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Part 26:
Raman bid bye to ruhi and came back to their bedroom and saw ishita still sleeping .. He went near her and caressed her hair lovingly and lied beside her just looking at her face and patting her sleeping form, Finding his warmth near her...She cuddled more into him in sleep... He took her more in his arms and leaned forward and pecked her forehead and said I love you ishita... I love you too Raman, I am your first love... Sirf aur sirf mein aur koi nahi... She mumbled in her deep sleep and hugged him tightly as if someone will take him away from her if she releases the hold.. making raman feel bad for his deeds... Haan mein sirf aur sirf tumhara .. No one can separate us not even that bloody ashok or my past... He said and was just patting her arms... Thinking of ways to mend everything to normal...
After sometime Raman prepared some hot soup and entered their bedroom with a bowl of soup... He placed the bowl on the side table and sat beside ishita...
Raman : ishita... Uto babu have some soup and sleep... Medicines bhi lena haina... Uto he said lovingly and tried to wake her up... Listening to his voice ishita opened her eyes and gave a cold stare at him...
Ishita : raman mujhe kuch nahi chahiye.. You take all these away she said pointing towards the soup... Without looking at his face...
Raman : ishita please .. Just have this soup and take the medicines... Warna teekh kaise hongi...
Ishita : I know how to take care of myself... Mujhe koi aapki fake care and concern ki zaroorat nahi... She said getting up from the bed...
Raman : ishita kahan jaa rahe ho...
Ishita : raman... Please mujhe tode der ke liye akele chodo... She said going towards the washroom...
He felt relaxed thinking that she is just going to use the washroom...
Raman : jkr... I know I am at fault par aise kyun behave kar rahi hai... Teekh se mooh tak dek kar baat nahi kar rahi hai...
Kya karoon isko teekh karne ko... He was just mumbling to himself... That's when he heard a noise from washroom...
Raman : ishita.. Ishita... Kya hua... Oh god yeh gir toh nahi gai na... Ishita kuch toh bolo... He shouted fully tensed...
Ishita : haan... Haan woh mein teek hoon..
Raman : ishita open the door... Ishita i said open this bloody door now warna mein darwaza tod doongi... He said banging the door...
She slowly opened the the door and walked out meekly in a fully drenched form...
Raman : kya hua... Why are you fully drenched...
Ishita : woh galti se shower faucet ko haat lag gaya...
Raman : kya haath ko lagi?... Iss haath mein lagi hai kya... He said holding her hand that was swollen...
Ishita : Nahi not this hand... She said taking her hand away from his... Making raman angry for her behaviour ..
She walked to the wardrobe to take out a fresh pair of clothes... He was just standing rooted at the place looking at her with utmost anger... She verywell knew he is angry on her for taking her hands away from him... So she did not dare to look at him... She just walked back towards the washroom...
Raman : kahan jaa rahe ho... He asked standing in the same position..
Ishita : kapde badalne...
Raman : aur kaise badlogi... Ek haath se..
Ishita : I can manage raman... I dont need your hel... Before she could complete he pulled her by the other hand and held her cheeks tightly... that made her drop her clothes down...
Raman : ek aur baat bolegi na... Sach mein ek aur tapad maroonga madrasan he said looking at her face, Which had his finger prints of the slap of previous day...
Ishita : haan... Woh bhi karlo... Abhi toh aadat hogaya toh roz maar peet aur atyachar karna bhi shuru karlo... She said with a angry tone...
Raman : atyachar?... He smiled at her and caressed her cheeks lovingly... Dard ho raha hai kya.. He asked looking into her eyes...
Ishita : Nahi maza aa raha hai... Ek aur baar tapad maro na... She said sarcastically...
Raman : sorry na jill... Tum aise zid mat karo... Chalo jaldi kapde badalo... Aur phir bimar pad jaogi toh mujhe hi tumhe uta kar hospital bhaagna hoga... Mujhse nahi ho payega... tum aaj kal kuch zyada hi moti hogai hai madrasan... He made fun of her to lighten the moment... taking her clothes that had fallen on the floor... She took that away from his hands giving a glare... I can manage... She said blankly...
Raman :Badi aayi I can take care of myself he said mimicking her.. Halat deka teri.. You can't even take care of yourself even for a minute without me... He said clutching her arms and held the hem of her kurti to remove it... She was not able to take the way he was behaving, so cool as if nothing happened between them... She just wriggled her hands from his hold pushing him away from her making him startled by her behavior...
Raman : what the hell was that ishita...
Ishita : what do you mean by that raman... How could you behave so casually as if nothing happened between us... Mujhe aapko dekh kar na bahut gussa aa raha hai raman... Mujhe na muj par hi bahot gussa aa raha hai... I regret for loving you this much she said spitting fire...
