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"MILI HAI BADI SAZAA UNSE DIL LAGAANE KI.,
NAZAR LAG GAYI SHAYAD HAMAARE PYAR KO ZAMAANE KI,
MAR KAR BHI QABR SE NIKLE REH GAYE DONO HAATH,
AARZOO REH GAYI,UNHE EK BAAR GALE LAGAANE KI..!!!"
love is life,love is death and love is love...this is what came to my mind after watching the episode...for that episode really did'nt made me cringe,at usually happens,whenever I see any kind of death drama as in such...I dont know if it is the sheer, incredible talent of VJ the actor,or simply my love and obsession for the character of Suraj...that made me belief all this filmy drama,that made me cried as if something happened to me,that made me to think about Suraj,all the way from the beginning,when I first saw him,a year back...and I fell in love with the feeling of love,all over again...and made me really believe the most illogical fact,,,,THAT LOVE IS LIFE,AND ITS DEATH TOO,AND IT SOLELY CAN DO BOTH TO ANYONE..
"TERE LIYE KHUD KO BADAL DEIN...TERE LIYE KUCH BHI KAR DEIN...VAADA HAI YEH,TUJHSE MERA AB SADAA KE LIYE...
TERE LIYE SAANSEIN LE RAHEIN...TERE LIYE HAR DIN JEE RAHEIN...TU HAI MERA,MAIN HOON TERA,AB SADAA KE LIYE..
KHUD PE KOI HAQ RAHAA NA HAMAARA..TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE,
PHIR AB NA HOGA YEH ISHQ DOBAARA,TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE,
TU HAI MERA,MAIN HOON TERA SAHAARA,TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE,
MAR KE BHI MAIN DE DOONGA KAFFAARA,TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE...!!!"
So coming to my man,Suraj Rajvanshi...since I have known him,what he was is a selfish,self-centered,utterly rude and a beast of a man,the one who held litterally no value for relations,for emotions,for anything,,,one whoh only had an ambition to be like his father and rule over the village,with utmost luxury,exploiting the innocent people...in short,no compassion,no mercy,no feelings inside him,,,,life was simply,a transaction for him...
and then he married,and she came in her life...and he started changing,very slowly,very steadily...with such a flow,that he did'nt himself realised that he is changing...and he realised this fact,the day when she,in her drunk state said to him,..."YEH BADLAA HUA SURAJ HAME ACHHA LAGTAA HAI"...and he realised that yes he is indeed changed,and the fact that this changed Suraj is like by her,it felt as if he made a pact inside with self,that yes now that I have changed and liked by her,I will be like this,forever...just because she likes this changed Suraj,...and mind you,,,,A WOMAN DOES NOT CHANGES A MAN,BECAUSE SHE LOVES HIM,THE MAN CHANGES HIMSELF BECAUSE HE LOVES THE WOMAN...
and look at the contrast,this same Suraj who was.a year ago following her in his jeep,when she was practising,was firing with his bullet on her,at each move...and now this same man came running,completely out of his intoxication mode,in his senses,as soon as he heard that her life is in danger...THIS IS INDEED CHANGE...A DRASTIC ONE...coz for him,she is his life,she is his love...
"JISM KA NAHI,TERA MERA RISHTA...ROOOHON KA YEH RISHTA HAI,KOI DEKHE SURAT JAB MERI,TOH DIKHE TERA CHEHRA HAI,,,,
TU PANAAH MERI...MAIN SAAYA TERA
TU MAKAAN MERA...MAIN BASERA TERA..
TU MANZIL MERI..MAIN MUSAFIR TERA..
TUJHPE HI MAIN AAKAR RUKA,,,,,"
There has always been two contrasting traits between Suraj and Chakor...one famous for being selfish,the other famed in selflessness...and slowly he imbibed this quality from her,within himself,so much,so that...he has outdone herself only in this attitude...for today,the once selfish man has become so selfless,that he has ruined his own marriage in doing so...
But still he has not given on his love for his lady...fr very easily some days back Chakor said to him that,she has moved on from him,as she has found her goal,and it will be better,if he also finds himself a goal,and move on,little di d she knew that it was not as easy for him to do so...FOR HE IS REALLY LEFT WITH NO AMBITION IN HIS LIFE...FOR HIS ULTIMATE GOAL IS ONLY HER...FOR HIS LIFE REVOLVES ONLY AROUND HER...
for if he took responsibility for a pregnant lady,because she was her sister
for if he helps the people of the village in any matter,only because they are her people
for if he was going to lucknow,for meeting the doctor,only because he wanted to prove her that he could do it
for he forget about his task,as soon as he missed the bus,only because he was getting to spent time,with her.
