Across the chasm between two worlds (collages added)

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I was going to make a post for the week, but today's episode deserves a stand alone post. Rarely if ever have I watched such beauty unfold on screen.The realisation of Anami as to who her twin was/had been, could have been filmy, over-dramatic, an often seen sequence both in BW and on TV.

Instead it was rare, precious, gossamer-delicate ... a slow unfolding of emotions through poetic words ... a twin reaching across from the other side ... both twins snatched from their homes and now straddling unfamiliar worlds ... she in his ... and he in another, unreachable one. And the pathos, the sadness of what could have been ... the joys of growing up together, the teasing, the laughter, the shared secrets, joys and sorrows that siblings share ... all snatched away by a cruel twist of fate ...

They had both felt that bond ... even in that one chance meeting ... the tangible proof of which lay now wrapped around Anami's wrist ... the rudraksha bracelet, the raksha dhaga, protection band, that Vatsalya had been given, and which he handed over to Anami at their chance meeting ... with the so prophetic words ... 'if I had a sister, she would be like you ...'

He did ... and she was.

The meeting was set up beautifully ... Anami manages to get the keys from a sleeping Satrupa with a minimum of fuss, and runs to meet Poonam at the gate. Poonam waiting with her luggage and her rudraksha bracelet ... which Anami wears.
Did that bracelet call Anami to Vatsalya's room? Did it establish the connection she had forgotten, or was till now unaware of?
Then as Anami struggles with the keys, she tries one which is ... the key to Vatsalya's room ... as Poonam reminds her.

Vatsalya

She had almost forgotten.

The reason for her being here ... the boy who once lived behind the forbidden door ... her twin.
She had no feeling for him ... how could she? She had never even met him. Yet in dying, he had been the cause of her exile to the hated Lal Mahal. She would not leave without taking a peek behind that forbidden door ... without getting a glimpse of the cause of all her troubles. If she left without seeing his face, she would leave a part of herself behind.

And so she finally opens the forbidden door.
Stumbles to switch on the lights.
Drops her phone in the process.
And straightens ... to look straight into ... the eyes of her unknown twin.

Except that he is not unknown at all.

The boy she met on the ghats of Benaras. The boy she shared a birthday with, a day they both hate. The boy who gave her the rudraksha bracelet she now wears, the bracelet that gave her an inexplicable feeling of sorrow and anguish the day it broke. The boy who felt complete when in Benaras, but when he left, he felt bereft, as though losing something precious.

Was it sheer chance that they met that day? A coincidence?

Vatsalya does not think so. And he has something to say to her ... if she would care to listen ... to open his diary and read his words ... words that feel as though they were written only for her.

Adhoore se aasmaan main rang bharta hai koi...
samay ke dhaagon se kya kya bunta hai koi...
boond ki aas main zameen ko tarasta hai koi...
phir baras ke aankhon se birha mitata hai koi...
Adhoore se aasmaan main rang bharta hai koi...

Someone fills in the colors in an incomplete sky

what does he weave with the threads of time?
Someone craves the earth while waiting for a drop of water
then that water bursts from the eyes to wipe away the grief of separation
someone fills in the colors in an incomplete sky

sawalon ka jor, jawabon ka shor...

kyun akhir kyun itna toofan uthata hai koi..
samay ke dhagon se kya kya bunta hai koi..

The force of questions, the noise of answers
why oh why does someone raise such a storm?
what does he weave with the threads of time?



jab dard ke badal chaye the, man pe raat ke kale saye the,

pane khone ke fer main jab duniya lagi thi, us waqt tum kahaan the ?

Kudrat ne kaha tha, wada liya tha, jab lahu ke ek dhage se bandha tha,
jab lahu pani ban raha tha, tab tum kahan the ?

When clouds of pain surrounded me, when the darkness of night shrouded my mind,
when the world was lost in the game of winning and losing,
at that time, where were you?
The universe told me, took a promise from me, tied us with a string of blood,
when that blood was turning to water, at that time, where were you?


