Revisited the episode

But we didn't get it. After the episode I was confused as to what happened. The CVs always do that to me.

So I had taken a break for whole day today as I was out. Just now I revisited the episodes just not with the baggage of my expectations...to see the story as it is.

And u know what... The scene of devakshi was really beautiful actually.

I mean as far as I could see she voiced all the thoughts that were going through the forum. Of her being stupid, of him giving her false hope, of her having started talking to baby, of dev not understanding what he had done, of that dream never being a reality. Etc.

If u see everytime dev goes to hug her.. She let's him but doesn't respond. Her hands are lax as if her body gave up.

I have always marvelled at the strength of this girl. Today was no different. She is broken empty it seemed now that the baby is not there. But she hasn't let go of those emotions yet. Why? Because she knows only half truth, because she is probably looking making her dream a reality soon. She was living in her perfect world thus one day and and she is desperate to get it back. A dream which disregarding what we say has ishwari in it. Thats beside the point here.

So see immediately thinks of how she could do it and tells dev she wants to have a baby. So she never really let her emotions go, never really faced it, dealt with it.. Somewhere she is still in that dream chasing it because she thinks it can become reality.

Today we hopefully will get to see her actual emotions, traction, realisation. Again not keeping anything in mind kyuki waisa toh hoga nahi. Just waiting to watch how the episode goes.

And for all who were like me yesterday... Just please revisit the episode again. The conversation was beautifully naturally flowing. There is no point where you think what is she saying. U see dev saying sorry over and over again because for him it's different he knows the whole truth. He knows what he broke. But sona doesn't.. And she never acknowledges his apologies. She as I said is still chasing her dream. I hope u understand what I meant.