Hello forumwaasiis..
This is a random OS after seeing the 16th jan episode.
Please excuse me for not updating ff...my head was here.!😛
Happy Reading!😊
OS-"Takkar Ki IshqBaazi"
A little bit background to it
Shivaay told her all he wanted to do was speak to O. She leaves the room to get the power bank from the car. She comes back to see a still more sick Shivaay. Shivaay quickly connects the cable. Bit suddenly his head started spinning and he fell on the ground. Anika looked on shocked, leaning over his side asking him to get up. She quickly switches on his phone and makes a call.
Present-
Shivaay wakes up to find himself in a hospital room. He slowly opens his eyes to see a tensed Anika sitting on the couch at the room's end. "Anika.!" he said sitting up.
She immediately looked up-"Sambhal kar Shivaay..!" she helps him sit up.
Shivaay-"Anika Om..
Anika-"Wo ghar pe hai..thodi der pehle hi baat hui hai..!"
Shivaay-"Yeh kaise ho sakta hai..Are you sure.?"
Anika-"Haan...wo gusse mein isliye nikla thaa kyunki..kisi ko uske master piece mein khamiyaan nazar aayi thii..ussi ki photo dehk wo gusse mein nikla thaa.!"
Shivaay sighs-"Thank God..!" still a little unsure.
Anika-"Aap theek hain?"
He nods. "Main yahan kyaa ...?"
Anika-"Wo aap behosh ho gaye thee..!"
Shivaay-"Doctor ne kya kaha?" he asks worriedly.
Anika-"Abhi tak toh kuch nahi..reports ka intezaar kar rahe hain...wo keh rahe thee ki aandhi aur dust ki wajah se aap ko saans lene mein takleef ho rahi thii.!"
Shivaay-"hmm...tumne ab tak dressing nahi karwai ..Anika it can be septic please jaldi se..karwa lo!" he says looking at her unattended wounds on the arm.
Anika-"Haan jaa hi rahi thii...Ye waali chot bahut maamuli hai.." she says in a heavy voice with pain evident in her eyes.
The doctor comes and checks on Shivaay. He was about to speak something when Shivaay deviates him from topic, and asks him to kindly send Anika for dressing her wounds. The doctor immediately calls a nurse and sends Anika with her.
Turning towards Shivaay-"Mr.Oberoi.. you are allergic to dust issliye you got breathlessness and shaayad aapne apne aapko bahut zyada stress kar liya ..aap jaante hain ki you have a weak heart, aise mein severe breathlessness and tension is not good."
Shivaay nods.
Doc-"Waise tension ki as such koi baat nahi hai everything is under control.! But please take care!"
Shivaay-"Thank you!" gets up after signing the necessary papers. He goes out to the corridor waiting for Anika arranging a driver to pick them up.
As soon as she comes they leave in their car. The drive seemed long as both silently sat after the tiring adventure they had an hour before. Anika was emotionally drained. She had almost thought she had lost him forever. Her mixed feelings and thoughts about him were creating pain. It was like a whirlpool inside her. He occasionally glanced at her but she was too engrossed in her thoughts to even make note of it.
As they neared the gigantic gates of the mansion. He broke the silence and spoke up "Anika.. Kisi ko .. Mat batana.. Bekar mein sab tension lenge.. "
Anika coming out of her thoughts, registers his words and simply nods in agreement.
As they enter the mansion, Shivaay peeks around the living room, no one was there. He immediately holds her hand and indicates her to move fast towards the room. She nods. As soon as they reach the room he quickly locks it, breathing heavily. Anika looks at him doubtfully.
Sgivaay reading her face-"Its fine..normal hai.!"
She gives him a blank look her eyes staring his.
"Jaldi se change karlo..kisi ko pata nahi chalna chaiye.!" He says looking at her dirty and slightly torn dress.
Anika again nods and takes out her black long kurti and red leggings and goes to freshen up.
Shivaay looks irritated. Why isnt she speaking to me. "Jab chup rehne ke liye bolo tab mooh bandh nahi hota hai aur ab mar raha hoon uski aawaz sune ke liye toh kuch nahi bol rahi hai."
After she comes out, he goes to freshen up.
When he steps out of the washroom he sees her arranging the clothes in the cupboard.
"Anika..!"
She doesn't respond.
"Anika..main tumse baat kar raha hoon."he says controlling his anger and being as tender as possible. She was probably still upset with him for venting out his anger on her and also for those hurtful words. Of course he hadn't meant any of them.
She turns to face him waiting for him to speak.
"Tum mujhse baat kyun nahi kar rahi ho..!"
Anika turns her face the other way.
Shivaay steps close. "Damn it..Anika..mujhse baat karo..!" he says holding her by the elbows.
