a shivika drabble on what i was expecting actually from shivika since past few daysðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ but we are getting filler comedy episodes nowðŸ˜
Annika was lying on her bed, alone in her room. She couldn't sleep at all, she turned on her right side, after a few minutes turned to lay on her back. She tried all postures, but sleep kept evading her. Finally she decided to get up and go down the pool. The anxiety and rush of emotions of past happenings were too much for her brain to calm down and sleep. As she walked down to the pool, she couldn't stop herself from remembering what happened today, from her Vikram kidnapping her to forcing her to marry him, then being saved by her Shivaay, to Pinky's truth coming out and finally Shivaay proposing her. Too many events for her to even grasp and understand now.
On top of all these things, she was also so happy today. She couldn't seem to stop smiling at all. Thankfully it was past midnight, and the mansion was silent and no one was here to even watch her smiling like an idiot. She reached the pool and saw that no lights from Shivaay's room. It was perfect, right now she needed to be alone to assimilate what really happening. She sat down near the pool and stared on the ripples in the water reflecting the moon's rays. Amidst her happiness, she was also feeling scared a bit. Despite herself, she couldn't erase the past months of pain. And she knew that even Shivaay would probably be feeling like her. Was it going to be that easy for them to put that day and those months of pain in a corner and forget them! She didn't have any doubts in Shivaay's feelings for her, she knew that he loved her even without the words. She felt they still had a long way to go.
Lost in her own thoughts, she didn't realize for how long she sat there. Suddenly, she felt the presence of someone behind her. Without turning, she knew it was Shivaay.
"Shivaay," she murmured.
"Kya hua Annika, tum yahan kya kar rahi ho? Neend nahin aa rahi hein?," Shivaay asked softly and sat down next to her.
Annika turned towards Shivaay, and couldn't stop herself from raising her hand to cup his face. Her fingers slowly traced his face, his eyes, his nose. She wanted to memorize his face.
"Ahem, Annika I know I'm very good looking and you can't keep your hands to yourself, but remember Dadi and her two feet distance," Shivaay gently teased Annika. When Annika realized what she had been doing, she blushed and immediately tried to pull her hand back, but this time Shivaay was quicker and held her hand quickly and brought it back to his face.
He gently caressed her hand, her fingers and slowly entwined their fingers.
"I missed you so much," Annika said. Shivaay had been so much lost in Annika's hands when he heard those words.
He raised his eyes to hers, and said, "I missed you so much." There was so much pain in those simple words, that Annika couldn't stop herself and started to cry.
Not being able to see her crying, SSO pulled Annika in his arms. He had really missed her, her scent, her touch, her presence. He had missed her so much that he felt part of his body had been cut from him these past few months. Today having her in his arms was so comforting, so peaceful. He had never been so happy in his life. He gently caressed her hair and murmured gentle soothing words to calm her.
No one knew for how long they stayed like, but after sometime Annika managed to gather herself and calmed down. She tried to break his hold on her, but SSO hands tightened on her.
"Don't move, don't leave me," Shivaay said gently to her head. His chin on her head, her in his arms. What more can he want.
Sensing the need in his words, Annika leaned more into him and rested her face on his chest. The gentle beats of his heart was so soothing to her. Her eyelids started to feel heavy and soon sleep claimed her.
Shivaay knew the exact moment Annika fell asleep in his arms. Her body completely relaxed against his. He gently took her in his arms and carried her to his room. He laid her on his bed and covered her with a duvet. She looked so angelic and so peaceful on his bed.
He had so many things to say to her, he wanted to give her all the happiness, he wanted to erase the past three months from both memories, but he knew it wouldn't be that easy. That day will always haunt them, even if reasons were justified, still something broke inside both of them that day. They still had a long way to go, and he promised himself that he'll start working on their relationship as from tomorrow. He joined her on the bed and lied there just looking at her, till he fell asleep.
just a random drabble, and didnt proofread so please ignore spelling mistakes. wrote this in just a few minutes so please be lenient on me😆
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