
While the "without part of "I can't live with or without you is quite some way off, I am most abhari (grateful) to the person who had a quiet word in the ears of the powers that be at Char Sher HQ. This is what we were all hoping to feast our eyes upon when this serial was announced.
The existential conundrum of, to watch or not to watch, was never an issue of course. Kyunki, Barun Sobti. Bas naam kaafi hai (his name is enough) to get me there. But, the serial watching junta at large needs a lot more. And, I, as a fan, want hordes of people to see and appreciate his talent.
Many can do a look, an expression, and stay with it. But, to be able to show the subtle shift of emotions in response to words and happenings, is what stands him apart. His amazing looks notwithstanding of course ;) That ability to emote effortlessly is not within the capability of many.
The gamut of expressions Barun displayed in this episode were simply superb. You felt what he was feeling. You hurt when he hurt. Be it literal or figurative.
That moment when he feels those nails pierce his feet, you saw the surprise on his face. And then the instant realisation of who was responsible and the hardening of his face before he delivers those contemptuous words, "Dard tumhara tohfa hai Chandni (Pain is your gift, Chandni). All in a matter of seconds. Koi uss se pyaar kaise na kare?! (How can one not love him)
 
 Abhi mujh mein kahin
Baaki thodi si hai zindagi
And did we get a glimpse of it! The way he lay his head in his Nani's lap and wept was heart wrenching. "Chandni toh hamari apni thi (Chandni was ours), a betrayal by one's own hurts that much more because of the faraq that exists. Nani is right in her place, but isn't he also right? "Sach ke kayi pehlu hote hai (Truth has many shades to it) And that is what keeps us hooked. Exploring all the perspectives.
 
 Ek aisi chubhan
Iss lamhe mein hai
That chubhan (prickle) was writ large all over his face at every word Chandni spoke about her parent's morality and righteousness. You gasped as you saw it reflected on his face. "Really? The sneering derision in that one word said it all. Perfect! The way in which he then spells out his own junoon contrasted perfectly with her bewilderment. The denouement, when it comes, will be painful for all concerned.
There is a sense of completeness about this episode. You're not left dizzy and blinded at the end. I liked how they showed both Advay and Chandni speak their heart with their confidantes. I even liked the Murli and Shilpa scene. Murli's haath peela and pair peela comment was amusing. It was sweet how he points out about Chandni putting the haldi on Bhaiya. Had the Inspectress Clouseau not interrupted at that point, he would got a tongue lashing from his Bhaiya though! The exposing of Mausaji and Riddle maasi's tawdry affair even left me feeling slightly sorry for Lipishtick wali maasi... she being a fellow pankhi and all... The revelation was the shocker of all shockers for the Vashisht clan wasn't it?! The What_the looks on their faces was fabulously satisfying!
Today makes the starved Oliver in me Twist and utter greedily, albeit nervously,
 
  
 
 
  
 
  
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  
 
  
  
 
  
  
 

 
 
  
  
  
 
  
  
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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