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hey guys! this is my first attempt at any writing thing. This is Shivaay's point of view as per the current track. I hope I made it atleast readable. I always welcome verisimilitude reviews. Without any further ado, I present you :
Shivaay's POV : you're back! you're back in my life. I don't know how to react, not really because I've lost the power. when you left it was like I'm left in a dark room where I just had to live when I didn't want to. I wanted to live with you but then it wasn't possible. I was turning into a lifeless person plastering my body, my face with a normal expression telling the world it didn't bother me, trying to convince myself - IT DIDN'T. but somewhere i knew it did, it DID bother me when it was about you, about US. it affected me, I never accepted though but I felt so intoxicating when i got to know you affected me, you did Annika rather you do Annika. but then reality is always bitter, as they say! you mattered to me but you weren't there. I wanted you but you, so badly! but you left. I wanted you - to share what I felt, to know how lonely I was, to ask you why did you do that, why did you leave me? to ask you were you able to live without me? For now you're here I would ask you, why did you leave me? why did you do that to me? didn't I deserve happiness?(you knew you were the source of happiness in my life) you knew how much I changed, you made This Stone Singh Oberoi an Ishqbaaaz. you filled colours in my life and then you snapped them away! why? why dammit? didn't you love me as I did? I so want to hold you, to hug you, to hide myself in you and sob my pain away. I don't want to fall weak in front of the world, I don't want to show them my tears but I definitely want you to see how much I suffered, I want you to feel me, I want you to hug me back and sooth me.
I hope y'all liked it. thanks for reading xxo
Shivaay's POV : you're back! you're back in my life. I don't know how to react, not really because I've lost the power. when you left it was like I'm left in a dark room where I just had to live when I didn't want to. I wanted to live with you but then it wasn't possible. I was turning into a lifeless person plastering my body, my face with a normal expression telling the world it didn't bother me, trying to convince myself - IT DIDN'T. but somewhere i knew it did, it DID bother me when it was about you, about US. it affected me, I never accepted though but I felt so intoxicating when i got to know you affected me, you did Annika rather you do Annika. but then reality is always bitter, as they say! you mattered to me but you weren't there. I wanted you but you, so badly! but you left. I wanted you - to share what I felt, to know how lonely I was, to ask you why did you do that, why did you leave me? to ask you were you able to live without me? For now you're here I would ask you, why did you leave me? why did you do that to me? didn't I deserve happiness?(you knew you were the source of happiness in my life) you knew how much I changed, you made This Stone Singh Oberoi an Ishqbaaaz. you filled colours in my life and then you snapped them away! why? why dammit? didn't you love me as I did? I so want to hold you, to hug you, to hide myself in you and sob my pain away. I don't want to fall weak in front of the world, I don't want to show them my tears but I definitely want you to see how much I suffered, I want you to feel me, I want you to hug me back and sooth me.
I hope y'all liked it. thanks for reading xxo
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