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Visiting this place after ages ! And that too with a special purpose to share another piece of my imagination
Hope u guys will like it ! May b it sounds unrealistic still this concept pop on my mind & now I'm here to share it with u all
This is my 4th OS on SwaSan .. When the concept came into my mind, only a song was playing "Phir le aya dil" from the movie "Barfii" so thought to keep this FF's title the same !
Phir Le Aya Dil
This story is about a girl named Swara gadodia who is sweet , simple down to earth & well educated, independent girl who loves her mom & dad a lot (her in laws) she lost her mom at a very young age after tht her father (shekhar gadodia ) raised her by his own he was her mom , dad best friend but whn she was 19 he also left the world but b4 leaving this world he hand over her hand to his childhood friend Ram Prasad Maheshwari ( who is more than a brother to shekhar)
Swara was crying while sujata ( ram's wife ) consoling her
Shk: ram , I Hv very less time left
R: plz don't say like this nothing ll happen to u
Shk:don't give me false hope , it's too late now & we should accept the reality, we all Hv to leave the world one day
Ram don't knw what to say he was trying to say but shekhar cont
Shk: I might left the world but my daughter ll b here , I trust u only pls do this favor take care of her like ur own daughter pls
Ram holding his hand
Shk: yeh Bhi koi keh ne Ki baat hai ? U know we love her also u don't worry we ll take care & u too
Shk( laughed fakely) I wish this could b true but u knw this is the last stage of my cancer so their is no hope! My daughter is very innocent & soft hearten !i was worried for her but now as u r giving me reassurance I can't die peacefully saying this he slowly close his eyes not to open again
Ram cried a lot hearing his cry Swara & sujata came into the cabin ! Swara was stand like a statue where the RamTa crying hugging her ! After completing all the ritual of shekhar's funeral RamTa decided to bring Swara at their place ! Swara was lost in her own world still can't believe her world her dad is no more with her ! RamTa got worried for her & was in deep thought regarding her future !whn something click on his mind & he told this to sujata , she was super happy as she always want to Hv a daughter like Swara and now bcos of ram's decision she ll get her as her daughter in law ! Yes to make her future secure & stay always close to her as her father wanted they decided to get her married to their only son sanskar ! Sanskar maheshwari the guy who never should interest in girls for him his career is what matter ! He was very career oriented & want to reach at the height of success ! He was very hard working & never want to get into any commitment ! As he believes relationship & commitments are biggest obstacles of one's career . But he loves his parents & they wre his weakness ! When they told about his marriage he jst said a big no he was very frustrated as he jst completed his graduation last month now should focus his career but what his parents thinking to tied him with someone ! He was mad over Swara though they knw each other & seen but they never shared any friendly bond they always had formal relation !he was angry very angry but after lots of discussion & emotional blackmailing he said but not happy at all on the other hand Swara was completely unaware of all this she didn't know anything what RamTa was planning .. Once sanskar got agreed they disclosed the matter to
Swara, she was totally in shocked as getting married isn't what she want but they convince her saying this is the best decision & jst to make her future secure & they also give his father's sake so she agreed
Sw: Aunty but what about sanskar, is he happy with it ?
Sujju cupping her face
Suj: no Aunty call me mom dear & yeah we talked with sanskar first after tht only we came to u, u don't worry beta ths alliance ll give happiness to all & hugged Swara but Swara wasn't convinced she still want to talk with sanskar !!but he was jst ignoring her not even to talk but didn't let her know instead act as if he is very busy ! Swara was confused but for everyone 's happiness she accepted the proposal & accepted sanskar as her hubby whole heartedly .. Their marriage date got fixed after 1 week and it ll b a simple wedding with few close relatives & friends in ths one week Swara tried many times to talk to tell her what she thinks about the proposal & what she want but sanskar jst ignored her ! Finally the wedding was done ! Now Swara become sanskar's wife by the ritual's but what's going on in sanskar's mind only he knows! Sujata happily took Swara to sanskar 's room & make her sit on the bed & went Swara was feeling nervous she really want to talk to sanskar , want to knw what he feels about this relationship & also let him know about her , she keep waiting but he didn't come & didn't realize whn she fall asleep. Her sleep broke with a sharp cry , someone was crying outside , whn she got up & looked her surrounding she saw sanskar didn't come yet she got scared an unknown fear engulfed her she ran out said only to see sujata was crying & ram was sitting with an shocking expression , Swara wasn't getting anything .. She slowing went down & put her shoulder on sujata seeing Swara she stand frm her place & hugged her tight & cry
Swara got tensed she pulled her frm the hug & then asked
Sw: mom what's wrong ? Y r u crying ??
