Will talk about yesterday's episode now which was another controvertial one after Friday Episode ..
Saumya to herself :"I wish Harmanji dint bother about the consequences and just told my truth that night "
Post Bangkok track , I was actually wondering why is Harman not declaring the truth in front of society yet and ending this silly MU because before leaving for Bangkok , he did tell his family that after returning back he will announce the truth , so what made him silent again , is it because of the Malik-Ghulam mess or is he still scared of the consequences post the truth ๐ค ; I m glad CVs finally cleared my confusion by giving this all important monologue to Harman after he sees his friends gossiping outside about his relation with his wife ๐๐ผ ; So that kinner's death still haunts him as he once again got the flashback before his monologue about how he is scared of the consequences that might follow post truth revelation ... He is fine living with Saumya's hate/anger for his whole life but he is not fine loosing her to death ๐ญ and whenever he tried to tell her this truth , she reacted in a hyper mode whereas to listen to such sensitive matter of a kinner's death , he needed her to b calm and composed first which never happened and so he too never got the opportunity to tell her the truth either which still haunts him as we saw in yesterday's episode ๐ค ... Most viewers saw Harman's humiliation but what I saw was Harman's fear still haunting his mind as he was least bothered about what happened outside in front of his friend because .Humiliations , insults can b forgotten as time pass by but the fear that haunts your mind , can never b forgotten unless u share it with someone ..In his room he was not thinking about the humiliation outside but he was still haunted by kinner's death which sort of hints whats bothering Harman more right now .. This is another reason why he dont want to free Saumya either because the death still haunts him ..He wants her to live and not die followed by kinners celebrating that same death as part of their custom ๐คข
Also post Bangkok track , I was confused why Saumya wants this freedom from Harman as different viewers had different perspective on this based on their assumption ..Some said she is blinded with her identity while some said she is sacrificing her marriage for the sake of Harman and his family's happiness , reason why she is blindly following Preeto ... But yesterday I m again glad CVs gave a clear picture regarding why she really wants freedom thanks to the all important monologue of Saumya when she was crying her heart out in her room for insulting Harman ; All she said was "I wish Harmanji u dint bother about consequences and accepted my identity that night " ..So this says it all .. She is still fighting for her identity only and not really sacrificing for Preeto or anyone .. Only reason why she is following Preeto's orders is because its sort of working to her benefit in a way as Preeto too wants the same that she wants , that is go away from Harman ๐ค ; She even said "I wish I was a complete woman , then I would hv snatched my rights from u without listening to anyone " which again nails the fact that she is not so majboor to bow down to Preeto as she herself said she does hv the strength to snatch her rights if things really worked in her favour .. ๐ค .. So I really wont buy the excuse anymore that she is being forced by Preeto when the real truth is she is willingly ready to do what Preeto wants since she is still blinded by her identity obsession ..Just how Harman's mind is haunted by the fear of kinner death , same way Saumya's mind is being blinded with this identity obsession ...
But I m happy Saumya is being selfish here and wanting freedom for her identity and not really sacrificing for anyone ... I m happy because only this is what gives me hope for her strong Redemption track .. If they had shown just sacrificing for Preeto , then there was no real scope for redemption or regret as it would look like she is leaving Harman not out of her own wish but because Preeto wants it .. But thankfully thats not the case and thats where I m relieved after last episode .. Yeah I m in minority here because I m thinking in a twisted way ๐ ...If we really want Saumya's redemption track and end of this stupid MU track , then its better CVs stick to showing her wrong right now who is blinded by her identity obsession and thats exactly what was shown in yesterday episode where she even made it clear to Harman later that if u had accepted me that night with my identity , then I wont b doing all this in front of your friends .. So yes Identity is the only reason .. CVs hv cleared it and I m relieved as now Redemption becomes pakka too ๐
For me Above point was much more inportant than rest of the episode as amidst all the negativity , I was literally confused what the actual reason of this MU ๐ , so CVs sort of gave us a reminder with their monologues again in yesterday episode ๐๐
Now will talk about rest of the episode ๐ .. Just like in Friday Episode ,where I wrote a detailed take about Harman's reaction right or wrong followed by what I expected from Harman , same way today I will write about Saumya's reaction right or wrong in yesterday's episode followed by what I expected from Saumya ... Since Saumya was center of attraction yesterday more in a negative way ๐ , so will obviously writr more about her character ๐ .. See I m just being neutral to both my HaYa here ๐๐ณ
