting outside when Mahek joined him. "Are you ok? He asked. "I'm perfectly fine." She smiled and pulled his cheeks. "Wanna see my tattoo?" For the first time Shaurya blushed and walked away from her. Mahek laughed. "I didn't know Shaurya khanna blushed!" She ran behind him. "You know I can show it to you if you really wanna see it!" She teased. "Shut up and walk!" He was more red. Mahek laughed and followed him. Her eyes fell on the sign which read Bridal fair! "Shaurya look! A Bridal show! I wish I could take part in it." She said sadly. "Koi zarurat nai we have to go back!" Mahek grimaced. "Kiyu? Cabin mein tumara baccha roh raha hai jisey tumey Jaa kar dudu pilana hai?" Shaurya looked at her with wide eyes. Then both burst out laughing. "Miss sharma you are unbelievable! Go see if they have a spot for you." Mahek smooched his cheek and ran to find out. Shaurya waited but Mahek didn't return. He himself went to check. He found her standing in the corner and sobbing. "Mahek! What happened? Roh kiyu rahi ho tum? Kisi ne Kuch kaha Kya?" She wiped off her fat tears with the back of her hands. "They don't have a room for me Shaurya...you know I really wanted to dress up like a bride and show it to you but ..." she sobbed. "Accha baba don't cry I'll go see what I can do about it,stay right here I'll be back!" Shaurya tousled her hair lovingly and went towards the hall where the show was being held. He met with the organizers and in no time he was given a place. "I will pay for Maheks bridal wear and whatever she needs for this show but don't tell her that I have paid." Shaurya warned them. The organizers nodded their heads,promising not to tell. Shaurya picked a nice bridal lahenga for her,nice bangles and all the other jewelries she needed. He rushed out to where Mahek was waiting. "Here you go! Wear this and walk the ramp!" Shaurya handed her the shopping bag. Maheks face lit up with joy. "I love you! I love you! I love you!!!" She screamed and hugged him tight. "Go now you don't have much time! And all the best!" Mahek threw him a flying kiss and rushed inside. A makeup artist guided her to a dressing room. "I will make this day memorable for you peaches!" He went in the hall and found a place to sit. The show was suppose to start in half an hour. Mahek got ready and looked very pretty. "I feel like I'm getting married today." She blushed looking in the mirror. Ramp walk started. Girls in bridal attire walked the ramp one at a time. Shaurya was ready with his cell phone to take snapshots of Mahek. His eyes were on the ramp,eagerly waiting for her. Then she came walking down the ramp. She had lifted her lahenga above her ankle as she walked. A beautiful smile was playing on her lips. He turned to her at once, his face lightening. He hasn't seen any bride like her before. His gaze steadied on her face,and his heart pounded. The heartfelt, grateful look she gave him had him swallowing hard. Shaurya took her pics and saved it on his phone. Soon the ramp walk/catwalk came to an end and the winner was decided. Shaurya gave her thumps up assuring her that she's the winner. And he was right! Mahek was declared the winner! Excitedly,She gestured Shaurya to join her as she received the award. And he did! Pictures were clicked.
Later,Mahek went in the dressing room to change when the girl there told her that the bridal wear is hers to keep. "I can't! It's not mine..I just wore it for the show!" Said Mahek. "Your husband bought it ma'am!" Saying that,the girl left. "Husband?" A smile crept on her lips when she realized who her muh bola husband was! She ripped through the crowd and came out looking for shaurya. He was waiting for her by the jeep. "Thank you for the dress pati dev..I mean Shaurya...I'll keep it with me as long as I live.!" She hugged him and his arms came around her. "Bloody hell! They can't even keep a promise!" He said in his heart. Shaurya wanted to complement her on so many things but he remained quite. "How do I look?" She asked lifting her head up from his chest and looking at him,expecting him to compliment her but he didn't. "I think we should grab something to eat and get going!" He broke the hug and hopped inside the jeep. Her countenance fell. "How mean!" Sadly she went around the jeep,throwing the award on the back seat she got in and sat quietly. "Would you prefer Chinese food?" She didn't answer and looked away with tears. Shaurya knew he had made her upset. Few minutes later he was parked by a Chinese restaurant. "I'll just come." Mahek was still very quite. He disappeared behind the restaurant doors. "I must be looking very ugly in this that's why he didn't say beautiful to me." She thought. Shaurya came back a little while later. "Here have this,chow mein noodles is your favourite right?" "I'm not hungry!" She said and looked away. "Peaches what's wrong?" He got in behind the wheel and started the jeep. "Everything is wrong...mujhey bhook nai hai you eat." Shaurya smiled at her angry face and touched her flushed cheeks. Mahek pushed his hands away. He touched her cheeks again,she pushed it again! Shaurya laughed. "Itna gussa? Gusse mein bhi pyaari lagogi I didn't know." He said while parking his jeep by some abandoned park. He went around the jeep and extended his hands towards her. "Let's go eat in the park." She didn't take his hand. "I don't want to go anywhere please ghar le Chalo mujhey!" She said coldly. Without a word,he lifted her up in his arms and carried her to an old bench under a tree. "Shaurya choro mujhey I'll cry!" Mahek squirmed in his arms. "Nai chorunga kya karogi tum?" Mahek didn't say anything but struggled to break free. "Accha I'm sorry! I didn't mean to upset you." He placed her on the bench and sat beside her. He cupped her cheeks. "You are the most beautiful bride I have ever seen!"
