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PART 10
Ishita hold raman tight and said-please love me Raman, even it is just for once. I just want to be urs raman.make me urs before I go away forever. She said lost in his touch.
Raman got shocked hearing this that she is going forever. He cupped her face and asked -why u wanna go jaan, when u love me so much, I love u so much. Our parents r also agreed for our marriage. Toh problem kya hai.
Ishita -bahut badi problem hai, Ek aisi problem jiska koi solution nahi hai other then that I leave u forever. I will go away from u, just make me urs for once.
Raman -shut up, u r not going anywhere, I will not let u go. Please tell me once that what went wrong. Why u r behaving like this.
Ishita -please raman, don't force me, I can't tell u anything. Please raman, she said pulling him closer.
Raman -no way I will not touch u till the time u tell me the truth. I touched u to confirm that u still loves me, and when I am confirmed about ur love, I will love u only after marrying u. Waise bhi u r not physically fit to make love.
Ishita -issi baat ka toh dukh hai that I am not physically fit for u. She said sadly.
Raman -kya Matlab hai tumhara.
Ishita -kuch nahi, ab jab aapne bhi mujhe apna banane se mana kar diya then I don't have any other option left. It's OK, now let me go. She said getting up while Raman was all confused about her words.
Raman hold her in a jiffy and pulled her to himself saying, u can't go leaving me like this.
Ishita fell on the floor and winced in pain. Blood started oozing out of her stitches and she cried in pain holding her tummy.
Raman got shocked seeing her and said holding her tight -kya hua ishita.
Ishita -its paining very much raman. Seems my stitches r broken.
Raman got scared hearing this and picked her in his arms and ran to the car in a jiffy. He make her sit in the passenger's seat and start driving to the hospital. Ishita was crying in pain while Raman was just praying his matarani to keep her fine.
Soon they reached to the hospital and Raman took ishita to her doctor. But to their bad luck, her doctor wasnt available and Ishita got unconscious due to constant pain.
Another doctor came to check her and asked what happened.
Raman -she fell and her stitched start paining vigorously, and she fainted out of pain.
Doc-kitne time pehle hua hai inka operation.
Raman -around ten days.
Doc-its strange, ab tak toh stitches thik ho jaaye chahiye the, koi internal wound bhi tha kya.
Raman -she got shot.
Doc-oh I think there must be some infection, take her to sonography room. We have to do her ultrasound.
Raman nodded and compounders took ishita inside.
After few minutes, doctor called raman inside and said-u only told about the bullet. U didn't told me about her uterus being removed. Listen, we have to be very careful in treating her, Ek chota saa wound bhi bahut problem create kar sakta hai. She was saying but Raman was shocked, he was looking blankly at the doctor not understanding what she is saying when ishita's doctor came inside running.
She looked at Raman blank expression and asked -tumhe pata chal gaya.
Raman looked at ishita's doctor and asked -is it true.
She nodded and said-ishita ka uterus nikaal diya gaya hai and now she can never be a mother. That's why she did all this drama, that's why she wanted to ran away from u. Actually when she was brought here, her uterus was fully damaged due to the bullet and we have to remove it to save her. She was saying when Raman lost his balance and fell on the ground.
Doctor went to him and asked- r u fine.
Raman start crying holding his head feeling immense pain. He was holding his head with both his hand and was crying bitterly not able to control his emotions.
Both the doctor's eyes turned moist seeing his pain but now their main concern was ishita, so they reached to ishita and compounders took her to OT while Raman was still crying holding his head.
Ishita was in OT for more then an hour, while Raman was still sitting in the same position all lost in his grief. He wasn't able to believe that ishita hide such a big thing from him.
Raman -woh itna kuch sehti rahi akele aur mujhse kuch nahi kaha. She acted like she is too rude but deep inside she was so broken. Apni takleef bhula kar mere liye khushiyan talaashti rahi. How could u do this to urself jaan. Kaise mujhse itna pyaar kar sakti hoon tum. He was sitting and thinking, when finally the red bulb switched off. He got up and walked to OT with trembling steps.
Soon doctor came out and said -she is fine, jerk ki wajah se uske ander ke stitches tut gay's the, but now she is fine. But her body is too fragile, u have to take very good care of her.
Raman nodded his head and folded his hand in gratitude.
Doc hold his shoulder and said -we need to talk. Come to my cabin.
Raman nodded and walked behind the doctor.
In her cabin,
Doc-see raman, ishita is very much shattered about this. The feeling of being disable to give birth to a baby is making her feeling way too bad.she is going mad thinking about her disability. And now when u know about it, she will think the u r doing charity to her. So she may be try to hurt u with some very harsh words, so that u go leaving her, but u have to be strong and patient. Tumhe usse bahut pyaar karna padega. She is feeling empty inside herself. U have to fill that emptiness with ur love. U have to be very patient and u have to shower all the love u have for her on her. U r getting my point naa.
Raman nodded and asked -usse hosh kab aayega.
Doc -in few hours, u can sit with her and wait.