Anika turns to glare at him. She had had enough.
"Kyun baat karoon?
Kis haq se baat karoon?"
Shivaay-"Bas baat karo...!"
Anika looked at him as a lone tear escaped her eye, betraying her wish.
"Shivaay..mujhe kuch samaj nahi aa raha.."
She took a step closer.
"Aap kabhi kehte baat karo kabhi chup raho.."
She took another step towards him and he involuntarily moved back, his eyes observing the pain in hers.
"Kabhi apne aap se door kar dete hain kabhi paas le aate hai...Kabhi apna bana lete hain aur kabhi paraaya kar dete hain..Main tang ho gayi hoon isse ...Aaj ek pal mein aapne mujhe paraya kar diya...aur agle hi pal mein mujhe laga ki maine kisi apne ko kho diya.."
She still inches closer to him, while he continues to move behind.
"Mujhe ye samaj nahi aa raha hai Shivaay...!
She holds him by his shirts collar.
"Zara saa bhi andaaz hai aapko mujh pe kya biti thii jab aap mere haathon mein behosh pade thee...meri saansein ruk si gayi thi Shivaay! Aap ko kuch ho jata toh? Kya ho jata agar aap mere sahara le lete..?"
Now Shivaay's back hit the wall. She pulled him by the collar back and forth.
"Main jabhi aapke paas aati hoon toh aap mujhe apne aap se door kar dete hain...
Door jaati hoon toh apne paas keech lete hain...
Uss din main jaa rahi thi naa..toh kyun roka..?"
Shivaay was overwhelmed seeing her sudden outburst of emotions. She felt for him with the same intensity with which he did feel for her. She was vulnerable. His eyes moistened seeing her like that.
"Main jabhi aapse nafrat karna chathi hoon aap mujhe karne nahi dete...aur jab ...pyaar...wo bhi nahi karne nahi dete..aap kaisi paheli hai...main iss bhool bhuliya mein kho gayi hoon Shivaay..kho gayi hoon...Anika kho gayi hai..!"
She placed her forehead on his shoulder and they remained silent like that for a few minutes.
She looked up wiping her tears.."Aaj aapko sab clear karna hai Shivaay..aisa nahi chal sakta...! Maine aapke zindagi mein kyaa maaine rakti hoon? Kaun hoon main aapki?? Kis haq se rahoon main aapke paas? Boliye Shivaay...main ye aur nahi le sakti...aapki khamoshi mujhe maar degi Shivaay andar hi andar maar degi..!"
He was overcome by her sudden outburst, to say anything. He just dint know what to say. What words to use.!
Her patience was now replaced by anger. He still didn't want to tell her. He didn't want to speak to her? Because he dint owe her an explanation? Because he was Shivaay Singh Oberoi? Because he thought he only had the right to break her!?
His silence did break her. It hurt her. In angst she spoke out-"Nahi kahenge naa aap kuch...kyunki main toh koi nahi hoon aapke liye...aapne toh mujhse thode ache se baat ki aur main aapke sar pe naachne lagi...Mere hone naa hone se aapko koi farak nahi padta..Aap sahi hai...Shivaay...Main hii galti kar baithi...! Main chali jaaungi Shivaay humesha ke liye...aapko phir mujhe jehlna nahi hoga..! I hate you SHivaay . I hate you.!"
Before she knew what happened, he turned her over so that her back was against the wall and caged her between the wall and himself. With that he slammed his lips over hers. The kiss was wild and as intense as the feelings that he had for her. She just dint know how to react. He worked his lips over her. It took her a few seconds to understand what was happening. She tried to shove him off her, which only increased his pace. His hands moved to her waist pulling her more into him. He kissed her with all the passion and need. He poured in all that kay in his heart. She felt her body melt at the kiss but her anger still made her protest. She placed her hand over his shoulder and pushed him off her. He broke apart in need of air. She pushed him by his shoulders moving closer as he stepped back.
"Shivaay...aap...yeh...I hate you ...I hate you..!" she keeps pushing him, in anger. His legs hit the edge of the bed , he loses his balance and falls on the bed with her over him.
"Samjhte kya hai ...aap apne aapko...!" She said hitting him on the chest, he held her hands and pulled her closer.
"Tumhe abhi tak apna jawab mila nahi kya.?" He says looking into her eyes.
"Mujhe aap samaj nahi aate..!" she says staring into those bluish green eyes filled with something that she couldn't understand.
"Yaan tum samjhnaa nahi chaathi!" he says pulling her in closer.
Anika-"Aap seedha seedh nahi keh sakte kyaa...!"
Shivaay-"Agar bol saktaa toh ab tak bol nahi deta..!"
She stared at him, was he implying what she was understanding.?