Went to ram
Sw: dad atleast u tell something ? Y u both r silent ? I'm scared
Ram silently jst handed over a letter whc he was holding in his hand
Swara slowly took tht letter while her hand was shivering with fear she opened it & read which make her shocked
Dear mom & dad.. I'm leaving yes u read it right im leaving for uk where my dreams r calling me, you guys know it very well how much important my career is to me . Still you guys want to tied me into this unwanted relation and I couldn't refuse & I know I hurt u by not informing b4 but I know it very well if I informed u about my MBA scholarship in UK is confirmed u ll some how stopped me but I can't lose this opportunity ! I don't know if I will b back ever but one thing I want to say don't wait for me .
Your's Sanskar
For few sec Swara doesn't know how to react she was numb , puzzled confused! All her fear b4 getting b4 marriage now bcom true ! She back to her senses whn she saw ram almost falling on her feet, she stopped him, he was folding his hand infront of her & was feeling guilty for all this , seeing him
So broken infront her she composed her self & hold him frm
Both arms
Sw: dad control urself what r u doing?
R: I'm ashamed of myself I don't know how to apologize on bhalf of my son I never thought he ll do such thing
Sw: dad u don't Hv to
B ashamed & it's not his fault completely .. U should not force him.. Can't I stay here as ur daughter ? Kia bahu hona zaruri tha?
Suj: beta we really don't knw what to say but we r sorry bcos of our one wrong decision my whole life got ruined
Swara went closer to suj making ram sit on a chair &
Also make suj sit beside him
& hold both's hand
Sw: mom dad, I knw what ever happened is wrong , but it's passed now we can't change it, sanskar has full right to take decision of his life but u guys did unfair to him thts y only he took such step
Suj: but beta we..
Swara cut off
Sw: we what? Mom u both want to secure my future right? To fulfill my dad's promise ? They nood silently , then getting me marrow was the only way to do the Kia?
They bcom speechless & guilty ..
Sw: now plz u both stop blaming each other & also even sanskar .. Now nothing can't b change
Ra: but Swara ur future ?
Sw; frm now my future ll b with u two, I ll live as ur own daughter .. And for tht I want to ask something
Su: anything beta u cn
Sw: mom I want to continue my studies, want to
Stand my own feet so tht in future o cn fulfill all the duties of a son for u both , tears jst fall frm their eyes listening to this
Suj : beta Kis mitti Ki Bani hai tu ? Itna kuch hua Tere sath tht too bcos of us still u r saying so ?
Sw: bcos after dad u both r only to whom I cn call my family & I don't lose u guys
Beta both said together & they hugged her & they wipe each other's tears
Sw: & about sanskar , let him live his life the way he want, if we r destined to b together then ll meet one day
R: we r proud to Hv u as our daughter
Suj: sanskar is mad , he doesn't knw what he lost (cupping her face) but one day he ll realize it for sure.
After that day, they live like a happy family father, mother &
Their only daughter Swara accepted her surname as "Maheshwari" she continued her studies & did everything for RamTa (Ram& Sujata) what one daughter or real son could do RamTa we overwhelmed & blessed to Hv a daughter + daughter in law like Swara but at the same time felt guilty for what their son did with her . But Swara always cheer them up & they were really happy .. Time passes like this on the other hand after completing his degree in UK sanskar established his own business & get immense profit now he was one of the renowned businessman of UK he had everything what he want.. Girls wre crazy for him.. He too tried to get Along with them
But somewhere deep in his heart something was missing which he couldn't get ! May b the guilt of leaving his parents & Swara like this .. Yes Swara tht was the name of tht girl he thought ! The moment he took the decision to leave them
Behind he was so blind due to his anger that he ignored that girls pain ! He never looked back but sometimes whn he miss his parents he call thm
& talk but never ever tried to ask about her.. Swara also never expect anything from him & she was happy with her life.. Like this 4 year passed
Swara now a doing a job frm
Last 1 year & known as one of the best employ but her in laws weren't happy much as they felt how long she ll live like this & she should move on.. But Swara isn't ready to
Do do its true that she doesn't Hv any feelings of love for sanskar but somewhere deep
Inside her heart she accepted his as his hubby & can't think of marrying again
Ram: for how long u ll deny? &
For what? Y u r not moving on?