Raman : ishita yeh tum kya bol rahe ho... He asked in a low tone trying to inch forward towards her...
She just showed her hands to stop him from moving forward...
Ishita :raman please dhoor raho mujhse... I feel as if I am on bed of thorns when you near me... Mujhe aapko dekh kar bhar bhar yeh ehsaas hota hai ki... I am your second wife... Mujhe itna neecha feel horaha hai as if mein koi second hand cheez hoon... I am not able to take this as lightly as you do... So mujhe toda space dijiye... She said spilling her heart out to him with unknown tears flowing from her eyes...
Raman : ishita yeh tum... His voice broke not able to speak further...
Ishita : kyun kiya raman aap aise mere saath ... Why did you love me so much... Why did you use my true love as weapon against me.. Why did you make me dependent on you for every single thing... Ab aap mere aadat ban gai ho... aapke bina mein kuch bhi nahi kar pa rahi hoon... Why did you make me so weak raman... She said crying bitterly... But you know what she said wiping her tears and composing herself... I should get used to this... I should get used to living without you... Who knows whether I will always bhi your first preference or not... Aakhir mein toh ek second hand cheez hoon na aapke liye...
Raman : ishitaaa... He raised his hands to slap her... But composed himself thinking of her state...
He was totally shattered listening to her words...
Raman : ishita aise batein mat karo... Isse better you kill me with your own hands I love you ishita... I love you to death... I love only you damit ... What should I do to prove you... he said crashing down on the floor on his knees...
Seeing him fall like that she inched forward to hold him... But backed of wiping her tears making a stern face... She went near him... He just saw her face with tears flowing from his eyes thinking that she came to him to console him... But She took the clothes that was fallen beside him and walked towards the washroom to change her clothes...
Making raman even more worried...
Raman : how will she manage to change... That to with one hand... Aur uss haat se takragaya toh... She will be in more pain... He thought running behind her and stood in front of the washroom door blocking her way...
Ishita : kya problem hai aapka... She said in a angry tone...
Raman : how will you change with one hand plastered... Aur swelling bhi hai...
Ishita : you don't have to worry about that... Hato...
Raman : kapde do mujhe... He said strenly...
Ishita : ek baar bola toh aapko samajh nahi aayega...
Raman : I said give that damn clothes... He said shouting on top of her voice...
Ishita : raman have you lost it... Why are shouting... I dont want your help...
Raman : will you just shut up... Bahot karliya teri man maani aur nahi chalega... He said snatching the clothes from her hand...
Ishita : raman give my clothes back... Aap mujhse aise baat nahi kar sakte ho...
Raman : tum mano ki nahi mano... I am your husband damn it... Tum jo bhi kaho... I love you and I can't see you in pain... Tumhe jo samjhna samjho.. You think this is fake love and care towards you I don't give bloody shit to your stupid thoughts... He said holding her cheeks tightly...
Before she could speak further without waiting for a second... He opened the zipper of her kurti from behind and held the hem of her kurti and tried to pull it down...
Ishita : what the hell Raman... Ab aap zabardasti bhi karenge mere saath?.. She said struggling to push his hands away...
Raman : haan karoonga zabardasti... I dont want to see you in pain... How will you change with single hand... Tumhe mujhe maarna hai toh maaro, daatna hai toh daato jo karna hai karo... He said trying to remove her kurti... As she was not cooperating with him Making herself stiff... He tore her kurti into 2 pieces making her open her eyes wide in shock... In midst of her struggle he removed her clothes completely making her stand helpless under his strong clutches, he wiped her wet body with towel pat drying her... She was just looking at him who was handling her like a new born baby... He put on a fresh pair of clothes over her with utmost care without hurting her...
Raman : ab chup chap ye soup pio and take your medicines...
Ishita : mujhe kuch nahi chahiye ...
Raman : I told to just shut up... Not a single word from your mouth... Jo karna hai karo... Pehle isse piyo aur tablet le lo aur uske baad mujhe maar daalna... It is better to die than to listen to your sharp words that kills me literally... He said totally broken from her words... He helped her in having the soup... She too felt bad for behaving like that to him... As she could feel from his words that he was deeply hurt by her behavior... So she silently finished the soup without any struggle and took tablets and looked at his face... He wiped the soup in corner of her lips and left the room without saying a single word...
After sometime she was waiting for him to come and check over her.. She peeped from their bedroom looking for him in the living room... Not finding him there, she started searching for him... He was no where to be seen... She searched whole house and was worried not finding him..Ps: 130+ likes and long comment for early update... 😳
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