NIBIR SS- Kuch Pyar Ka Pagalpan Bhi Tha (Completed)*29/6* - Page 27

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Hii my love, I know you missed me, and I missed you more... I know I'm coming back after 2 months but somewhere in taking care of kabir and house I didn't get time. And from last few days I feel weak so I am resting now.

Finally I got sometime to spend with you my love. You know diary last time I told you that mom and dad had left to Dubai, me and kabir left here alone and you know what all burden is on myself. I have to take care of kabir, home and most importantly kitchen.

You know na diary how bad I'm at kitchen, and we can't eat from out on daily basis. So I started learning and my daily experiment, don't ask how I manage to make food. I wish I could go back to my honeymoon. Honeymoon yeah I was telling about you my honeymoon. So where I was, yeah that phone call intrude kabir's beating session.

You know what diary, that time the phone calls were so annoying that I can't tell you but now I find them funny. So the first call was from my mother, before even I could say hello she started "beta tu theek toh hai na ??" I was like mujhe kya hona hai maa. I asked the same to which she replied "dekh nisha apni maa se kuch mat chupa or yaad rakh jo hota hai vo ache ke liye hota hai...tu bas khush rehna beta " sab uper se gaya na ?? Mere bhi sab uper se gaya tha uss time.

I was going to start "maa what you want to say ?" But couldn't as I got call from my brother. This was a quite surprise for me as you know diary he never used to call me except on serious matter so I hanged mom call and picked up his call only to receive same reaction from him as my maa give. Before I could react to my brother my friends started calling me and give same reaction as above, I was fed up everyone in the world asking me stupid question how are you? Are you fine ? that's it..! I feel like kill them as no one was telling me the reason why they are asking such questions. Finally diary I lost my cool when Kirti call me even before she can ask me something I ask her " what's the matter speak up I can't tolerate any more if you ask me how I am I will kill you right here" hearing me in such a furious tone she said " okay I'm telling you" then she blasted bomb on me splitting out beans. She had spoken many things but only one thing I can register in my mind that is Mishkat got married. I think after lots of difficulty she has spoken this as I can sense in her voice. Three word those three words "MISHKAT GOT MARRIED" enough to scattered into many pieces and I dropped my phone I could not hear anything after that.

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Hey diary,

After a short break I guess. What can I do after writing Mishkat got married I again went into loop. The old memories come to my head again I just lost, just lost in those feeling which engulf me. Feeling of losing something precious, mishkat is very precious to me but I lost him, feeling of alone, feeling of betrayal, Mishkat was nothing to me but I still feel betrayed as he was my world everything. I just lost him that thought again come in my mind, I stopped writing and put head on desk cried for hour an hour, after a while means like an eternity I anyhow pushed myself on bed and do the same. The strains were undone again. I don't know when Kabir come into the room as I was crying I don't know anything I just heard the door of my room was open in thud. Maybe Kabir had called me but I was crying so I didn't heard my phone ringing and when I didn't pick up the call Kabir come directly home, I guess..!

He started screaming my name as soon as you put feet on the floor of our well furnished room, he come closer to me and started asking the reason of my tears but could I couldn't bring myself to answer his questions, I just cried more turning my face to other side I think he got hyper on my reaction he come over me putting all his weight on me trying to giving me the warmth I need. Then he laid beside me holding my waist tightly cooed softly "nishu what happened??" I made my pupils to look at his feature but couldn't as my vision was blur due to fresh tears. He gently wipe my tears, stroke my cheeks for a while and keep asking the reason of full stainted face. I said nothing to him just turned my face again I know that had hurt him alot but he keep quiet for a while and caresses my hair until I told him that "I need some time alone and come to him after a while " he understood me left me room alone again. I never go to him it took me long time to stop myself from crying. I stood up and sat on bed that when the door of our room open and there kabir with anxious face but his feature was soft when he looked at me and smiled little seeing me calm, at least not crying. He come to me and wiped my cheeks which still had stains. I try to get up but I feel weak as I hadn't eaten anything from morning. I get up and stumbled but kabir hold me. He slowly picked me up and took me down to dinning room. You know diary, he didn't ask me any question regarding my crying session just stood by my side and said nothing I looked at his face and feel that he had cried also. This make me feel more sad again the strains of tear were undone seeing him sad I asked him while crying "kabir why did you cried ??" He looked at my shocked. He come closer to me and wipe my face again try to hush me, I hugged him tight and said "you're my sunshine, if you'll sad then I'll be not able to do anything" he broke the hug and cupped my face said in very intense voice "you're my world, my everything, if you're sad then how could even I breath" aww dairy he loves me so much...!!