Sw: dad I Hv moved on .. But alone & im happy with this life ..
Suj: but we r not , we want someone for u to give u all the happiness look after u, understand u & care for u
Sw: I Hv u two for giving me all this I don't need anyone else
R: but how long we ll stay Swara we r getting old beta , u need someone who ll stand by u whn we
B4 he could complete Swara cut him off & giving a side hug
Sw: dad ! Plz don't say this again .. I cnt imagine my life without u two.. She was crying while he was caressing her hair
Sw: ok I ll think about it but not now plz .. I need time
Suj: 4 years Swara ! How long u ll wait for him..
Sw: holding the mangalsutra ( yeah she wear in hiding under her scarf , as she really value such relations) mom dad I know our marriage Hv no meaning to him but for me it is & trust me I'm nt upset bcos not hving him in my life as I Hv u guys & now I want to focus on my job & plz let me do so
Both agreed & then she went to office ! After reaching office she get the biggest shock of her life .. Tht their company is taken over by a foreign company & for the she need to go to UK for an year & work under tht company so that she cn learn the technique of tht Company &
Later applied it in their Indian branch , the shocking thing for was her tht the company was "SM enterprise " and she was aware of tht ths company belongs to "HIM"
Her eyes got teary , with the thought of facing him after 4 long years .. She tried to refuse it but the boss cnvnced her as she was one of the hardworking & trustworthy employee of that company & the boss can trust her the most & also if she deny she might loss her job too so with heavy heart she agreed ..
When she disclosed the matter at her home .. Their was mix feelings but then sujata give her courage & remind her own words , " if we r destined to b together we ll meet one day" but she went there being professional not to mend her broken relation.
At UK ( in SM enterprise )
Sn: ( looking at the Cv of Swara.. The name Swara maheshwari give a jolt in his heart , but he brush off his thought & was about to check
The pic when Sahil came ; sanskar's co partner + friend but Hv less share than sanskar in the company , so in this way sanskar is also kind a boss to him )
Sahil: dude what r checking she had already arrived , watch her face to face must say she is something sanskar unintentionally glare at him, he is aware of Sahil 's flirty character but don't knw y whn he said about this girl he didn't find it good
Sahil: look Kia de raha hai yaar ! U knw me? I always admire beautiful creatures
Sn: I think we should leave now as Hv many imp work , right
Sah: who stopped u ? Let's go..
in conference room there where few more people along with sanskar & Sahil who ll welcome Swara & will take a small interview just to reconfirm if she is right choice for this job..
As they were sitting they called her to come it &
She entered wearing a formal official shirt along with a skirt till her knee .. As sanskar eyes fall on her everything was froze ! He could imagining her in tht bridal attire in whc she saw her & now looking at her so confident! Swara at first felt pain as all the memories of 4 year back revolving in her mind but being professional
She composed herself confidently introduced herself !! All we're asking about her the company & she was giving ans to all.. Everyone was impressed by her while all this sanskar didn't utter a single word he was totally lost in her & whn all give her approval he jst nod without realizing what they said .. He came back to his senses only whn hehears Sahil sighing & saying
Sah: I Like HER
Sn: glancing at her , what u said ?
Sah: I mean I like her confident ! The way she faced everyone's quest tht too coming frm India ! I must say there is something about her & yeah her surname also marched with urs "Maheshwari" ! That's whn the reality strike ! She was still having his surname y? Y she came? Is it jst a coincidence or something else ?e revenge ? Bt y now after so many years I need to find it .. I need to talk to her ! While saying this he looked at her frm his cabin's glass door... All were greeting her & she was shaking hand with them
With a professional smile ! Hiding her tears & pains which was unnoticed by sanskar .
He was glaring frm the glass when he saw Sahil going toward her, an Unknown pain raised in his heart , as he is aware of sahil's flirty nature don't knw y she wasn't liking him going toward her & still he wait their composing himself & observe them
Sah : hey miss beautiful ! ( forwarding his hand) I'm Sahil the managing director of this company
Sw: nice to meet u here & it's Swara ! My name is Swara I would appreciate if u address me with my name rather than anything else
Sah: ok miss but what to do I'm
Habitual to praise things that I found beautiful & I thought girls like compliments !