Mahek lowered her gaze and blushed. "Sachii?" Shaurya kissed her forehead. "Mucchi!" Both smiled. Shaurya noticed her hair was stuck on his shirt button. "Ouch! That hurt!" She cried when he tried to free it. Their faces were so close she could feel his hot breath on her face. While he worked on her hair and button,she drooled at him. Finally her hair was free but his button came off. "I will keep this as a remembrance." She took the button from him. Mahek thought she saw some mark on his chest. "What's that on your chest?" She asked. "Nothing..I'll bring the food." Diverting her attention he left towards the jeep. Both ate and talked and as the day was coming to an end,both looked sad as their parting was just one night away. "We should get going before it starts raining." Shaurya said while looking at the sky. Soon they were on their way to wild rose camp ground.
When they arrived at the camp ground,it was quite dark. "Shaurya I'll go change in my cabin and come back." "You don't have to change..leave it like this." Mahek wondered why he had said that. His cellphone rang. It was vicky telling him that they will be back in the morning. "I'm leaving at 6 so you have to be here before 6 am or else I'll just go." Shaurya told him. With tear filled eyes Mahek sat on the sofa and watched him pack his luggage. "So this is it! My fairytale love story comes to an end!" Shaurya heard her but didn't turn to face her. He also had tears in his eyes which he didn't want her to see. "You know your mom will get better once she sees you..tum ho hii itney acche." She walked towards him. "Can I help you pack?" "No I'm good..few things are left, I'll do it!" "Shaurya..." she held his hand. He turned to look at her. "I'll love you till my last breath and I'll miss you...forever.." Tears rolled down her cheeks. "Mahek I'm sorry..." Shaurya reached to wipe her tears off but she ran from there to her cabin. "Mahek ruko please!" Shaurya ran after her. He found her sitting on her bed and sobbing. "Go na Shaurya! I'll sleep in my cabin tonight ...because I cant see you leaving in the morning." Shaurya's heart bled seeing her breaking down. He forgot everything and took her in his arms. It was painful for him to let her go as well. Mahek sobbed on his chest. Light Rain had started to fall outside. He broke the hug and grabbed her hand. "Where are we going? She asked. He did not reply, but she saw his eyes glitter in the darkness and was afraid. She stared, her face suddenly hot as she realized what his eyes revealed. Her chest thundered. He pushed back her bangles, kissing the pale skin on her wrist where a pulse beat wildly. A shiver ran down her spine. "Shaurya.." she whispered his name softly. He pressed his finger on her trembling lips and shushed her. She swallowed down her nervousness. He swept her in his arms and carried her to his cabin. Kicking the door shut he headed towards his bed. Mahek thought her heart would explode as it was beating fiercely in its rib cage. On his bed, Shaurya gathered her in his arms and kissed her face. He swept her hair aside and kissed her throat, licking and nipping it with his sharp teeth. He lowered her gently on the mattress. Pecking her lips several times he sucked on her lips and pushed it open with his lips. His tongue entered her mouth and met with hers and both explored. After a long satisfying kiss he moved down. Removing her dupatta he kissed the fragile skin above her breasts where his name was tattooed. His kisses were light and hot down her cleavage, driving her out of her mind. Nothing mattered to them at that moment. No one was thinking right. Both were losing themselves in each other. That beautiful time and moment belonged to them only. Looking down at her, he found himself peering into her passionate eyes that held love for him. She wanted to say his name but words have died in her mouth. His hand moved against the soft fabric of her blouse, his fingers caressed her skin through the fabric,sending all sorts of sweet sensations down her body. He had longed to kiss her so many a time, he had wanted to hold her in his arms and posses her in every way from the moment he had first seen her. Her hair was tussled, and lay in long fine strands against his pillow. He dimmed the lamp on the nightstand making the room dark. She could hear the faint ticking of a clock,his soft breathing and her own heart beating fiercely. His fingertips made the round trip, this time detouring to explore her face,the contour of her nose, the softness of her lips. His touch rounded over her chin and down her chest, rising and falling with her breath so that she could only ever feel the slightest pressure. She could feel her skin tingle all up and down her body, as if