He made me eat food also that he had cooked. And it was very tasty than sanjeev kapoor's restaurant food, I felt guilty for making him sad and that time I promised myself to not to make him sad because of me. I was in my thoughts when he took plates from the table for wash them but I stopped him and do rest kitchen work as he had done many things for me. After cleaning the whole kitchen I went to my room and try to open it but kabir had locked it from inside. "Kabirrr... Or sweetie..." I called but no response. I have done that for good five times when finally I heard him "kon?? password batao " I said "what the..." His response was "ye password nhi hai " I was now irritated "kabirrr kya natak hai ye ?" To which he said "password bhul gayi kya... Koi nhi I'll give you a hint ye vo words hai jo main hamesha sunna chahta hun par tum abhi tak ek baar hi boli " he pouted at last I can feel that. I asked him "kya kabir ??" "socho socho" he said. I don't know what he was talking about, what he always wanted to hear but I said only one time so I played along with him by saying I love you, you love me, I love you too, you are hot and sexy, I had tried all but his response was I know all the time, after thinking hard I played again by saying "kabir kiss me " and he come out hold my waist tightly and leaned on me to kiss but I squeezed his mouth by my hand and said "ye password tha" to which he nodded in yes then in no, I asked him so what was the password..? He slowly withdraw his hand from my waist and gently take my hand which was on his lips in his hand, leaned on me to my right ear, ohh his husky voice still give me goosebumps so he said huskily in my ear that " jumma chumma dede " I was so lost in his husky voice as I closed my eyes due to proximity between us but when I registered his word I started laughing like mad person throwing my head back still in his arm.

He swipe up me in air still securing in his arm. I looked at him with all love by this I fail to notice the decoration of the room. He had decorated whole room with fairy lights, awww diary I have loss of words to describe how our room was looking at that time it was not less than heaven. I looked at kabir who smiled at me as I was standing on my feet. "Toh Mrs Rathoor...welcome to your personal disc. And I hope you'll remember password from next time..." He said and after that we danced like lunatic. He had played all the cheesy songs like jumma chumma dede, husn hai suhana and some famous song of govinda. Thank God he didn't play that song called sarkaiyleo ghatiya...whatever it is, else I have been killed him. After some more time we started dancing in slow and romantic one and it turned to our some kuchi-ku moment we were lost in each other and loving each other, he was over me and kissing me senselessly when I broke the kiss and cover my half naked body with duvet and told him "I feel weak kabir...not today please..." He instantly parted and wore his tee shirt and give me my top. He don't love my body... He loves me and I feel overwhelm at his action and hugged him tight and mumble on his shoulder while crying "I'm sorry sweetie..." to which he replied by turning to me "shh idiot... I love you...you're not a pleasing machine, you're my love... Your consent is more important to me do you get that " he wiped my face and made me wear my top then we laid back by hugging each other I pretend to be in sleep and he thought I was sleeping so he mumbled I love you monster and kissed the top of my head linger his lips for a while then made a sexy groan and slept on my shoulder. He had done this last time too when I feel this much low. When I got to know about Mishkat marriage.

When Kirti told me everything my phone dropped from my hand and I shattered on floor of our honeymoon suite, seeing me in such state kabir come to me and asked in scared voice "kya hua nisha sab kyun call kar rahe...??" I looked at him teary eyed as I can't see him clearly but can sense he sat beside me on his knees and asked all concern I can feel in his voice "kya hua nisha ??" I just lost my control and hugged him tight and started crying more bitterly. I know he again got scared and started rubbing my back in circle to console me. But you know diary everything in my life is quite funny. When I remember that moment make me laugh at his innocence or stupidity.