Sw: other girl must b but I ll prefer appreciation only if it's related to my work , now pls excuse me sir., saying this she left tht place
Sah ( to himself ) attitude huh! I like it very much !
Sanskar was curious to know what's going on so he make an excuse & went to Sahil
San: hey Sahil I need to discuss about the new project , Sahil r u listening ?
Sah: huh oh hey sanky what u r saying sorry I wasn't listening
Sn: I cn sense that but now tal me what u r thinking ..
Sah : about tht girl Swara I must say she has something really special
( Sahil starched the word special , whc make sanskar fume but he controlled )
San: and what u make think
Like this ?
Sah: well she is different like mostly girls like to b praised right ? But I jst called her beautiful & she bcom upset ! But I liked that ! Now ll try more harder to impress her
San: Sahil
Sah: what yaar ? U know me & y u r getting hyper ?? Teri rishtedar lagti hai Kia ??
San: enough ! Now no talk regarding her & huh do send her to my cabin I need to discuss something imp to her
Sah: so u wanna also try on her winking at him
San: Sahil ! Just shut ur mouth & get back to work
Sah: cool down yaar ! I was jst kidding ..
Saying this he left
After sometime sanskar was in his cabin lost in deep thought whn he heard a knock & there she is standing infront of him
At the door waiting for his permission to get in, gesture to come in & sit through his eyes , she came & sat
Sw: sir tell me what u want to say ?
San: I want to knw y u came here?
Sw(not getting his words) excuse me? It's u who called me in ur Cabin
He make a fist in anger & said
San: don't try to act smart I'm asking u y u came in this company
Sw: for what the others employees here! I'm assigned for this job so I'm here to work
San: too clever must say , don't try to b innocent u knw it very well what I'm talking about .. Don't u ? ( leaning closer to her with red eyes, she too look into his eyes with equal rage )
Sw: if it's about my personal life then I'm sorry I'm not bound to answer u, I'm here only to do my job & I would to keep it professional only, if u Hv to ask something work related then let me know or I shall take a leave !
Now sanskar was stunned ! Speechless he sit back to his position while Swara stand & left the cabin , he can't imagine that the girl who was so calm & seems soft & simple will b that strong & bold , he was feeling for guilty for doubting on her , it was totally his fault from the start , he never tried to knw her , never talked to her, after finishing work Swara was going back to home when he again come infront offering a lift but she denied & she said she ll manage but his heart wasn't agreeing so he was keep following .. After sometime Swara was passing frm a road where some drunken guys wr sitting Swara got scared & make her pace fast but soon she realized they were following her with a knife & was threatening to give her expensive belongs Swara give her watch , earrings, bracelet & money & was living whn they noticed that mangalsutra & was trying too snatch as she wasn't willing to give it by tht time sanskar came running & fight with them soon police also reached their & took those people
San: r u mad or wht? What r u trying to ? Jst bcos of tht chain holding tht f on her neck u r getting ur life in danger only then he noticed what he was holding & his eyes wr open wide, Swara look at him nervously & snatched it from his hand and was leaving ! He was also after her & he blocked her way ..
San: this is not office & now we can talk , right ( Swara not looking at him)
Swara don't test my patience I want an explanation ! Whts all this? U r carrying my surname & now this mangalsutra ? I need to knw ! Banging on the wall through which he was blocking her way, it was then when she looked at him with rage! Making his eyes soften
Sw: testing of patience? U want explanation ? Did u let me talk for once whn u left me ? Did u ever care about me? Did I ever exist for u ? Then y now my presence bothering so much to u? U never think about me, it was always ur career, ur life ur everything ! What about me huh? Did u remember b4 getting married how hard I tried to talk with u but what u did ? Jst ignored & then tied ths chain on my neck & fill my forehead & left frm there ! Did u ever realize what happen to me? It was me who as to face the taunt of people, it was me whom
Boys used to look at dirty way!
It was me who suffered for no reason! What was my mistake ? I didn't asked u to marry ? In fact I want to ask what u want & if y ever talk with me then things won't get worse ! But I'm not selfish like u! Don't think I'm
Here for u , like u I also come to build my career & yeah about this relation it was nothing for u & I will never ask u to accept it but for me I value it! I value ur parents their happiness & thats y i still show respect towards it ! If u think I Hv any feelings for u then u r mistaken ! Now if u r done with all
Ur query , plz let me leave I don't knw about u but it's getting late for me & I Hv work in morning so plz
He was stunned &
Hv no option to left her .. That night he couldn't sleep ! He was feeling more guilty for ruining a girls life &
Also amazed to see her courage !