An ever smiling Vatsalya, a harmonica playing, guitar playing Vatsalya ... gentle, musical, poetic ... far removed from the hard selfish inhabitants of Lal Mahal she had met ... was this her twin?


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Posted: 7 years ago
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She touches his harmonica, his guitar ... and she can feel her twin, see him sitting there, smiling, happy ...
She sits at his desk, and writes in his diary ... as though by writing to him she can talk to him again ... the boy with whom she felt such a strange instant connect ...

Ganga Maiya ne humein apne godh main milaya ... lekin us din humare mann main bhi toofan macha tha aur tumhare mann main bhi hahakar tha..
tumhari baatein bilkul waise hi hain jaise humari mann ke sawaal hote hai ... kash ek baar ... ek baar hum tumhare sawaal sun paate
vatsalya ... ye kaisa parichay hai, tum is sab kuch chodkar us duniya main chale gaye jahaan se kabhi nahin lautoge aur hum tumhari duniya main base hue hain..
hum dono apni apni duniya se nikal diye gaye hain..

jaante ho jab tum aur hum mile tho hume laga tha ki hum tumse zyada hoshiyar hai lekin apne haath main tumhara diya ye raksha sutra dekhke ab samajh aa raha hai ki tum humse zyada hoshiyar the isliye ye gift chupchap dekar nikal gaye taaki hum tum tak pahonche, tumhe dhoondhe, tumse baat karein..yehi chahthe the na tum..

Vatsalya... aaj tumse humara parichay hua hai.. tumhare shabdon ke zariye.. hum kismat pe bharosa nahin karte hain kyunki humara shradh pandit kehte hain kudrat ne humara kismat ka panna khali chod diya hai aur humare haath main kalam pakada diya taaki hum roz apni karmon se bani kismat likh sakein

lekin ... lekin aaj hume lagta hai ki hamare baba humara mann rakhne ke liye aisa kehte hai ... nahin tho humne aisa koi karam nahin kiya hai jisse hum dono janam ke sagei, khoon se bandhe, zindagi aur maut ke do kinaron pe khade ho jaye..


As Anami lays her head on the table, Vatsalya is there next to her, his head close to hers, his eyes looking into hers.


And he gets up, with that ever present smile still on his face ... and backs away ... into nothingness.
He's gone.
Her twin brother is gone.
She lost him even before finding him, knowing him.

And she turns to write again with new determination ... she has lost him, but she will not lose anyone else ...

Logon ke pane khone ki tamanna ne humse hamara sab cheen liya hai.. jo bach gaya hai, use bachaye rakhna bahut zaroori hai nahin tho woh bhi iss lalchi duniya ka bhent chad jayega... vatsalya hum ja rahe hain, wahi jahan tum humse mile the, Ganga maiya ki godh main.. Hum Banaras jana hi padhega ... nahin tho woh ghar bhi ujhad diya jayega. Humse tumhare mann ka rishta koi tod nahin payega..

But Vatsalya has other ideas ... as Anami exits the room, her bracelet is caught in the door.
As she struggles to free it, Vatsalya sits at the desk, reading the words she just wrote ...

Logon ke pane khone ki tamanna ne humse hamara sab cheen liya hai.. jo bach gaya hai, use bachaye rakhna bahut zaroori hai nahin tho woh bhi iss lalchi duniya ka bhent chad jayega... Vatsalya hum ja rahe hain, wahi jahan tum humse mile the.

And he turns to look at her, with a small quizzical smile on his face, as though asking ... 'Really? You will really go?'



Anami stares at him unbelievingly ... and then at her raksha bracelet ... she struggles again to free it ... yes, she has to go.

And leave she does ... the waiting Poonam hands her her tin bag, the waiting auto takes off ... but her tears will not stop. Shraadh Pandit will have the answers for her ...



