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Hie everyone i am aroo...and this is my first post in this forum...i was a krpkab viewer in the beginning but kind of stopped watching due to college and later indian channels got band in Pak so lost my interest...but this post leap track is damn interesting that i started watch krpkab again online...a little tiring it is but i am loving the track so😳
Well firstly congrats everyone for the show completing 250 episodes ❤️ and secondly i am here with a DevAkshi OS because with such amazing track going on the writer in me couldn't hold back and i ended up writing this os...honestly because i have no knowledge about many things happened before leap i don't how this would turn out ...still posting it here... please read and leave back your reviews❤️
I know so much blabber na...sorry please scroll down😳
When you desperately want to love someone still you can not because everything and everyone is against it... when you desperately want to hate someone but you can not because each and everything reminds you of that love you wish to hate...
life had been complicated and they knew that but now with facing each other every day and coming across each other's hatred filled eyes, those eyes which held something else, something which held every emotion in it but hatred only if they could see
Dev had came across the truth, he now know that he has a daughter, a beautiful daughter named suhana... someone about whose existence he was never aware...someone who was a part of his life yet she was nowhere...how cruel it is... he wished to love his daughter, to claim his rights as her father on her but he couldn't because he has lost it even before he get it
He lost his daughter because years ago although without his knowledge he had gave away all his rights on her to her mother, her mother who never felt the need to inform him that he was a father, a father of one beautiful princess...he can't blame her still after all they were divorced and according to law he had no right on her but still he should have been informed...only if once she would have shared this news with him, then things would had been different today...
It was one hectic day... with soha visiting sona at office without telling anyone and that's she came across one obodhuru man, someone who was her dad but she was unaware... when sona found them together she tried hard to hide it from dev about soha's identity but her calling her mom and everything was damn clear
Dev stood there like a lost puppy while a highly stressed sonakshi dragged soha to her office leaving him there...she could see a pool of questions playing in his eyes but chose to ignore...she then asked her dada to take soha home who did as ask...he left
Taking in a deep breath she walked in his cabin, though her heart screamed that Dev Dixit doesn't deserve any explanation still she decided to face him with some answer and that's what she did...she knocked and entered inside his cabin...he was standing beside the window, his back facing her, she sighed and began to say 'i know you are shocked to know that you are the father of my daughter suhana bose but i would want to clear one thing here Mr.Dev Dixit, you have no right on my daughter, you can even go through the prenuptial papers...it was clearly stated there that if we have a child then you would have no rights on the child so always remember Suhana is just my daughter dev and you have no rights at her...' she said it all trying hard to not to be nervous and once done she turned and left
While leaving she failed to notice those tears which rolled down his cheeks..he stood there for God knows how long..he had no reason to blame sonakshi in this matter...he just wanted to blame himself...to let her think so low of him that she didn't consider it important to share such important news with him..of him being a father of her child...of course she was her's because of that prenuptial agreement something which he never wanted
He had returned late home that night, firstly because he didn't wish to go home and come across the person who ruined his life, his happiness...his everything and secondly because he wanted to be away from her memories, those memories which led to a beautiful existence of his daughter but he had to...he had to return to make himself realize the biggest truth, a truth which once again changed his enitre being...
7 years before when sonakshi left him, he was angry and hurt, he was angry at her and his mother, thus he took a decision that now no one will be able to hurt him...he now will live for himself...for his happiness because he believed that now it's just him for his existence which mattered him but today with a new revelation his beliefs from past 7 years has turned upside down , with the revelation of him being a father has changed everything in just a second but still he can't cherish this news by hugging his daughter, by telling her that he is none other than her father or giving her a love of a father because he has no right on her
No, he won't snatch away his daughter from her mother, he can't snatch away her happiness from her, like how she did 7 years back by snatching away his happiness and leaving him alone...he won't be like her...he won't do what she did...he can't hurt her still by taking away her reason to live from her
He wiped away his tears as he placed his head on the headboard and closed his eyes...their moments came rushing back in his view...the moments which were his life, those whom he still cherish without anyone's notice, without his heart's notice...his mind is his support...
He could hear his maa knocking at his door but he plainly ignored her, this was his time with his life and he wouldn't let her ruin it ...not anymore
That entire night he spend like that, sleep was far away from him ...everytime he tried to sleep their faces flashed in his mind...she and her daughter who was not less then a image of a fresh flower... in no time her daughter turned one important part of his life, only if he could tell her that...
