Even though now we all know that anika is faking the memory loss we still dont know who is with her in this plan and who isnt...will wait till the episode airs to see what is true and what isnt regarding the involvement of OmRu and Shivaay in this memory loss plan...
If shivaay is suffering due to this shitia wedding, anika is suffering more than him because she neither knows what she means to him nor does she know what her future holds for her i.e. if she will be with him or not...she has no proper assurance from shivaay regarding her place in his life even though he keeps showing it with his actions here and there...
i have a feeling that shivaay knows that he wont get married to tia but anika doesnt so she ends up getting hurt everytime shivaay rubs it on her face with his romantic moments with tia
Anika in my honest opinion has suffered more than shivaay from the day she got married to him...from getting insulted by him on the wedding day, being called a gold digger and characterless, no proper apology from shivaay for whatever he did to her on the day of the wedding and the days after(not even realising tat he did something wrong), refusing to acknowledge her as his wife in front of the society and the family, her brother getting insulted, her getting insulted by his mom again and again, no regards for anikas feelings during a particular situation...and the list goes on and on...
Shivaays suffering is nothing compared to what anika went through till now...
P.s. please dont think i am attacking you or anything😊...i am just stating my opinion about this situation😳