Shivaay's conundrum *edited* - Page 2

awesome post yar

Okay as soon as I read this title my reaction is simply, SSO hai hi ek conundrum! 😆

Amri, You gave such an amazing reference to Shivaay's current state of mind regarding where he sees himself after the truth has surfaced again. He surely is in a dilemma to accept that he doesn't care if Anika is not a blue blooded. He really doesn't care but if someone points it out that this belief is what makes him, he has had a strong stance on this matter, how can he back off from something so important in his personality, it is his identity, how can he lose it. Pinky has managed to inculcate that keera in him.
The fear of losing his identity coincides with the fear of losing her.

Just made up a random 2Rs Sheir 😆

Darr hai mujhe k shayad tujhay khoo doonga
Jo paa bhi liya tou khud ko yaqeenun kho doonga

On the other hand it's Anika whom he wants to stay close to him always. He can't stand her getting away from him. He cannot let go of his belief so easily but he wants to explain it to Anika. Maybe he wants to make her understand that NKK is very much there for him but Anika is an exception 😆. Or else I don't see how they're going to show him getting over this.

I am unable to understand why Anika is reacting like this. She feared that Shivaay will not consider her his wife after knowing that she has no blood lineage and all, she wanted to hear that he very much sees her as his wife. Now that he has assured her that she is and will be his wife, Why she was crying so much? What does she want him to do now? Anika is making Shivaay miserable to be honest. More than Shivaay it's Anika who is twisting it and she is so insecure. Now that Shivaay wants to know about her background, not because he feels that Anika Ki Rugon Mein Ghanda Khoon Hai😆 But but it's for Anika. He wants Anika to have an identity. He wants Anika to know atleast her parents' name. He wants to find out about her parents not for himself but for her. I don't think he payed much attention to what Pinky said about bachay and all because abhi in mein DOSTI wala pyar hai😆. Ofcourse Anika would hate it that Shivaay is trying to find about her past that too via Sahil .I wonder why is it so. Why Anika never tried to investigate about her patents? Why would she not like it?

I also feel that Shivaay trying to know about Anika's past will bring him face to face with Mahi's birth truth. That orphanage where Anika stayed will bring him to something he never even thought of. In short Anika's NKK has been interconnected with Mahi's NKK. I guess I'll have to wait for another 200 episodes till they will finally show Anika's past.

Hi Amri, nice post