With his alarm ringing informing him about sun rise, he finally left his bed and went to take a long and much needed shower...he needed to think, he need a way out of this emotional turmoil, only if it was possible ... at last it was decided...he won't show his weakness to anyone...he will cherish this feeling of being a father forever but he won't let his daughter be his weakness...she has to be his strength
Dressed casually as always he walked in his office only to come across her, her attention too turned to him, she could see how his facial expression changed for a moment before he covered it behind his cool dude avatar...she could see how something flashed in his eyes, some longing for someone but he didn't let her investigate his feelings fully and wore his glares before walking away, she sighed..This will be really tough, to face him everyday after this revelation
He sat in his cabin, his head in his hands...his eyes moistened, he didn't know that it would be tough then he thought but he will do it... he will do it and keep doing it like he had been doing in past 7 years...'I just need to act that it doesn't matter..that's it..come on you have been doing it since long you can do it now too...' he mumbled to himself before he heard a knock at the door 'come in' he ordered and a while later as the person walked in he knew who it was...he can still sense her around him
Sonakshi was having a hard time behaving as if she doesn't care about him and what he must be going through or if this news really matters to him ...she wanted an answer and that's why without thinking about any other thing she just left all her work on which she couldn't concentrate and made her way to his cabin...
She walked in his cabin to find his head in his hands, she could feel that he was in a very miserable condition 'Dev' she called out but he just sighed..she felt that he knew it was her and she was proved right 'what is it sonakshi?' He asked later and she looked away... she still feel butterflies in her stomach when he call her with her name, she can't resist accepting it to herself anymore
'Dev i wanted to talk...' she said and he looked up, she was taken a back seeing his blood shot eyes, it felt as if he had been crying, 'dev I...' she couldn't come up with anything as he kept on starring at her, may be waiting for her to say what she wanted but she couldn't utter anything, he was making it difficult for her to speak and her heart was doing nothing good to her already nervous state...
'Sonakshi please leave, i get that you want to talk about nothing...so please leave me alone' he said as calmly as possible...he hardly talk to her like this now...but today was one of those rare days when Dex Dixit choose to not to interact with Miss.Bose and she knew the reason... 'Dev I know that you are hurt after knowing about soha' sona said earning a chuckle from him, she raised her brows at his nonchalant act 'hurt...you really thing that i have any right to even feel hurt about this... do you really think that i have any right over anything that relates me to your daughter Miss.Bose...Nah i don't think so' he said plainly
'How can i have any right over anything that concerns your daughter when my own mother and love took it away from me...' he said, this time his tune a little high but that wasn't which caught her attention but him still adressing her as the person he 'Love' surprised her 'don't be do shock Miss.Bose and please be relax...i know you are worried that what if i claim my rights on your daughter, what if i try to snatch her away from you...what if you will lose your happiness, what if you lose your entire being...what if you lose your reason to live...but just for your peace of mind let me tell you... No i won't do anything you and maa did years back..i won't snatch your life, your happiness from you...i can never do that to you...i can never be heartless like you...i can not...
I am spineless i can not hurt someone like that...but you can do it and you have done it...congratulations you have done it... you have hurt me again, you have ruined me again...God i don't know how to thank you for this... i am just so thankful of you Miss.Bose thank you for everything...' he didn't know where to stop or how to stop ... while she stood still at her spot listening to his every word, every complain...
'Maa made me realize that i was never a perfect son by ruining our relation, you made me realize that i can never be a perfect husband by ruining my happiness by going away and once again because of you i am glad to know that i don't even deserve to be a father by hiding it from me.
Thank you for this reality check Ms.Bose..
Thank you' at last he stopped and turned to the other side... they stood silent at where they were...where dev was trying to console himself and his broken self sonakshi was trying to understand everything he said... but hd didn't even let her do it when he finally whispered 'sonakshi please...please leave..go away from here and my life like how you did 7 years back, that day you didn't hear me out and today i don't want you to hear me out... just forget whatever i said and leave...' she took a step back and could notice him wiping his tears
She kept on taking back her step until her back hit the door, she turned and left... leaving him there
She returned back home and ran into her room, after 7 long years, she wanted to cry, she wanted to cry as dev's sona...after 7 long years she wish to mourn for her loss, for her love... her dev whom she lost in the hands of destiny and his cowardness but he said that she snatched away his happiness...how could he, when it was him who complicated everything
It was him who asked her to leave, it was him who made those prenuptial agreement, it was just him who took away her house from her family and her...it was just him behind everything still he blamed her...no how could he...this ain't right...she wasn't at fault, she just did what was right being a daughter...being a woman, she needed to protect her self respect by taking a decision for herself, for her family but did she really ruin it by her own hands...ruin them ?
She knew things can't be like before, but still after 7 long years she urge to have some answers of her questions, those which became the reason behind their broken relationship...she still remember that day when everything ruined, they were so much happy just in the morning but their happiness turned into ashes in no time...