Next day it's a new day & Swara got freshen up & went to her office ! She was doing her work perfectly but all
The time a pair of eyes wr following her & the more he get to knw her the more he was getting attracted to her ! He also noticed she was fine with everyone but when it comes to him he bcom cold ! And this was killing him inside ! He knew that the damaged he didn't can't get fix but he want a fresh start & want to b her side as a friend at least but it seems she is not ready to give any chance & somehow he knew he deserve this or more than what she has gone through :( but he really want to b with her as he was feeling restless this days & can't think anything than Swara ! He tried to talk but failed in this between Sahil was irritating him more! He tried his best to impress Swara but no use !
Sahil: hey Swara ! What's up
Sw: hello sir, good noon , do u Hv any work ?
Sah: Hv never seen a workholic girl like u .. Rare comb beauty with lots of intelligence but some u should give break so I was thinking why not Hv a lunch ?
Sw: it's a good idea but sorry sir I Hv lots of work so sorry !
Sah: no prob! After office we cn meet then u ll Hv time Na
Sw: look sir I'm
Not like other girls I'm here to work so I would like to keep the relation professional only .. So plz I ll b glad if u stop trying all this
Saying this she left ..
Sah: what's her prob jSt ask her to spend some time with me didn't propose her ! I'm sure she must Hv someone in her life (while he was saying this sanskar listen and come near to him & asked the matter he explained what happen , don't knw y sanskar was feeling happy inside &
Also hving the urge to b that special person of her life .. He tried many ways to talk but Swara was very stubborn or too hurt by his act thts y not ready to give him a chance to talk .. Sanskar was very depressed & was drinking & then automatically his car directed toward her flat , he stopped in frnt of it & went out it was pretty late at first Swara got scared but later whn she realized it was sanskar she opened with anger
Sw: what is this mr Maheshwari is this a time to come to someone's place ?
Whn he was about to speak she realised he was drunk
Sw: that too in a drunk state ? ( giving a disgust look , while watching him top to bottom) I hope I was clear enough last time so we dnt need any more discussion so good night
She was about to close the door whn he put his hand & got hurt , his hand was bleeding whc make Swara panic she quickly open the door & took his hand
Sw: omg It's bleeding I'm so sorry I'm sorry ! While he was staring at her lovingly happy to see her concern for him ,
She took him inside make her sit & was putting fast aid ! & he jst can't take his eyes off frm her . He cn though he was hurt, it was her who was feeling the pain more .. Some hair was troubling get while finishing the dressing whn she put them back of her ear whn lovingly it was whn she realized what was she doing, she looked at him they had a painful eyelock his eyes wr all red with pain & this time she also could feel it that he was truly repenting , he cupped her face & said
Sw: I can't take it any more plz forgive me .. I knw what I did was wrong not a mistake but a sin , I cnt change tht but I want u to give me a chance , not as a life partner at least as a friend plz Swara ! I cnt take tht pain any more it's hurting a lot not this one showing his hand but there pointing to his heart a chance plz to make U smile .. A chance to let u knw that I'm sorry plz.. Saying this he joint his forehead with her & slowly lost his consciousness .. His face was on her neck .. Swara could feel his breath on her neck ! His first touch after so many years ! She was having goosebumps! She slowly make him lay on the couch & put a blanket on him & sit in front of him on floor staring him & wondering what to do .. Finally sleep took over her & she fall asleep in sitting posing Resting her head on his chest ! It was early morning whn he got up & found him in a unknown place It took him seriously time to re collect the incidents which took place last night by then he found a full glass of lime juice infront of him.. He looked at tht direction & find Swara was standing .. With wet hair .. Looking like a fresh flower , his heart skip a beat an unknown feeling was capturing his heart & mind which he couldn't name right now but at this moment he couldn't take his eyes off .. His thought of chain broke with her voice
Sw: jst Hv it & u ll feel better ,
San: I so--b4 he could complete she cut him off
Sw: sorry ? How many times u ll apologize aur Kis Kis galti Ki magi mango ge.. Ur sorry can't change what Hv passed .. But yeah u cn make promise u ll never repeat this again only then I cn think of forgiving u ..
Hearing this his face got lit up & he said
San: ll u really forgive me ?
