NOVEL*Hiding behind a Stranger*Historical fiction-PART 3-

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Prologue

Three Great Emperors had toiled hard to build the vast and flourishing legacy of the 'Mughal Empire', keeping relative peace by unifying its Mughals and Hindus. However; by mid 1600s, cracks began to appear in its solid foundations. Insecurities crept in through the gaps, widening the gulfs between the two religions once again.

With the old Emperor becoming too feeble to take charge and his jealous successors remaining preoccupied with expansion and power, the damage was never repaired. Not surprising then that new rebellions arose every day. Violence escalated, claiming many innocent lives.

Yet; in the midst of such turmoil and peril, there bloomed a beautiful story - much like a lone flower blossoming upon the steepest edges of a cliff - a story of love, of sacrifice and honour!

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Forced to flee from her motherland, the one home she knew... forced to leave behind her people, for whom, she was their only hope...forced to grievously abandon the last rites of her loved one while the flames on the pyre were still ablaze...the orphaned heiress of 16 overcame grief and many shortcomings, as she embarked on a long dangerous path... setting out to seek help and support, for her people and her lands...

Till a chance stay with a complete stranger would change the course of those very plans forever!

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Being the most shrewd, determined and unforgiving of the lot meant he was formidable... a force to be reckoned with... it also meant he could have owned it all - riches, power, women and fame... but, he fancied none of it...

As a recluse with simple tastes, the rich life held no real appeal... power didn't tempt him... women didn't interest him... his passion was work and his only family were a few loyal friends... he had decided that he wanted little else in life...

Till a chance visit from a complete stranger would change that decision forever!

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GLOSSARY OF TERMS

Takht-e-Sulaiman - Solomon's seat i.e. Emperor's throne (Urdu/Persian)
Shehzade - prince (Urdu/Persian)
Shehenshah - Emperor (Urdu/Persian)
Wazir-us-Sultanat - Chief minister (Urdu/Persian)
Farmaan - official decree/document (Urdu/Persian)
Maharaj/Maharani - King/Queen
Maharaj - Chef/Cook
Kunwar - Prince (Generally used in Rajputana)
Baisa - Lady/Miss/Mrs/Madam (Marwari)
Banna - Mr/Sir (Marwari)
Sahib - Mr/Master/Sir (Urdu)
Sahiba - Ms/Mrs/Lady (Urdu)
Dams - copper coins
Vaid - Doctor/Healer
Ustad - Teacher/ Master of arts (Urdu)
Caravansarai - Caravan site
Kotwal - Town chief
Kos - old measurement system of distances, used in India
Tahar - battle axe (Urdu/Persian)
Khuda Hafiz - Farewell greeting which translates into 'May God be your protector' (Urdu/Persian)
Adab/Adaab - Words of Salute/respect (Urdu/Persian)
Taslim - A salute (Mughalian)
Hukum - Sir (Used commonly to address Rajput royalty)
Salaam - A form of greeting that translates to 'Hello/Hi' (Urdu/Persian)
Shubh Ratri - Good evening/Good night (Marwari)
Padhar jo Sa - I shall leave now (Marwari)
Zergul - Calendula flower
Chulho - Wood fire stove
Ganjifa - A card game, slightly similar to poker
Ahadi - Elite bodyguard, who've received specialist training
Muqannis - Specialist canal diggers/workers
Masaka - Mosquito. (Masaka fever - Malaria)
Wali - Guardian
Nikah - Islamic wedding ceremony
Valeema - Islamic wedding reception
Saleem Shahis/Shahees - A special kind of shoe/jootis stylised during Jahangir's time

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~PART 3~



CHAPTER 32

Drawing in a lung-full of fresh mountain air, Heera waited for the palanquin to come to a steady halt, before stepping foot onto home soil.

'Ma Bhavani...' her heart skipped a few beats as soon as the sheer impact of the familiar spectacle hit her. Here she was, at long last, in front of the massive mansion and all of its grounds - her Haveli.

It was a good feeling.

And it was an unpleasant feeling.

Good because she'd finally returned to her haven and home - the place that she had left behind a month ago, unaware if she would live to see it again.

But equally unpleasant, for it brought back the haunting scenes from a month ago that had forced her to leave home in the first place.

A 'home', which most probably couldn't be called HER home ever again.



Giving herself a moment to let those feelings settle, she let her eyes slide towards the other spectacle around her, which sadly brought about another rush of mixed feelings - scenes of fanfare and jubilation, scenes of overflowing love.

Hundreds and hundreds of familiar faces - men and women, young and old - had assembled at this point to celebrate the return of their guide and guardian, their lone symbol of hope, their choti baisa. They were busy dancing, singing, clapping, smiling and shedding tears of relief.

Yes, they'd noticed the many wounded soldiers and the dazed look on the Lady's face. Yes, they were aware that bright sunny days were not here yet.

However, for a group of people who'd been fearing the absolute worst after their baisa had left for the capital - her unexpected return was still a ray of light, brightening up their otherwise bleak existence.


'If only they knew' she lamented. If only they knew that she was not as impeccable as they made her out to be. And that she had not fulfilled all of her responsibilities towards them to the best of her ability.



'Baisa...' A group of ladies held her palms tenderly 'why aren't you saying anything?'


'Oh... it's nothing...' Heera stuttered, reciprocating their enthusiasm with a smile that was long overdue 'I... I... I'm in disbelief... that..I'm getting to meet everyone again... it's overwhelming!'


'Oh yes... we understand baisa'

'That is exactly how we felt this morning too... when the messenger arrived to inform us that you would be joining us soon'

'Baisa... why don't you come with us now...'

'You must be tired from the travel... you need rest...'

'We have so much to talk about...'

'So many stories to share... so many questions to ask...'

'And over there...' they pointed towards the gates of the Haveli, leading her along as they did so 'Mohan banna... kakasa... they're waiting to meet you'




Once a group of old ladies had finished with the Arthi, the young lady greeted Ratan kaka, Vaid kaka, Mohan banna and the others waiting to meet her.

'Heera...' came the familiar voice just then 'how have you been?'

'Gauri...' She turned around.

Oh, how she wished she could hold her friend and pour her heart out - sharing all that'd happened, all that was happening and all that was going to happen. But, she couldn't. So, she remained silent - and let the poignant smile in her eyes do the talking.


'What's wrong, bitiya?' Vaid kaka interrupted the lull 'You seem dull...'

'Those men have been wounded, baisa... what happened?

'Were you attacked?'

'Bitiya... say something please...'


'Yes...' Heera steeled herself 'we were attacked...'


'What!!!' The news immediately wiped out any remaining signs of joy from their faces.

'Attacked?'

'By whom?'

'Where? In the forests?'

'Are you hurt, baisa?'

'Heera... are you alright?'


'Don't worry' she started with the easiest question to answer, putting their worst fears to rest 'I... I'm fine...'


The gathering broke out into a chorus of hush prayers 'By Ma Bhavani's grace... you're safe...'

'Who was it, then?'

'Bandits?'

'Thieves?'


'We were attacked by Khalil and his army...'


A deafening silence instantly took over. And it lasted for a good while, before Gauri found the nerve to speak up.

'H... how did you manage to escape?'


Heera didn't give a direct answer. Instead, glancing over her left shoulder, she indicated at the rolling greens that dipped down for miles behind them.

At first, they saw nothing - till a boy noticed it and brought it to their attention.

'There...' he pointed, towards the very bottom of a valley, prompting a stampede of sorts as everyone scrambled to his side for a better look.

There were signs of movement. Movement that seemed like a horde of people - horsemen, foot-soldiers and a few caravans - making their slow yet steady way up the hillock.


'Wh... who are they?'

'Who are these people?'

'Why are they here, baisa?'

'And do you see what I see?' a couple of ladies griped, not long thereafter 'They're wearing Mughal finery...'

'Yes... they're MUSLIMS!'

'What are these Muslims doing here?'

'Wait... wait... wait... are they Khalil and his army?' added a few others, striking immediate terror in the hearts of one and all.

'Have we been captured, baisa?'

'Must we run?'


'No... please calm down...' Heera exhaled 'they're not Khalil's men... they are the ones who saved us from Khalil's army...'


'What?' Gauri couldn't hide her astonishment 'Saved you all?'

Something soon came over her. She began walking past the heiress, the maids and the assembled crowds, to reach the very front. She wanted to see these Mughal visitors for herself.

'O... oh my...' Her numb fingers went up to her lips in a frenetic hurry 'Oh my...'

Even if Gauri hadn't spotted the vague outline of a black horse with a tall man sitting proud on it, she would have guessed it was HIM behind all this.

And now that she saw him...

'Heera...' she rushed back to her mistress' presence, two steps at a time 'it's Khan Sahib...'


A dry pause later, Heera nodded. 'Yes'


Gauri stared in shock 'Is this what I think it is?'


For this query, Heera had no answer to give. What would she say?

Because, it was what Gauri thought it was. But, it was a lot more too. After all, the chief-maid was the only one who knew the story. And even what she knew - was truly nothing at all.


'Wait... wait... did I hear right?' Bindiya rushed to join the pair 'Are those Khan Sahib's men? Was HE the one who rescued you from Khalil, baisa? Then that's good news...' noting the lacklustre frown on her mistress' brows, she swiftly curbed her excitement.

But the hysteria had already caught on.

'Good news?'

'How is it good news, Bindiya?'

'Who is Khan Sahib?'

'Oh he's the Mughal gentleman, in whose haveli we stayed for two weeks...' Bindiya announced with pride, as though she knew him better than anyone else around 'he cleared our names when we were accused of theft... remember the stories I told you?'

'Yes... but WHAT is he doing here now?'

'I... I'm not sure...' Bindiya shrugged


The ladies turned to their baisa for a response.

However, she was in a world of her own, gazing at the horizon.

'Please ask everyone to assemble at the lawns in front of the Haveli... I have an announcement to make!'




The announcement...

The well-kempt lawns - complete with both, topiary borders and endless carpets of soft grass - curved around the main building, all the way from the Eastern gate through the West. It was an exceptionally large garden by any Haveli's standards. Yet, for the first time from when she could remember, it appeared so crowded that people could barely find a shaded spot to sit.

Was it 1000? Or, 1200? She hadn't counted - but there had to be at least that many out there.

Dabbing her temple with a kerchief, the young lady glanced up at the skies. The sun was beginning its downward descent. It was uncomfortably warm and she was exhausted - the physical exertion from the 13-day travel having taking its toll upon a body, which was already wrecked by carrying many agonisingly-heavy burdens.


'God give me strength' She broke out into a sweat again. The umbrella held over her head, or the silk fans being waved on the sides, were doing nothing to put her at ease.

Because it was not the heat or the fatigue that was making her so uncomfortable. It was the announcement she was about to make.


This large marble balconied-porch at the top of a flight of stairs was where the much-loved Mansabdar Jagat Prasad Singh would stand until a few years ago, making announcements and decisions for the good of this community.

Today, his only survivor, an inexperienced 16 year old lady stood in the same spot - about to mislead everybody with a speech that would ruffle the stillness, probably even split the community in two. Much like the tremors and cracks caused by an earthquake.

How inadequate it made her feel!


'Ma...' She glanced up at the skies again, wondering - almost wishing - if an ill omen might compel her to postpone the announcement.

But, nothing of the sort came.


With a passive sigh, Heera then began narrating her speech to the man standing beside her - a pot-bellied announcer who looked all set to do his duty.

'My dear Parnagarhis...' she folded her palms 'this daughter of Mansabdar Jagat Prasad Singh, stands before you, thanking you for your unending support and prayers that have brought me back home, alive'

Having memorised the baisa's lines, word-by-word, the announcer puffed his chest out and hollered the message - the emphatic baritone of his voice echoing right up to the external gates.


Once he'd finished, she moved on to the next part - which he repeated exactly as told 'I fled from here, in hope of seeking temporary refuge at Bansi. However, as you might have already heard, the entire trip turned out to be a painful one instead. Owing to the scheming ploys of the Kunwarsa of Manswar, we ended up losing the support of Hindu kingdoms, including the goodwill of the Maharaj and Maharani of Bansi!'

A wave of slow nods and sad murmurs made its way throughout the gathering.


'With no other option left, I planned to meet with the Shehzaade and put forth our grievances to him. However, on our way, we were met with Khalil and his army. Thankfully, we managed to make it out alive...' she closed her eyes briefly 'because of the timely help of this Mughal Sahib standing here. In fact, most of you might've already heard - it was at his haveli that we took shelter, for two weeks'


No sooner than the announcer finished with the introduction, everyone's curious gazes slid towards the striking profile of the young businessman who stood at the last step - a Sahib whose reputation preceded him.

Despite a thousand pairs of eyes suddenly fixed upon his face, he didn't flinch, the hands that were tied behind him didn't slacken - making it clear that the close scrutiny did not intimidate him, just as the praise had not affected him.

His fine features were as attractive any man's could be - but they somehow lacked warmth. In fact, he was unreadable. And those who were meeting this 'Mughal gentleman' for the first time, couldn't make up their mind if they must like him or not.


'Now, this Sahib has learnt of our problems, and has decided to step up to our aid again...' Heera told the narrator, her tone turning lower and even more lifeless, as she resigned herself to the sins she was about to commit 'you would be pleased to know that being a close friend of the Shehzaade, Khan Sahib has managed to secure a deal, where most of our lands would be spared from the miners...'

The Parnagarhis sat up, exchanging glances with each other to make sure they'd heard right. Was it true? Were most of their fields really going to be spared?


'Yes... your fields will be spared' she set out to reassure them, though unconvinced herself 'Of course, we need someone to govern this place. Since the Farmaan has been lost, I am lawfully no longer in command of Parnagarh... and as a lady, I cannot be appointed a Mansabdaar... so...' her phrases came out haltingly 'Khan Sahib has kindly offered to take up the post of Mansabdar!'

'WHAT!!!' their eyes widened in disbelief as the news hit every single one of them like a bolt from the blue.

A new Mansabdar?

A Muslim Mansabdar?

A Muslim Mansabdar who was a close friend of the Shehzaade?

Suddenly, this Mughal gentleman did not seem so noble - however good his deeds!


Startled gasps and murmurs erupted amongst the crowd, which gradually evolved into doubts and loud debates -

'What will happen to us, Hindus?'

'And what happens to you, baisa? To your future?'

'This must be a ploy by the Shehzaade... to deceive us all...'

'We want to be governed by a Hindu leader, who'll understand our lifestyle and our problems...'


'My dear people... I understand... which is why, the Sahib and I have discussed this issue and come up with an idea... an idea where we both stand together, to care for Parnagarh... where the Sahib takes on his role as the newly-appointed Mansabdar, while I remain the baisa... where he can provide the protection, while I provide the support...' she paused, the breath getting caught in her throat 'through an advantageous marriage... that would make us both banna and baisa... husband and wife...'

This time, even the announcer was dumbstruck - and had to be prompted by the Lady to continue.

No sooner than he broke the news, the listeners erupted into a raucous uproar. People stood up, protesting the developments and raising questions aplenty. Why, some of them went so far as to offer their baisa a salutation and then walk out on the 'Sahib', to show their disapproval.


However, Heera managed to get in a word before the situation became too unruly

'I know this wedding goes against our traditions and conventions... but if you think about it calmly, you'll realise it's the only means to save Parnagarh... and you need not fret... the Sahib has assured me that we carry on working, living, eating and praying here, as we always have... nothing changes!'

She cast a hard glance at the young man, after having put him in the spot 'Isn't it true, Sahib?'



'Yes...' Akbar returned her glance with a nod that was far more than just a 'courtesy' nod. Then, he turned to face the crowd. Beyond that, he said nothing else - the reason behind his silence being that he was still coming to terms with it too, much the same as everyone else.

No, it wasn't the backlash from the Hindus that'd surprised him - that retaliation was expected. What was unexpected, was her SPEECH!

My my, what a refined twist she'd given to the entire story. It sounded nothing like the ugly reality it was to her!

'Since I cannot be appointed a Mansabdaar... he has kindly offered to take up the post...'

'We both stand together... he provides the protection, while I provide the support'

The nasty parts had been modified. His takeover of the Mansabdari post now sounded like a mutual decision. The forced wedding now sounded like a sensible pre-planned solution.

And to top it off, the lady had reminded him of his promises in public, trying to make sure that he would not go back on his word.

He, on the other hand, could do no such thing - for his side of the story, was a secret!

A shrewd diplomat the Sahiba was! No wonder she'd wanted to give the speech - he wouldn't have known to handle it so well.


As for the restless crowd, he would address their queries later when they'd settled down. But for now, the announcement could not have been more perfect.




The next morning...

First, the travel. Then, the announcement. Followed by a visit to Gokul's house to offer the bereaved parents her condolences and sympathy. All of this, while her beautiful home was being turned topsy-turvy inside-out - ironically, under her own supervision - to accommodate hundreds of unknown faces.

The worst blow however, came this morning, when she was told that the representatives from his side, along with a Qazi - had formally met Vaid kaka to formalise the wedding. And in the discussions that followed, the Qazi and the family Pandit had already arrived upon a date for the wedding - an evening hardly seven days from today.

It was all happening very quickly - much quicker than her mind could process it. Much much quicker than her heart could deal with it.


All she wanted right then was to shut herself away from the strange faces and noises for a breather - maybe to weep the pains away in solitude.


Instead, soon thereafter, a nervous Ratan Kaka wanted her presence in the corridors for another distressing event - to accompany the new Mansabdar on his supposed-first tour of his house.

As if the emotional price of everything else was not heavy enough already, she had to show 'him' around - before handing over her authority, her freedom and the keys of her own home to him. She was essentially obliged to stroll beside the Ustaad on the very hallways where she would often stroll with jiji!

When would fate stop rubbing salt on her fresh wounds?


