"LOVE is the bridge between you and everything,LOVE builds bridges where there are none,with stones you can build walls to separate people or build bridges to unite them!Do the second thing,in the name of ethnic and honor ,for the glory of LOVE and GOODNESS "and "all loves are the bridge to the DIVINE LOVE.Yet,those who have not had a taste of it do not know.
As episode 308 of Shakti is between Gurdaspur and Bangkok; i have chosen naming it the bridge.I want always love making my retakes as you're reading a story making rationals thinking,my life experience, my feelings and my visions ;i write even my dislike;sometimes i skip one's for not loving them or because of not having time ..one retake take for me at least 3 hours bcz i watch episode in slow motion and write with help of English written update and with the few hindi i learned ;all the rest is what I feel and understand from the acting and eyes expressions..I think about the title of the episode as it a story and prepare some quotes for it and some arguments.As I'm graduated as a spanish professor can't insult my knowledge and write whatever that's why i have always fear from the English because i'm not good it but even that i took the risk to beat my fear.Let's start with the retake and be sure that you can express what you want and defend your thoughts dear members .
The episode start with a man sitting in pureful garden surrounded by media they're calling him Avinash ;reporter ask him why using his money to develop society and its welfare .He answered that's his passion live for others;he adds that all his stuff employees are indians.Just then Tiku friend do his entry with Saumya there .It's a huge and a luxurious house with huge and pureful garden decorated with fountains ,an awesome golden horse and there is a temple .Loved the shy and feared Saumya entry .The fact she's putting her hand closely to her heart and she's looking everywhere that's means Saumya have fear about this new journey but as everything has a first step ;she must do.
"until you cross the bridge of your insecurities,you can't begin to explore your possibilities
Saumya stops in front of the temple praying without any single word her deep sad eyes are saying her pains and sufferings and she's in this place to begin a new life.
In gurdaspur Harman still lost and shocked sitting on his bed. I won't talk about miss India and I'm thankful first time for the devil Preeto who stops her; even Harman is not listening them or paying attention to their presence but suddenly the flashback of transgender murder returns Harman to his senses and he gives a frozen look full of fear;he stand up and goes rapidly toward the cupboard and took the goon with anger and Says i'll search Saumya and return her ;I'll ask her why she leaves me .What a skilling and spectacular acting ;that changement from the heartbroken and shattered man to the determinant and confident man ;he's amazing ;he surprised us as usual .Preeto with mockery voice said "jao,beta jao; all Hindustan marna .Preeto thinks that Saumya is so far and Harman will never find her.Oh Preeto Ji ! don't be more confident; you can't imagine the power of love.It's better not being a lot happy because maybe you'll get a heart attack with what Harman will do.
Returning to bangkok, the man interrupts Saumya prayers and calls her Tarana.That Avinash when he watched Saumya entry can't stops himself gazing at her; He tells media, she will be too with us and all media changed their direction toward Saumya who feels uncomfortable and panicked ;she looks down.Avinash asked her about her name ;she answered Saumya but quickly get consciousness and said sadly Tarana...How it was harmful and tough saying that ;it's the most bitterest feelings that someone can feel.Changing the name you lived with it ;changing with it your whole life ;i want to cry but i must handle myself because there is scenes more hurful .The malik asked her to prepare him some specials dishes and if she knows doing them;Saumya nod with her head yes and he demands her to follow him.
In gurdaspur, the fierce ,strong and determinant Harman do his heroic entry in kinars house .All get fear watching him with goon .Chameli asks him why he is there and why with goon.Kareena answers he is not finding Saumya and wants killing us .Harman tells them that he has no problems with them and he wants see malika .Kareena said :why?you want kill her? Harman with authoritarian and angry voice said if I don't get Saumya address I'll do.Malika said him to kill her and she will never give him anything. Harman vised his goon toward her gazing at her angrily and he shoots on the air ;all kinars are shocked and feared ; malika said to Harman to leave Tarana he will never find her; Harman who still threatening saya said her with his bitterest and sad voice full of pains that i'm hurted that Saumya leaved me but what is hurting me more that you never understand my love ;he adds my love is not weak at this point ;my love has the power to find my gulabo in all this world and i'll find her this is "Harman Singh ka wada; khayal lagega".Wow What a powerful and perfect performance full of action .You nailed Harman Ji your eyes are full of fire of love,determination,self-confidence and strength. True lover promise never lose ;love you and love your determination .