Sw: for what u did last night
San: not only for tht Bt also for what I did 4 years back ! Plz Swara give me any punishment u want but not this cold treatment I cnt handle it
Sw( thinking any punishment )
San( cutely) anything
Sw: then I Hv to make breakfast for us
Swara knew very well that he never make a cup of tea for himself & breakfast will b far far away but to her surprise sanskar agreed & tried really hard to make bread toast & omelet but failed more over he completely messed her kitchen .. Swara at first give her an angry look , while he was making a puppy face & she can't felt but Burst out laughing at was the moment he get drown on her !! He never seen her laughing open heartily b4 he got mesmerized & whn Swara notice him staring she composed herself & ask him why he looking her like ths
San: woh I was thinking I failed in ths task then ll u still forgive me ?
Sw: yes I ll bcos I Hv seen ur struggle the guy who never make a cup of tea by himself tried to make whole breakfast that shows how desperate u are to b forgiven & to b honest I was never upset with u .. Bcos was u did 4 years back tht was bcos u want to achieve ur dreams I was jst trying to make u feel how it feels whn u try someone to convey ur words & tht person don't give heed to listen , that's how helpless I was whn u didn't listen to me, if u Hv discussed ths things earlier we wound never get bound to ths unwanted relation ..
Sanskar lower his head realizing how big mistake he made ! Bcos of his stubbornness she had to supper ! Swara realized him being sad so she cover up
Sw: well we don't Hv much time for office & im really hungry do u make friend like this ? Dost ko bhuka rakho ge ?
Hearing the word friend frm her mouth he bcom happy & give his best smile & she to smile broadly
Then they said together friends & forwarded hand & laugh
San: on I won't make u starving in fact ll make u taste the best bf of uk lets go .. They had their bf frm
Sanskar's fav restaurant.. While hving bf sanskar was looking at her while she was talking how she miss her India sanskar was jst admiring her innocence & charming nature , whn swara realised him staring she asked what happen ? He said
San: how do u manage ? Kaise seh leti ho itna? Y u r so good Swara I did so wrong still u r so nice with me & also bcom my friend, whn bcos of me u Hv to face so many humiliation in past :( Bowing down his head , Swara putting her hand on his & squeezing it lil..
Sw: sanskar plz stop thinking about those moment, tht was past whc got passed now no need to discuss ok ?
San: but how cn I forget bcom of my one foolishness ur future is at stake ! I left u alone there & never thought frm what u e going through
Sw: who said I was alone huh? Mom & dad was always there for me, we bcom each other support & whoever in today is only bcos of their love & care , so now plz stop thinking all this , as we started as fresh so no use of talking about old day .. Sanskar give her a smile & said thank u Swara u r really great & she too smile back him .. After that day life took a new turn .. Both wr enjoying each other's company, after office sanskar always find some excuses to b with Swara , swara's home bcom like a second home to him, Swara started to open up with him .. they r getting to know each other better, their like , dislike passion , their childhood Etc .. They Hv bcom best of friends or more than friends but yet to confess
One evening ,
Swara was busy in cooking when the bell rang, she opened it to found a tired sanskar at her door ( puting her one hand on her waist & another on the supporting the door she asked
Sw: mr Maheshwari ! What r u doing here at this time ?? ( teasingly) he didn't say anything jst put his head on hr shoulder ! I'm hell tired to day ( her heart beat was running fast with his this act still she covered up)
San: oh, then u should go to ur home and take rest Na? Y here
Looking at Swara
San: my home is where my bestie is as right now I need her the most saying this he went in side, losing his tie & getting collapsed in the couch , Swara sit besides him , whn he put his head on her lap & he was saying .. My head is aching terribly
Sw: is tht so no problem sir whn Swara is here , saying this she stated to give him a hair message & he was feeling relaxed thn he took her both hand on his still being in tht laying position & said .. I know it only u cn make me feel better that's y I came here only .. Now I need one mor favor
Swara looked at him questioningly
San: I'm damn hungry & I. Cn smell something really good is getting prepared so cn I Hv it plz Swara signed & smile & after that both had dinner together , while hving dinner
San: wow Swara u r too good! U jst remind me of mom , she also used to cook like this
Sw: y not after all she is the one who taught me
San bcom sad
San: I really miss them,
Sw: than y don't u talk with them u ll feel good ,
San: I'm afraid , the way I hurt them I don't Hv the courage to face them
Sw: u r impossible sanskar ! In office all get scared of u & here u r acting like a kid! They r ur parents sanskar ! U cnt imagine how much they miss u & love u.. I Hv seen it
San: but Swara I b4 he could complete Swara asked him to wait & she bring her laptop & did a Skype all.. She was hiding sanskar behind her , as the call connected both sujata & ram was there
RamTa : hi mera bachha kaisa hai? Missing U so much
Sw: miss u too mom dad,
Listen I Hv a surprise for u both ,
Both curious & excited ! What surprise beta ? As they asked Swara moved away making way to see them sanskar ! He was bowing his head not ready to meet his eyes with his parents
RamTa (with teary eyes & heavy voice) sanskar & he slowly lifted his head
Mom dad ! That was. The moment whn all of them
Having tears ! Sujata break down in tears
San: whr wr u this years? Didn't u miss us? And what u Hv done to urself u look thin didn't take care of urself hah ? And Swara ! Only then reality strike that Swara & sanskar wr together they asked happily !
