Ishita was feeding ruhi while her mind was occupied by Raman.yes it was true that she knows him very little but still she feels so comfortable with him.his gaze,his touch never make her uncomfortable.
Ishita- pata nahi kya rishta hai aapse that I never feel uncomfortable with u.even when I was in a very bad state I never felt awkward by ur touch .even now when u touch my bosom I didn't felt bad.aakhir kya hai aisa hamare beech.she was thinking when she felt ruhi fell asleep in her arms.ishita look at her and kissed her forehead lovingly.
Ishita- aap apne Papa ki jaan ho naa.u know rooh aap meri bhi jaan ban gayi ho.my little princess.she said and kissed back of her little palm.she placed her gently on the crib covering her properly with a warm quilt.ruhi was sleeping peacefully, ishita put a black mark on her forehead and kissed her forehead again.then she went out of the room and saw him standing near the window looking outside.she went to him and put her hand on his shoulder.
Raman realised her touch and said- I am really sorry ishita.it wasn't intentional.main tumhe takleef nahi pahunchana chahta tha.I never knew my act will make u suffer like this.please forgive me.he said lost in his thoughts.
Ishita- I know rkb u didn't do that intentionally. And what r u talking about my sufferings.I am not getting it.
Raman realised what he is talking.
Raman- (St)sorry ishita for making u suffer like hell and now hiding this truth from u that I was the one who snatched ur dignity.I so want to tell u but I know u will not forgive me and will go leaving me alone.and I don't want u to go.I want u for me and ruhi.yes I am being selfish but I can't help it.mujhe tum achchi lagne lagi ho.I want u for me,I want to sooth ur pain with my love and care and want u to sooth my pain as well.
Ishita shaked him a little not getting any response from him.
Ishita- what happened rkb.
Raman- I am sorry for kidnapping u and making u suffer so much.mujhe maaf kar paaogi.
Ishita hold his hand and said- what u did with me was wrong,very wrong.but because of ur that wrong I got ruhi.ruhi,ur little jaan .meri bhi jaan ban gayi hai.so don't say sorry infact I should say thank u to u.
Raman- tum bahut achchi ho.woh har koi bahut badnasseb hai jisne tumhari kadar nahi samjhi.
Ishita- kisi ne nahi samjhi.she said with moist eyes.
Raman wiped her tears and said- don't cry.I don't like these tears in ur eyes.
Ishita look at him listening to his words.he was also looking at her.
Ishita- aap kaun ho.kya koi rishta hai hamare beech.
Raman got startled by her question and asked- why u asked so.
Ishita- coz noone ever thought about me so much,not even my father and being a stranger u r so much concerned about me.
Raman- nothing like that.it's just u r special for me coz my jaan is special for u.kuch khaogi.I am sure u must be hungry.that little devil wasn't leaving u.he said smiling.
Ishita- don't call her devil.she is my little princ.she was saying but stop in mid.
Raman- what happened.
Ishita- I can call her my princess naa.
Raman- ofcourse,why u asked so.
Ishita- her mother,she said making him realise what she is thinking.
Raman- I told u naa she don't have a mother just me.so u can call her urs.
Ishita smiles and thought- aur aapko,kya aapko bhi apna bula sakti hoon.
Raman- did u ask something.
Ishita- did u hear anything.
Raman- I thought so.
Ishita- I didn't ask.
Raman- let it be.say what u will have.I will ask the maid to make.if she is here or else u have to eat fruits.
Ishita- if u don't mind can I cook.
Raman- ofcourse u can.why I will mind.can I ask to cook something for me too.I am fed up of her food.bahut ganda banati hai.he said very slowly.
Ishita smiles and said- ofcourse I will make for u.tell me what u will eat.
Raman- anything u can make .but will love to eat if u make rajma chawal.u know it's my favourite.
Ishita- aap Punjabi ho.
Raman- yes ,don't u know my name ,my name is RAM.he stopped realising what he is going to tell her.
Ishita- I know ur name is RKB.OK let me try making rajma chawal.see I didn't make it earlier so pardon me if it's not so good.
Raman- I will help u .
Ishita- but who will look after rooh.
Raman- she is sleeping.we will check her out in between.
Ishita- OK then let's get going.saying so ishita went to kitchen.Raman went behind her.they googled the recipe and start boiling rajma.
Ishita was preparing gravy for rajma while raman was looking at her.she was wearing a simple pink salwar suit.her dupatta was tucked on her waist.a strand of hair was adorning her face disturbing his view.he went near her and tucked her hair behind her ear. Ishita look at raman,he was looking at her.