Nonetheless, she swallowed another bitter pill for a couple of hours - since that was how long it took to finish walking the new Mansabdar through the reception rooms, the private halls, the offices, the kitchens, the courtyard and the library. Till they'd finally arrived at the last stop - the hallways - to show him his very own private chamber.


'This one... Khan Sahib...' the manager stopped halfway through the corridors, in front of a pair of large wooden doors.

It was the largest private chamber in the entire mansion - the one reserved for the master of the house! It'd remained locked for the past 4 and half years, but it was open now - dusted, cleaned, rearranged and spruced-up to welcome its new master. 'Hope you like it'


'Thankyou...'

As the young man stood back at the entrance, the first thing that drew his eyes in, was the orange light filtering in through the jali windows on the farthest wall.

The sun rays had dispersed a different hue upon its palatial interiors - the marble floors, the ornate chairs, the dresser, the silk furnishings - they appeared peach. It was a beautiful sight. Pristine too. Too pristine in fact. So much so, it made him miss the musty smell and creaking doors of his old Aidabadi haveli.

Good thing though - because this was not where he planned to stay anyway.


For starters, Akbar didn't even have to turn around and steal a glimpse of those beautiful yet sleep-deprived eyes, to know that they would be glazed by a thin film of tears - a daughter's tears.

This used to be Mansabdar Jagat Prasad Singh's room - a man who was adored by his people, and a father loved by his daughters. Clearly, for them - and especially for her - this room still held his memories. It deserved to be left alone.

Besides, unless it was absolutely essential, he would never touch what belonged to another man - whether there was a sad daughter in the picture or not.

Bottom-line - this was the old Mansabdar's room and it would stay that way.

'Thank you Ratan Sahib...' he shook his head 'but no thank you...'


'No? Wh... why... why not, Sahib?'

Ratan kaka was startled, as was everyone else - the aura quickly turning a little awkward. What was wrong? Did he want more? Or had they done something to offend the Mughal sentiments? 'Is it not comfortable enough, Sahib?'


'On the contrary...' frowned Akbar at their expressions 'it might be a bit too comfortable for my taste... too fancy... too sunny... right at the center... I prefer staying somewhere quiet... away from the crowd...'



'No thank you... a bit too comfortable for my taste'

She instantly peeped ahead, over a maid's shoulder, at the man who'd made that claim. Ever since the tour had begun, she had kept to herself - not having looked in his direction even once. Till his statement compelled her to allow him one glance from her. Just one quick glance.

Though only part of his back was visible to her, she could make out that the man was busy appraising his surroundings with interest. There was no turban or shawl wrapped around his head today. And his locks seemed to have adopted a free-spirited personality of their own, candidly spilling over the collar of his blue silk tunic and thus upon a part of his broad shoulders.

The walk, the talk, the dress - it was not his typical style.

'Then again...' she scoffed lightly 'a new rank... so, the new guise is expected, isn't it?'



The group moved on, towards the next part of the hallways, approaching what was once the lifeline of the entire haveli - Durga Bai's quarters. Presently though, it was merely an unpleasant room to pass by - the air around the area dead - the heavy doors permanently locked and the room behind them, a horrid reminder of the murder that'd taken place within.

As Khan Sahib approached the area, it wasn't just Heera holding her breath in utter dread. Each person in that group was fervently hoping that the young Mansabdar would not order that the doors be opened.

Or worse, plan to make the room his own.

But of course, Akbar had no such intention. He knew whom the room belonged to. And out of respect for the badi baisa, walked straight past the locked doors, much to everyone's relief.



By the time they'd reached the final segment of the hallways, the mood had lightened. There was chatter and smiles. And those smiles soon evolved into grins when the Mansabdar's otherwise steady pace chose to stall at the entrance of one particular chamber. Harka Bai's chamber.

It was not that Akbar intended to stop here. But there was something in the aura surrounding this place - a familiar pull - that inadvertently slowed his feet down. Besides, the potted plant at the doorway held his gaze for a blink - it was the beautiful rose shrub that he'd felt quite guilty about prodding and poking during his search for the Farmaan.

The plant had actually bounced back to life - its flowers fresher than ever 'Thank you...' A flash of contentment shone in his eyes.


'Whichever room the Sahib picks for himself, THIS is going to be his favourite chamber to visit, isn't it?' A maid whispered to another playfully

'Is this why his feet have come to a standstill here?'

The mischievous remarks that prompted a wave of hush chuckles amongst the ladies weren't meant for his ears. But he did overhear it.

The corner of his mouth twitched into a very faint smirk. Not because he found the joke funny. But because he could read the Sahiba's reactions, without even turning around to observe them - the kind of uncomfortable beats that would be racing in her heart, the worried questions racing in her mind. And with every passing moment that he lingered around, her discomfort was bound to grow.

So with a soft smile under his breath, Akbar decided to make a move.

The Sahiba was already suffering - he would spare the lady from further grief, if he could.




'That one...' he indicated towards the last set of doors on that floor - at the unassuming room that sat at the end of nearly 25 rooms.

'That one?' the manager was puzzled. Far from grand, it was only a mid-sized chamber, tucked away at the top of the corner flight of stairs. 'But, it's not the best room we have... and it's quite awkwardly located... don't you think, Sahib?'

'It seems fine...' shrugged Akbar.

If anything, it was the awkward location that drew him to it in the first place - a location that would make it difficult for maids and guards to loiter outside the room or eavesdrop. It was also the only place from where he could slip in and out of this floor without much ado.


And when he stepped in thereafter, it only convinced him of his choice even further.

An unfussy receiving room.

Leading on to an uncluttered dressing area.

Widening out into an unostentatious private bedroom.

He felt more at home here than anywhere else in the haveli. 'Yes... this will be it...'


Ratan kaka was not convinced - nor was anyone else. But they had to do as asked. Heera, on the other hand, understood precisely WHY he'd chosen that particular room. And while the secretive reasons why he'd chosen that room were not pleasant - for now, she was grateful that he'd chosen not to lay claim to her father's room or her sister's, thus sparing her from further grief by letting the family's memories be as they were.

'Thank you Ma...'





The week that followed...

The bride-to-be...

At the villages, life had become very busy - but not busy in the kind of way that often characterised the lead up to a wedding. It was busy because everyone was struggling to adjust and adapt to change - new houses, new businesses and new languages.

No doubt, her speech had been very effective in reassuring some people that these changes were for the best. Those who knew Khan Sahib had even reconciled with the idea - particularly, the ones who felt indebted to him for saving their honour and lives.

But, there were still many others who refused to warm up to the idea of a Muslim Mansabdar. And many more refused to be delighted at the prospect of an inter-faith wedding - worrying that their baisa was bringing her family's Rajput legacy to an end by taking such a step. So much so, that the traditionalists began sympathising towards the Kunwarsa of Manswar, ready to overlook the prince's misdeeds.

'Kunwarsa might have his faults... but our lives would have been better under him...'

'Our baisa is young... this Mughal Sahib must've taken advantage of her...'

'Yes... he must have brainwashed her against the kunwarsa... so he can get Parnagarh!'

'And now he's achieved his goals!'


Of course, none of these grievances directly reached her ears. However, Heera could sense it. She also realised that the unanimous support she'd enjoyed before, was gone. She didn't blame them for it though. When an educated broad-minded lady like herself needed time to get used to the unfamiliar scenes of Namaz and the sounds of the Azan at her house, it was obvious that the simple folk would react this way.

But there was nothing Heera could do about any of it. Just as she feared, Parnagarh stood divided - a fact that she was forced to accept.


Therefore, it was little wonder that all these issues had taken away from the town-folk's general enthusiasm to celebrate a wedding.


It was up to the people at the haveli to make the baisa's wedding a grand affair - a responsibility they were only too happy to shoulder. After all, it was the first 'happy' occasion, following a string of tragedies - and their Lady deserved a memorable marriage ceremony after the mishaps she'd been through.

Within a day of the announcement, the floral decorations began going up, dispelling a heady fragrance of festivity throughout the house. The mornings were filled with prayers and rituals to appease the family deity. The evenings were for revelry - melodies of songs and drums, chime of anklets as ladies performed the traditional Ghoomar, and echoes of laughter as Bindiya came up with a new poem for each occasion.

No doubt, the void from kakisa's and jiji's absence was glaringly apparent throughout the week. But Gauri tried to fill this void to the best of her ability - playing mother and sister - by taking charge of both, the family customs and preparations of the bridal finery.

Amongst the rush of gaiety, Heera stood like a lone pebble on the seashore - moving with the tide, be it a gentle current or a stormy wave - her inner grief drowned under the crucial obligation to keep-up appearances, over and over again.



Two mornings prior to the wedding, she was seated under a special canopy of swords, while her body was slathered with layers of Haldi-chandan paste and bathed in pots of herbal holy water.

She was meant to play the role of a radiant 16 year old on this occasion. So she did, on the outside. Well, at least that was what the ladies testified to, a hundred times over.

'You are glowing, baisa...'

'May the Goddess protect you from the evil eye...'

'You look divine!'

Heera took their word for it, since she wouldn't know for herself - she didn't even recall the last instance her eyes had glanced at a mirror to admire her own beauty. And she definitely didn't feel beautiful from the inside.

But the Lady didn't let the regrets show, since she was obliged to keep up an appearance.



When Chacha jaan had arrived with a group of ladies earlier, bearing gifts from the groom, she had to carry herself like a cordial hostess. And she carried herself well - smiling in response to the man's ever-endearing antics, ignoring the soft hint of guilt in his eyes throughout.

No, she hadn't forgotten how much she'd respected Chacha jaan once, or how she'd left jiji's 13th day feast midway and tended to Bahadur on his one request. Nor did she forget how he'd returned the favour by spying on her troupe.

But the Lady didn't let the resentment show, since she was obliged to keep up an appearance.



And now, as the skilled Mehendiwali flaunted her prowess by applying intricate patterns of henna on her hands and feet, Heera was meant to resemble a blushing bride. The Islamic Mehendi designs were a novel touch, signifying the merger of two cultures, since simple alta dye was what was traditionally applied at Rajput homes. It was the last pre-wedding ceremony and thus the grandest, the merriment reaching its peak. The halls, hallways and rooms were a flurry of activity, with women decked in their finest and men feasting to their hearts' content. No one seemed to notice anything amiss.

So, the young lady presumed she was acting the part of blushing bride well. The dark thoughts clouding her mind were worsening as the hour went by. But she didn't let the despair show, since she was obliged to keep up an appearance.



By nightfall, this custom was done too. The bustle around her had quietened down, and the lamps had been dimmed. It was then that she decided to call for her friend - hoping the company would lighten her mind's woes, if that was even possible.


'My dear baisa...' Gauri whispered, sitting beside her mistress on the couch, as she frequently did 'Are you feeling alright?'

'Yes...'

'I don't think so Heera... your skin may glow... your lips may smile... and you manage to carry yourself like an empress from an exotic land'

Swiftly dabbing out her own kohl, the maid applied it behind the bride's ears to ward off the evil eye. 'But, you cannot hide from me that something is troubling you... something that you want to tell me, but can't'


Her eyelids lowered, her fingers beginning to trace around the henna lines 'Has there been any response from kakisa yet?'

'If there was, you would be the first to know...'

'All I want is their blessings...' she sighed 'and I miss jiji...'

Gauri observed the beautiful henna lines her mistress was tracing 'Of course... but that's not the only reason you're sad...' she paused 'I've seen the look you had in your eyes at Aidabad, whenever his name was mentioned... and... and I haven't seen that look again, ever since you've returned...'


Heera stopped whatever it was she was doing with her fingers.

'Maybe I haven't forgiven him... for turning me away...'

'Can't forgive him? That's quite unlike your usual self... and I thought you would be only too happy to welcome him back, after everything he's done to make up for his mistakes!'


Alas, it wasn't all that straightforward!

'You talk as though you've made peace with this wedding... that's quick...' Heera tried not to sound annoyed 'from what I recall, you were never fond of him...'

Gauri leaned in, about to share a secret 'Do I really have any other option... now that he's the Mansabdar... and my master?'


Heera glimpsed up, staring closely at the lady's expressions for a few moments - before the two of them broke out into a fit of laughter. A sad laugh it was, but she laughed - after so long.

'Gauri...' she spoke gently once the laughter abated 'I want to spend a few hours alone... in jiji's room... can you please arrange for it?'


The woman slowly sat up straight, the frown between her brows not-so-pleasant anymore. 'Now? Why would you want to go there?' she held the bride's chin up 'Don't do this to yourself, Heera... I beg you... no... now's not the time...'

'Now IS the time, Gauri...' her gaze turned grim 'please trust me... there's a reason I'm doing, what I am...'

Yes, there was a reason indeed. Visiting the room she hadn't dare to visit since that fateful day wasn't a mere whim. It was a 'need' - to lighten her conscience, to heal part of the despair that was eating her from within. Having a heart-to-heart with her sister's soul was the only cure she could think of, that might help her get over the dark thoughts in her mind. It was the only way she could pass the night, so she would be able to sit through the wedding tomorrow.




The groom-to-be...

From the majesty of a velvet chair that sat at the head of this private hall, the young man accepted the colourful array of gifts that the endless stream of visitors were bringing along, returning their gesture with a gracious adab in each instance.

And in a little while, the tables were piled up with baskets of dry fruits, bowls of sweets and trays showcasing silks, jewels and perfumes.

Now, Akbar was no dreamer. But even if he had been one, he would have never envisaged a day like this would be a part of the life he led - a double life that was notoriously difficult to balance.

Yet, such a day had come.


Surrounded by friends and overindulged by relatives-to-be, he looked every bit the handsome Persian groom that he was. Embroidered Salim Shahees had replaced the usual riding boots. A bejewelled turban had taken the place of a riding scarf. The gruff jawline that would often be coated with the fine dust of desert sand, was smooth and slick. And his black eyes seemed even more intense with a soft line of kohl to highlight them.

About to be wedded by next evening, the feeling was a funny one to describe. He was taking this tough step to protect her and yet, with this step came greater worries. A wife. An extended family. Additional people to care for. All of this, on top of the numerous commitments he already had.

How was he going to juggle so many roles at the same time? And when juggling so many roles, would he be able to do justice to each one of them? Who knew? What he did know however, was that no one else but her could have got him to make this life-changing decision.



'Khan Sahib...'

His thoughts disturbed by the fresh rhythms of dhol, he glanced up as Vaid kaka approached him, along with a group of men. In their hands were several platters with gifts - the chief of which, was a tray proudly displaying the large ceremonial sword.

Akbar arose and went forth to receive the bride's party, accepting the symbolic sword with reverence. He then handed it over to Ibrahim to be placed beside the other precious wedding gift that had just arrived - a jewel-encrusted ivory dagger sent by the Shehzaade himself.

'Congratulations...' Vaid kaka smiled 'and welcome to our family, Khan Sahib...'


'Thank you...'


'We wish you all the best'

'What more can we say Khan Sahib... other than we hope you'll take care of us...'

'And care for our bitiya well...'


'Undoubtedly...' nodded the young man 'but, I have a favour to ask... please call me by name... you are all much older than I am... the guardians of Harka Sahiba...'

Ratan kaka and Vaid kaka exchanged an amused smile.

'We do not refer to our daughters' husbands by names...'

'Besides, you are our Mansabdar now... it would not be respectful...'

'But...' added Vaid kaka 'in our hearts, you will be a son to us!' He topped it off by patting the groom's palm with respect. 'Talking of which, I've been meaning to mention this since I saw you, a week ago... you remind me of someone...' he turned to his fellowmen for suggestions 'I can't recall who it is though... '


'Samarth Singh!' Akbar held back the smile that'd almost reached his lips. But he decided to bring since the subject to an end since the topic was beginning to spark a conversation 'Anyway...' he tactfully signalled at Chacha jaan 'I thank you all for the warm welcome and for the wishes...'


'My dear friends...' getting the hint, Chacha jaan took over, by hustling the men towards a large table on one side 'you cannot leave without helping yourselves to our traditional almond candies first...'


'Oh... my!'

'That's kind...'

The men were only too happy to oblige. 'Thank you!'




It was at least another hour or two, before the last of the men had left - and Akbar could finally remove his turban and breathe in peace without coming under the scrutiny of some visitor or the other. Strolling towards the other end of the hall where Chacha jaan stood, he cast a casual glance at the arrangements laid out upon it.

'You've been mighty happy Chacha jaan!'

'All my wishes have come true... I will be relived from my responsibilities... I no longer have to cook your meals for you... and hereafter, I can enjoy the company of Maharaj Sahib... experience his culinary expertise every single day! I have many reasons to be happy!'


The reply was expected. But just as amusing when it came. 'What is this?' Akbar smiled, indicating towards the scroll that Chacha jaan was going through.

'It's the Mahr... the dowry, you promise your bride...'

'And this?' he pointed to a rosewood box that sat beside it.

Opening the large box, the old man revealed an elegant collection of ornaments - set with rows of uncut diamonds and rubies.

'Oh...' Akbar nodded, quite satisfied by what he saw. 'So, this is what I'm meant to be presenting her tomorrow?'

'Yes...'


Casually picking up the set, he examined the necklace closely. To the eye of a keen observer, the designs were perfect. But as a groom, he had absolutely no knowledge of what would be perfect for his Begum Sahiba.

Watching the young man's reactions with interest, Chacha jaan nudged his arm playfully 'Ibrahim's wife chose it... it's supposed to be a typical Rajput design... and I am certain your bhabhijaan can judge necklaces better than you or I ever would...'


'That's true...'

Shutting the box, Akbar put it down.

Gradually, the liveliness in the room died out, giving way to a spell of solemn silence.

'How is she?'


'Gracious as always...' Chachajaan exhaled, wishing there was a better way to word the answer 'she masks her sorrow with a smile...'


'Masks her sorrow with a smile'

Akbar wasn't surprised. After all, these were meant to be the most special days in a girl's life. But for the Sahiba, it was effectively ruined - making it the worst week of her life. What was worse, this was one nasty reality he would never be able to rectify.