What should I do? I don't understand any more ... what is right, what is wrong ...
Vatsalya was my twin brother ... I met him on the ghats of the Ganga ... but he's dead now. Why did Ganga maiyya make us meet?
When I was in his room ... I met him ... got to know him. Usse parichay hua.

Shraad Pandit tries to reassure her ... 'people say twins are joined by their souls. Maybe destiny wanted you to meet him once before leaving his world.'

But Anami isn't convinced. If it was just that, why that unknown pull to Vatsalya's room? Why did he give her his raksha sutra, why did he make her get to know him? She cannot understand ... what is the right path for her? Was Vatsalya ... and destiny ... trying to tell her something?

And she tells the Pandit about that feeling when she was leaving his room ... she felt he was calling out to her ...
Is that raksha sutra on her wrist tying her feet down as well? Is it pulling her back to the Laal mahal?

Shraad Pandit tries to explain ... on one hand, she has her righteous duties ... on the other hand, her worldly duties ... and it is her mind, which is ruled by love, which will guide her choices. She will have to choose ... one side her Pandit family, who will support her no matter what her decision ... the other side, her real parents, and her dead brother.

Karna had the same choices ... he was indebted to Duryodhana, so chose to fight on his side, leaving behind his charioteer father and his foster mother. However Karna fought on the wrong side ... Anami will now fight for her dead brother, Vatsalya ... the right side. Along the way, she will have more choices to make ... for unlike in the Mahabharata, where Karna knew he was on the wrong side, here Anami will take time to understand which side is the right side, and which is the wrong one. For as Adhiraj famously says, nothing is as it appears in the Laal Mahal.

Thanks, Shwets, for the lovely collages!

Edited by DiyaS - 7 years ago
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Amazing post
Todays episode was so outstanding ..It really touched my heart ..It was so heartbreaking and emotional episode that it will ramain with me for a very long time💔
The moments between Vatsalya and anami was so touching and heart warming that it came out so beautifully on screen ..I won't lie but today I really cried for Vatsalya and anami 😭All credit goes to cvs for this beautiful/heartbreaking episode <3 Anami Vatsalya bond is so strong and real..I really wish and pray vatsalya comes back So that we can get many more such scenes ❤️I LOVE VATSALYA and the actor who is playing vatsalya's role ..I started watching this show for Anami-Satrupa but now I need vatsalya in the show ..plz cvs bring him back ..He is just tooo tooo tooo Good <3
P.s. After a long time I am loving any show this much Each and every character is so interesting that no one seems boring to me ..I must say every actor is playing their role perfectly ❤️I love EVERYTHING about this show ..Ok vatsalya-anami litte more cause they are my favorites..I don't think I can ever get tired seeing them !😆And plz I want to see baldev -anami's bond too ..hope they focus little more on these two 😊
Edited by ShaitaanKiKhala - 7 years ago
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Lovely post and thank you for the translation.. there is an ache in my heart which refuses to abate.. what a beauty!
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Hey Diya...what a wonderful post this is...
Nothing filmy or OTT...and these two actors Mahima and the boy..young as they are...simply brilliant.👏👏

Such subtle emoting, that poetry, the way she pens her thoughts and he right beside her gazing at his soul sister. A big WOW!

I also loved loved the convo between Pandit and Anami. How he advises her that Love transcends all. Such a wise man Pandit is. Love his character.

Thanks for the translation.
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Beautiful post... 👏 did full justice to todays episode ...what a beautiful "parichy" they had... pure love and beauty...
The sense of lose I am feeling when I realise that these two amazing human being who are supposed to be each others shadow, will never be sharing a moment more together ... what they missed out on!!! :(


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Posted: 7 years ago
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So beautiful.Just like the episode was.
I can never thank makers enough for giving me this show.
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Beautiful post Diya. I was amazed by the episode. The way it was taken. Superb. No words to explain.

Subtle yet powerful

Thanks for writing down the poems. Feel like reading it again and again. Kudos to the CVs for writing these gems. WHo exactly in their team writes these ? Would really like to know. The words are so apt for anybody. Not just Anami and Vatsalya.



