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Emotions going haywire currently. Today too I will not write about Suman as the storm going inside her is kindda difficult for me to understand and I won't be able to justify it.
Here is my take on the episode.
Shravan
He felt like he could jump from a window and kill himself the moment the doctor announced that the coordination of her body with her brain is not on the right track and it might take forever to get it right.He banged his fist on the wall,trying to lessen his pain by giving himself pain but that worked as nothing. The accident and the doctor's words kept playing in his mind and kept reminding him what a beast he had been for not telling her about the manhole. He wished that some how the devil from hell would come and take the devil of earth that was him,along with him. Just then his brother came trying to console him but he blurted out everything to him,not because he wanted people's words to lessen his guilt but wanted to curse him,hate him because that's what he deserved,he thought. Just then she passed by her eyes following him filled with hope and pain and questions and all he could do was try to hide himself behind the curtains of guilt and his the answer to her hope,pain and questions were just apologies.Next morning he came and stood by the window admiring her and the way her lips curled up when she was with her family.He stood outside not disturbing the family moment cause he knew that the true solace that she found was only in her family and of course he could not ruin that for her atleast. It was when she picked up the comic and got lost in the thoughts he knew what exactly was she was thinking about and his heart felt happy that atleast she remembered him be it only in her memories.Then her eyes fell on him and he gave her a smile.He knew she won't return it back but at least he could try?His father came and took him away telling him that he should now go home as her family was now with her.Wasn't he her family too?He thought,well at least not family but a friend.And then his father started putting all the blame on her trying to make himself and him superior.Of course he could not let that happen and so not caring on whom was he raising his voice on,he stated more like a warning telling that till the time she does not recover he will be with her no matter what.She was trying to eat Khicdi just few cm apart from her mouth when he gave up and helped her with the spoon.After all that's what he was,her helping hand in the difficult times,her superhero. She shoved away his hands with all the little energy she had and he could feel the pain and anger in that shove. When she told that she did not need his help as her family was there he felt his heart knotting . He was hurt as she did not consider him as a family but he was the only one who had told her that she now meant nothing to him and so he compiled himself and replied back that he was going to stay here till the time she got fine.She challenged/promised herself that since now he was staying her she would have to heal faster and this left him utterly happy though he knew she said those because she hated him near her but at least because of this hate,because of him she was now determined on getting up once again that too faster.Her Mami came and said that he would have to stay now since she would recover faster and he was happy in a assured sense as now he had even got the permission from her family.He kept his hand on her shoulder as an act of assurance but she moved herself away,yes it did pain him but now he too was determined on getting her back even if he had to go under the thick layers of curses,pain and anger.Her chachi and bhabhi arrived giving him the permission of staying with her as if,if they hadn't given the permission he wouldn't have stayed, he thought. They give him a bag which had all his essential items and told him to stay in a hotel nearby but there was no way he could leave her even if it was just for a second,He accepted to go through uncomfortable nights because he felt that was what he deserved after giving his most prized possession so many uncomfortable nights and days.
*Suman was behaving like a child who was angry from her mother(Shravan).Just like when a child is angry at his/her mother he/she does not like it when they try to sweet talk or touch them,she behaved the same way when he sweet talked/touched her. But at the end of the day the child loves the mother and so does she love Shravan.
*My personal favorite scene was the scene when Tiwari's were in the hospital.It felt so real that I could feel water in the lining of my eyes. I did not even love Shraman scenes as much as I loved this scene.
*I liked Preeti for the first time today.Aditi acted good.Poor Pushkar baby.He is so broken
*Ramnath can never be a good man.JERK!
*Though Kamini has her own intentions but atleast she is helping Shraman to become one.
Today I would give the episode to Nikita for acting so beautifully and naturally.Her pain felt so real,it was as if I was going through the pain.
Namik's smile and expressions added the essence to the episode.
Kudos to each actor of Tiwari Family specially Mami and Mama for acting so brilliantly.
The whole EDKV team rocked it.
Precap:So excited for tomorrow's episode.So many feels already! Cannot wait.
P.S.-Hope you understand what my title means.Let me know in the comments below.
Do let me know what you think about my post.Would love to hear your views.
Thank You
-Mitali❤️
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