Raman nodded and went to ishita's ward, he sat next to her and remembered how she was pleading him to love her once. He softly pecked her forehead and said-i will surely love u jaan, bahut jyada. Itna jitna tumne kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga. Now I will not let u go away from my eyes even for a second. Bas ek baar thik ho jao, jaan. He said and wrapped her in his arms.
Whole night passed and at last in morning, ishita opened her eyes and saw raman sleeping next to her bed sitting on the chair. She smiled seeing him so near to her and bend to kiss him only to wince in pain.
Raman wake up hearing her voice and saw her up. He lovingly hugged ishita and said-thank god, u r OK. Tum soch bhi nahi sakti main kitna darr gaya tha. He was saying when the doctor entered the room. She saw ishita up and start checking her.
Ishita looked at the doc and asked, whether Raman knew about her medical condition. Doctor nodded in yes making ishita scared.
Raman -why u r asking her, ask me, ki raman aapko pata chala ki main kyun aapke saath aisa kar rahi thi. Ask me ishita not her. And then I will tell u, that yes I got to know everything that why u were letting me die every second and why were dying with me every second. But u know what, ur decision was completely wrong. U can't punish me like this. U did very wrong with me and now I will never talk to u. Main bahut bahut gussa hoon tumse.
He said and start crying bitterly while ishita was shocked to see him like that. She came close to him and tried to touch him. He shrugged her hand in anger and said -don't u dare to touch me, I am nottalking to u. Kyun baat karun tumse,tumne toh mujhe khud se alag kar diya, main lagta kaun hoon tumhara, Doc, tell her ki main baat nahi karne wala.
Ishita cried hearing this while doctor just smiled seeing this .she went out leaving Ishra alone.
Ishita-i am sorry raman, please mujhse baat kijiye .
Raman -why would I, tumne mujhe dhokha diya, Itni badi baat mujhse chupai aur khud saari takleef sehti rahi. Yeh sahi baat hai kya, we have promised each other that we will live together and will share every pain then how dare u thought to leave me alone and bear all the pain urself. Tumhe kya lagaa tha ki mera pyaar itna kamzor hai that I can't take care of u, tumhe mujh par bharosha nahi tha naa. He said crying making ishita cry too.
Ishita -aisa nahi hai raman, I trust u. It's just I don't want to give u the pain I was going through. Main toh sirf, she was saying when Raman said-chup Ek dum chup, bahut bakwaas kar li tumne, ab sirf main bolunga aur main hi sab karunga. Tum apna pea size dimaag bilkul nahi lagaogi,samjhi.he said scolding her to which she just nodded.
Ishita snuggled into Raman and said-i am sorry raman, main aapko takleef nahi dena chahti thi, I want to give u all happiness, but now I am not capable of giving u the biggest happiness of the world. I can't give u a baby, main kabhi maa nahi ban sakti. Main aapko aapka bachcha kabhi nahi de sakti. That's why I wanted to go away from u. She said and start crying.
Raman took her in a bone crushing hug and let her cry her heart out. She was crying uncontrollably while he was just consoling her softly. After sometime when her hiccups lessen, he broke the hug and cupped her face. She closed her eyes and he pecked her temple, then her eyes then her cheeks and finally took her lips in his and start kissing her softly and very gently not to hurt her. She too wound her arms around him and start kissing him back. They kissed for long, very long, one kiss melted into other, other into another and like this they kissed for long like making up for all the lost time. After kissing for long they broke the kiss in need of air. She rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes feeling contented after long.
Raman caressed her hair softly and said-tujhe kya lagaa, ki Itni choti si baat ke liye main tujhe chod dunga.
Ishita look at him and said-yeh itni choti baat nahi hai raman. Main kabhi maa nahi ban sakti and it's not a small thing.
Raman -achcha, mano badi baat hai, but itne nahi that I forget my love for this. Mera pyaar itna khokhla nahi ki tumhe akela chod doon, I will marry u, today only. Yes hum aaj hi shaadi karenge.
Ishita -nahi raman, we can't marry. Please don't say this, I know u love me alot but please mujhse shaadi mat kijiye. I know now u will marry me out of charity but after some days u will think me as a burden. Aur aapke ghar walon ko bhi main pasand nahi aaungi, so it's better that I go to New York while u marry a girl of ur mother's choice.
Raman heard this and asked -timhe kaise pata ki maa mere liye ladki dhoondh rahi hai, oh now I got it. Maa knew about this and she wanted u to go out of my life, tabhi tum aisa kar rahi thi. How can she do this to me and to u.
Ishita -nahi raman, don't blame her, unhe kuch nahi pata tha, she got to know about it yesterday only.
Raman -and in place of consoling u, she told u to get out of my life and like an idiot u agreed. Mujhe chod kar jaane lagi.
Ishita cried and said-i don't had any other option.
Raman wiped her tears and said -but I have option and I know we'll what I have to do now.
Ishita looked at him and asked -aap kya karne wale ho. She asked worriedly.
Raman took her in hug and said -why u r worried. Main kisi ko takleef nahi pahunchaunga but will only make everything fine. He said and pecked her temple again while she snuggle into him seeking his warmth.
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