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Hi allš i wanted to try out an intense one shot from Shivaay's pov. Not proof read so pardon me for mistakes š hope you like itš
Plot:-
Although shivaay had yelled at anika for spying down Mahi, he got her point after she confided about seeing the same medicine bottle in his home. The same question which anika had posed him hit him, "how can two people with same physique have same health condition?" . In the meanwhile , kamini had contacted shivaay that both mahi and himself were twins born to her and shakti. The result of dna test he had asked khanna to do also confirmed that he had mahi were twins.
Story :-
The sudden revelation hit shivaay hard as he stared at the pool all alone in his room.
Anika entered the room asking if he was alright. But shivaay was not in a position to talk anything. He dragged her into a tight hug.
Shivaay's pov:-
Before a few days , when you told you had no naam , khoon and khandan. I fought a battle within myself anika. If i must choose you or me. But today it turns out, i am not what i thought off. There is no 'ME'. I am NOT an oberoi. I am a.. NAJAYAZ. I don't have a naam or khoon. I don't belong to this khandan. I have twin who had suffered an entire life which i too must have faced but had evaded just because i was lucky . You used to say YOU are just anika but whatever identity you have created is entirely yours and does not depend on anything else unlike me whose identity depended on my surname. But i don't have that surname now , anika. No, najayaz cannot have surname , thats what my ideals say. But now that makes my very existence questionable... Who am I anika?? What do I have?? Why did I lose everything all in a single day?? Is it because i was not entitled to enjoy it in a first place?
Yes. I was not entitled to enjoy in first place. I belonged to the life Mahi had spent all through this 33 years. The guy whom i had accused of being low born , characterless , cheap and 'farzi' is the actual khoon of my life. My own twin. My own unlucky twin who had faced the brunt of life instead of me. My life before i met you revolved around the family, the oberoi surname, power , wealth and my ideals.
My brothers love me from heart na?? They would love me still . They wouldn't care about me being najayaz... but was this relation possible if they had known i was a najayaz in our childhood ?? Bade papa would not have allowed them right? This relation would not have even got the base in first place. The mother who loves me obsessively, who called me her "Pride" , who treasures my attention so precious that she almost always feels insecure when you are around me , my pinky "MA" is not my mine anymore. Would she had felt the same emotions if she knew i was not hers in the first place?? I know the answer, the answer is a NO. With no oberoi surname , the power and wealth vanishes. My ideals . NKK. When i myself don't have them , how could i say those are "MY" ideals, anika?
So,Who am I? What do i have in life??
Is my entire life a lie? Every single day i have spent so far in this 33 years is a lie. All Except you. Except you anika. I know you are the only one who loves me for who i am. You dont care about my surname, family , power or wealth. You are the only truth of my life. Only reality. Only love. Only lifeline of my life. Please be with me . Don't break this hug , as i would crumble like my life. You are the very reason i am standing anika, both here and in life. I promised you to be your sun but will you please be the light of my life to drive away this sudden darkness?? Don't ever leave me. Not even in your dreams, my light.I need you.
"What happend shivaay?? Am scared... just tell me na" kept asking anika . But shivaay tightened his hug a lot more as if his life depended on her.
Yes, it depended on her as she was the only glue which can stick back his broken life.