Its a fact that Chakor,apart from her love and marital life,Chakor has indeed many goals to accomplish,many ambitions to fulfil,but for Suraj...his life revolves only around her...SHE IS HIS ULTIMATE GOAL,HER ULTIMATE AMBITION,,,COZ I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME HE PLANNED ANYTHING FOR HIS SAKE...
and how easily she said that,"AB NAA HI HUM TUMPAR KABHI VISHWAAS KAR SAKENGE,AUR NAA HI TUMSE KABHI PYAR KARENGE"...and this words from her seemed to completely shatter him,for it felt from his expressions,that life in altogether held no meaning for him,with these words from her...coz she does'nt believes his love for her..
"IK DIN YEH UMR DHAL JAYEGI,ZINDAGI POORI HO JAYEGI,,
TAB BHI TU RREHAN PAAS MERE,JAB DIL KI DHADKAN THAM JAYEGI,
TERE BAAHON MEIN YEH DUM...NIKLE MERA SANAM
HAI BAS YAHI AAKHRI DUA..."
KHUD PE KOI HAQ RAHAA NA HAMAARA,,TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE,
PHIR AB NA HOGA YEH ISHQ DOBAARA,,TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE,
TU HAI MERA,MAIN HOON TERA SAHAARA,TERE LIYE HUM HAIN JIYE,
MAR KE BHI DE DOONGA YEH KAFFARA,TERE LIYE HUM HAI JIYE"
and he tried all the possible ways,that he could do,to make her come with him,explained it to her,she did'nt believed him...carried her without her consent,she did'nt believed him,,,he even told her to talk with inspector,so that she will believe him,but she did;nt agreed...[felt really bad here,coz Chakor only used to say that he believes him,even more than herself,and today this only man has to mention a stranger inspector,coz she believes that other man more than her love]...
So at last,in oder to prove him,he was left with no other option than to drink the poison himself...so that she believed him,the point was not about saving anyone's life,but the point was to make Chakor believe Suraj,,ansd nothing else,and in doing so...he had to risk his life for that...but anything to prove his love,anything to prove his point,anything to make her believe him...ANYTHING FOR HER...
and he drank the poison,taking her in his arms,for it was probably meant to be Suraj's last moments of his life,and what a better death,he could have get when she was the closest to him,in his arms...
and he was feeling not a bit of fear of death was in his eyes,not a bit of regret was in his eyes,as it was surely a suicide...only I saw in his eyes was a pain of not being believed by her,of his love story remaining unfulfilled,of her not LOVING HIM ANY MORE...
and he said the best dialogue ever,it would have been better that if he died by this poison as life really held,no meaning at all,is she was not with him or did'nt loved him anymore...but still he if he died,he was so sure of the fact that he would be back to life,if only she tried for it,for he knew that the rules of practical living does'nt really are fro him,for if her love can kill him,so her love can bring life back to him as well...for even in that last moment,he was only thinking about her,that this girl is deserved to be loved in a different way,and only he could provide her the love...FOR THIS IS A FACT AS TRUTH AS GOD THAT NO ONE CAN REALLY LOVE HER THE WAY,HE DOES...
as I always say,that the relation between Suraj and Chakor is like that of a creation and creator,for Chakor has made Suraj,whatever he is today,for he owes his life to her,she is like a Goddess to him,she has made him,thats is why he continues to make mistakes,and expects her to accept him,just as we humans sin and accept god to love us...just like that...
for he knows that SHE CAN ONLY BRING BACK LIFE WITHIN HIM,EVEN IF HE DIES...she is his wild cat,his angel,his creator,his Goddess,his life,His love...SURAJ'S CHAKOR...
LOVE KNOWS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH...THE ONE WHO GIVES YOU A REASON TO LIVE IS ALSO THE ONE WHO TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY,,,AND EVEN THAT SAME LOVE CAN BRING LIFE BACK...
FOT ITS LOVE,ITS PURE,ITS DIVINE,ITS ONE OF ITS KIND...ITS SUKOR...
So guys,this was my analysis,on the episode,if you like it,do hit the like button,and make me know,how was it...
-Rabia
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