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I don't know where to start from , I am feeling too much , too much is a much smaller comparison to explain. I'm feeling for a someone whose face used to spoil my mood but the irony is now I can't even survive without seeing his face. It's kind of strange how opposite attracts , how you fall for a person you never imagined to even be friends with. I'm happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I'm living with him , laughing with him , seeing him , talking to him . I'm falling for him more and more each passing day. His tadi makes me love him more , lord how can he kiss my hand 3 times in full tadi just for me to accept ? I love the way he take cares of me , l love the way he looks at me with his kaanji ankhe. No wonder his kaanji ankhe do wonders to me.
The day he accepted me as his wife in front of everyone , I was overwhelmed. I cannot forget that moment. That was the best moment , my heart skipped a beat that time . Of course Shivaaye is the best thing happened to me. No one ever made me feel so special , no one called me a family except him , no one took care of me the way he does.
I love him with all my heart and soul , he gives me butterflies as well as pain. His touch is magical , its like the whole world stop when he touches me. He makes me the saddest yet happiest women at the same time.
I love him knowing that he cannot love me ever. He cannot love a girl like me who doesn't even know her family. Who doesn't even know who she is. Family , blood , name is very important for him and I don't have anything. I think i'm not the woman for him. I'm not someone he would fall in love with. Not someone he dreamt of , not his girl.
We share of beautiful bond , we take care of each other , laugh with each other but this doesn't mean that he loves me .
But , one part of my heart wants him to love me just like I do. I want him to look at my eyes and say those words. But I know we don't get everything in life. Let's be happy with whatever I have.
Annika.
She closed her diary and sat beside him , looked at him. He was sleeping . She smiled and wanted to look at him forever.
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