Will divide the entire Incident related to Harman's insult by Saumya in 3 parts .. First part What really happened ... Second Part Saumya's reaction in front of Harman's friends, right or wrong ? And Third Part what I expected from Saumya in this scenario .. Exactly what I did in Harman's case for Friday Episode ๐ณ
What Really Happened : So in Tuesday Episode Preeto had given Harman's kasam to Saumya to come downstairs dressed like a kinner and insult Harman in front of his friends ... Saumya tried to avoid coming downstairs but on Harman's nonstop insistence she finally came downstairs but to his biggest nightmare , she was dressed like a kinner ;; His friends showed initial shock but then was fine with her dressing as they believed different people may hv different fashion sense ๐ ; Harman tried to do some damage control by asking her to go and lighten up her lipstick a bit ๐ but Saumya is in no mood to step back ...His friends then asked Saumya to make some tea and pakoras as they want to eat her hand's cooked food on which Saumya in sarcastic tone asked Harman whether his Ghulam is allowed to do all this work of a wife ; Poor Harman dint know where to look as he was humiliated beyond extreme when Saumya repeatedly kept asking him if she is his Ghulam or not , thus embarassing him more ; I thought his friends were quite decent and civilised enough not to create a scene there or taunt anyone but instead they assumed mayb its a husband-wife tiff and preferred to leave ๐ ; After they left Harman again questioned her the reason why she is stooping so low to insulting him in front of his friends now on which she replied that he should b thankful to her that she dint come out clapping or dancing like typical kinners which would hv been his real insult ๐คข ; Harman was shocked and devastated hearing such bitter and vengeful words coming out of her mouth but Saumya dint stop here and again reminded him only if he accepted her identity that birthday night , then he would not hv been humiliated today in front of his friends as they would already know .. Harman by now was totally drained out and asked her to leave once she pays 20 lakhs .. End of the disaster scene after which I m sure most viewers felt like strangling Saumya to death as the scene was not only suffocating but it was quite extreme too as I doubt any wife in love will go to such extent of humiliating her husband in front of outside people irrespective of her reasons ๐ค

Saumya's Reaction in front of his Friends :Right or Wrong : Ok the Answer is simple .. For Viewers its totally wrong but for her its Right as she is on a delusional mission to fight for her identity right now ๐ณ .. And this time I will not call it a sacrifice nor I will say she came under immense pressure of Preeto as later in her room she herself confessed while crying that if he accepted her that night or if she was a complete woman , then she would never let any external pressure dominate her , so basically she is letting Preeto dominate her only because she wants to prove a point to Harman that look this is the result of not accepting my identity ..
Having said that , I feel most of us forgot a very important point here and that is Preeto giving her Harman's Kasam in Tuesday Episode when she said No for this drama initially ... We might say errrm who asked her to follow this silly kasam but we r forgetting this is Shakti where Kasam played a very important role in past too ..Because of this same kasam only Harman was forced to marry Surbhi ๐ ; Because of this same kasam only , Chintu never told Harman till today about the Terrace incident .. So yes Kasam makes a comeback again this time from Preeto's mouth and once she said Harman's Kasam , Saumya had to give in making sure Kasam's Image in Shakti land is kept intact ๐คฃ ; I m sure even the actual Kasam show CVs on Colors will feel embarassed by now seeing the overdose use of kasams in Shakti ๐๐ ... So Kasam was one of the reason she was not ready to go downstairs because she knew once she goes in front of his friends , she will hv to fulfill that kasam of insulting Harman ...Yes its a lame reason but like I said in Shakti land Kasam is more important than even HaYa romance ๐
So there r 2 things which resulted in Saumya's reaction of insulting Harman .. First was of course she herself want to do all this as a rebel for her identity fight and second Preeto gave her kasam ...Mayb if that kasam was not given , she still would hv done something to make Harman hate her but the impact of negativity would hv been lesser than this and mayb she would not hv gone to the extreme of ins**ting him to this extent in front of his friends ๐ค...
All said and done , Kasam still cannot hide the fact that Saumya is doing everything only because she is blinded in her freedom fight for her identity which in a way is fine with me because like I said in the beginning , this actually gives me hope for her Redemption track later .. I will take it anyday over a sacrifice as sacrifice wont give me redemption ..