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I was going to make my own topic on the episode, but seeing your post decided to add my review here as well.

Before I comment on the episode, I want to again say kudos to the CVs. Satrupa was shown asleep in a regular nightgown, messed up hair, and no or minimal makeup. Exactly how real people sleep. I love how the CVs are taking care of even such minute details to ensure the show stays as real as possible. Not only that they gave Anami a basic phone, not a smartphone to match her character and her family. They aren't rich, but they aren't poor. Anami doesn't need a smartphone, she's fine with a regular phone.

The one mistake I felt the episode had was how Poonam saw a key and just recognized it to be the one to Vatsalya's room. I get it was the catalyst to Anami finding out who Vatsalya is, but the key was just like a few of the others and only Daamo and Satrupa actually knew about the key and lock since only those 2 were ever allowed to go in there.

However, moving past that I like how it was just woven into Anami's escape. The rakshasutra bracelet was put on at the right time and was so significant. It broke at the same time as Vatsalya's death. Then it was forgotten, just like Anami forgot Vatsalya and why she was in LM. Now that she's escaping, it's finally time to remember Vatsalya and learn that secret that was hidden from her.

I liked how they showed Anami just running back to find out who Vatsalya is. It matches her character of someone who is quick to make decisions. She needs to know who Vatsalya is and if it stops her escape, then she can just runaway another day. But at least she'll know who was the reason behind her being brought to LM.

The realization and the breakdown. As Anami recalls her moments with Vatsalya, she goes back only to those when they felt most familiar. It's a realization that the familiarness came from them being real siblings. And it's a breakdown because she'll never know those moments again, because she'll never experience those moments in LM, because she'll never have that one person with her who had the deepest connection with her, who understood her even in a 5 minute meeting. It's often said that siblings have a deep connection, but twins have a reflex connection. Our Indian TV may have used that for OTT purposes, but here it's real. At a deep, soul level the two had connected and now Anami realizes that it was because they were siblings, twins, soul-linked, and she's lost all that without even knowing about it.

Then Anami reaches out to the only way she can connect with Vatsalya and know him: his poetry. Just like Baldev, it touches her, tears her up, but also brings her closer to her dead brother. These tears are not only tears of loss, but tears of familiarness. The tears of joy when you see someone you thought you had lost, when you get to know someone, and when you come closer to someone. Not only that the poetry is written for Anami. A question, an answer, an emotion, a relationship. The poetry serves a purpose for everything. What I found most significant about this scene was that Anami only started seeing Vatsalya once she started reading the poetry. It signified that the poetry was the real catalyst for bringing them closer, for making them understand each other, and for making them connect on a soul level.

That journal is now the means of communication for the two. As Anami writes her thoughts in it, her fears, her sadness, her questions, her concerns, Vatsalya watches her as if watching over her, supporting her, seeing her, reading her, understanding her. And as soon as she's finished, Vatsalya leaves, but not leaving her, just disappearing. And even as Anami leaves, Vatsalya is still there, reading her entry, understanding her, and supporting her.

The background music throughout was a welcome accompaniment. Often times the music overpowers the scene or is a mismatch, but here it was perfect to make you really feel what Anami was feeling.

I loved the scene of Anami leaving LM, but phoning Shraddh Pandit because she's not sure what to do. And he understands and guides her, but doesn't tell her what to do. Because at this juncture it's key that Anami makes the final decision. Either she goes back to the chakravyuh and the lal rang of the LM or she returns to her old life and tries to put everything behind her and forget that she knew anything about Vatsalya.
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Athene,


I also noticed how Satrupa slept in night gown and with no make up ? Even otherwise the overall makeup levels for all the characters are quite real. Even for Kamini. I find that very endearing.

Before I got onto the emotional roller coaster ride I also noticed how Anami said , " Wait for two seconds. I will be back in five," That made me smile. But that is it. Afterwards it was heartbreaking.

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