'You must go rest now...' Chacha jaan tried a change of topic 'you have a big day ahead of you!'

'Yes...' the young man snapped out of his thoughts with a sigh 'Khuda Hafiz...'

'Khuda Hafiz...'


Chacha jaan watched as the man's shadow slowly disappeared, towards the direction of his private chambers. 'She masks her sorrows with a smile... but, that is only because she doesn't know my son... a time will come when she does... and then she'll realise that there is no one on Earth who could care for her better than my son could!'

He wiped his eyes.

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CHAPTER 33


'Yes!' She did it!

She'd successfully made her way across the empty chamber, past the actual scene of the crime - a small rectangular patch of marble floor, where her sister's bloody body had been found - and reached the other end.

The short journey had almost caused the festive food she'd eaten a few hours earlier, to rise right up to her throat. But she did it, so she could claim her rightful place beside the window balcony - a place that used to be the two siblings' favourite haunt.


Almost every night before retiring to sleep, they would spend some time here - relaxing on the long cushioned couch and gazing at their fields and valleys with pride, while catching up on the day's events. This was where they'd exchanged innumerable laughs, shared secrets, got into many-an-argument and did everything else that sisters did!

No wonder then that when she had an dark confession to make to her sister, this was where she chose to return, hoping to find some closure before the wedding.


'Jiji...' the young bride opened the shutters, after making herself comfortable against a bolster 'in a few hours, I'm going to be married...' she held up her shaky palms, showing them off with a distressed smile 'look at my henna, jiji... these patterns... they've come out the deepest red...'


The next instant, she broke away from the sight of her henna, nervously criss-crossing both palms together. 'Then again, why am I telling you all this... you're aware of it... you've been watching us from above... in fact, this was what kept me going throughout - the belief that you're watching over me, guiding me... which is why, I'm confused, jiji...'

As her glances slowly floated towards the distant outline of the new stables being constructed, a miserable gasp escaped her lips 'Why didn't you stop me? You knew who he was... I... I...' she scoffed at herself 'I... I know it sounds silly... but, I feel like you almost nudged me towards this... I... I mean... almost every time I sought you... or your guidance... I found him instead. WHY? Or, am I mistaken?'


The young lady suddenly sat up 'No... jiji... I haven't come to complain about his betrayal to me... I'll try and bury the hurt... or at least hide it... maybe by reminding myself that I owe him my honour and my life... by reminding myself that I'm obliged to him for saving the lives of our people... but... but... but... it is the betrayal towards YOU that I am unable to get over! MY betrayal towards YOU!'

Her head was beginning to throb 'You were brutally raped and murdered here... yet, a few rooms away, I shall be sleeping beside the man who trained your murderer... that seems so wrong... so so wrong... how can you be alright with that?' she clutched at her chest where it pained most. 'No you can't be alright with that... because if you were in my place, you would NEVER do such a thing to me! You were in love with the Kunwarsa too... if you'd discovered his lying scheming ways beforehand, you would have called off the marriage, wouldn't you? Jiji, or would you have gone ahead with the wedding, if Kunwarsa threatened you? Just to keep the peace? Tell me... tell me SOMETHING... please...'


When Heera found no real answers in the stillness, even after many moments, she wiped her face and passively rested her aching head against the bolster. 'I am confident you would have stood your ground, jiji! Instead here I am, doing the opposite... I gave in to the threats too easily, didn't I? I didn't stand my ground. So, what does that make me? Spineless? A coward? How disappointed are you with me, jiji? Will you be able to forgive my actions and choices?' her tears quietly dissipated into a soft sniffle 'Give me one sign that you will... please...'

As she sat in solitude, hoping for an answer from her beloved sister - the words that subsequently escaped her lips were like the broken fragments of a mirror, revealing the darkest corners of her conscience that hadn't seen light yet.

'And you know what, jiji... there's something else I'm hiding from you... something worse that I haven't confessed to... I am about to be wedded to the Ustaad, Khalil's mentor... that makes me very angry... but somehow... I am not repulsed at the thought of it... at least not as repulsed, as I feel I should be about becoming the Ustaad's wife! This lack of disgust is very upsetting... indescribable... and it's driving me insane! I mean... it's worrying that a man from the enemy camp has full control of my life hereafter... but... but... but... I am terribly ashamed to admit that I am not as petrified of the future as I should be... why? Is it because I've lost the will to fight? Please make me understand these confusing feelings, jiji... talk to me once... just once... I'm waiting...'

Heera fought to keep her eyes open for as long as she could, so that she wouldn't miss the sign that she was certain her sister was going to give her. But eventually, her body lost the battle against sleep.

Her eyelids drew to a shut.





'Baisa...'


'Hmmm...' she moaned


'Baisa...'

'Heera...'


'Yes...' her voice came out hoarse and groggy 'Yes...'


'Heera... wake up...'

'Baisa...'


'Yesss... yesss I am... I am...' yawning and stretching her arms out to shake away the stiffness, the young lady slowly sat up.

Opening her eyelids was an even greater struggle though 'I... I... I... I'm...' It took longer than usual to make sense of the fresh surroundings. Was it because her vision had far greater clarity now than it had most days? Or was it because her throbbing headache was gone? But the place somehow appeared different from what it was last night.

'Window balcony... jiji's room...' she checked again, to be sure 'I... dosed...'


'Dosed off?' quipped Gauri, taking a seat beside the Lady 'You've slept here all night... soundly... like you used to... when Durga...' she swiftly amended her sentence 'well, you slept like a baby!'


'I did?' Heera tucked back the stray strands from her messy hairdo 'That's strange...'


'Yes...' Dhani knelt down to fan out the borders of her mistress' skirt 'so much so that we were both worried, baisa...'

'Dhani and I came in thrice to check up on you... you had no idea... so, we let you sleep...'

'But it's time to wake up, beautiful bride...'

'It's sunrise already... and people are beginning to ask questions...'

'You have to bathe...'

'Get dressed in your special trousseau...'

'And there are plenty of rituals to complete before the groom's baraat arrive...'


'Yes... the wedding...' sighed Heera under her breath 'let's go...'





His chamber...

'So...' holding his chin high, Akbar tied the top part of his tunic into a tight double knot before straightening the collar 'The threats that we received from the capital... they've been dealt with? As instructed?'

'Yes...' Sayyid brought forward the handsome overcoat

'Dealt with, for now?' Akbar slipped his arms into the sleeves of the overcoat 'Or dealt with forever?'

'Dealt with quite effectively' nodded Sayyid, ironing out two folds that ran along the shoulder

'And the scrolls that were meant to be...'

His question was cut short, when Azeez handed him a platter - arranged with pearl chains, large gold rings and a sparkling diamond brooch. 'All of this?' his eyes narrowed with uncertainty - wasn't the display getting ostentatious?

But before the young man could say anything, a strong pair of hands had grabbed his fingers and thumped a chain in them.



'Akbar Mahmoud Khan... you ARE the Mansabdar... am I right?'

Akbar raised a few fingers up to interrupt the questioning 'Ibrahim...'

'Mansabdar Sahib, you ARE getting married today... am I right?'

'Ibrah...'

'You are getting married to the woman of YOUR choice... am I right?'

'Ibr...'

'And you ARE happy... am I right?'

'God!' Akbar exhaled.

He'd guessed where this was going. And he could guess that they weren't going to stop any time soon.



'You always instruct us to step up to the task, right? So, why don't you step up to the task today and play the part of a groom properly?' Ibrahim crossed his arms - following the same style that his friend typically resorted to when flaunting authority 'Take it easy for a day... and stop worrying about work!'


Akbar avenged that interrogation with an intimidating stare. Or so he assumed at first.

But as it so turned out, the stare wasn't intimidating enough to get his men to back off.

So, as a rare exception to the rule, the master finally relented. 'Fine...' He slipped on the chains, slid on the rings, and pinned up the brooch on his coat. 'Hopefully I've stepped up to the task now? Let's leave then... I'm ready...'


'What's the hurry, Akbar?'

'Exactly...' Azeez came forward, offering Ibrahim an emphatic adab 'thank you for saying everything that I've been too scared to tell... but, Khan Sahib... what's the hurry?'


'What do you mean?'


'We spent hours choosing this attire...' he shook his head sadly 'but all along you've been busy fretting over work... and suddenly, you are in a rush to leave...'

'I mean... we do understand your eagerness to get married to the Sahiba... we truly do...' Ibrahim elbowed his pals to egg them on 'but you could at least take a peek in the mirror... to show you us admire our efforts!'

'Well said!'


'You men...' he was trying not to betray a smile 'you must be off your heads!'


'Oh come on, Akbar... be a sport... enjoy the day... relax!' Ibrahim shrugged 'You examine yourself over and over when you're in disguise... why don't you take some time to appreciate yourself now... you wouldn't get to dress up as a bridegroom often, you know...'

'He is right... do it before the Sehra is tied, Khan Sahib... and then you can punish us by sending us to attend to stable duty!'


'Alright!' Akbar rubbed his brow sceptically, before giving in to their pranks by stepping in front of the mirror, to make sure everything was perfect.

The special green silk tunic seemed to complement him well. Brocaded with fine gold threads, the colour flattered his complexion. Draped snugly around the contours of his ripped chest, the material felt like second skin.

In contrast to the green, the thick crimson overcoat of the richest velvet that enveloped his shoulders and arms, resembled a sheath of soft armour.

Offsetting the opulence of the attire, was the plain broad cummerbund that ran tight around his toned midriff, holding every pleat in place.

And finishing it off to perfection were the studded diamond ornaments - dazzling against his dark clothes like the stars spread across a night sky.

Akbar was not vain. Yet, he had to admit - he was quite pleased by what he saw. Well, which man wouldn't be?


'Yes yes... go on... Khan Sahib!' Azeez had just found a new reason to tease the man 'Make sure everything's perfect... so that Harka Sahiba would be impressed by what she sees, when she steals a glimpse of you after the baraat...'

'Or when she steals a few more glimpses of you during the wedding...'

'Or...' Ibrahim paused, his wily grins making it quite clear he was up to no good 'when she steals many more glimpses of you thereafter... when the special night arrives...'

The trio gave up their ongoing struggles to keep their laughter under check, bursting out into many bouts of chuckles. Till the groom was forced to comeback with a stern rebuttal.


'Alright... that's enough! REALLY!'

When the riot had come to a definite standstill, Akbar frowned with relief. A small part of him was dealing with a kind of emotion he was not familiar with - embarrassment. Any longer and his jawline might have turned a shade warmer. No wonder, he was so eager for those boisterous jokes to be brought to an end.

Then again, what was the point of all this - of getting embarrassed or of making sure his attire was perfect? What was the point of the finery and fun, when the one person for whom this was being done didn't care? When this wedding was nothing but a contract for security and benefits? And who knew how long the situation was going to stay that way - months? Years? Forever?

Which is why this groom had neither bothered with the finery, nor with the fun.

However, when he realised that his mates simply refused to treat the wedding that way, when he noticed how Chacha jaan seemed truly happy for the first time in years, the man found it tough to dishearten them by stomping on their high spirits.

'Let's leave...'





The Baraat...

Boom

Pop

Pop

Boom!

The vast valleys rang with bursts and whizzes, as colourful streams of light and sparkles were propelled towards the setting skyline, over and over. Rivalling the sounds of fireworks, were the beats of drums, melodies of horns, songs from composers and dances from performers - during which, thousands of wedding guests lined the pathways to witness the baraat making its way towards the haveli.

The entire procession was a slow and noisy affair, marked by elements from both cultures throughout, right until Bahadur was allowed to come to a complete stop at the gates.


'Thank you...' Akbar patted once he'd dismounted his horse, instructing Azeez to give it an extra handful of peanuts as a token of gratitude for his pet - for putting up with the discomfort and the racket for hours now.

With an army of friends and relatives following him closely, the young man then proceeded towards the main entrance, where ladies stood with platters of lamps and flowers to receive the guests.

After the young groom placed his sword upon the 'thoran', the auspicious string of flowers - as an announcement of his arrival - the elaborate Arti ceremony was carried out.

With traditional Marawari folk songs and dances forming the backdrop, Ratan kaka finally welcomed the groom in with a large floral garland, before leading him towards the private hall, where the men had assembled.





The Nikah...

A short interval was spent on meeting and greeting with important people from both communities, while drinks and refreshments were served all around.

Till the time came for everyone to be ushered towards the area, where the Nikah was slated to take place.

As soon as the groom knelt down on the prayer rug and brought his hands up as an act of worship, the room fell silent.

The Imam then recited a short sermon, following which, he talked the young man through the Holy terms and commitments of a marriage, including the Mahr - the dowry promised to the bride.

Once Akbar gave his willing consent to the Nikah, in the presence of witnesses, the Imam left for the adjacent hall to conduct the other half of the ceremony.





Approaching the bride, who sat amongst a large gathering of women, he presented the proposal aloud, on behalf of the groom.

Having heard the Imam's words, Heera slowly glanced up from behind the screen - her eyes empty, her features impassive, her lips quiet.

'Please reply...' the Imam prodded her, a few moments later 'do you give your consent? And where is your Wali? Or, would you want me to be your Wali?'


'I... I...' She swallowed to moisten her parched throat, but the words failed to form. It was as though her mind had suddenly gone blank. Having forgotten what she was supposed to say, the young lady searched the faces around her, like a lost child, for some form of guidance. But for whatever reason they appeared unfamiliar. Or those that were familiar, didn't know how to help.


Until a frail voice echoed by her side.

'I am her Wali... her guardian...'

It was Chacha jaan.

'Bitiya... I'm here...' he whispered, reminding her that he was still here by her side, ready to give her away 'repeat whatever we ask you to, alright?'


She nodded her head.

With the help of Ibrahim's wife, the old man advised the bride on how to respond to the proposal in Urdu.

'I...' Heera shakily repeated their phrases 'I have agreed to the Mahr offered and I have given myself in Nikah to you... I have accepted the Nikah... I have accepted the Nikah... I have accepted the Nikah'




'Thank you Allah...' whispered Akbar, when the Imam returned to announce his bride's decision 'Thank you...' he smiled again, the softness of his smile masking the flurry of emotions that'd erupted within.

Responding to the news with a nod, he thus displayed acceptance of his new wife - into his home, his heart and his life.

After a few prayers were recited for the goodwill of the new couple, the Nikah was thus solemnized and declared to the crowds with a lot of pomp and fanfare.





The Main hall...

The villagers who'd boycotted the Nikah so far, began making their steady way towards the main hall where the rest of the ceremonies were to follow, letting their presence be felt in large numbers for the Hindu rituals.

Along with the shifting crowds, the bride and groom left their respective halls to proceed towards the Mandap too - both of them sensibly ignoring the divided sentiments of the wedding guests for obvious reasons.

And it was at this juncture, through the thin jasmine strands of his sehra, that he had the first glimpses of his wife.


'M...' His lips were about to part, to mutter a remark under his breath. Instead they momentarily stalled, as did his feet. A fervent heat rushed from within, right up to the surface of his skin.

'Red' A colour he'd never seen her in. But now that he saw her in it, he wondered if she'd reserved the best of herself, for the wedding day.

Her pearly skin appeared to glow beneath that grand red - and as she took each measured step, with eyes lowered behind a sheer veil, the silken fabric of her skirt flowed around her beautifully.

What was more, her petite frame seemed to carry it off with no effort - be it the weight of the heavy wedding jewellery, or the burden of grief weighing upon her. A perfect mix of femininity and inner strength she was. Ethereal.

Allowing his beats to settle down, he resumed his pace, joining the procession towards the Mandap.



Impassive was what she'd been towards the wedding rituals right from that morning. That was how she'd reacted to the first audible sounds of the baraat outside. That was how she'd remained when the news of the groom's arrival had reached her ears. That was how she tried to be, during the Nikah too.

But now that she was meant to take a seat beside him, in front of the Holy Fire, a strange queasiness was beginning to set in. Maybe because of the finality of it all?

'Heera...' Gauri held her shoulders firmly, when the bride had stood in her spot for longer than she must, and guided her towards her seat.



The rituals started off with a few offerings into the fire, after which, the couple were given garlands to exchange. Carrying the heavy garland between her hands, the young lady faced him. Without so much as a peek at his features, she reached forth and garlanded him just as he ducked his head low to make it easier for her - a feat she somehow managed with relative composure.

But when the time for Kanyadaan came, her nervousness grew apace.

For a few empty blinks, she was left staring at the hand he was holding out for her, her own palms having become lead, too heavy to move from their spot. Memories had begun flashing past her eyes. Faces of ones she loved. Jiji. Bapusa. Kakasa Kakisa. None of them were here to give her away. Couldn't ONE of them have been here today?

Thankfully, Vaid kaka who sat right behind her, had sensed her predicament. Picking her right palm, he placed it in the groom's, and blessed the union.


As her slender fingers hovered over his large palm, she wouldn't care to look up. But even in that state of disbelief, there was one thing she couldn't deny.

What should have been an unpleasant experience, somehow didn't feel that way. If anything, his hands felt warm. Welcomingly warm. Why? Was it because the warmth was a brief-yet-welcome respite for her own hands that were now icy cold?

And before she'd found an answer, he did something else that raised another question in her mind. Unbeknown to anyone else, he gently adjusted his hand under hers, securing her palm in his grip.

With her emotions at a million places, she should've instinctively recoiled from that full-fledged touch of his. But she didn't. She let him support her. Why? Was it because her fingers had turned limp and it was his grip that kept them from slipping away? Had he sensed it too?

Whatever the reason, it was the first sense of comfort she'd enjoyed all day - even though she wouldn't admit it to herself.



Shortly, the ends of her veil were tied to the edges of his shawl - signifying the nuptial knot 'Ghat bandhan'.

The moment of the sacred vows had come!

Most of what followed was a haze. A blur.