So Saumya here could hv used her brain and twisted the same scenario in a little different way making sure Preeto's kasam remains intact too and at the same time Harman dont face any humiliation either but she still succeed to make him hate her which is her top priority .. U will ask he how because its easier said than done ? ๐ ..Arre I m not the writer of the show , this is something the writer has to think and write making sure Female lead is not made to look so negative that people start hating her instead of sympathising with her ..
But even without being a writer , I will write how I would hv shown the scene ๐๐ ; Since Preeto gave her kasam , so Saumya had no choice but to come downstairs in kinner look .. All fine till here .. Now if u notice , though the friends were shocked to see her in that gawdy look , but they assumed its just her fashion sense and dint mind much .. So here Harman was not really humiliated yet ๐ ; His friends still greeted Saumya by calling her bhabhi and she too greeted them .. After this when they asked her for tea and pakoras , this is where Saumya could hv played it smart and said something like I dunno how to cook but Preeto/Shanno makes good pakoras , so let them make it today .. Simple ๐๐ .. After saying this she could hv walked out from there and then Harman could hv made some excuse like typical husband-wife fight which as it is his friends assumed ๐ ; But where Saumya went extreme is when she started saying all that Ghulam stuff which is what mainly humiliated Harman as his friends were wondering later whats all this Ghulam nonsense ; Preeto gave her kasam to go downstairs and insult Harman by saying/doing something which hurts his self respect but unlike the Bedroom fiasco , here Preeto dint really brief out the drama to her in detail , like what she will tell exactly etc etc ๐ , so it was upto Saumya how she will play out this drama smartly making sure Harman dont get insulted but at the same time she fulfills the kasam too and keeps her "Make Harman hate me" mission alive as well by dressing as kinner ๐๐... Later if Preeto question Saumya for a failed plan , she can play naive and say her brain dint work much that moment and so she did whatever was possible by dressing as kinner , simple ๐๐ .. So its not difficult to write a scene smartly without really going to the extreme where Viewers start to cringe seeing the sight of female lead .. So yes this is what I expected from Saumya being the female lead of the show ..
So these r my viewes the most controvertial scene of last night ... These r purely my viewers and all r free to agree or disagree ๐ ..
Coming to the Ballu molestation part , the scene was so sick that I dont even want to write anything about it ๐คข...Just waiting for Ballu's dhulai today ๐ก๐คข .. I m glad Saumya pushed him harm , but alas once again noone will believe her ...CVs wasted 5 mins showing Ballu lusting and forcing him on Saumya but when it comes to HaYa moments , CVs r either in rush to finish it or edit it because how can u show man-kinner romance but its fine to show man molesting a kinner .. good going CVs ๐๐๐ผ
Though I really felt bad for Harman yesterday the way he got insulted for no fault of his that too by someone whom he love the most and I really cringed the way Saumya did the insult , but no pain is bigger than a person suffering from molestation whether the person is man or woman or a kinner ..so in this case I felt more bad for Saumya yesterday as she was standing helpless in that room with everyone supporting that pervert .. sighhh ... But today again Saumya will end up speaking in defence of this same Ballu in front of Harman and will let him go scotfree which is where the pain that I feel for Saumya in previous Episode starts getting diluted in the Next Episode because whatever mayb the reason , one should never let the molester/rapist go scotfree at any cost .. So not done Saumya ๐๐ผ .. I m saying this based on SBAS spoilers and I will b more than happy to b proved wrong in the episode ...
Wont really thank Varun for telling truth to Harman about Ballu because I sense this is another drama by Preeto .. She must hv told Varun to go and tell this to Harman , and on other hand must hv already briefed out Saumya to lie that Ballu is innocent thus proving Harman wrong again in front of all ๐คข ...And if Saumya agrees for this which I guess she will as seen in spoilers already , I will say CVs r really dumb to actually make a joke out of molestation too ..
Overall Episode was really depressing but I m relieved that CVs r not really confused about root cause of MU yet which was cleared in their monologues .. so at least with falling trps , when they try to end the MU track , hopefully they will touch on the root cause here which is kinner's death truth .. And hope CVs hv a strong purpose behind turning Saumya into a almost negative character right now and that purpose should be to give her strong redemption track where she realise her own self worth first instead of always pitying herself for being born as a kinner followed by realisation of Harman's value and love in her life and then makes up for all her mistakes properly ..
PS :Saumya wont get kidnapped .. none noticed saree she is wearing in segment .. she just went out of house to cry and mayb Ballu will try to kidnap her before she meets Sanjay Dutt .. its just shot later .. ๐