the goose bumps could change the pressure on her skin. Her head rolled against the pillow and she let out a soft moan as she felt his fingers at the top button of her blouse. He unhooked each button with great gentleness. She could feel the rub of the material against her skin, every spot seeming to glow in the darkness. When he had finished, he slowly drew the blouse away from her chest. She could feel the air, cold, against her. He ran his fingertips across her breasts, and she could feel her nipples stiffen and rub against the lacy material of her bra. He traced the edges of her bra, and found the clasp between her breasts. He unclipped it carefully, and then pushed the material aside. She felt his fingertips along the side of her breast and across the throbbing nipple. She felt herself shudder. He teased her,stroking a finger slowly round the curve of her breast. When he leaned over her, she could feel the heat coming off of him. His lips closed over one nipple, tasting with the faintest touch. Pleasure that shot through her,made her go dizzy. His other hand squeezed her other softness. She gasped when he removed his mouth, and blew against the wet spot he had made. Sucking,teasing and marking her with love bruises,he moved down further down her body, his tongue and hands tracing a path of fire down her chest and stomach. Mahek clutched the sheets on both sides as he tortured her sweetly with his rough rugged mouth and hands. when he reached her lahenga,he slowly began to unfasten the tie, each part of exposed flesh was quickly greeted by his hot tongue. She gasped when he sucked on her navel then moaned when he dipped his tongue in her belly button. She gasped again as his tongue lightly stroked against one of her erogenous zones, she felt him stop and knew that he was looking up at her, awaiting permission to continue, but she could not look back at him, she was lost in the pleasure his touch was bringing her. He pulled her lahenga off of her body and tossed it on the floor. Thunder rolled outside as His hands were pushing against her knees, and with eyes squeezing shut she let him spread her legs. He kissed the lace covered V of her womanhood. Pleasure shot through her and She felt wetness between her legs. He gently peeled her panties off of her and tossed it with her other clothes which lay crumbled on the floor. Her toes curled and her fingers dug in the sheets almost tearing them. She felt his breath between her legs, and she held hers, waiting for the inevitable. It came,the gentle touch of his tongue on her. Again she arched her back, but his hands on her caused her to lie still. She moaned and groaned as he explored her with his mouth and tongue. His tongue was gentle at first, but it grew bolder. She could not control the slight movements of her hips and her chest as she felt the passion building inside her. The room was filled with darkness, but she was filled with the light of the coming fulfillment. He was carrying her there, she could not resist him. After Making love with his mouth he Sighed and peeled off his shirt. Maheks heart beat in her throat when she heard him pull his zipper down. Soon his clothing joined hers on the floor. He leaned into her,kissing and nipping at her neck he found her entrance and gently entered her. Her tight wall ripped! Her fingers dig into his back as he slowly pushed deeper into her,her teeth lightly nipping at the tight muscles of his shoulders. Tears escaped the corner of her eyes. He kissed them away. Lifting her slightly up he pushed her up on the bed and thrust deeper and faster,groaning as he feels her fingernails rake across his back. "You are beautiful peaches!" He plunged in and out,hard! She screamed his name with pain and pleasure. His mouth came over hers kissing her passionately. They rolled on the bed Hot and wet. Their lovemaking continued for a long time until they were on the verge of exploding. No longer able to hold back he cries out as release finally comes. His seed entered her womb. He shivered with the strength of his climax, only to be moments later joined by her. As she lay panting,he drew away and collapsed beside her. "I'll never forget this beautiful night with you!" He pulled her in his arms and covered them with a comforter.
Precap: Mahek wakes up to find Shaurya gone! Due to the shock she's shattered but she never sheds a tear. After 5 year leap story gets more beautiful as the two meet again. But then lot of things have changed within 5 years. Mahek has become bold,stronger and tough! Stay tuned. Please read and leave your comments. Love to all. I will see you on BR's thread shortly.
Cheers,
Sanjh! 😎
Edited by Sanjh30 - 8 years ago
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