In The Realms of The Heart|Free Will Pg16|

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This will contain strictly non-fictional thoughts of mine which will be written as nano-tales, thoughts, long write-ups or snippets. Most of these are my own experiences, my own thoughts as writing is the painting of voice.

I will be posting one of them whenever I update my stories or if I am extremely irregular, once every week here. I will provide the links of each writeup in the index below. Scroll down for the first part.

Thank you so much for your love and support.

Yagya
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Edited by .MereRangMein. - 9 years ago
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Savaged Soul


As hurt savaged my soul, I hurled myself at blurred vision of a lady in blue dress; reminiscing the solitude which embraced me during the wrenching moments of depression which seemed like eons and contrasting it with the fleeting moments of happiness which were completed by companionship. The moonlit sky spread brightness in my room which had won the allegiance of darkness.


The raging emotions broke the dam of my eyes and gushed out, wetting my cheeks and soothing the wounds inflicted by the taunts. I had not been what my parents had expected. A result of sins, as they may want to put it, I was and I would burn in my own fire, fueled by the love I had for the people who bestowed life to me, forever.


To how many should I share my pain with, to erase its existence? And how many more times? I questioned myself as my bloodshot eyes stared at me, as a hazy reflection of my tear-stained face floated in them. That reflection ignited the spark of realization that I had not lost everyone, I had not lost everything. I still had someone - Me.


I saw a glint of determination flicker in my weak eyes as I vowed to myself that I would never lose myself.

That night the mirror had aided me in consoling myself, yet again. In those hours of darkness, reflections became the light for me. In the darkness where everyone loses their way, I found my solace.


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Mera! Mera!! Mera!!!

Un-mera! Un-mera!! Un-mera!!!


Okay this took more than my anticipation. Sorry for that but I have decided the today is the D-day when I'd force all the words out of my system. I cannot hold it back any longer.


This was a pretty intense piece. I guess all of us have, once in our lives, tasted failure and the bitter taste of the same has remained with us for a long while after that. To have the burden of expectations mounted on our shoulders and then to fail and fall...it leaves us broken to a point that standing upright again feels a massive atsk and there is no way this task can be completed easily or with an attitude that says nothing happened. But we do stand back, we do fight back.


It doesn't matter if this inspiration to do the same comes from darkness or light; what matters is that we are inspired to become better than what we were previously and we do find our strength back. I loved this piece...the intensity and the zeal to fight back is in all of us. The only thing that sets us apart is how and when we decide to utilize it for ourselves.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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wow beautiful start loved it can't wait for the updates thank you for pm.
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How the hell you got the first spot Sru???😡
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Originally posted by: Meself

How the hell you got the first spot Sru???😡

HAHA! I am wondering the same!
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Great going. I hope it will have some happy thoughts also.
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Originally posted by: ameena671

wow beautiful start loved it can't wait for the updates thank you for pm.

Thank you, Ameena!
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Originally posted by: sgc68

Great going. I hope it will have some happy thoughts also.

It does. Most of them are questions. I am not talented when it comes to happy writing but it does have some. :D

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