The dissolution of Billu's NKK - Part 1 - Page 15

Originally posted by: ThithliDhost

This man is so burdened by guilt, the way he misjudged her, the way he let Daksh fool him and mostly the way he hunted her down and forced her into marriage.. Their marriage, the way it happened is something that he would happily erase from the history of shivika,if he could. But he can't so the next best thing he can is cut a pact with Annika ,Just like pan banaras wala scene, the way marraige happened is also something that they will never discuss.. This happen the day, when Annika reconciled the bro and S wanted to say thank you.. that day he said , i agree it was a mistake but u donot have to bring it up again and again .that day the deal was signed .. Both won't bring the topic of forced marriage again..

Sorry I disagree..@bold I do not like this one bit.. A silent apology is unacceptable to me atleast.. 😕 I can't see the guilt.. If I had to witness the crime.. I want to witness the apology.. So, I, for one would love to see an SSO breakdown scene where he gives us a heartfelt apology(which is not enough but chalega).. I know he has realized that what he did was wrong.. BUT until and unless he VERBALIZES it.. I don't think it will sink in how grave his mistakes were.. I don't want him to ever repeat something like that..

And Anika giving him a free pass here is something that does not go down well with me..

That would basically mean that loop is never closed.. Anyways, mostly the CVs won't give me what I want.. So, I'll try and be happy with what I'm getting 😆

. He will court his wife, make her fall in love with him, make her admit that she loves him , and then he will be ready for the next stage in marriage..

This is completely agree with 👍🏼 EDIT: But I actually want him to take the plunge and confess first 😆

Today it would have been cery easy to get a love confession from Annika, an answer to his farak padtha hai too..for that matter anything , she was at a very vulnerable point .. she was basking at the new found feeling of being SSO wife officialy.. smiling for no reason ..

But this was a love confession.. She said everything except the words - I LOVE YOU! 😊 SSO knows what she means.. 😆

Shivaay simply did not want to take advantage of this. So he did what he is best at doing.. played the entire scene down..let her believe , its no big deal.. let her think, her love confession is only worthy of a awww, the sound that high fii engling speaking girls make for a puppy ..

Again Kind of disagree here - I feel Aww was SSO ways of retreating from the big big emotional words that Anika said, which he was not ready for mentally or emotionally... he needs time to fully accept them.. 😆

This guy will wait for this confession again that comes on a normal day when she is not driven by gratitude and respect ( which is what shivaay thinks what she feels, just like the day when she came confronting him abt enrolling sahil in a high fii private school) ..

What do you mean by a normal day? 😆 Naah.. I think he will avoid it until and unless something else happens that takes it out of his control..

Originally posted by: ThithliDhost

AY,

Shivaay's just aww to the Annika's love confession : Why did he just stop with an aww? My ressoning as below

Annika started her confession, by saying, with a blushing , exalted smile,yesterday, in front of everyone you said i am ur biwi, ur wife..What caught my attention was the way that smile was wiped off and replaced with a qn, confusipn, when Shivaay just responded saying "tho ..."

Shivaay knew where this was going and that tho was his way of saying no big deal, u need not feel indebt, it was ur right , i just did the right thing .. Since that morning He is noticing Annika is in a very exalted state.. very emotional. He even said that to her..

So he tried to bring her to her normal state with that thoo.. but it did not do the trick..

she continued with her love confession.. Again what struck me is the range of expressions that crossed Shivaay's face , and his undivided attention. He did not try to stop her in midway nor did he make faces nor any humarous comment.. he was totally floored.

And it took him some solid time to get back his senses. To get his head back in thinking.

Yes, the response was awww. And it had the desired effect on Annika..

Shivaay wanted to hear it from Anika first for the longest time. He told her today that kuch karogi, kuch bolegi, kuch kahogi. It gave me Thoughts, looks like Billu wanted something more from wife now. LOL. He was expecting her to say that she likes him and wanted her confession first that the got. The cat got the cream look on his face, how did I get so lucky. He was speechless to react and was assimilating her words and all came out was a croak. he is emotionally awkward and it showed. He is getting better though.

Loved that the tadi wali Anika is back with a bang. Loved the way she confessed her feelings, that he was No.1 in her life. He was touched and taken aback to be put on a pedestal that high.

at bold in red, totally agree.

But Shivaay has no way forgotten or forgiven himself for the same. Saturday, the loudest roar at Daksh was when he said "He forced himself" ..Shivaay did not even let Daksh finish his sentence there.. This was not something for public to know. Very private. Togh luck that his family got to see the video thanks to Khanna, but no way was he going to let the Press get privy to this news.