iI skipped Bangkok short scene to talk about the whole Harman spectacular scene in kinars house ;don't know why the brainless CVS cut that fabulous scene; anyway in Bangkok Avinash represents Saumya to his wife tina who showed her the kitchen and told her what to do and they heared a child crying tina said to Saumya andpacha sambhalna.They go to the child's room and Saumya demand her to try stops him crying ;his mom answered it take one hour and half to stop him.Saumya goes toward the child with tenderness and love she tells him that child's dont cry but they listen awesome stories ;would you hear one of them ;the child stops crying and go with Saumya outside the room and sit in beautiful corner of that luxurious house. She sings him Aage dekho loribwith a voice full of love ;Saumya is in pains she reminisces When she's clapping in front of her husband in her new avatar ;that flashback is giving her more sufferings and is making her heart bleeding ;her soul is crying but she took a long breath and keep singing with love and care .The child slept on her laps and the couple are watching her happily specially that Avinash;don't know why can't bear the way he's looking at Saumya ;he's looking at her as pervert and i have a lot of fear for Saumya.Avinash calls the man who sent Saumya and told him she is beautiful and a good maid.
In Gurdaspur again i'll don't talk about Surbhi fights with Varun and Preeto bcz haven't time for them and this time i'm very thankful for chota recharge who saved us with his amazing and fabulous scene ringing the bell in front of matarani saying that he want his mami back or he will not take dool or eat and he will turn everybody life in hell.All are shocked ;Saumya is gone but her reals lovers will remain them about her.Hats off to our chota hero, he was amazing too ;the way he was ringing the bell with his head movement with craziness ,his expressions and his innocence make this scene unique and worth to watch.Here Surbhi interfere and hug him saying that matarani will listen him .Chintu says he's missing his mami a lot and where she's gone.He wants her back and Preeto fumes.Chintu scene makes me very happy bcz Saumya is gone but how can they snatch Saumya's lovr from the ones who love her. Preeetooo are you really winner ??Please wake up from your dreams and see true love even in the heart of this innocent child .
In Bangkok Tina ask Saumya if she has a child ;Saumya remember with bitterness feeding Aditya milk and sadly said no.Tina said her how a husband can leave his beautiful wife .Saumya shocked me with her answer saying sadly and with voice full of suffers she's not a human only man and woman are humans ;Tina is shocked too.Oh ! God! i'm stabbed in my heart and i'm broken in pieces ,how Saumya can say that about herself ..i'm in tears and deeply hurted hearing her saying that word.This is another reason why Saumya left Harman.Our beloved Saumya not only considers fights between couple happen between man and woman but the most bitter though; she don't considers herself a human.Can you imagine that? Can you imagine her deep wounds?? Hope cvs give more dialogues and monologues and flashbacks to Saumya.Saumya expressions ;her sad voice and how she delivered that sentence freezes me ,never imagined that she can say that about herself ;if she isn't a human what she can be? No words can express this deep wound inside Saumya who deprived herself from being human.
Avinash interrompt them saiying to his wife to bring him his wallet ;he has done that for having time to talk with Saumya.He says her that he knows she's kinar and don't tell his wife about that.Saumya says him ;saahib I leave that world because i'm hiding my identity I won't do that here.He answers he will tell her at time but not now for not losing her job.His wife comes and gives him his wallet and he hugs her and goes. Saumya is looking down ;Tina shocked Saumya saying her you're kinar .Saumya do same reaction when all say her that sheskinar..How it's heavy ,bitter,hurtful and tough hearing that word anywhere.But Saumya this time won't hide her truth and she have the desire to live with it openly ..Saumya this time the word kinar must give her strength not weakness even it's hurts her from the beginning to live with it in lights.Have you deduced now some reasons why Saumya left her love?
I repeat that Avinash will sure bring troubles in Saumya's life .