No she won't spend her entire life in mystery and regret , she will go and tell him that she never wanted to ruin them, it was him who did it...yes she would do it,
And with that she made her way back to the office, office hours were over by now and it was night, but still she felt that she will find him here... and she did find him..in his cabin doing absolutely nothing but staring outside the window
When she entered inside his cabin, he got to know that it was her still he remained silent...this time she came and stood beside him 'i never wished to ruin our live dev neither did i do it...it's not me it's you who ruined everything in your ego...i never did anything... ' she said and he heard her quietly 'chod kar mai nahe gaya tha sona , chod kar tum gaye the, ek bar nahe, do bar... tab bhe jab baba mujhse naraz hokar gaye the maina kaha tha ke mjhe ek chance do mai sab thk krdnga or tab bhe jab mai kehta raha k mai tumhare sath rehna chahta huj...har bar tumhe wapis bulana chaha maina, tumhe btana chaha k mai sath rehna chahta hun tumhare...mai humari khushi chahta hun jo mjhe lagta tha ke ek dosre ke sath hi hai...par tumne yaqeen nahe kiya, tumne apna nahe samjha' 'maine bus ek beti hone ka farz ada kiya tha dev...mere baba ki izzat ka sawal tha'
'han to wo mere bhe baba the...may bhe beta banna chahta tha unka ...kiya maina kaha tha ke mjhe dada ko help krne mai problem hai? Nahe mujhe koi problem nahe the, kabhi nahe the, mai maa ko samjha leta, mai sab theek krdeta, tum ek mauqa to dete...nahe diya, yeh tumhari galati hai' 'apne bhe to nahe diya mjhe mauqa..maina pocha ke kiya mai chali jaon or ap khamosh rahe...ek baar bolte k nahe jao hum bat krte hain, sab theek hojaega..mai nahe jati...lekin apne nahe kiya dev, yeh apki galati hai'
'Maina wo prenuptial agreement nahe banwaya tha sonakshi, mjhe uske bare mai kuch nahe malum tha...mei kehta gaya k mjhe kuch nahe pta par tum nahe mani...tumne mere ek nahe suni, yeh tumhare galati hai' 'vicky ne hume apne kehne par humare ghar se nikal diya dev, hume beghar kar diya...islie ke maina apki maa ko hurt kiya..yeh apki galati hai ke apne khud ko mere nazron mai is qadar gira diya...apne khud sab khtam kiya dev' she cried out but he was calm
'pyaar ka dosra naam bharosa hota hai sonakshi..
Tumhe to Mujhpe bharosa hi nahe tha... na tab jab maina kaha k mai sab theek kar dunga, na tab jab tmhe kaha gaya k maina tumhara ghar tumse cheena or na hi tab jab main kehta raha k mai wo agreement nahe banwaya tha...tmne kabhi bhe bharosa hi nahe kiya...tmhare pyaar kamzor tha sonakshi...tmhe Mujhpe bharosa karna chahie tha... tumhe mujhse share krna chahie tha sab.. tmhe is baat ka yaqeen hona chahie tha ke mai sab theek kar dunga...tumne toh is baat tak ke qabil nahe smjha k mjhe mere beti k bare mai bta do..' he choked and she felt as if someone stabbed her straight at her heart
'Please go away sonakshi, i can't do it anymore, thinking about those unfaithful days kills me...please go ' he said and turned away... she stood there quietly watching him go weak on his knees as he sat on the floor in front of her hugging himself to peace
She sat beside him and placed her hand on his, her touch still send shiver down his spine, ignoring the soothing feeling he felt with her touch he looked up at her, their eyes meeting with the moon light falling straight on them... his eyes moistened but she didn't let him cry, she just pulled him in a hug and he hugged her back instantly...
Both of them were craving for each other and in this weak moment they needed each other...the past is still not fully out but the thing they have realized is that somewhere both were equally responsible for their loss, and it was just them who can set it right...they knew that this path to return back to each other is very long, filled with hurdles but still they wanted to walk through it , they once again wanted to be with each other, to hold each other's hand and face this world...set their past right and live in their present, working for a good future ... they once again wish to dream a future with each other...once again they hope to be with each other...dobara...phirse
They will be together they knew it in their heart but working upon all these realization can wait...for now they needed to be with each other and in each other's solace and they were exactly there...that's what they needed for now...
Soha will be so happy to finally meet her dad... that was the last thing sonakshi thought with a smile before hugging him even more closer and losing herself in this moment
Ohkay that's it...i really have no idea what did i write...i just posted it because i have written it and i wanted to post it... you can let me know about how bad it is😆 criticism is welcomed i won't mind😳
Thanks
-aroo
Anupamaa