But she was vaguely aware of being led by him around the Holy fire, the 'Phera', and taking the seven significant steps, the 'Saptapadhi', with him. She was also aware of how her fingers never slipped from his grip once throughout.

Sometime during the course of the Pheras, her eyes fell upon the canopy of unsheathed swords that Mohan banna, Daya banna, Bajrang banna and Ratan kaka were holding overhead, as if to protect her from evil eyes. It was a gesture that lifted her spirits to some extent. As did the genteel shower of flowers and smiles that never stopped raining over her - a reminder of the love that these people had for their baisa.


Before she knew it - Heera was sitting by his side again, her veil lifted, her hair uncovered, so he could fill her hairline with the red vermilion, the 'Sindoor'.

She could perceive the heat of a thousand eyes watching her unveiled face right then, but it was nowhere as intense as the sensation of his dark eyes upon her, studying her expressions closely. So overwhelming was the sentiment that her eyes shut close as soon as she noticed him picking up a pinch of red powder.

'Ma Bhavani... bless me' a shudder rattled her spine, when she felt the cold ornaments on her forehead being moved aside. 'Jiji...' her throat painfully choked up, an instant before he filled the partition of her hair with the auspicious red powder 'your little sister's a married girl...'

With a large new nose ring replacing the old one she wore, and sparkling new pairs of toe rings slipped into her toes, the ceremony reached its culmination.





Later that night...

'No...'

'Please...'

'No...'

'Please...'

'No... no more of this!' Ibrahim, Azeez, Sayyid and the remaining groomsmen stared at the women, who were blocking off the entrance to the Mansabdar's main chamber

'He's hosted a splendid Valeema, a banquet for all the guests...'

'He's given you gifts...'

'And emptied his pockets too...'

'What further do you women want from our Khan Sahib?'

'We have one last task for Akbar bhaijaan...' the ladies hid their suggestive grins behind the edges of their veils 'if he passes this task, we will let them go... leave them both in peace for an entire day, if that is what they wish...'


'Alright' Akbar tried not to let his exhaustion show 'What task?'


'Oh worry not... it's one of our traditional games...'

Ibrahim's wife quickly whispered something into her friend's ears, who scampered off to return with a wide cauldron of water, which was placed in front of Heera's feet - in such a way that the bride's reflection fell in the water. 'Bhaijaan... imagine you're seeing your bride for the first time...'

The lady had to pause and allow the burst of laughter in that room to settle down - apparently, everyone was finding it difficult not to snigger at the irony of that statement 'So, describe what you see... like a poet would!'


'A poet?' he scoffed mildly 'you know I am no poet, bhabhijaan...'


'Which is what makes the task challenging, doesn't it?'

He looked at his mates for some form of support. But it quickly became obvious that they'd switched sides too - maybe because they knew that if not for this day, they would never get to see their Sahib play the role of a poet again.

'Traitors!'


Squeezing his tired eyes, he finally gave in by glimpsing down at the cauldron of water. Through the soft ripples, he observed the outline of her face, before honing in on her features.

Everyone else was finding the game very amusing, but Heera was not laughing. In fact, she hadn't giggled once.

Why would she?

Had the circumstances been different, not only would she have appreciated the humour, she would've probably enlivened the ambience with her typical witty one-liners.

But now, the games were not so smile-inducing.

Besides, to be kept waiting in this smallish receiving area, for nearly half an hour, at the end of such an exhausting day, in this agonisingly heavy attire, with him by her side, was by no means ideal.


Having said that, secretly, she didn't want the fun and the frolic to end - and this despite the fact that her body was a tired wreck.

Because, if everyone left, it would mean she would be alone with HIM. And the very idea of spending the entire night with the man, alone, terrified her.

It had made her antsier as the guests began leaving. And it had kept her from finishing most of her plate during the Valeema.

He, on the other hand, was obviously having the time of his life - even though he didn't say as much.

And why not - with people from both his side and hers, fawning over him - from the moment he'd arrived, right up to the banquet half an hour back!

Did that mean he was misleading her when he claimed that this marriage was only a 'business deal'? Come to think of it, the man's intentions were still so vague.

Which was what terrified her most, about stepping into that room with him alone. Who knew what more she was meant to discover tonight? How many more scheming faces of him she was yet to face?



'Oh?' His brows knit into a frown at the expressions in her reflection - he had read her thoughts like she'd written them for him on paper.

Now, Akbar wouldn't argue with all of her observations. He HAD enjoyed the Keema Pilaf, the Koftas and the Kebabs from the Mughalian fare. And he DID help himself to Maharaj kaka's delicious Koba rotis, Kachoris and Kadhi twice.

But that was it.

He was just as tired of the extravaganza as she was. Yes, he could have ordered them to tone it down a few notches - but as the new Mansabdar he did not want to worsen a delicate situation by offending her people. Anyhow, he knew these celebrations weren't going to last beyond a week.

Besides, in future, if there ever came a day when she would stop being angry with him, when she would forgive him, she might want to look back upon her marriage fondly. Then, there would be no regrets that she hadn't had a grand wedding.



'What happened, Khan Sahib?' the voices drew them both out of their silent banter

'Our bhabhijaan has left you tongue-tied, has she?'


'I... was thinking of a few nice lines... that's all' Akbar pensively scratched the top of his brow, trying to come up with something good enough -

'I... I...' he cleared his throat

'I broke a few rules and went against the norms,

With no regrets whatsoever.

Because every time I gaze into your eyes,

I'm reminded why I did for you, what I would do for no other!'


The room that'd fallen quiet, stayed quiet - everyone still surprised by his modest yet sweet attempt at poetry.

The ongoing silence however was making it quite uncomfortable for her, since it meant she could actually hear her beats loud and clear.

'That's enough!' she demanded her heart stay still. But the disobedient thing apparently had a mind of its own!

She had told herself that she wouldn't get carried away, whatever he came up with. Yet, as soon as she decoded his message - I'm reminded why I did for you, what I would do for no other - the true meaning of which, only he and she would know, her heart had gone racing off like a wild horse.

But the embarrassing lull was brought to an end thereafter, when the crowd erupted into a roar of claps, in appreciation of the man's efforts.





Midnight...

Heera watched as the last of the folks left, her pulse skipping a few extra counts as the heavy curtains of the room were drawn to a shut.

And then there was silence - deafening silence.

She stood transfixed in her spot, unaware of what she must do. Must she turn around and face him? The very prospect made her weak in her knees.

'Maybe I can sit down for a while...'

But the only accessible 'seat' anywhere nearby, was the bed.

'No!' she swiftly dismissed the thought. It would give off the wrong signals. 'I'll just stand here...'

So, 'just standing there', Heera fidgeted with her rings. Two moments thus passed, though it felt like two hours had gone by. 'Should I speak up? Will he say something about what was implied when we'd discussed the conditions of this marriage... should I bring it up?'

'No!' she frowned upon her own ideas 'No... no... how odd would it seem if I raised the subject... it's so personal... anyway he would've understood it too... doesn't have to be repeated!'

Sensing a movement close by, she glanced around with a start, when she realised he was crossing over to get to the dresser.

Sceptical, she peeped up.

He took off his turban and set it down.

Then, he removed his chains.

Then, the rings.

Then, the brooch.

Then, he slipped off the overcoat and hanged it on a chair.

Then, he untied the collar knot of his tunic.

'Oh Lord...' she stopped peeping 'Maybe I MUST bring it up... remind him of what he said three weeks ago... that this marriage was only to keep up appearances...'

But, would he care to respect her wishes tonight, when he'd disrespected her wishes numerous instances in the recent past?



'Ai Khuda...' he loosened his collar, having had just about enough of the fanciful dress. Pulling up his sleeves, he stepped close to a large bowl and splashed handfuls of scented water on his face and neck like he did every night!

Patting himself dry, he took a quick peek in the mirror, before opening the top drawer of his dresser. 'The gift'

He drew in a deep breath, unsure if he must give it to her now. Then again, it WAS a wedding gift.

But, what was he supposed to say? How was he even supposed to greet her? 'Congratulations?'

Surely, that would only sound like a taunt to her!

'Hand it to her and she'll figure out the rest...'



'What are your intentions, Mansabdar Sahib?'

The unnerving question popped-up in her head thrice, as he began approaching her.

True, some of the Mansabdar's gestures over the past three weeks had been thoughtful. He hadn't forced her to forgo her religion - for which, she was very grateful. He had spared her father's room. And even come up with some nice lines of poetry today.

But that didn't mean she would forget everything bad he'd done to her.

Over the past three weeks, he'd thankfully kept out of her way. But hereafter, in the eyes of the world, he was her husband and master. Therefore, anything he said or did to her, could not be questioned - whatever they'd agreed upon at first!

Was he planning to take advantage of their new relationship, then? Hopefully not!

She'd yielded to his blackmail, for the sake of a 'deal'. She was not ready to share an intimate relationship with a man who'd betrayed her.



The moment he brought his feet to a halt in front of his bride, Akbar knew what it was that'd kept her transfixed to her spot. He also knew from the worry lines between her brows that she would not look up or meet eyes with him any time soon.

However, from where he stood, HE could look at her. And he felt inclined to - seeing how this day would never come in their lives again.

So, he did.

Be it, those familiar features he could never tire of - like her long eyes, petaline cheeks and flaming red lips. Or the fresh marks of a married woman he'd never seen on her - like the henna and the Sindoor - marks that tied her to him in strange ways.

It was only a short spell that her beauty had been a subject of his intimate study, but it was definitely enough to get his body speaking the language it spoke whenever it felt her close by. And the aftermath was becoming more profound than ever before - since he didn't douse the flames instantly, or glance away like he did every other instance. 'Mashallah!'



'W... why...why doesn't he say something?'

Imprisoned under his gazes, her fingers had turned white from kneading against each other so hard.

No, Heera wasn't worried that he was going to force himself upon her. He was not that kind of man. However, he was the kind to entrap a woman with blackmail to suit his needs. So, was he going to entrap her till she had no other way but to surrender to his demands?

No, she WOULDN'T let herself be entrapped once again!

'Wh...' The young lady took a slow step back, noticing the diminishing distance between them - so much so that she could literally hear the sound of his beats and feel his warmth of his skin. What was going on in that mind of his? Did he have a new trick up his sleeve she wasn't aware of? 'No... please don't let him deceive me any further... '

What if she failed to wriggle out of his wily tricks again? What if she was cornered into giving-in to him tonight? 'Maybe, I'll ask for a few weeks... to buy time...'

But, what if he refused?

Suddenly, a crazy memory sprung up from nowhere. It was something she'd heard old ladies advise young girls on their wedding nights - especially, if these girls had ended up with husbands they did not like -

'You have to put up with the man, anyway... so, close your eyes... think of something else... the night will be over and morning will come before you know...'

'God! Silly me!' she huffed through a tremor, immediately pushing away that unpleasant imagery 'Please Ma... let it not be how this night ends! Besides, he's much too conceited... too proud... too self-respecting to let it come to that!'

'Or, am I wrong?'

Either way, she had to say something soon. She'd been staring at the floor forever. Any more of this and uncertainty would've eaten away most of her insides.

Driven to exasperation, Heera finally looked up. But just as she did so, she had to avert her gazes. She'd done the mistake of meeting eyes with him for a flash - and the intensity in them was too overpowering. 'I... I wanted to talk ...'



'Begum Sahiba...' he held out his hand, his manner sombre 'Here's something for you'


Mildly taken aback by the interruption, and by his formal tone, she observed the rectangular object in his hand. It appeared to be a jewellery box of some sort. 'Oh...' She hadn't noticed it before. Maybe because she was so busy staring at the floor.

'Thank you...' it took her a while to respond.

It took her longer to receive it from him.

And even longer to realise that she must open it once, for courtesy sake, to acknowledge the gesture.

'Oh...' it was a beautiful set of ornaments studded with uncut diamonds. 'It's nice...' she nodded slowly 'thank you...'


'You're welcome...' he responded with an adab.

And just like that, he walked away from her presence.

Still reeling from the puzzling turn of events, she continued staring in his direction - while he calmly approached his table, removed a few scrolls from its drawer, opened up the writing kit, pulled a chair and sat down to tend to his business.

'You're working? Now?'

It was meant to be a question in her head, but came out aloud instead.



'Well...' Akbar shrugged, glimpsing up from the documents 'I admit, I am no expert in these matters, Begum Sahiba... but I think if we both don't spend at least a few hours here tonight, we'll end up being the talk of the town tomorrow... so...'

'Oh...' an embarrassed gasp slipped through her lips.

'Anyway... with the wedding and everything else going on, I have a lot of work pending... so...' he indicated towards the bed 'you go ahead... rest... this is going to take me a while...'

'Oh... a... alright' she stuttered, still surprised by how the night had turned out. She'd worried needlessly, hadn't she? But then, which girl wouldn't worry when she was in such an unusual marriage, with a man whose actions were so unpredictable and mind so unreadable?

'Anyway...' she glimpsed away, hoping to hide the colour that was beginning to ride back up her pale cheeks. Colour that partly came from feeling abashed. Partly from being amused. Partly from feeling a bit foolish. But mostly, from relief - 'Treat this wedding like a business deal... go through with it... for the sake of appearances...'

He'd meant it!

'Thank you...' she gradually began walking towards the bed 'for respecting my sentiments'




'Good night...' he briefly watched, while she retreated towards the bed, his eyes hazed with poignancy.

No he hadn't had great many expectations from this special night. But he hadn't planned on gifting her the set and walking off abruptly either. He would have preferred having a short conversation with her. Perhaps, continuing to behold her feminine form behind that sheer veil for little longer. He'd taken a step closer to do so, his heart racing faster than it did during the most thrilling of chases - a feeling he cherished.

However, that was when he realised something else too.

The thrill was beginning to feed temptation. The temptation to close-in on his bride. The temptation to unveil her face. The temptation to hold her in an embrace. To tangle his fingers in her hair. To lay claim upon the lips he'd never claimed yet. In essence, the temptation to take it a few stages beyond the point where they'd ceased their affections, by the canal.

Moreover, there were those few other factors driving it ahead too - the fact that as a bride, she was more mesmerising than ever today. That he was within his rights to want her tonight. And that there was no one stopping him from doing so here.

But these were temptations that he couldn't act upon. And the longer he observed her, the closer he stood, more difficult it was getting to moderate these temptations.

His body was turning into an inferno of unrequited passion - but, he couldn't share any of that warmth with her. Because, he could not touch his wife, like he'd touched her as a lover! And the emotions he saw as she briefly glanced up - the fear, the mistrust - it added to the rude doses of reality.

Putting an end to the self-torture, he'd stopped his gazes from tracing the outlines of her alluring form. He broke the silent tryst - quite abruptly, in fact. Since that was the only way he knew to snap out of the effects of her spell!

He'd wanted to observe his bride from close quarters.

He had.

Now, work would keep his mind distracted.




'I... I...' Heera wasn't sure which side of the bed she must take. She was about to ask, but thought the better of it when he seemed to be busy. So, she picked a side that she assumed wasn't his.


Soon thereafter, her eyelids dragged to a slow close.

And then reopened with a start.

It was awkward trying to get used to the unfamiliar pillows - especially in that wedding attire. It was awkward trying to make herself comfortable on a bed that wasn't hers - especially with some of the lights still on. She twisted a bit. Turned a bit.


Sometime later, her eyes slowly shut again.

And, reopened again.

It was really awkward sleeping in a room that wasn't hers - especially with a man sitting right across. Imagine how awkward it would get when he decided to finish his work and slip into bed - beside her.

The young lady was sure she wasn't going to get any sleep here tonight. So, she tinkered with her jewellery. Toyed with her toe rings.

'Toe rings...' Heera hadn't enjoyed the ceremonies. But one thing that did fascinate her were the 'toe rings'. She'd always wondered about them when she watched married women flaunting those small ornaments with pride. And since she had them on, she had to admit, the feeling was nice.

'A pair of toe rings... a new nose ring... a pinch of vermilion...' Suddenly she was a different woman altogether.


Her eyelids came down heavily.

The next time they reopened, it was mid-morning the following day.

He was gone, his side of the bed just as it was when she'd drifted off - untouched.


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CHAPTER 34

'Ooowch'

His eyelids shrunk shut as soon as a thin beam of light slipping-in through the curtain slits struck his face hard. He squeezed both sides of his aching head between his palms 'I need a maid... to massage my head...'

He tried getting up using the support of his elbows, and that was when he noticed his semi-clad torso 'Oh' his hazy glances incidentally slipped towards the feminine silhouette, that lay under the covers, beside him. 'Durga?'

'No... no...' he winced 'it's my wife!'

Then again, she did bear a striking resemblance to Durga Bai. Isn't that why he'd picked her from an array of proposals and paintings of Rajkumaris that they'd received, following their uneventful trip to Bansi.

Once upright, he went about doing up the undone knots of his tunic - which was not an easy task given the state that he was in!


'Kunwarsa... Kunwarsa Mahendar... a soldier has brought news for you!'


'Ma Bhavani!' Did someone have to call for him NOW?

'Ask him to wait outside...' groaned the prince.

Grabbing a couple of minted clove pods from a bedside bowl, he stuffed himself with the mouth freshener to mask the smell of alcohol he'd downed after his wife had slept.

He brushed back his hair, neatened his attire and temporarily forgot the fact that he was suffering from an acute hangover. He did not like to be caught looking shabby - not by his soldiers, not even by his wife.

'My dear...' He caressed her hair 'wake up...'

'Huh?' She stirred on her pillow 'Wh... what?'

'It's past sunrise'


'Sunrise? Wait... what!'

She sat up with a start 'PAST sunrise?'

She hurriedly got off the bed to get herself presentable - retying her veil, slipping on jewellery and brushing her hair as fast as her fingers would allow her to do so 'Kunwarsa...' Her voice was almost shaking from panic 'you appear fresh... How long have you been awake?'

'Almost an hour'

'Almost an hour?' her eyes widened 'Then, why didn't you wake me up, Kunwarsa?'