He rolled her over and came above her.
Anika-"Shivaay...yeh aap...!"
Shivaay-"Haq hai mera!"
Anika staring at him bitterly-"Jo haq aapko unn divorce papers ko sign karke milta hai ??"she asked sarcastically.
He mentally chuckled at his jungle billli."Kin divorce papers ki baat kar rahi ho tum..? Jo maine kabhi sign hi nahi kiye?"
She was beyond shocked and searched his eyes. Was he speaking the truth.! His eyes answered a yes.
"Aapne sign nahi kiye..matlab?"
Shivaay-"Nahi kiye...sirf duniya ko lagta hai sign kiya...lekin maine sign nahi kiya!"
Anika-"Kya?"
Shivaay-"Hmm..!Aur kya jaana chathi ho tum?"
Anika seeing his eyes. "Main khud nahi jaanti?"
Shivaay slowly tucked her hair behind her ear."Main jaana chatha hoon...tum mere baare me kya sochti ho!"
Anika-"Abhi abhi toh kaha...I hate you..!"
Shivaay smirks-"Pata hai isliye..tumne wo papers itni aasani se sign kar diye!"
His expression changes to a serious one as her face shows pain yet again!
Anika-"Aapne koi option hi nahi chodaa...Shaadi bhi aapki marzi se...aur divorce bhi...main kaun hoti hoon ! "her eyes moisten as she speaks.
Her pained expression was like a dagger on his heart. "Kya tum mujhe kabhi maaf kar paaogi?"
Anika nods in a no as a lone tear leaves her eye."Shayad maaf kardoon..lekin bhulaa kabhi nahi paaungi!"
Shivaay hated himself, how he wished he could turn back time. "Tum mujhe kabh bhi accept nahi kar paaogi?" he asked fearing her reply.
Anika squeezing her eyes in pain. She could see how it hurt him, the truth!
Anika-"Agar accept nahi karti naa...toh ab tak...jo harkat aapne ki ...meri chandini aap se baat kar rahi hoti!"
Shivaay smiles at her statement, then looks at her in bewilderment as her implication sank in-"Matlab..."
Anika-"...Main thodi nahi sabko mere saath aise waisi harkat karne deti hoon!"
Shivaay amused-"Sirf Mere liye?"
Anika hits him hard. "ouch.." he growled in the slight pain.
She rolls over him.
"Anika...!" He exclaims.
Anika-"Mujhe aapke mooh se suna hai...!"
Shivaay-"Kya?"
Anika-"Jo aap kehna chathe hain aur jo mere kaan sune ko taras gaye hain!"
Shivaay rolls over bringing her beneath him and claims her lips this time gently. At first reluctant she finely gives in and he increases the pace.
They break apart to breathe. Turning beet red she turns her head to the side.
Shivaay goes in down close to her ears-"Tum shaayad humesha mujhe I hate you kahogi...main bahut bura hoon...lekin sach yeh hai ki agar tum ho toh main hoon...tum nahi toh kuch bhi nahi...! Kya tum sure hoo...ki tumhe iss Biggde Huye Baagad Bille Ke saath apni poori life bitaani hai...meri life ki bhi koi guarantee nahi...mujhe bahut gussa bhi aata hai...Main tumhe bahut tang bhi karoonga...aur it isn't going to be easy for you to be Mrs.Shivaay Singh Oberoi...tumhe lagta hai tum kar paaogi?"
She shifts her gaze back at him.
Anika-"Mujhe iss tadibaaaz bille ko sambahlna aata hai...sach toh yeh hai..ki main aapse jitni nafrat karoon...aapke pyaar se nahi bach sakti..! Aapko kya lagta hai...muhe sambhalan easy hai...ye toh mujhe aapse poochna chaiye...kya aap..poori life mujhe jhelne ke liye tayaar hain?"
He was beyond shocked at her reply. This one woman knew hot to give him a stone for a stone and A feather for a feather.!
Their eyes met. Both burst out laughing.
Anika-"Aap sure hai...aap aur kuch nahi bolna chathe?" knowing the answer to it already.
Shivaay-"Nahi...tum?"
Anika-"nahi!"
Shivaay bends down for yet another kiss but she puts her hand in between."Mujhe jaan hai!" she said.
Shivaay-"Sorry Main tumhe kabhi nahi jaane doonga!"
Anika moved at his reply stares at him with all the love, he reflects back the same.
She rolls over him, coming on the top and kisses him senselessly, mimicking his action.
Breaking apart, he looks at her wide-eyed.
"Takkar Ki Ishqbaazi Hai"
She winks. Both laugh and hug.
P.S
Mujhe nahi pata maine yeh kaise likha..!Uff..!
Hope you all liked it.!😃
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Anupamaa