The reason he takes baby steps with Annika as far as flirting, etc, is bcze ( of course some of it is his nkk) of his guilt and bcze he true.y does not know where he stands with Annika..since the beginning. Shivaay keeps telling Annika, she is attracted to him, she is obsessed abt him etc etc and each time Annika denies it strongly.rubbishes it off. He has been attracted to her and is very much obsessed since initial days. Now his feelings are even stronger.. he will cease to exist without her..

The very first time Shivaay started to "flirt" with her, is after that "do dil mil rehe hai" , under the staircase scene.. That day for the very first time Shivaay came to know the effect he has on her and that she is not as unaffected as she claims to be.. followed by her claiming him her pati infront of tia, and her blushing etc etc.. give him indication that she may be attracted to him .. so baby steps in. Aking her realize this feeling more .. blush/brush, taadna etc was a result of this.. He is sort of courting her. That is the initial stage of a love realisation according to me..

shivaay will not rush into making this marriage "real" .. He will court his wife, make her fall in love with him, make her admit that she loves him , and then he will be ready for the next stage in marriage..

the above maybe his way to making amends to Anika.. time will tell. He won the stupid MKFP challenge. She confessed that he matters, use farak pada, that also put him over the moon. The games these Oberoi cats play... hmm...😆😆

Originally posted by: blackorwhite

Just read this.. 😆

Originally posted by: ThithliDhost

BW, The apology will come and it will be very piogantly done. But right now he is not ready. He forced her into this marriage.

But you said before apology won't come and they won't discuss it.. hence my disagreement.. No I do not want an apology now.. I know it is not the right moment and SSO needs a trigger to apologize.. BUT I do want an apology 😊

Annika gave him free pass to many things BW.. Thatz her nature. She does not know to hold grudges nor does she leave in the past.

And that is what I think is a next big issue in this relationship.. Anika giving him a free passes.. Giving him soo much control in this relationship.. 😆 now that she is more confident, she shouldn't.. The forced marriage is a huge thing and she shouldn't give him a free pass.. I won't mind her forgiving him easily if he apologizes.. But she needs to let him apologize 😆

Shivaay simply did not want to take advantage of this. So he did what he is best at doing.. played the entire scene down..let her believe , its no big deal.. let her think, her love confession is only worthy of a awww, the sound that high fii engling speaking girls make for a puppy ..

Again Kind of disagree here - I feel Aww was SSO ways of retreating from the big big emotional words that Anika said, which he was not ready for mentally or emotionally... he needs time to fully accept them.. 😆

I feel the moment he acknowledged her as his wife in public, spoke about his deep emotions, declared her as his strength, he was ready for her.

Ready to be her HUSBAND but am not sure if he is ready to accept/believe in love 😆 Check out my discussion with AY's in the last page.. I feel this is an emotional deal for SSO now 😊

She told him yesterday itself what his words meant to her and how she was yearning to hear them from him. What he told him today is not news to him. what did she say actually,

Agreed she expressed them very emotionally but isn't this the same thing shivaay was screaming to world on saturday and today?

LOL.. I did the same analysis of her dialogues in the CC(pg 120 I think) - some time back.. Her words v/s his words/actions.. check it out if you have time 😆

I would like to believe Shivaay did not flip today, rather was giving Annika a chance to backout from her confession by not making it a BIG DEAL. Which indeed was one for him.

No No.. By retreating, I did not FLIP.. By retreating, I mean he needs time.. He is a man who keeps his WORDs.. BUT finds it difficult to verbalize his feelings.. Once he verbalizes they are REAL.. He is in love since a long time.. accepting them through words will take time.. 😆

Sorry abt the formatting.. my response text, some i was change the font color but some i couldn't

No Problem..

Thank you commenting to my post BW and willing to listen to my side of the story.

Means a lot

I love reading different perspectives.. makes me think😆

Originally posted by: naadanmasakalli

Time to revive this caz

"Humare beech jo hai woh humara hai "

Originally posted by: AreYaar

Oh woah, Fary...aaj toh blast from the past ho gaya😲

LOL look at how HAPPY all of us were over this declaration of Billu's...LOL@ BW happily saying PAPPU PASS ho gaya🤣

This is Shivika in a nutshell IMO😆

And today we got a bit of a glimpse of it again in all their silly games...and the fact that Shivaay is using this as an explanation to Rags..."Main aur Anika aise hi hain"...bas sab samajh jaao ab😆

Originally posted by: AreYaar

Oh woah, Fary...aaj toh blast from the past ho gaya😲

LOL look at how HAPPY all of us were over this declaration of Billu's...LOL@ BW happily saying PAPPU PASS ho gaya🤣

This is Shivika in a nutshell IMO😆

And today we got a bit of a glimpse of it again in all their silly games...and the fact that Shivaay is using this as an explanation to Rags..."Main aur Anika aise hi hain"...bas sab samajh jaao ab😆