'I did mean to wake you up... But, when I saw you fast asleep... my eyes were drawn towards your angelic features... I began gazing and lost track of time...'

'Kunwarsa...' She gasped, pulling her veil down to hide her flushed cheeks 'you spoil me with flattery... but, with your permission, I must leave now'

Taking his silence as a 'yes', she made haste towards the entrance.


But just as she was about to exit, a firm hand grabbed her from behind 'I didn't give you permission to leave, you know...' he whispered in her ears, slipping his palm around her waist.

'Kunwarsa... I... I...' her throat dried up - from the effects of her husband's avid affections - and even more so from fear of what her mother-in-law would have to say about her delay! 'Three days in a row, I've overslept... and... and... and... been late for the morning prayers... what will Ranisa think of me? She wasn't too happy yesterday...'

'You can tell her the truth...' he grinned softly, being a tease 'that I'm the evil one who's been keeping you awake all night...'

'Kunwarsa... y... you know I wouldn't say that...'


Amused, Mahendar turned her around to study her eyes.

Her eyelids were lowered, but he knew her mind.

She was a typical chaste young lady who would never speak ill of her husband, come what may.

He liked that about her.

Her hair fell in distinct curls, framing cheeks of lucid ivory. Her lips were redder than rubies and her eyes a riveting raven-black. She reminded him of someone in particular.

He liked that about her.

She was well-cultured and came from an eminent family of aristocrats. She had untainted royal Rajput blood in her. And he definitely liked that about her.

The wedding might've been a rushed affair, but he could not have asked for a more ideal wife to carry on the Manswari lineage. And he would cherish her for it.

Yet still, she was innocent as a lamb - never questioned anything he said, never defied anything he did. Basically, she didn't 'challenge' him. She was no Durga Bai.

Perhaps, there was no other Durga Bai.'

Darn Khalil!'

Kissing his wife on the forehead, he gave her his permission 'Alright my dear... you may go now...'

'Thank you...' she stroked his hand with love, before turning around to join her maids.



He waited for the sounds of anklets to fade from the corridors outside, before summoning his soldier into an adjacent meeting room.

'Khamma Ghani Kunwarsa...'

'It's been a while' Mahendar nodded 'I do hope you have good reason for your prolonged absence...'


The soldier's eyes gleamed with a sense of achievement 'You might want to take a seat, Kunwarsa... you wouldn't believe what updates I've brought you!'

'Take a seat?' the prince jutted his chin out 'Are you suggesting that I'm too delicate to face the news you've brought me?'

'No... no... no... I wouldn't dare suggest such a thing, Kunwarsa...' he shook his head sheepishly 'I meant... I was at Parnagarh for the past few weeks... and you wouldn't believe all that has happened...'


'Parnagarh?' Maybe, he'd just found the perfect cure for his hangover 'Go on...'





Parnagarh

Rear gardens...

Tilting towards one side of the armrest, she rested her chin upon her palm and slowly flipped another page of a book - a book she'd already read thrice. The afternoon was quiet. For at least another hour or two, it seemed like there was nothing else to do.

The water-well disputes amongst the villagers had been settled for today.The patients at the sick house had been paid a visit. The accounts had been tallied, the kitchen meals planned and domestic duties supervised.

Come to think of it, there were no worries to keep her preoccupied this noon, were there?

Heera was afraid to admit it, but maybe life was returning to relative normalcy.


'Really?' she put down the lens beside her, since she was able to manage without its help.

Was is true? Was life returning to somewhat normalcy?

Had she been asked the same question seven nights ago, her answer would have been a definitive 'No'.

Especially when she stood as that crushed young bride, on that dark night, facing the man she'd just married - a man she knew all too well, and yet knew nothing about.

Why, even after he'd sat down to work at the table and suggested that she must go ahead and rest - Heera wasn't sure what to make of any of it - the night, their wedding, or their relationship.

But it was when she awoke next morning to notice his side of the sheets untouched - an unexpected finding - that she breathed her first sigh of relief. She got to spend the night undisturbed. She'd finally been granted some space and privacy after the several exhausting ordeals forced upon her.

Thank God for small mercies!


Of course, she didn't know how HE'd spent the night. And she didn't care.

At least that's what she told herself - although the curious questions did find a way to pop-up in her mind every so often.

'Had he worked away all night?'

'Had he dosed off on a makeshift couch?'

Either way, if he had gone so far as to NOT take his place on the bed beside her, could she dare to hope that he might keep-up the rest of his promises too? That he would not ruin her and her people, just to keep his Shehzaade happy?

Then again, playing with words like 'hope' and 'trust' around Akbar Mahmoud Khan seemed as risky as playing with fire.


For instance, the wedding night was the last time that the two had been together, alone. Neither had he invited her over to his room thereon, nor had he visited her chamber. In fact, apart from a few formal discussions as they crossed paths in the courtyard, or a fleeting adab as they chanced upon each other during meals, they hadn't had a single proper conversation yet.

So, she must have felt reassured that he was keeping out of her way. Yet, a worrying thought plagued her briefly, each night before bedtime.

What if he suddenly changed his mind about the nature of their relationship? Now that he was the Mansabdar, what if he decided that he wanted a son to carry on his legacy, and demanded one from her?



'Oh God!' she put the book down, looking up at the plains beyond.

One thing she had to admit. Over the past week, he HAD handled his private affairs both, stealthily and efficiently. So much so that even Gauri and Mohan banna did not suspect anything untoward about the new Mansabdar.

Why, despite knowing the truth, even SHE had no idea where he went or what he did - whether he stayed in his room or slipped out at night, whether he sent Sayyid to do his dirty work for him or Ibrahim.

She had no idea, and frankly, she was happy for it to stay that way. Because, his 'double' life was something that did not concern her.

What did concern her however, was her own affairs. And so far, it seemed like he did not plan to interfere in her duties either.

At least that was what she had to presume since he sent back, through Ratan kaka, all of Parnagarh's records and account-books, along with a message to her -

'Harka Sahiba,

I am handling far too many responsibilities already. It would be of great help to me if you could continue supervising Parnagarh's accounts like you have been, all these days. So, I am returning the documents back to you.

Regards,

Akbar Mahmoud Khan'

Heera was in high spirits immediately after she'd read it. He was handing her back her responsibilities in his own canny way, wasn't he?

But the joy was short-lived.

Doubts steadily crept back in. What if it was only an act to create a good impression? What if he took everything back one day?



'God!' Tired of thinking and overthinking it all, she let her gazes be drawn towards the muffled sounds of cheers and claps in the distance. It was the sounds of the horse races coming from the new stables. 'HIS stables.'

Still under construction, the enormous structures had broken what used to be a seamless skyline of greens and blues by occupying one of the best spots of Parnagarh - its barns, sheds and training fields covering an area five times the size of his plot at Aidabad.

Heera wasn't impressed.

But strangely, the Parnagarhis weren't so fazed.


If anything, they were becoming quite intrigued by the sight of these exotic horses - and fascinated by how they raced!

About this time daily, the racehorses were sped against each other, as part of their training. And this was steadily turning into an attraction of sorts. After all, it WAS an expensive kind of entertainment that most had never witnessed before.

The first couple of days, only the Haveli's stable-boys and gardeners stood and watched. Soon, they were joined by the guards and the maids. And since yesterday, villagers - children, men and women too - had started walking up the slopes to add to the audience.

Now, as baisa, she would've objected if the distraction was beginning to affect work. But since it wasn't so, she kept her opinions to herself, while others did whatever it is they wanted to do during the hour.




'Baisa...' Dhani and Bindiya approached her, along with a group of maids 'you're in the gardens... all by yourself... why don't you come along with us... to watch the races?'

Heera raised a brow quizzically 'You ladies are going too?'

'Well it is a pleasant day...'

'And there's still two hours for the evening lamps to be lit...'

'So... Gauri let us go'

'Please come along baisa... it would be fun'


'Oh no no... you ladies go ahead...' she returned to her book 'I am not too interested'

'Not interested?' Dhani moaned 'But baisa you used to travel with Durga baisa for days on end... to horse fairs... to watch such races... and now that you have some rare breeds in your own backyard, you claim you're not interested!'

'I... I...' Heera found herself struggling to cook up a response to that query 'actually, I would like to finish this book...'

'But baisa...' Bindiya enthusiastically knelt by her feet 'we were hoping you would accompany us... you have always been so good at guessing the winning racehorse. And I was hoping to take your help for a bet...'


'Bet?' The otherwise flat look in her eyes instantly perked up, as Heera abandoned the comfort of her backrest 'You ladies have started BETTING on these racehorses?'

Crinkling her nose, Bindiya shifted her sheepish glances from one lady to another 'It's fun... nothing serious... we wouldn't do it often...' she held her mistress' palm 'so please... please... come with us'

When she received no response several plea-filled moments later, her eyelids lowered with dejection 'you used to be such fun, baisa'


'Bindiya!' the ladies gasped 'Don't speak that way...'

'I... I'm sorry, baisa...' Bindiya slowly stood up 'I didn't mean to sound rude...'


Heera sighed 'That's alright... you may go'

She watched in silence as the ladies subsequently saluted her and then began making their way out of the rear gardens, for the training grounds.

'You used to be such fun, baisa'

A startling remark. But it was true, wasn't it? She had stopped being fun, hadn't she? Her mind was perennially worried of late - worried if there was something to fret about, worried if there was nothing to fret about.

Strange! Even when she'd fled from Parnagarh with no sister, no home and no hope, she used to be able to smile. At least for the sake of her people. Why was it so much more difficult to do the same now?


'Bindiya...' she called out, when they were still within earshot 'what is the commission I will be given... for predicting one winning horse correctly?'


The young maid stopped in her tracks.

'Baisa?' she spun around elatedly 'Commission? ANYTHING you ask for!'





Training grounds...

'What's happening there?'

Ibrahim indicated towards the ruffle amongst the gathering crowds at the opposite end - the part of the training grounds closest to the Haveli.


Having just finished grooming a horse, Akbar flung the saddle upon it and cast a half-glance over his shoulder to check out the source of the commotion.

But within the next beat, he was compelled to pause everything he was doing.

'Begum Sahiba?' The grim lines on his forehead - the sign of a hectic afternoon - steadily eased out. 'She's here? As part of the audience?' he smirked mildly, in disbelief 'To watch the entertainment?'

Was it idle curiosity that'd led her here? Or was it something else? Either way, her presence here was nothing short of a miracle!

Over the past week, far from having had a personal chat, they'd barely even exchanged niceties. In fact, the last instance he saw her from close quarters was 7 mornings ago - during that dawnbreak, when he decided to stop by his bed, once, before leaving the chamber.

She was fast asleep, cocooned within his sheets, blissfully unaware of the world around her, blissfully oblivious to him watching her. And as he observed his bride's restful form, his sleep-deprived eyes had briefly lit up, his firm jawline softening into the slightest smile at the sight of her drowsy features. That intoxicating picture was still fresh in his mind like it was from a moment ago, the memory tucked away in the safest corner of his heart forever.

But after that, there was nothing. No conversations. No cordialities exchanged. And she seemed happy for things to remain that way.

Which is why, to see her casually stroll by to his workplace, today, was almost startling.

Nevertheless, whatever it was that'd brought his Begum Sahiba here, her presence was a respite from the routine scenes of horses and hooves that he'd been dealing with - a pleasant respite, in more ways than one!

Lifting his palm up to his temple, the young man greeted the lady across the field, thus bringing the clamour around him to a genteel standstill.

'Adab...'


From where Heera stood, she could not read his expressions. But she did not need to read them to know what he must thinking. In fact, she could guess the myriad of questions that would be playing in his mind ever since he must've seen her arrive.

And she would be lying if she said the thought did not make her uncomfortable.

'Baisa...' whispered Bindiya 'Khan Sahib offered you an adab...'

'Thank you Bindiya... but, it's alright... I know... I... I can see quite clearly today...'

Having snapped out of her brief stupor, Heera reverted back to the young man across the field, reciprocating his gesture with a nod. 'Thank you...'


Akbar then returned his attention to the stallion he was tending to, and handed its reins over to a stable-boy, to get the races started off.


As the horses were allowed to run around, warming-up for the trial races, Heera's eyes were swiftly drawn towards one particularly magnificent specimen. Its skin a snowy-white, the beast dominated every other horse in both, style and speed. There was another charming stallion too - a chestnut brown. Others were good too, but these two in particular, could apparently outrun even the likes of Bahadur.

'That snowy white... and that chestnut brown...' she murmured, leaning over the boundary for a better glimpse 'those two are Arabian racehorses... aren't they?'

'I... I... am not sure, baisa...'

'I... I think so...'


'Yes baisa...'

Two ladies approached her from a crowd standing close by

'They both are purebred Arabian racehorses...'


Heera spared a quick glance at the fresh faces who'd just joined her.

'We... we didn't mean to be intrusive, baisa...'

'We overheard you asking... so...'


'It's alright...' she nodded 'go on...'

'Baisa... they're being trained for the races in the upcoming horse fair... they'll fetch us a handsome price there...'

'Khan Sahib is confident they'll win...'


'Really?' the young lady frowned as she decided to turn around and study them closely this time.

Two maids. Both young. Both pretty. And both faces not-so-familiar. 'And you know all this because...'

The pair exchanged a few abashed smiles 'We are newly-appointed stable-maids for the Haveli's barns...'


'I see...' she nodded slowly - still unable to decide if she found it odd or impressive that this duo had supposedly picked up so much about horses, races and the entire business in under a week.

Nevertheless, Heera wasn't going to allow herself to feel 'small' for knowing so little about her husband's business. It was, after all, a calculated decision to stay away from anything concerning him.

Moreover, she was here only to keep her close maids company. That too, only for one race.

'Alright thank you...' she nodded, and turned ahead again, since the trial races were about to start.


First race...

The chestnut brown, Bahadur and three other horses had lined-up behind the start-line, side-by-side. The referee stood beside them with his flag, and the time-keepers stood at the finish-line with their markers. Once the riders had assumed their positions, Akbar took up his designated spot - a place that offered him the best possible view of the circular race tracks.

Silence fell over the noisy crowd like a curtain.

Then, the referee waved the flag.

Off the riders went, charging as fast as they could to complete three laps around the tracks - thunderous cheers and roars from the audience urging them to reach heady speeds as they did so.


'Baisa...' Bindiya tapped Heera's hand in a frenzy 'tell me... which one should I bet for?'

Heera smiled. This was an easy choice 'The chestnut brown'


Sure enough, three rounds around the racetrack later, the chestnut brown was declared the winner. Bahadur came in third.

The riders subsequently dismounted, and the horses were given a few moments to catch up on their breath, before they were directed towards the start line, one by one.

But just as Bahadur was being led away, it stopped - not letting its rider escort it back. It'd spotted her in the crowd - standing with what looked like a pleasant smile on her face after so long. Then, how could it return without claiming a few pats from its favourite Hakim Sahiba?

Forcing its rider to come along, Bahadur trotted gently towards her, bringing along with it, stares from nearly half the audience. Most notably, the curious stares of its master.


Embarrassed by the sudden attention, Heera hoped to end the encounter quickly. She did not want to indulge the pet since she did not want this bringing back memories of Aidabad. Nor did she want to be giving its master hope by giving out the wrong kind of signals. So, she offered the animal a quick nod and a rushed pat.

But such half-hearted gestures would not suffice for a horse that was used to better. So, it stubbornly stayed put, continuing to bob its head in front of the lady, till she had no choice but to glance into its long familiar eyes.

And not surprisingly, when Heera did so, her genteel heart began melting. How could she punish an innocent animal for the mistakes of its master?

'You ran very well... I'm proud of you' she relented, patting its head with earnest affection, trying not to think of the fact that HE was observing her closely. 'Go on now... everyone's waiting...'

Very pleased that it'd achieved what it had set out to achieve, Bahadur turned around and trotted back to the start-line with its head held high.


Watching his pet return to him, Akbar's brows knit into an arch. No, it was not Bahadur's antics that amused him. That was expected. What amused him was the Sahiba's antics.

She was uncomfortable by the very thought of being watched by him. Yet, she seemed to want to linger around as a spectator at his races, where it was obvious she'd be a distraction to him. She had to even think twice before holding his pet - an animal she truly loved. Yet, she seemed to have no qualms enjoying the entertainment his racehorses provided. And if he wasn't mistaken - even betting on the winners while doing so!

'Interesting!' He definitely wanted to see where this was going to go.


Second race...

The instant the flag was waved; snowy-white, chestnut brown and three other horses blitzed ahead like a storm - their hooves kicking back Earth and grass in their frenzied bids to prove themselves to the onlookers.

'Baisa... the white one or the brown one? The Chestnut brown won yesterday!'

'But today... the white one's in best form!'Heera corrected Bindiya, her intent gazes laced with awe as 'snowy-white's' angular legs stylishly gained momentum. In fact, she soon decided that the manner in which it sprinted resembled 'art' instead of sport. And the inherent beauty of the spectacle reminded her why she and her jiji used to love this sport in the first place. 'Snowy-white...' she mumbled, forgetting the fact that she was supposed to be here only for ONE trial race 'the way it moves is...'

'You know baisa...' the two stable-maids quickly hushed a chuckle ''snowy-white' has a name'


'Oh really?' she asked without taking her eyes off the race - her tone incidentally turning a little guarded. 'And what would that be?'

'Sufi'


'Sufi?' An unusual name for a horse! Quite melodious. Heera liked it.

'Khan Sahib chose that name...' they added

'When that horse moves, it's no less than poetry - that's what he tells his men!'


'Poetry?' She didn't glimpse at their faces rightaway. But Heera was quite sure that it was the second time she'd heard a musical note in their voices when they spoke so fondly about the Mansabdar and his personal choices.

A musical note that was somehow beginning to put her off!


Soon thereafter, a voracious roar of claps marked the end of the second race. The competition was nearly neck and neck, but Sufi emerged as the victor.