Raman- now u r looking more beautiful. He said with a sweet smile while ishita was surprised hearing his words.she couldn't believe that he is saying this to her.the man who was so rude towards her is saying something so sweet to her.
Ishita was thinking so when he cupped her face and said- u r very beautiful ishita.
She look down hearing his words.he traced his fingers on her features making her weak in knees.she closed her eyes like inviting him .he went closer to her ,he grabbed her waist to capture her lips.they were dangerously close.Raman was about to capture her by lips when he remembered her words,I hate that man who ruined my life.
He open his eyes at once and went out of the kitchen leaving her surprised and alone.she felt bad seeing him leaving her like this.her eyes became moist seeing him going.
Ishita-dont feel bad,u don't deserve any happiness or anyone's love.how could u think that he can feel anything for u after hearing ur pathetic past.tum hamesha sirf akeli rahogi ,sirf akeli.she said to herself while tears make way down her cheek unknown to her.
On the other hand,Raman punched his hand on the wall not able to control himself.
Raman- how could u even think of touching her again.just because she is not uncomfortable how can u take advantage of her again.kyun phir uski zindagi barbaad karna chahte ho.u can't do this.u simply can't Raman.she don't know the truth but u know naa.that u r the man she hate.dur raho usse,uski takleef mat badao.he thought and tear start flowing in sheer anger.anger on himself for trying to hurt her again.
It was an hour since the incident between them.ishita prepared rajma chawal for them and went to call him as he was still in his room.
She was standing on the threshold of his room and was thinking whether she should go inside or not after their awkward moment.
After debating for five minutes ,she opened knocked the door and realised it's open.she went inside with slow step only to see him standing near the window looking outside while his hand was on the wall.blood spots were on the wall making her realise that his hand is wounded.she went to him in a jiffy and held his hand.it was wounded badly due to punching on the wall again and again.
Ishita- what's this rkb.how u got hurt.
Raman- just go away ishita.please chale jao.I want privacy.
Ishita- and I am not going to give u so.come with me.she said dragging him to drawing room.
Raman shrugged her hand and shout- don't u understand. Just go away.I am a terrible person.I will not give u anything other then hurt.please go.he said mellowing down.
Ishita look at him and said- chalo mere saath.khoon beh raha hai,itna dard ho raha hoga and u r busy in lecturing.saying so she drag him out in hall and brought the first aid box.she start applying ointment on his hand while raman was just looking at her all lost.
Ishita- I know u don't liked when we were coming close.I know u felt bad when u were about to kiss me coz I am not a fresh girl.it's OK I don't feel bad,as everyone rejected me in life .but don't hurt urself for me.she was saying bandaging his wound while raman was shocked hearing what she was thinking about their encounter.
Raman- (St) omg what I did.I was feeling guilty but she is feeling rejected.no it's not like this.I didn't stopped coz I think that she is not worth loving but becoz I was guilty.he was lost in his thought when a tear drop on his hand making him realising that she is actually in tears.
Raman- hey what r u doing.stop crying.he said coming closer.
Ishita- it wasn't my fault rkb.but everyone punished me like it was mine.don't I deserve anyone's love.meri kya galti thi that everything bad happened with me.today I am all alone.koi nahi hai mera,koi nahi hai mere saath.naa family,naa friend ,naa lover,naa bachcha.I don't have anyone.she said bursting into tears.
Raman couldn't take her pain and took her in a bone crushing hug consoling her caressing her back.
Raman- shh ishita,don't cry.I didn't mean to hurt u.
Ishita snuggle into him and said- it hurts rkb every time I realise that I am all alone.koi nahi hai mera aur naa hi kabhi hoga .main hamesha akeli rahungi.
Raman- stop crying.u will not be alone.I will always with u .main hamesha tumhare saath rahunga.
Ishita look at him breaking the hug .
Ishita- aap hamesha mere saath rahoge.aur ruhi bhi.
Raman- yes hum tab tak saath rahenge,jab tak tum chaho.main tumhara saath dunga.he said taking her hand in his.
Ishita hide herself in him and he kissed her forehead. She closed her eyes feeling contented.he traces her features with his one hand while his another hand was entwined with her.she closed her eyes surrendering herself.he kissed her closed eyes ,then her cheek.he traced her lips with his fingers ,she was waiting for him to go ahead but he wasn't kissing her.she opened her eyes and look at him.
Raman- may I.he asked looking down.
Ishita nodded in yes and next he took her lips in his.
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