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'How will he react?... Has he even known all this while about me... Things have been so unpredictable since yesterday. "
Sonakshi recollected the events a day before when Ishwari auntiji had walked in her hospital and had talked with her.
Facts that Auntiji unfolded were soo unknown to her... She loved him and decided to stay single all her life... She couldn't marry anyone else... she just knew it... She had never looked back post that day when she parted ways with him... Yes she had to make that choice for them as she knew he will not be able to choose between her and his mom...and she dint want anything to go wrong in one of the most unique mother son bond she had witnessed... While away during seperation she had wanted to know about him but ... She always kept herself in control... She never once looked out for him... She kept the promise she had made to herself. So there was no way for her to know his marital status... After knowing from auntiji that he too had been still waiting for her... She felt her heart was reborn...
And here she was today !!!... To meet the most important man in her life... The only man ever in her life ...
She heard the door open...
After 5 years... She was going to see her Mr. Obhodro ... Her Mr. Dixit... Her Dev... She felt a blackout ... But held the window frame...
'Turn Sona... He is here... See... Look at him... ' She felt like a teenager with butterflies in her stomach now that she will see him... Her heart which was numb all this while felt like a ping pong ball... She couldn't ensure her own sanity now that she will see him...
He cleared his throat... His presence , his smell , his shadow, his very existance was so so influential to her that still after years , her body simply followed his aura. And she robotically turned...
Ohh my god... He took her breath away...there eyes met... She could see his shocked expressions. He had not expected auntiji to do something like that... And there came his big smile... once he realised it was indeed her... All the turmoil inside her vanished for a microsecond... Only to bounce back with force and she felt her world upside down...
She was caught from falling... He held her and they sat on ground close... His touch after so many years...sent her shivers... Though subconscious, Sona felt peace in his hug. She felt she never wanted the embrace to end... They had just remained lonely people in love like they had left each other years ago. Now today in his arms... She felt it right... She belonged to him...and he was hers..
"Are you okay ? "he asked...
"Yea... "She muttered
"I... I... I...m sor... " She kept her finger on his lips and bore her gaze more into his...he caught and kissed her hand.
She understood he felt the guilt of all the years due to his mom. Sona closed her eyes and shook her head as if saying No need of apology. She knew its not his fault.
Sitting closer They hugged again. While breaking the hug this time, Dev brushed her face with his...He kept her face closer...
She had not allowed him to come any closer post their seperation... She knew he could break her easily... But now she wanted this... This was their need to feel the reality... To believe they actually had met and she was his and all was going to be okay from now on... She had to grasp all of it was real...
She could feel his breath now and she saw his hazel eyes looking for her lips. She responded and closed her eyes...
Open your eyes... He commanded
Moment she followed... She felt his lips on hers... She closed her eyes again...
After 5 years her tears let themselves out and she allowed them... They were happy tears... Souls were healing... She could hear them... Such a treasure moment.
Sonakshi recollected the events a day before when Ishwari auntiji had walked in her hospital and had talked with her.
Facts that Auntiji unfolded were soo unknown to her... She loved him and decided to stay single all her life... She couldn't marry anyone else... she just knew it... She had never looked back post that day when she parted ways with him... Yes she had to make that choice for them as she knew he will not be able to choose between her and his mom...and she dint want anything to go wrong in one of the most unique mother son bond she had witnessed... While away during seperation she had wanted to know about him but ... She always kept herself in control... She never once looked out for him... She kept the promise she had made to herself. So there was no way for her to know his marital status... After knowing from auntiji that he too had been still waiting for her... She felt her heart was reborn...
And here she was today !!!... To meet the most important man in her life... The only man ever in her life ...
She heard the door open...
After 5 years... She was going to see her Mr. Obhodro ... Her Mr. Dixit... Her Dev... She felt a blackout ... But held the window frame...
'Turn Sona... He is here... See... Look at him... ' She felt like a teenager with butterflies in her stomach now that she will see him... Her heart which was numb all this while felt like a ping pong ball... She couldn't ensure her own sanity now that she will see him...
He cleared his throat... His presence , his smell , his shadow, his very existance was so so influential to her that still after years , her body simply followed his aura. And she robotically turned...
Ohh my god... He took her breath away...there eyes met... She could see his shocked expressions. He had not expected auntiji to do something like that... And there came his big smile... once he realised it was indeed her... All the turmoil inside her vanished for a microsecond... Only to bounce back with force and she felt her world upside down...
She was caught from falling... He held her and they sat on ground close... His touch after so many years...sent her shivers... Though subconscious, Sona felt peace in his hug. She felt she never wanted the embrace to end... They had just remained lonely people in love like they had left each other years ago. Now today in his arms... She felt it right... She belonged to him...and he was hers..
"Are you okay ? "he asked...
"Yea... "She muttered
"I... I... I...m sor... " She kept her finger on his lips and bore her gaze more into his...he caught and kissed her hand.
She understood he felt the guilt of all the years due to his mom. Sona closed her eyes and shook her head as if saying No need of apology. She knew its not his fault.
Sitting closer They hugged again. While breaking the hug this time, Dev brushed her face with his...He kept her face closer...
She had not allowed him to come any closer post their seperation... She knew he could break her easily... But now she wanted this... This was their need to feel the reality... To believe they actually had met and she was his and all was going to be okay from now on... She had to grasp all of it was real...
She could feel his breath now and she saw his hazel eyes looking for her lips. She responded and closed her eyes...
Open your eyes... He commanded
Moment she followed... She felt his lips on hers... She closed her eyes again...
After 5 years her tears let themselves out and she allowed them... They were happy tears... Souls were healing... She could hear them... Such a treasure moment.
Shiv Shakti