'Thank you baisa... thank you' Bindiya squealed in delight 'I won three extra sweets at dinner for having won this bet... and all those who chose the brown horse, have lost their share of sweets for tonight!'

'Actually...' Heera leaned close 'don't forget that one of those sweets belongs to me...'

'Oh yes...' Bindiya abashedly bit her lips, sending her mistress into a spurt of hush giggles.



Taking over the reins, Akbar patted Sufi with fond authority 'You beat your past record... you've become a star...'

Tugging at the ropes he brought its ears close, a prankish streak of jealousy echoing in his whispers 'I can see that even SHE's beginning to get attracted towards you... they're rejoicing that you won... which means she placed her bets on you...now...' he paused 'do you think she'd bet on you, if I was the rider?'



Third race...

'I can see the line-up...'

'The brown horse is racing...'

'Bahadur too...'

'And Sufi as well...'

'This is going to be an interesting match!'

'Baisa... who are you going to bet on, this time?'

Heera mulled 'I predict Sufi will win this round too...'

'But baisa... looks like there's going to be a change in the line-up'


Abandoning their conversation, the ladies hurriedly peeped forward.


Sufi's rider had dismounted and stood aside - clearly making way for another rider.

The next instant, Akbar removed his turban and shrugged the overcoat off his shoulders - handing them both to the rider. Slipping out of his flats, he strapped on the riding boots that Azeez had brought him. Two tall strides later, he'd joined the rest of his competitors, grabbed the reigns and vaulted onto the saddle in one deft leap.

'Oh my God... Khan Sahib's going to race?' the ladies exclaimed.

But Heera said nothing, for her breath was still caught in her throat 'He doesn't usually participate in these races, does he? Does that mean he's racing because I'm here?' she heaved anxiously 'He's realised that we've been placing bets, hasn't he? Is he challenging me, in some way?'

'Bindiya...' she turned to her maid 'change your bet...'

'What!'

'Listen to me...'

'But why, baisa?'

'I predict Bahadur will be the winner...'

'BAHADUR?' everyone erupted into a chorus of confused murmurs 'No!'


'Baisa...' The stable-maids shook their heads 'Now that Khan Sahib's the rider, I'm sure Sufi will win this round too!'

'I've seen him ride Sufi once... it's nothing short of marvellous... I would stick with Sufi, if I were you...'


Her thoughts interrupted by the stable-maids' unsolicited opinions, Heera darted them a not-too-modest frown, before announcing her choice again 'Trust me Bindiya... it's Bahadur... I've done my calculations...'

'Alright...' Nodding half-heartedly, the young maid dragged her feet off to place an unwilling bet on Bahadur - half certain she was going to lose all the sweets she'd won so far!


But Heera knew what she was doing. This wasn't an impulsive decision made against the Sahib and his band of merry supporters. It was a well-calculated move.

Sufi had already been racing for a while. It wouldn't be able to run as fast, carrying the Mansabdar - a man much bigger than its usual rider. But that was not all. Bahadur was too attached to its Sahib - and would most probably run this race faster than ever to impress him.

Yet, as Heera went through her points and reassured herself that she was right in betting against Sufi, tension started coursing through her veins, adding an edge to the entire event. As if this was an actual game and not a trial match. As if she was betting in real life against a competitor. And as if her pride and reputation depended on winning this bet.

'I feel silly... had I known it would come to this... with him opting to race... I would've never stayed back...' she told herself, fidgeting with a finger ring. However, even as she did so, she realised her pulse had quickened in ways that weren't entirely unpleasant - showing her that she was lying to herself, that she actually liked the thrill of the races and that she actually liked being here.



Akbar took his stance, positioning his boots on the stirrup - mirroring the posture that the other riders had already taken. He rarely ever raced on the tracks. Even rarer were the instances when he'd raced in front of a crowd. And never had he raced in her presence before. So, every vein in his body was pounding with excitement as he crouched forward - blocking out all other sounds in the arena. With restless fingers, he grabbed the reins, raring to go.

No sooner than the flag was whipped across, they flew forth - Sufi's strong legs carrying him in the air. The next moment they had touched Earth. Another moment later, they were back in the air - taking long strides with each massive gallop.

He did not know whom she had bet for. He was not certain if she would win today. But, he would not lose.



'Bahadur... Bahadur... Bahadur...'

The ladies yelled, showing their support for their baisa's choice. Amongst the chorus of chants around and the clamour of horses in front, Heera managed to keep her attention fixed upon Bahadur and Bahadur alone. At first.

But by the time the racers cruised past her at end of round one, her treacherous gazes had betrayed her twice and slipped - towards the rider riding next to Bahadur. Gauging her 'opponent'.

He was fast as light. But ironically, the longer she looked, the more the world around him appeared to slow down to a stop. As he rode, the wind threw his hair back freely - a striking contrast from his dead-set features. His razor-sharp glares were focussed on nothing but the course ahead, while his broad shoulders moved perfectly in sync with the muscles of his horse. Never before had she observed him riding. So, never before had she seen such a sight - such a handsome sight.

'Look away...' an inner voice hissed near her ears at least thrice, before Heera pulled her eyes off him.


'Baisa... Bahadur IS leading now... you were right...'

Realising that she'd briefly lost sight of the horse that she was meant to be supporting, she swiftly diverted her glance back to it.

'Yes...' her skin immediately prickled with excitement seeing how her calculations were paying off 'go on Bahadur!'



'Bahadur... you're really giving this race everything, aren't you?' scoffed Akbar, biting down upon a sportive smile as he watched how his pet had slowly inched past and somehow managed to keep ahead for most of round one. It wasn't entirely surprising though. Bahadur was a competitive horse and the cheers from the crowds were driving him into a frenzy. Besides, it was probably getting a tad bit jealous too, wanting to prove to its master that it was no less than Sufi.

Nevertheless, Akbar didn't let himself get worked up as he lost the first round to Bahadur. For he knew that it would not be able to lead for much longer - its legs were not accustomed to such dizzying speeds. Another breath or two and it would be forced to slow down.

Worryingly, that did not happen.

It continued to leap ahead like it its life depended on it, showing no signs of easing down. And by the time round two was midway, Akbar was forced to swap the sportive smile for a grim scowl.

Briefly letting go of the reins, the young man placed a palm firmly against his chest - to measure its pace against his own heartbeats.

'Lord!' He immediately gasped - it was galloping way faster than anything it was used to. His concerned glares swiftly alternated between the tracks ahead and Bahadur - its legs were angling too far, buckling under the strain. If it didn't slow down rightaway, it could end up permanently damaging its muscles.

Akbar tried alerting its rider but it soon became obvious that Bahadur wasn't going to heed the rider's instructions either.


No. This had gone on for many moments longer than it must.

So, he tugged back at Sufi's reigns slowly-yet-firmly to decrease speed - hoping Bahadur would get the message and slow down too.

Alas. No luck.

Left with no other go but to stop Bahadur himself, the young man took a quick decision and kicked his boots hard - sending Sufi bolting ahead once more. Waiting till he'd picked up pace and joined his pet, Akbar left the reigns mid-race and leaned perilously to one side, till he was close enough.

~Whistle~

He whistled a low tune - a tune that was generally reserved for Bahadur. 'It's alright my boy... I'm proud of you... you've done very well...'

Finally! The message worked like a charm. Much to his relief, Bahadur steadily fell behind to its normal pace, letting Sufi go ahead and complete round 3 as the undisputed winner.



'Nooo...' The ladies whined 'Bahadur was about to win!'

'Why did Khan Sahib force it to slow down?'

'I lost all the sweets that I'd won...'


Heera was quiet- her heart still recovering from the thrill of having come so close to winning the bet. 'Why?' She wondered, partly-annoyed partly-disappointed 'Why did he do it?'

And she got her answer sometime later when she saw Bahadur being led away by Ibrahim towards the vet.

Her fingers slowly let go of borders that she'd been clutching onto 'Bahadur... its legs...'

All of a sudden, she looked up - distracted by a looming figure.

It was the 'winning' rider, trotting down the racetrack towards her. 'Oh Lord...' The flutters in her stomach that'd barely settled down, were ruffled into a frenzy, all over again 'what could he want? Why is he approaching me?'



Well, he was approaching her because he wanted to unravel her expressions. Because he wanted to know whom his Begum Sahiba had bet for, and if she had won her bet.

And as he brought his horse to a standstill just across from where she stood, he got his answer.

Flicking the reins between his fingers like it was a game of some sort, he stared straight at her, ignoring the many pairs of eyes watching them.

'So...' he frowned slyly 'you bet for Bahadur, did you?'


Arrested in her tracks by his frown, she armed herself by reading his eyes, to understand the intentions behind that sly question. And she soon realised it wasn't a mere question - there was a hint of 'challenge' in it too, tempting her to defy him.

Eventually, her ego took the bait, and she decided to reciprocate in kind.

'Yes... I bet on Bahadur...' she came back with an equally sly frown taking Akbar by surprise 'and from what I just saw, I do not think I was entirely wrong in doing so!'


The skin on his left jaw twitched with cynicism, as he tried not to betray the fact that he was impressed by her calculations 'In all fairness, I won the race, Begum Sahiba!'


'In all fairness, Mansabdar Sahib' she outplayed his cynical response with a sarcastic half-smile 'Bahadur was forced to slow down... so, I didn't lose the bet either'


Akbar did not blink.

There was rebellion in her eyes and yet there was a tinge of awe in them too - as though he was an enemy she could not hate.

He kept the tantalising banter between their gazes going. No, he was not the kind to openly indulge in mischief. But since it was his Begum Sahiba who'd started the games by betting against him, he decided to make an exception and play along for this one long moment - a moment that'd made the entire exercise worthwhile.


Until she realised what was happening and broke free from his trap with a sigh.


'Adab...' he finally conceded with his eyes before turning Sufi around and riding away.



'God!'

Her fingers crawled up to her cheeks - they were warm. 'What have I been doing? '

And why? Was it because her mind was still reeling from an unusually-exciting noon of sport? Was it the after-effects of having witnessed him ride? Or, was it her ego behaving reckless?

Whatever it was, she shouldn't have let herself get sucked in.

Embarrassed, she peeked around. Thankfully, her maids were too busy gossiping and chatting to have noticed anything.

Well, all of them except the stable maids of course - whose sights were still fixed upon the retreating profile of Sufi. And, in particular, upon Sufi's rider.


'You both may stop staring now...'

Taken completely by surprise by the caution in their mistress' low tone, the two errant maids turned around to face her

'Wh...'

'Baisa...'


'What did you both presume?' Heera smirked 'That because I cannot see from the corner of my eye, I would not know what you both have been up to?'

'Wh... what...what are you trying to say?'

'Baisa... you're mistaken...'


'As a lady, I can read the thoughts and temptations in your mind... I understand, it's natural... but, what I will not care to understand is your lack of discipline...'

'But... baisa... we've done nothing...'

'You're misunderstanding our sentiments...'


No, Heera was not buying this charade of innocence.

Between maid and master, there should be respect. There could be admiration. But this was obviously something beyond, and inappropriate.

'I give you one last chance... please clean up your act, because it's not respectful... and I will not have anyone disrespectful working for me... be glad I'm not reporting you to Gauri... or she would've had you removed from work today...'

Realising it was futile to argue anymore, they hung their heads in shame

'We apologise baisa...'

'We're sorry we hurt you...'


'Alright...' she exhaled to counter some of that pent-up irritation 'you may leave now...'

The heiress watched as the two maids walk away with teary eyes, left wondering if she'd gotten carried away again. Yes, they were behaving silly - but she knew that she'd snapped too. What'd irked her? Was it just the disrespect, or was it something else?

'Shouldn't have come here in the first place!'


The unexpected ruffles and thrills that'd kept her afloat for the past hour steadily started slipping down. And after the high, came the low 'You just chided your maids for their lack of self-control... what about you, Harka Bai? Haven't you been letting yourself get carried away too? Where is your self-control then?'

Her mind was a mess again, her sentiments back to where they were before she'd arrived here 'You know who he is... you've experienced a crushing heartbreak once... then... why do this to yourself, over and over?'

Perturbed, Heera started making her slow way back to the haveli.



'Harka baisa... Harka baisa... Harka baisa... Khan Sahib... I bring a message for you...'


Dragging her feet to a stop, she turned around to observe who the caller was.

A young chap was making his hurried way up the hillock, swerving and skidding around the pathways in a rush - tightly holding onto a rolled-up scroll in is hand.

'A message...' he stuttered, completely out of breath 'message for you... some men... sent it...through... through a traveller... some merchants... the miners... are coming...'


'Ma Bhavani...' Heera hurriedly received the scroll, afraid of what she would find when she'd open it.

Just as she was about to unfurl it though, her fingers stalled. SHE wasn't meant to open it. She was supposed to hand it over to HIM, the Mansabdar.

Her glimpse fell upon on the ground in front - her shadow had come under the shade of a large familiar shadow emerging from behind. And the larger shadow continued closing-in on her, till both shadows had overlapped into one silhouette.

She glanced over her shoulder and saw the man standing behind her, her eyes rife with worry.


Holding his hand out, Akbar blinked once 'Don't worry... let me handle it...'


The young lady gave him the scroll, fervently praying that he would do, as he promised.




Manswar

'I cannot believe this... forget abandoning Harka Bai for having married a Mughal man... they have actually welcomed a Muslim Mansabdar like he was part of their own family!' The Senapati slapped his palm on the desk 'This is atrocious! How desperate have they become?'

'Atrocious? Not quite! Desperate? Maybe...' Tejraj murmured, as if pondering under his breath 'well... he DID save them from Khalil... and he seems to have given them hope when they had none, by cutting a deal with the Shehzaade... at this point they must be counting their blessings! So, I guess they've just learnt to grin and bear the new changes in their lives!' He pensively stared ahead, into oblivion 'Makes them opportunists... like us... we befriended Khalil too... when we needed something done...' he shrugged 'of course... that story didn't go as planned!'

'Keep passing such remarks... and be assured, Tejraj... you, your two wives and your children will be homeless again...' Mahendar then rolled his stares towards his commander with disdain 'and Senapati, you haven't understood the vital point either! While the whole inter-religious wedding... the inter-mixing of these people is disgusting, that is NOT what bothers me anymore... what surprises me, is that a businessman and his group of assistants managed to defeat Khalil... KHALIL!' he re-emphasised just in case the men had forgotten the obvious 'This is a general, who intimidates seasoned warriors! How did a mere businessman go about defeating him?'


'But didn't your soldier mention that these businessmen were part of an army... before they ventured out as horse merchants?'

'Oh really? Part of an army?' smirked Mahendar 'So... if all of these men were such efficient warriors... why would the Shehzaade let them go? Why would he give them permission to leave his army? The Shehzaade is a war-monger, remember?'

'Well...' the Senapati scratched his hairline, trying to think of an answer to satisfy his prince 'the soldier did say that this Akbar Mahmoud Khan... was a close friend of the Shehzaade's... maybe he bribed his way out of the army!'


'Bribe?' The young prince was not convinced - from what he'd heard over the years, he did not think the Shehzaade was the kind of man, who could be bought by money or bribes.

No. There was something else to this story - a missing link that he did not know about. And the more he thought about the missing link, the more it was beginning to gnaw at his peace - like an itch that HAD to be scratched.

'If this Akbar Mahmoud Khan was so madly in love with Harka Bai, why did he not come forward in Bansi to stop the betrothal?' He fell back upon his armrest 'And how did he manage to arrive just in time to stop Khalil? Is he an old enemy of Khalil's?'



Following a long spell of speculation that seemed to bring about nothing too conclusive, the Senapati pulled out a chair and took a seat beside his master 'Kunwarsa... if I may suggest something...' he cleared his throat 'you have an efficient network of spies... why don't you instruct them to make further enquiries... to find out about this Akbar Khan's family... about his men... about his past... about his business...'

Mahendar tapped his fingers on the table 'that would take too long, Senapati... many months...'

'So, what do you plan to do, then?'


'My plan...' the Rajput prince paused, aware of what was to come 'is to renew my association with Khalil...'

'WHAT!'

'Khalil?'

'Well... it would be the quickest way to find out if he knows something I don't and if I know something he doesn't...'

'But, would that be wise, Kunwarsa?'


'I think so... of course, I'll have to wait a few weeks first... for that brute to finish nursing his wounds and mending his hurt pride!'

'After everything that's happened, Mahendar... you're going to befriend that murderer just because it'll suit your purpose?' the cousin swallowed back a scoff 'Opportunist!'


'Tejraj!' the prince rose vehemently from his chair 'DON'T take me for a fool! My plan is to ACT like I'm extending a hand of friendship... not to actually make that monster my friend...' he paused to let his temper simmer 'I want to know if he has information I would be interested in, that's all... and now that both - Khalil and I - have a common enemy, who has somehow whisked Parnagarh off both our hands, we might have some interesting stories to share, don't you think?'

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CHAPTER 35

Part 1

'2 by...' he looked up at the boy at the opposite end 'hold up the measuring rope properly!'

'Yes banna...'

'2 x 4... no...' he stared at his second assistant - a boy of barely 8 'write 2 x 4.25'!'

'Yes banna... 2 x 4.25'

'Baisa...' his pitch promptly mellowed into a low murmur 'my workers will embroider the most beautiful silk for the cushions... but, what sort of feet would you like on this armchair? Rosewood? Teak? Mahogany? Silver-veneer? Gold-gild? Any material you wish for... will be yours!'


'Plain rosewood would do banna' smiling calmly, she indicated towards two other armchairs in the room 'like those over there'

'Oh alright...' the woodworker laughed awkwardly 'plain rosewood... note it down boy'

Having barked instructions to his assistant, he then reverted back to the heiress 'baisa, that's three pieces of furniture so far... didn't you say you wanted a couple of trunks too?'

'Yes... please come along with us...'