Tum dono ek sath! I'm so happy tht itne saal bad u saw my beta & bahu together ! U don't knw how much o cried & prayed for this day ! To ram suniye ji jake mandir mei Prasad de aiye! Tht was an awkward moment for SwaSan then look at each other & seeing sujata 's happiness Swara don't Hv the courage to tell her tht they r jst being friend trying to heal the old wounds she excused herself leaving sansuj alone
San Mom: u guys forgive me?
Suj: are beta we wr also at fault we shouldn't force u but whn Swara Hv accepted u then y we ll b angry on u huh?
San: mom actually it's true tht she forgive me & I must say she really Hv a big heart but we r not living like hubby wife , I jst asked her to b friends
Suj: sanskar! Y beta? Do u Hv someone else In ur life ?
San: no mom! What r u saying ? Nothing like that
Suj; then what's the prob ? Swara achi hai beta
San: I know mom achhi nehi Bohat achhi but do I deserve her ? I don't knw if she ll ever accept me as her hubby , she forgive me that enough for me I cnt dare to ask giving our marriage another chance
Suj: but do u want to give this marriage a chance ?
San: to b honest YES mom I want
Sw: then go for it beta , u dnt knw Swara she has a golden heart & somewher I felt she is waiting for for u .. Whn she was with us .many time we tried to convince her for remarriage but she never agreed as if she was hving hope of ur arrival , once u Hv already lost her now plz don't miss this chance ! Don't let her go this time
Sujata's word jst boost him up he said thanks mom for encouraging & don't worry apki bahu Ki isbar nehi chhorke jaunga
Suj : that's my boy .. Our blessings r with u both
Bt this time Swara came & they end the call after chatting for few more mins as the called end sanskar hugged Swara making her shocked at first but later she too hug him back
San( tightening his grip ) thank u thank u so much ! U r an angel Swara I cnt tell u how much happy & relief I'm feeling after taking with mom all bcos of u .. Then he realised their state & then let her go both wre feeling shy..
Sw: I think it's getting late u should now go
San: yeh ( in mind: don't worry Swara soon I ll remove all the awkwardness Btwn us, I ll let u knw how badly I want u to b In my life !!jst wait ) ok Swara by good night
They where bidding good bye standing at door
They were happy but didn't notice one pair of eyes had watched them & was planning to spoil the happiness
& it was Sahil ( who saw sanskar coming out of swara's flat,smiling & looking at each other lovingly )
Oh so this is the real secret! Swara & sanskar! I thought the girl Hv some attitude & self respect but now I got to knw the real game of her ! She way targeting our boss! Smirked ! Ms Swara must say u r a great player but don't worry I ll catch a hold of u soon, where ll u go.. I ll expose U only then u ll realize what mistake U made by refusing me !
On the other hand in car sanskar to himself (Swara! I love u & yes I really do ! U Hv filled colored into my life .. B4? Ur arrival I had everything but still their was an emptiness but frm the day u stepped in ! I start to live life, got to feel the real happiness of life & now I want to b with u forever & I will propose u soon, I don't knw if u ll accept me or not but I Hv to do this I Hv to tell u I cnt imagine my life without u but b4 tht I need to finish some imp work)
Next day at office
Sanskar send a msg to Swara seeing his msg a smile crept on her lips she was really enjoying the newly found feelings of her though her wound didn't get heal completely her thought about sanskar got changed, now she is open with him , he asked her to Hv lunch with him in the near by restaurant of their office , Swara was leaving frm there happily whn an arm came on her way to stop her.she looked at the person who was stopping her way it was Sahil
Sw: excuse me sir , what r u doing here ? Do u want something ?
