So just in short, today's epi teaches us a lesson, that NEVER take people for granted, especially those who loves you unconditionally, it cud be a mother or father or sister or brother or husband or wife. Those people who loves u and are ready to do everything for u, sacrifice themselves, their need for u, never treat them like shit or take them for granted.
My heart goes out to Sid, or people like Sid in real life, who had to go thru hell for their beloved but gets treated as a worthless person.
Everyone has a breaking point and today's epi showed Sid, finally, reaching his breaking point. That guy had ENOUGH, like LITERALLY ENOUGH!! Liked how during the jail scene Said says with ease that if his wife wants to see him get beaten then he's ready to give this 'gift' to his wife; he's ready to fulfill every wish of his wife. That really broke my heart. I can't express how lucky Roshni is that someone like Sid loves her, so freaking much. And I don't know what 'majboori' she's talking bout that she has to get her husband beaten. Sorry, I have no sympathy for Roshni. She cried buckets after coming out of the station, stating her behavior as some majboori, but it didn't hit me, it didn't made me emotional. I felt like just to stay away from him, she stooped so low.(I cud be wrong, pardon me) What didn't Sid do for her, only to get this treatment? He didn't deserve this at all, and the pain in his voice when he says, "You don't deserve me Roshni", that sums up Sid has no more 'energy' left to get back Roshni. His enduring power has finished. And how long will Sid run behind her, when she's trying hard to go away from him? There is breaking point right?! Now, ultimately, he's giving in to what Roshni is saying to him. You really gotta feel for that soul. 😭😭
I'm so glad that Sid will go the other way around. It's better that way, for both.
Having said all that, I don't meant to say, Sid-Roshni don't deserve each other, but the current phase they r in their life, it's better that way. I'm waiting for Roshni to realize her mistakes and go back to Sid, but don't want Sid to accept her too soon. Now, that is sth I'm eager to see. Finally the story has become interesting. 😆😆
And seeing Sid's condition in today's epi, this lyrics of a song came to my mind:
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you, all I'm going to be is incomplete"
P.s Sorry guys, if I'm being bias towards Sid, or maybe I'm bias towards him cuz he's a sweetheart. 😭😳