Once at the library, Ratan kaka guided him to a stack of old storage trunks 'We need them made similar to these... for putting away important records and documents...'

The woodworker scrunched his experienced eyes, as if deep in thought 'In teak?'


Heera approved with a nod 'That would be the best choice...'

He unfurled his measuring rope 'Parnagarh has become busy... new people... new businesses...'

'Yes banna...'

'You'd need plenty more trunks to store away those old documents, wouldn't you?'


'Just two more...'

'TWO would do?' Arching over, the wood-worker started taking his next set of measurements, jabbering away relentlessly as he did so.

So much so that by one point, part of the lady's attention had inadvertently drifted off, towards sounds echoing from the adjacent private hall - sounds of men chattering loudly.

'Alright baisa...' a short while later, the man rolled up his measuring rope 'the measurements for the trunks have been taken... now... if I heard correctly, you said you needed a cabinet too... am I right?'

'Yes... we'll show you the chamber...'

'It's upstairs...'



Heera and Ratan kaka led the party of three across the courtyard, towards the stairs which would take them to the first floor.


'What's going on?' she wondered again, as they passed by the private hall. It'd been nearly two hours since the mining-merchants had been ushered inside, but the meeting was showing no signs of coming to a close.

And the Mansabdar wasn't known to be a particularly talkative man either...

'God save us' she tucked a stray curl behind her ear.

It was the fourth group of mining-merchants that he'd met with this week. But, the young lady had no idea what was going on. With her monthly cycle arriving four days ago, she'd had to unfortunately remain secluded in her room, away from the public eye, for most of this week. So, she had received very little update on what conversations had been taking place or what deals were being made concerning her lands.

'No...' Heera quickly closed her eyes 'not my lands... his lands!'

Still, it did feel unsettling to be kept in the dark.


Maybe she could ask him to update her on the developments, later on, this evening?

Opening her eyelids, she joined the rest of her party up the stairs.



At the top, following a sharp turn to the left, they soon entered the corner chamber on the first floor.

'So you say you want a nice large cabinet made?'

'A large strong one...' added Ratan kaka

'Worry not kakasa... our family have been the designated cabinet-makers of this haveli for generations...' he plonked down his heavy bag of tools 'I'll use the best wood possible... list your wishes and I'll make it happen... I can polish its doors so shiny that you'd see your own reflection in it! Or, I can engrave them with such intricate designs... our... traditional... Rajput...' his words stalled 'Rajput motifs... where...'

His wary glance fell upon the sight of a couple of unfamiliar items dotted around the room. Specifically upon the sight of the Holy Quran, the Quran stand and the prayer rug.

His upper lip curled in disdain - so this was the Mansabdar's room?

'Tell me...' he made little effort to hide the waning enthusiasm in his tone 'what sort of cabinet do you need?'

Ratan kaka scratched his grey hairline trying to recall the specific instructions he'd received 'Khan Sahib mentioned that he needed a cabinet with five or six shelves... and with doors that could be locked...'

'Oh...' a disinterested sigh slipped out of his mouth 'I'll make one... of Sheesham...' he turned around, and began walking out, just like that. Neither was he going to waste precious time taking careful measurements, nor use up expensive wood to make a cupboard that was meant to decorate a Mughal man's room. Sheesham would do!


'Sheesham?'

Drawn out of the thoughts that'd kept her preoccupied for so long, Heera looked up at the carpenter who was almost on his way out. Common wood? Wonder what happened to all that fancy woodwork and shiny doors he'd been promising them so far! 'Not Mahogany? Or rosewood?'

'I cannot make promises, baisa...' his eyes elusively crossed paths with the heiress', before shifting back to the entrance 'it's a huge cupboard... I might not be able to obtain such large amounts of rosewood or mahogany'


'Oh I see...' Heera nodded slowly. So, their cabinet-maker was about to short-change the owner of the haveli simply because he was a Muslim. Granted, the Sahib hadn't demanded a fancy cabinet. But that didn't make this fair, did it? Whatever her personal equation with him, as a mansabdar, so far, he had been good-enough to the people in and around this town. Such intolerance from them was not justified.

And while it certainly wasn't plausible to go around changing everyone's attitudes, it wouldn't be right to let 'prejudice' prevail over 'politeness' under her roof.

'I'm sorry banna... but I don't think I can make promises either' she shook her head, using precisely his words and tone upon him 'I'm not sure I can place this order for the chairs... the trunks and the rest of the furniture'

'Wh... wh... what...' the wood-worker spun around, startled 'but baisa...'


'Well... I admit... as baisa, I supervise the purchases... and make the decisions... but as the Mansabdar, HE has to sign them off...' the lady hushed her voice, as if she didn't want others hearing this 'it'd be a bit awkward explaining to him that our carpenter could find excellent wood for all rooms, except his!'

She let a soft grin lessen the sting in her response 'I understand your predicament, banna... I hope you'll understand mine...'

'B... but... baisa I...'


'Ratan kakasa...' Heera shifted her attention to the manager 'banna here... is one of the best wood-workers in all of Rajputana... but, in this instance... unfortunately, we'd have to search for someone else...'

'No... no...' His face lost a few shades of colour. After all, this was one of their best customers - maybe his revulsion against the Mughals was coming at too high a price! 'Baisa... actually...'


'You see... I wouldn't want to be embarrassed in front of the new Mansabdar...'

A clumsy pause later, the woodworker dropped the bag he'd just picked 'Embarrass? Hukum Jagat Prasad Singh's daughter? No... no... no... I wouldn't even dream of letting such a thing happen!' he swiftly flipped open his measuring rope with gusto 'I will try and find good quality rosewood for this cabinet... like I'd promised you... we will, wouldn't we boys?'

'Yes banna...'

'Yes banna...'


'You will?' she raised her brow quite charmingly 'That is very kind of you indeed'

'You'll find the best quality furniture adorning your rooms within two months' time... that's a promise!'


'Thank you...' Heera smiled to herself, aware that her work here was done for then.



'One responsibility tackled... several more to go today...' her mind whirred, once outside the Mansabdar suite, and in the corridors.

She was supposed to meet Vaid kaka later on, to help him with the preparation of a special ointment.

And of course, there was the matter of the Mansabdar's never-ending 'meetings' with the miners that was sure to keep her mind busy for the rest of the day.


'Baisa...'

The wheels that'd been turning in her head came to an abrupt stop 'Bajrang banna?'


'Khamma Ghani baisa...' Catching up on his breath from that dash up the stairs, he hurriedly saluted her 'your presence is required in the private meeting hall... Khan Sahib has called for you...'

'WHAT! I'm required there? Now?' She asked again, wondering if she'd heard right.

'Yes baisa...'


What an uncanny coincidence that HE had called for her precisely when she'd been pondering upon the happenings there!

Heera was almost tempted to ask the guard if he knew what had been going on inside the hall at least to help brace herself.

However, she thought the better of it the very next moment.

So, pulling the veil in front of her face, all the way below her chin, she began making her way down the sweeping marble stairs.


It wasn't customary for a married woman to be summoned in a private hall where men were discussing official matters. And it somehow felt all the more unusual that he had summoned her in the presence of the Shehzaade's business associates - she'd assumed he would just announce his decision to her, later, in private.

It meant this HAD to be very important!

Were the deals done and the decisions regarding Parnagarh's fate made? Was she going to receive bad news? Was she going to be put in a tight spot again? This 'meeting' wasn't going to turn out to be a humiliating experience of sorts, was it? She did not have reason to be afraid, did she?


'Ma Bhavani!'

Drawing in a deep breath, Heera stood at the entrance of the private hall, letting some of those fears settle 'Oh... don't be silly Harka Bai... haven't you met numerous such merchants in the past? Haven't you dealt with them boldly? Yes... times have changed, but you ARE still the same lady, are you not?' She drew in another deep breath since it seemed to be working 'Besides, you've had plenty of experience receiving and dealing with bad news... and you've definitely endured far more in your life than ANY of those businessmen inside would've ever endured... so good news or bad news - take it like a baisa!'

Realising that her eyelids had remained lowered for longer than they must, she held her face up, gazing straight ahead, before stepping in.





The private hall

'Frigid' was the first word that came to mind as soon as she had a taste of the ambience she'd walked into.

Heera only managed a fleeting glance of the visitors - four parties of businessmen comfortably settled in plush armchairs across the airy hall - Mughal men who'd possibly come from different corners of the Empire upon the instructions of the Shehzaade.

But, a fleeting glance was enough to tell her that her presence here was not welcome what with their visible lack of common courtesy when greeting a Lady.


Till her sights fell upon the one occupying the most prominent position in the chamber.

Seated at the centre, with both arms resting upon the armrest, the young man was looking directly at her.

As though he'd been waiting for her.

And as though he was aware her feet had taken a brief pause outside the hall.

So, she looked right back at him, the quiet tremors in her chest quickening for a pulse or two. What an odd time and place for her emotions to behave this way! Then again, perhaps she was merely relieved to see a familiar face amongst a host of not-so-friendly faces.


Just then though, he did something she didn't quite expect.

'Begum Sahiba...' he stood up, to take a casual stroll by his chair 'why are you standing there... please come in... join us...' his head tilted towards the chair beside him 'take a seat here...'

And because the Mansabdar the Shehzaade's right hand man - had stood up, everyone else, however unwelcoming or unfriendly, assumed they were obliged to stand up.


Heera didn't realise when a faint smile had escaped from her lips, but it was a faint smile that she didn't try to hold back. 'Thank you...' she walked past the merchants to occupy the seat beside him, feeling like the Like the Lady of the house again.


'My men... as you might be aware... these lands originally belonged to the Sahiba...' he gestured towards her as part of his speech 'and she would know more about the weather, the townsfolk and the soil here than anyone else would... definitely more than I would...' he shrugged 'so, she should be the one you must ask any questions regarding these matters...'

'Sahiba...' one of the older merchants didn't wait for long 'would the townsmen of Parnagarh be ready to work for us?'

Heera tried not to appear too dazed. 'I would think that some of them would...'

'Sahiba, when we came here, we were under the impression that we would be free to dig where we wanted...'

'But after arriving here, we realise that there are restrictions on where we can and cannot dig...'


'Restrictions?' Did she hear right? Did they say he'd placed restrictions upon them?

What restrictions did he place upon them? And how? Did this mean everyone's fields and homes were going to be safe? A hundred queries surged through her head straightaway. So, she stole a glance at the man through her veil, for answers.

But he was staring ahead.


'Harka Sahiba...' the merchants called her attention back to the meeting since there are already many restrictions... we want additional confirmation from you before we invest our money here...'

'You and your sister... met with a famous explorer years ago, didn't you? Khan Sahib tells us this explorer actually claimed the best source of iron lies beyond the woods on the right... down below... is it true?'


'What?' Heera frowned for a moment. What 'best' iron ores? What woods? Beyond where? Yes, she and jiji had met with an explorer once but, all he'd said was that the entire Parnagarh soil was rich with iron ore. There was no mention of any particular site. Ever!

'What games are you up to, Mansabdar Sahib?' she peeked up at him again seeking a hint, searching for cues. But no, he was deliberately playing it calm - his face as placid as an ocean at midnight.

Was he misleading them slightly? Pushing them to do as he wanted, with this small false fact? A little risky, wasn't it seeing how these merchants were connected to the Shehzaade?

By taking this gamble, not only was HE swimming in rough waters - he'd suddenly dragged HER in too, without any warning whatsoever. No doubt, he needed the 'Sahiba' at this meeting, to back up his little lie. But still, it was brazen of him to have summoned her here now, unprepared! Brazen of him to trust her ability to pick up the hints and play along!

And while Heera was silently hoping she didn't blurt something out, silently hoping that she didn't mess up his carefully-laid plans - he sat next to her with the alarming nonchalance of a seasoned player.

My, this man was a master at such games.

'Yes the explorer did say such a thing...' she broke her spell of silence with a lie and a diplomatic smile 'but just to be clear... that we are talking of the same site, Mansabdar Sahib... perhaps, it's better we take a look at the place together... and show them the site' she turned to him for approval - with the same flair he was using 'am I right?'


Akbar was finally compelled to abandon the company of the visitors he'd been engaging with. That quick-witted comeback, those sly expressions behind her veil - they carried several questions. So many 'Whys' and 'Hows' that he was left quietly amused.

Well, firstly, he hadn't warned her about his plans beforehand because he hadn't had the opportunity to meet her in person for the past three days. Secondly, these plans were mostly spontaneous, not scripted. And thirdly, he was pretty certain that she would understand the situation, pick up the game and play along. After all, a lady who was shrewd enough to twist facts and deliver a speech that convinced half her people to support their 'unusual' wedding was definitely capable of telling a small lie for the sake of a greater good. Besides, for the past four years, she and her sister had dealt with many-a-Marwari businessman in this manner. Tackling a few Muslim merchants was not all that different.

'Yes... why not, Sahiba? Let's go along and show them the site...'





The terraced balcony...

This particular terraced balcony jutting out from the rear wall of the Haveli, offered the most panoramic views of this hilly town. Which was why, this was his first stop - the best spot to show the Sahiba his game-plan - before he would take a hike down to the woods, along with the men, for a closer inspection of the site.

So, the young man tapped his fingers on the railing and waited aside, while the merchants finished making routine enquiries with the Sahiba. Well, he didn't have much to add to these general discussions anyway, nor did he want to get too involved - his exhausting schedules would not allow him to do so in future either.

Of course, he would set everything up in Parnagarh for her and provide support in any way she wanted. But it was essential that she reclaim the responsibilities of an heiress - responsibilities that she'd been admirably handling for so long. Even more so since there was a high possibility he would go away on another upcoming mission in the near future.


'Ai Khuda...' Taking a breather from those stressors for a while, Akbar leaned over the short wall - the wall that overlooked paradise.

'Paradise...'

It was obvious why the people of this sleepy town were so proud of this slice of Heaven on Earth. Having said that though - what resembled paradise, did not feel like 'home' to him. At least, not yet. Not the fault of the place or the people. Merely that after his one true home had been taken away from him as a child, no other place had ever felt like home again. Not the tents at the soldiers' camp. Not even Aidabad.

Nonetheless, even if this wasn't his home, he wanted to save it for those whose home it was. It was beginning to give him a sense of purpose in life. Like how rescuing those abused orphans had given him a purpose in life all these years.

And apart from it being her only haven, there WAS another reason why he did not want to see this place destroyed - it served his own self-interests too. And the reason for this was out there in the distance - a tiny black speck prancing about the fields on all fours. 'Bahadur'

It'd only been a month, but Bahadur seemed to love the change. As did Sufi, and the chestnut brown. As did the greys, the beiges, the dark-reds and every other horse he owned.

His pets. They were thriving here.




'Mansabdar Sahib...' the call was soft, the echoes of her anklets even softer - as she left the merchants to their materialistic discussions and approached him.

'I think I've answered all their questions... now will you please answer one of mine?' Heera took up a spot at the railing not far from him 'I take it there is something you want to show me... isn't that why I was brought here?' she masked her nervousness with a crafty frown 'Where exactly is this particular iron-ore-rich site that the explorer supposedly told me about...'


The young man stealthily indicated towards the large areas of flatlands that lay miles beyond the woods 'There...'

'The flatlands!' she sighed in relief. Just as she'd hoped! There couldn't have been a better solution. The flatlands were discreetly tucked away beyond the woods which would thus keep the toxic pollution, noise, fumes and rubble largely out of their lives. And like the rest of Parnagarh, the soil there was a deep red too - plenty of iron ore to line the pockets of these greedy merchants and fill up the weapons arsenal of the war-hungry Shehzaade.

However, there was still one unanswered doubt.

Intrigued, the young lady drew his attention by lifting her brows once 'How did you manage to convince these miners to stay out of the mainland? What did you say... '


His eyes drifted back to the fields in front, the edge of his lips curving into a repressed grin 'Look carefully Begum Sahiba... and you'll understand...'

She took his advice and looked carefully.


Gently, the wariness and confusion on those features started coming off, bit-by-bit, like a silk veil slowly slipping down her skin. Disbelief followed, maybe a bit of awe too. And finally, what was unmasked was an expression of contentment.

But only Heera knew that it wasn't merely contentment and awe. It was much more whelming than that - feelings that she didn't let appear on her face, emotions that she couldn't quite describe.

'My God!' He HAD created the perfect game-plan, hadn't he? Only, she'd taken so long to realise it.


The humongous stables and barns that she considered an eyesore till yesterday, suddenly appeared quite magnificent. The race tracks and the training grounds that felt so pompously excessive until a day ago, suddenly seemed quite fitting and fine. So, THIS was why he'd occupied a spot right in the centre of Parnagarh. This was why he was using up an area five times the size of his plot in Aidabad.

His racehorses - the royal racehorses were standing in the way between the miners and the rest of Parnagarh!



'Khan Sahib... Sahiba...' her thoughts were interrupted when the merchants walked up to join them

'Fine... we are pleased with the terms and arrangements...'

'We've discussed everything thoroughly...'

'We are happy to sign the documents... after we've visited the site'


'That is excellent news, men...'


'If only...' the older merchant stepped forth to the railing 'if only your fancy racehorses did not require such a large area to run about...' he cackled 'I mean... do animals really need all that space, Khan Sahib?'

'As I've already explained...' Akbar's pitch was steady, giving out the vibes that he wasn't too amused by the quip 'since moving to Parnagarh, I've started dealing with the highest calibre of racehorses... and they demand such luxuries... besides, these beasts have always been the personal favourites of our Huzoor himself... so...' he smirked 'don't you think our Shehzaade deserves this calibre of racehorses?'

'What! Of... of... of c...course he does!'


'In fact, it IS with the blessings of our Shehzaade that my business flourishes here... then how could you suggest that I cut down on the quality I provide him with?'

'Ya Allah!' the merchant desperately tried to cover up his stupid remarks with a sheepish beam 'All I meant was... if your stables were not in the way, we could've gotten further iron for the prince! That would've made him happy...'