Sah: yeah !
Sw: is it something imp & official ?
Sah: I must say ms Swara u r a great actress , Swara got confused & didn't get his point
Sah: don't try to act innocent I know ur true face
Sw: what r u talking about ?
Sah: u really didn't get ? Well I must say infront of whole office u act to b hard working & focused where as u wr trying to impress our boss !
Well what was my fault I'm not less than him u should give me a chance at least ,
Swara's eyes where wide open at the same time feeling disgust she couldn't control over her emotion & slapped him which grab everyone's attention there
Sw: how dare u to say such cheap words for me ?
Sah: u did it very bad I want to keep this in between us but u? Now let me tell everyone ur true face ! He continued
Sah: u guys must b wondering why she slapped right ? Well I jst tell her the truth of her character which she couldn't digest ! Whn I was returning home last night at 12 What I saw u guys knw? I saw our beloved Sanakar sir coming out of a flat & do u guys know what ? Who's flat it was ?
Narrowing his eyes ! It was ms swara's now tell me what a boss ll do at late night in an employees home? Tht too a single female employ ?? Winking at Swara while Swara was feeling hurt & don't knw what to do, he was leaning toward her when one strong hand grabbed him by his collar & give a punch which make him fall on ground , then sanskar came in Btwn Sahil & Swara , making everyone shocked
San: how can u come close to her & talked like this
His eyes fill with anger full red !
Sah( laughed , while got up frm the floor) so possessive ? Tht too for tht cheap girl? Who is she for u
Sanskar hold him frm collar full angry
Jerking him
San: u want to know who is she to me? She is my life ! My wife god damn it ! And left him ! His confession make everyone shocked
San: yes u all heard it right ! She is my wife looking at Swara his eyes for soften , moist ! Not frm now but frm last 4 years ! I got married to her but I never accepted her !i left her in India I used to thought she ll b a barrier in my career ! I never look back but frm tht day till now I got success but never get the peace of mind , then after 4 years whn she came into my life , I don't knw y her presence Make me feel complete , whn I spend some time with her I realize our real happiness lays with our loved one not with such metallic things I got to know tht her one smile gives solace to my heart I get relaxed for all the stress , holding her face while Swara was speechless hearing his confession ! I didn't realize whn I fall for her & she has bcom my life ,
You know what Swara ( looking deep into her eyes, as if the rest of the world doesn't exist) I was going to propose u , want to live all those memories which I jst wasted bcos of my foolishness , I want to tease u, pacify u ,want to make u smile , I know I can't give the 4 years which we lost but I wished give u so much happiness tht it heal all ur old wound .. I never want this all to come out like this but now when it's revealed I want to do it right now , saying this he sat on his knees & holding her hand
San: I know I don't deserve ur love , I know the damage I did in past is unrecoverable , but I can't imagine my future without you , in Ths last few months ur presence Hv changed the meaning of life for me .. Will you give me an other chance to give u all the happiness ? Live those time whc we Hv lost in past? Will you b my wife all over again ?
Swara was overwhelmed , tears where flowing from her eyes but this aren't of grief but of happiness , she can't speak but nod her head in yes.. And sanskar's happiness had no bound he stand on his feet &give her the tightest hug he could give ever ! They remain like this for longer , lost in their own world but soon can't back to reality listening to the claps ! Sahil who was by now feeling ashamed apologized to both & SwaSan forgive him & Swara asked him never put such accusations on any girl without knowing complete thing .. All got invited for SwaSan marriage & sanskar give another surprise to Swara whn he took her to his mansion where ram & sujata was present frm earlier they informed tht sanskar planned this b4 and also about their marriage that they ll marry on the exact date whn they got married 4 years ago which is coming after 5 days but this time their heart ll b fill with love for each other no hatred or confusion ll take place ! Swara was surprised to knw that Sanakar still remember's the date of their wedding this make her feel more happy they hug & after five days with all ritual's they again got tied into the unbreakable bond but this time promised to each other tht they ll b together forever ! Nothing ll b able to separate them frm each other ..
And from there it's a beginning of their beautiful journey where they ll cross the challenges holding each other's hand.
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