So he said "hum first available flight se India wapas jayenge" i don't know why kabir said this but I don't told him anything but my mind was blocked that time so I replied between my sobs "ab jake kya faida kabir, sab khatm hogaya...everything is finished now" then kabir replied " Ramesh sir toh bhout healthy person hai aise achanak kaise hogaya...??" I got lil shock then I said while sobbing "Rammy ko kya hua ?? Vo toh khus hoga aaj finally aaj chutkara jo mil gaya use" then don't know what come to kabir's mind he spoke "aunty ko heart problem hai na, ab honi ko kon taal sakta hai aise waqt pe hi tujhe strong bana hoga, tu aise ho jaogi toh tere papa ko kon sahara dega ?" I broke the hug and looked at him with frown "are you out of your mind sweetie ?" He said being innocently "maine kya kiya..." Then I shouted at him "ek taraf mai mishu ki shadi ki news sunke ro rahi hun aur tum ho ki pata nahi kya kya bak rahe ho" he screamed at his top of lungs "whattt " i said him in between in my sobs "chilo mat... Main loot gai...barbaad hogai... Haaye ab main kya Karungi " he got up and said "you are crazy " yeah I'm crazy and what he was thinking about my parents that something happened to them this is not crazy. This all I realized later but that time I said "shut up sweetie... Mishu ne shadi karli ab mera kya hoga..." With that he stood up and cry louder and louder.

After good 3 hours I was crying and that moron pulling his hair sitting on bed as I think I was crying in digital sound. And his ear can't escape from my digital sounds effect heehhaaawww but after a while he placed his hand on my mouth and I bite his hand, kabir screamed with pain "ouchh u monster ...bite kyun kiya" to which I replied "tune mera muh band kyun kiya ?" He so rude you know what he said diary "or thodi der tu aise hi chilati rahi toh mere kaano se khoon nikaleyga.." I said cryingly "ahh...main chila nhi rahi main ro rahi dekh nhi raha tujhe ??" He looked at me, I don't know why he looked at me for long time then sit beside me again and placed his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him, I too lean on him, he wiped my face and said "nisha Mishkat ek actor, uske kitne sare fans honge, vo har kisi se shadi nhi kar sakta na... agar tu use sache dil se pyar karti hai toh tujhe khus hona chahiye uski shadi ki baat sunke Mishkat ko uski life partner mil gayi jise vo bohot pyar karta hai or vo ladki bhi use bhout pyar karti hogi" I pouted at his reply and said "main bhi pyar karti hun sweetie" to which he smiled and said " I know you love him nisha, but Mishkat ko nhi pata na ki uske liye itni sundar si, cute si ladki pagalon ki tarha usse shadi karna chahti hai, usse bhout sara pyar karti hai " he was right sari galti Rammy ki hai usne mujhe kabhi milne jaane hi nhi diya I told him same to which he said "hmmm... pata hai nishu hume jise bhout pyar karte hai na unki khushi humari khushi banjati hai, unki taklif humari taklif "

He is right you know na diary how much I cry whenever mishu got injured in his TV shows and curse those goons who beat him. I told him that and he pecked my on head and said "haan toh ab vo apne life partner, apne pyar ke saat khush hai toh tujhe bhi uske liye khush hona chahiye na" why he was so right that time *pout*

So I wiped my face and told him I'll not cry anymore he smiled and kissed my cheek and said " that's my good girl" I feel exhausted with all this and told him I feel like sleepy. He understood me and picked me in his arm and placed me on bed and covered me with duvet properly and again peck on my forehead and said "good night nishu" I was already feeling alone and when he was leaving I don't know why I feel more alone and insecure so I held his hand and asked him to be with me, he looked at me confusingly but I pulled him down made him laid beside me as soon as he make himself comfortable I quickly placed my head on his chest and my one arm was around his waist hugging him tightly and his hand held me very close to him by my waist but slowly he loosened his grip on my waist and think that I fall asleep but i was feeling his all action as he caressed my cheeks with his fingers and mumbled "i love you monster" and then after a while he too drift into a deep slumber.

And this was the night where I fall for him. After that something happened with me and make me love my sweetie and I'll tell next time but this time soon promise diary.

Signing off for today my third love kyunki second toh vo hai or pehla sweetie.

Kabir's last speech was awesome.

Update soon.

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