Akbar paused. 'You mean it would make YOU very happy!'

Having diverted suspicion by pinning blame back on him, he toyed with the nervous old man for a while, before caving in with a seemingly-friendly grin.

Taking the cue, the three other businessmen burst into loud sniggers in a hurry to bury the awkwardness. Forget offending the Shezaade, they were much too terrified to displease even his friends. The prince and his allies were a dangerous breed of men and it made sense to keep out of their way.

'I... I...' The old man joined them in laughing at himself 'I... I would never suggest such a thing... I want the best for our Huzoor!'


'Then I'll make sure I keep this conversation between us... lest your remarks end up offending our Huzoor...' It didn't sound like a warning. It didn't even sound like a veiled-warning. But it was enough to erase every trace of doubt from their minds once and for all.

'Of course, Khan Sahib!'

'Thank you, Khan Sahib!'

'We'll meet you at the site, Khan Sahib...'


'Khuda Hafiz...'


Offering the Sahiba a nod - one that was noticeably more courteous than what they'd offered her earlier - the merchants began making their way towards the adjacent corridors.



Heera barely reacted, even though she'd heard their conversations, even though she was aware what it was he had been doing. The prickle at the back of her throat meant she wouldn't be able to utter a single word anyway. So, she continued staring at the morning skies through the light tear wetting her eye, warm rays of realisation thawing the sentiments that'd remained cold and bitter for so long.

In truth, she wanted to stare up at the Heavens and scream in relief. But she couldn't do that. So, she merely imagined doing so in her mind, letting it all sink in.

'Thank you Ma Bhavani... thank you jiji...'

This time it didn't stop there. There WAS one other person to thank! Him!


Whatever other personal grievances and grudges she might have against the Ustaad, the lady was now assured of one thing - Akbar Mahmoud Khan intended to keep his word. Yes, he was still a mystery to her. But there was one fact she DID know about this stranger - he would not let any harm come to his horses! And by putting his horses out there, in the middle, he had made it clear to her that he intended not to let any harm come to her people either.


'Thank you... Khan Sahib...'


Akbar stood stock-still, the fingers around his wrist stiffening in near-disbelief, his gaze lingering at the entranceway where he'd just finished showing the visitors back in.

He had been waiting for the merchants to leave, so that he could catch another glimpse of the awe in her eyes, maybe savour the rare site for a moment, before sealing it with an I-told-you-to-trust-me frown.

Instead, she had beaten him to it by catching him totally unaware. He had expected a smile in her eyes. A smile on her lips, he would have been happy with. But, this? 'Khan Sahib'

Not Ustaad Sahib. Not Mansabdar Sahib. But, Khan Sahib. Finally!

A hundred people called him by that name every day. But what a difference it made to hear it from the one person he wanted calling him by that name.


He turned around to his Sahiba.

There was a semblance of a smile on her lips - stoically reflecting a bit of gratitude and nothing more.

'You're welcome' he responded with a pleasant nod, hoping he came across just as stoic. Because, if he allowed the kind of emotions that were filling the empty corners and broken crevices of his chest to show up to his face, his features would be left with a full-fledged smile. And that was something Akbar needed to get used to first - a relatively unfamiliar side of him that still felt surreal.

However, what DID feel real was the happiness. He wasn't sure if she was prepared to forgive him for his betrayal yet. But he was confident that she now recognised he meant well for her and Parnagarh.

And that WAS the first step in the right direction 'Khuda Hafiz'




Part 2

Later on, that day...

'What's going on?'

Her skin flushed pink with amusement - matching the colour of the floral herbs in her hand.

Perhaps it was because she'd spent the past two hours in the sun, gathering materials from the herbarium for the ointments she was mean to prepare. Or perhaps because it was the first time in a long while that she was facing her people without putting up a 'facade' of positivity.

Either way, the effects showed up on her cheeks, as she witnessed the funny scenes of chaos - maids, guards and residents flocking outside the kitchen like birds around a seed-tray. 'Seems like Maharaj kakasa has promised everyone something special!'


Heera approached the gathering - greeted by a wide range of smiles 'What's going on?'

'Baisa... we're overjoyed...'

'We learned that the miners have been restricted to the other side of the valleys...'

'Our lands will be safe...'

'We thank you both for what you've done for us!'


'You're welcome...'

Just then, her eyes widened. She'd spotted an unexpected face amidst the group 'Vaid kakasa?'

'Bitiya...' he stepped away from the crowds and into a quieter spot 'I dropped in to offer you both my personal wishes... and to meet the Mansabdar'


'You dropped in to meet Khan Sahib?' Heera arched her brows playfully 'Strange... I can't seem to locate him anywhere outside the kitchen though...'

'Oh THAT?' Vaid kaka flashed a silly half-smile 'Actually... Maharaj kakasa has offered his signature dry fruit laddus to Ambe Ma... like how he usually does whenever she blesses us with good fortune... so...'


'Oh...' she found it difficult to keep a straight face at this grand old man's unfailing weakness for sweets! 'I understand'

'Anyway...' the old healer wiped his face with a small towel 'where is our jamaisa?'

'Jamaisa?' there was a random pause in her sentence it felt so strange to say the word 'The Mansabdar left with the merchants a few hours ago... I don't think he's meant to return soon'


And as if just to prove her wrong, there was a sudden ruffle at the entrance - after which, Akbar strode in.

'Oh THERE he is!'

'Mansabdar Sahib is here...'


Despite the clamour that immediately followed, Heera didn't turn around. At least not at once. Maybe because she wanted the ruffles of nervousness to settle down first - an annoying phenomenon that invariably happened whenever he was around. Maybe she was still hesitant after their short rendezvous at the terrace earlier and suddenly, now that her mind reflected on it, she was beginning to wonder if she'd gotten carried away in his presence a bit too much too quickly.

Maybe she was a tad bit jealous too. After all, the kind of admiration that used to be reserved only for her was being showered upon him too. And her people were receiving a relative stranger, with a hero's welcome - a stranger whose reality they didn't know.

Nevertheless, she turned around when she could postpone it no longer - since Vaid kaka had already invited the young man over.


'Congratulations Khan Sahib... we are grateful to you for what you've done for us...'

'Thank you...' Akbar's feet came to a short halt beside her 'I did what I must...'



'Which is why I've made YOUR favourite sweet to mark the occasion, Khan Sahib!'

Maharaj kaka finally made his much-awaited entry with a large basket of fresh laddus - tearing his way through the gathering to appear before the man of the hour, with chacha jaan faithfully by his side. 'Dry fruit laddus... take as many as you want, before this lot finish it all up!'

'That's very kind...' the young man reservedly accepted one laddu a signal that both, Vaid kaka and Chacha jaan had eagerly been waiting for, so they could help themselves to it too.

'Thank you...' Akbar finished it up in a four bites 'now, I must be on my way...'


Heera momentarily glanced up at him, the tiny worry-lines between her eyes easing out. Leaving? So soon?

Good!

Here she was, mentally preparing herself to brave a few awkward scenarios what with him holding the very sweet that she'd gifted him at Aidabad as a parting token. Thankfully, she was going to be spared from this round of awkwardness.

Or so she thought.


Till the head-chef made a bold move and interrupted the man 'No... how could we let you leave in such haste?' he peeped around to make sure others agreed 'You are such a busy man, Khan Sahib... and we barely get to see you... since you're here with us... please have one more... leisurely... and tell me how it tastes...'

Akbar was hesitant. But he decided to oblige the cook by picking up a second laddu 'It IS delicious as ever...'

Heera felt compelled to glance up at him again. She could be mistaken, but he sounded rushed, did he not?

Then again - him, HIS thoughts, HIS reasons, HIS business. Why concern herself with all these questions?


'Delicious as ever did you say, Khan Sahib? Then you must have another one...'

'Oh no... Maharaj Sahib... I am fine... really...'

'How could you possibly refuse such a delicacy?' Vaid Kaka licked the crumbs off his thumb.

'He has far greater self-control than us, my son...' Chacha jaan spoke through a stuffed mouthful 'well... the noon is getting quite hot... I plan to rest... you care to join me, Vaid Sahib?'

'But Chacha Sahib... I have great self-control too! Only that when it comes to THIS particular sweet... I find it difficult to hold back...' The old healer shook his head with joyful regret 'thankfully, because of my Heera bitiya... I got to taste them a month ago too!'


'Because of ME?' Heera chuckled faintly 'How?'

Just then, Akbar said something to try and interrupt the conversation.

But Vaid kaka was much too high on the intoxicating effects of the delicacy to notice 'The travellers you'd sent to us, bitiya... THEY had these laddus with them!'

All of a sudden, Chacha jaan slipped a friendly hand around the man's shoulders, to try and lead him away with chummy banter.

But, he didn't manage to go far.


'One moment please, Chacha Sahib'

Heera wasn't going to let what she had overheard slip through the net. Yes, highly possible that Vaid kaka had his facts and faces mixed up, like he did quite often. But she had to at least ask him a little more first. 'What travellers, kakasa?'

'Two travellers through whom you'd sent word bitiya... one and half months ago... to let me know that you reached Bansi safely...'

Heera stopped chuckling.


'Darn!' huffed Akbar under his breath. Both, his and Chacha jaan's tactics had failed to distract the old man. No wonder the very first rule in the spy-book said 'Avoid visiting the same place and people twice, if you do not want to be caught!'

This scenario was EXACTLY what he had been fearing as soon as he'd been pulled into this group. In fact, the thought had struck him ever since he spotted them together. Which is why he wasn't too comfortable about being here from the start.

Nonetheless, the Sahiba had heard what she mustn't. And it would possibly take her less than a blink to decipher the rest of the story - whether he left the scene or not. Naturally, he didn't even want to imagine how displeased she was going to be thereafter. 'Darn!' Just when he thought that they'd secured the first knot in building bridges, everything was going to fall crashing down again.

'Anyhow...' He exhaled, after that short spell of exasperation. This wasn't the end of the world. The story could not have been hidden eternally and the secret wasn't meant be kept from her forever. It would've come out tomorrow, if not today. Better today, than tomorrow. It would've come out in his absence, if not in his presence. Better in his presence than absence, so he could minimise the damage.



'Six weeks ago? Two travellers? With Maharaj kakasa's signature laddus?'

Heera gradually nodded her head as the pieces of the puzzle fell in place, little by little - except one or two unknown bits, of course. 'Ahhh yes... I vaguely remember kakasa... can you describe these two men to me though?'

Her crafty eyes shifted sideways, catching a quiet glimpse of the prime suspect in her mind 'Simply jogging my memory'

'Hmmm... they were traditional Rajputs... both of them... the way they walked, talked, ate and dressed reminded me of my youth... one of them was tall and well-built... his name... errr... Samarth banna, I think... Singh... Samarth Singh' suddenly, for whatever reason, his old eyes stopped upon the Mansabdar's face.

The next instant, he scoffed at himself with a silly frown 'I don't remember too well... they were only here for a day... and the other one... I'm not sure... since they mostly kept to themselves...'


'Samarth banna?' She smiled a two-sided smile - an amiable one meant for Vaid kakasa, and a cunning smirk that only Akbar could see 'Please go on...'

'Err... I recall that they got quite attached to a little boy at the sick house... and yes, they were very helpful... especially the tall man...'

Stifling a yawn that seemed to loom from nowhere, Vaid kaka peeped at the sun 'I must be boring you with these stories...'


'Oh... no... kakasa... this story is far more interesting than anything I've heard lately... please go on...'

'Well... nothing else really... that's how I got to eat Maharaj's laddus when you were away... you know... the taller man... he shared the sweets with everyone... I think I took advantage of his generosity... he didn't save even one of for himself... poor chap!'


'Oh my... how generous!' She ran her eyes over the deceptive features of a man who she realised was still every bit a stranger to her.

Heera could hate him right then, half her mind tempted to burst out into a fit of laughter, and the other half wanting to break down into a volley of tears! No wonder he was in such a rush to be gone ever since he'd arrived. 'How VERY generous of him indeed!'


'Ai Khuda!' His jaw clenched tight - the young man finding it just as awkward to avert her glimpses as it was to meet eyes with her. Why did his truth always come out in the worst possible ways? What a horrible situation to be in standing like a culprit, guilty, with no means to defend himself.

At least not till the men left.



'Alright...' Chacha jaan took the hint and nudged the man again, to stop this conversation from going on forever. The damage had been done - at least, the couple could be spared from further misery 'come on Vaid Sahib... I'm exhausted... let's rest our old bones on the verrandah'

'Excellent idea!' The unsuspecting Vaid kaka finally obliged and the small group dispersed, leaving behind amongst the happy commotion, a pair struggling to deal with a freshly exposed half-truth and their momentary peace disturbed all over again.



'Sahiba' he uttered as soon as he got the first instant alone

'Khamma Ghani...' she responded with a grin, her eyes aglow with simmering anger 'Samarth banna!'

At least one thing she had to give to him - his choice of names was not as unpleasant as his actions 'Sufi' 'Samarth Singh'

'Why did you do it? For the Farmaan? It helped you gain your entry into the Haveli, did it?'


'Yes...'


'Oh...' A painful shudder rattled her, almost making her wish that he had lied if only to keep the peace.

God! It stung. It stung so so badly. What a fool she'd been, until a short while ago, letting herself be swept away by his gestures. In fact, what a fool she'd been every single time that she had let herself be swept away by him secretly packing away sweets assuming he loved them, expectantly arranging a hush meeting presuming he would express his heart's desires. For what? Only to have her feelings and gifts be discarded like worthless scrap.

What an utter utter fool!


'Begum Sahiba... I can explain...'

'Can you?'

And with that cutting remark, she walked away, retreating towards the staircase.


'Please hear me out... for a moment...'

But, she had apparently turned a deaf ear to his appeal.


'Sahiba... it is not like it seems'

However, her alta-tinted feet did not slow down - not even when they unwittingly walked over a few lustreless petals that'd fallen from her hands.

God! This was agony. Sheer sheer agony. He was meant to be her staunchest armour, and yet, it was his own past, his own choices and actions that repeatedly punctured her ailing heart.

If only he could show her how much everything about her meant to him - be it, her gestures or gifts. If only he could close in on her with two long strides, seize her wrists and arrest her within his clasp till she had no other go but to listen to what he had to say.

Understandably though, he would do no such thing - even if there weren't people around. Neither was he THAT kind of man, nor was she the kind of woman to respect a man who did so.

No! He would have to think of something else. But, what?

Gentle explanations weren't working. Being a charmer was not one of his strengths. So, what if he arrived straight at the truth? More importantly, what if he put it across in a way that she couldn't refute?


'Heera...' His whisper came out hoarse as he tried bridging the distance between them from behind

'Wh...' she did NOT want to turn around. However, she couldn't help feel anxious about the thought of him suddenly so close on her heels.


'Maharaj Sahib... bless him... makes these laddus very well...'

'What?' What was he saying? What was he up to? Whatever it was, the lady was in NO mood to find out. Instead, she persevered with her pace - though it was no easy feat to continue ignoring the natural authority in that enviably-manly voice echoing at the back of her neck.

'Keep going... keep walking up...'


'But what I ate today... could not match the quality of the eleven laddus I received in that embroidered silk pouch, Heera'

She gasped. Did she hear right? 'Could not match...the eleven laddus...embroidered silk pouch... Heera'

'No!' She heaved, breaking away from it 'Told you not to listen to him... don't stop!'


'Every single one of them was carefully hand-picked... all of them the exact size... garnished with similar nuts and raisins... you think I wouldn't notice?'

'Carefully hand-picked... exact size... similar nuts and raisins... you think I wouldn't notice?' His words! Had he rehearsed them?

'Snap out of it!' she hastily attempted to escape the effects of his spell. And that was when she realised her feet had slowed down. 'GO ON!' She ordered, quickening her speed up the next two steps to compensate for having fallen behind.

However, soon enough, the sorcery of his words caught up with her again.


'Your anger is justified, Begum Sahiba... I gave them away to achieve my means... that was incredibly self-indulgent of me...' he huskily whispered over her shoulder 'but where I truly became selfish was with the final sweet... Vaid Sahib is mistaken... I did save one... the best one... kept it for when I was hungriest to relish it most... ate it by myself when no one was watching... took my time... didn't share it... didn't even tell Azeez about it, though he had been travelling all along with me... I'm never selfish with food, but this one instance was an exception... that last one was mine and mine alone to enjoy - every... last... crumb... of... it!'


The next moment, he was casually walking past, overtaking her on the stairs - as if this intriguing affair and his hush whispers was a figment of her imagination.

But Heera remained transfixed in her spot, midway, still wondering why she had slowed down to hear him out. Still wondering how she had let his warm phrases trace their way up her shoulder and neck till they had reached her ears. If this was not sorcery, what was?

She wanted to stay angry. She tried. But, she couldn't. She wanted to feel hurt. But, she couldn't. The least she wanted to feel was 'bitter'. And for that, she deliberately recalled how foolish she'd felt until a short while ago. But even that did not seem to work.

Instead, all that she did not want, was happening. She did not want the chills in her spine sending her hair to stand on end. But that wouldn't change even when she rubbed her skin. She didn't want her features turning crimson. But, the heat on her cheeks were so fervent that they weren't going to cool down any time now. She didn't want to smile. But how ever hard she bit the insides of her quivering lips, she could not stop the darned expression from seeping through.


After he reached the top, he glimpsed over his back just once, a look of satisfaction rampant in his eyes.

She had tried very hard not to believe him and failed.

His confession had paid! After all, it had come packaged in very simple words. And it was a truth that could not be refuted - showing her that though he might have had only one of the sweets, he had treasured her gift far more than she could ever imagine.

Offering the delightful picture of her conflicted persona a quick Taslim, he vanished into his room.


Left behind was a young woman with an unexpected name lingering on her lips 'Samarth Singh banna...'

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