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Part - 21
Though they hadn't meet her but a different type of insecurity raised again in ishitas heart .she saw raman was looking to the poster ,her heart pricked witnessing this scene atfiest she was sad but at next moment she held Raman's hand and dragged him towards the car .His trance broke ,he encircled his arms around her and walked to the car smiling at her but deep inside both were little affected with sudden arrival of shagun in their life .
The journey to home from house was a silent affair.Non of them were talking to each other but were only stealing glances .Raman was looking to her trying to read her expression while ishita was lookingvat him to check that weather he is bothered about shaguns sudden arrival or not .Both were lost in their thought raman was in guilt thinking that unknowingly he again raised an insecurity in ishitas mind,while ishita was thinking that what if raman still want shagun back in his life .
This mere thought shake her from inside and she closed her eyes in fear while a tear rolled from her eyes ,she fake to look out and immediately wiped it before raman can notice.
They reached their house ,ishita looked at him and then walked in ,toshiji was waiting for them.Looking to ishitas face ,she asked quickly
" ishita puttar seems you are very tired ,go and freshen up ".
Ishita nodded and went in before raman enter the house ,he was also in same condition and toshiji told same to him .After freshening up ishita went to kitchen to help neelu for dinner .Though toshiji insisted that she will take care if dinner and ishita must rest but ishita prepared food stating that she is not tired but the real reason was she wants to keep herself busy so that ,shaguns arrival and those scary thoughts that raman will leave her for shagun ,didn't haunt her .
Soon it as dinner time ,it also spends in silent . Actually not fully ,only toshiji ,bhallaji and simmi were discussing about ishra marriage but ishita and raman were silent ,they were just suppirting their parents or ,answering them in simple yes or no .
After dinner toshiji annonced that ishra will not meet in night and also from tomorrow ishita will not going to office till marriage .Ishra nodded and walked to there room ,ishita tried a lot to sleep but sleep was too far from her eyes while raman was continuously trying to meet ishita but whenever he comes out from his room ,he get simmi and toshiji talking in the hall .Though they were pretending to talk but actually both were keeping and eye on raman as toshiji very well knew that something in not ok between ishra .
S- mamma I m sleepy ,can I go inside .
T- no wait for some more time .
S- but mamma,they are already married ,then why you told them that they can't meet .
T- simmi ,I m your mother ,I do everything with an intension.
S- intention ,what intension mamma .
T- you can't notice buy I cansee that Raman loves ishita a lot ,I think he need some more time to realise and you know this distance will help him to realise his love towards ishita .
S- is that so mamma .
T- yes it just like that and moreover I had also noticed that something was not ok with them in evening .Though they didn't told us the reason but some thing has happened and because of that they are tensed .This distance will help them in this matter also .
S- oh achcha ,that's why you are stopping bhai again and again ,so that he can realise that he actually loves bhabhi .
T- yeah .
The moment they ended their conversation ,they saw raman coming from his room again but before they can say anything ,he took his car keys and was going out when toshiji stopped him and asked " raman puttar where are you going ."
R- na I m not feeling sleepy ,so going out for fresh air ,will be back after sometimes .
T- ok puttar .
After raman left ,simmi and toshiji also went to their room ,knowing the fact that now he is restless and will confess his love for sure ,when he will be back ..
Near after one hour later ,Raman return back to home and found ishita ,sitting in the couch .Listening to the sound of door opening she raised her eyes and saw him entering the house.After bolting the main door he turned and saw ishita standing on her place almost glued to floor ,looking at him with questioning tearful eyes ,she blinked her eyes and the tears rolled from her eyes .
Raman saw this ,though he knew that he is not wrong but the thought that he again became the reason of her pain ,made him feel guilty .He saw her and opened his arms for her ,she was already looking him with questioning eyes ,she just raised her eyebrows to ask what ,he nod and call her to him,n next moment she ran to him and he scooped her in a bone crushing hug.she also held him tight ,both pulled the other to them as if trying to vanish in each other. after a while raman pulled her from him and asked wiping her tears " you are still wake ".
Instead of answering ,she asked him" where were you ".
Raman also instead of answering her forwarded the huge bouquet of colourful flowers which she didn't noticed in his hand because of her blurry vision due to tears in her eyes .she just smiled fully like a kid looking to those beautiful flowers and asked " it is for me ".
R- humm ,liked it ,how is it .
I- beautiful ,lovely .but why did you go out at this hours to bring this ,that time when I asked you scolded me .
R- at that time I was worried about another reason .
I- which reason .
R- ishita we have many things to talk and clear ,come .
I- but mummyji .
R- this is more important than every thing .
Saying so he walked to his room but she was still standing in the same place ,this time admiring the beautiful bouquet and lost in the thought that he went out in night yo bring it gir her .Raman entered his room and turned to bolt the door and noticed that ishita was not there,came to hall to check her and found her smiling lost in her thoughts standing on same place .He walked to her and tapped her shoulder ,she came back to her senses and looked at him ,he raised his eyebrows and asked " what".
Ishita shook her head negatively like a kid ,who was cought doing some mischief .
R- chalo phir .
I- humm .
He walked to room and she followed him ,she was still lost in the flowers and was walking with baby steps .He made a irritated face ,pulled her in and bolted the door .
I- kya raman ,main gir jaati .
R- then why you are walking so slow ,waiting for ma to catch us .
She again shook her head negatively .He smiled at her cuteness and signalled her to got up on bed .she saw him widening her eyes as she thought something else .
Raman smacked his forehead and spoke " arey buddhu I m tired ,not willing to sit in couch that's why told you to sit in bed ."
Ishita turned red with embrassment and downcasted her eyes shyly ,he also smiled and signalled her to climb the bed .she did same and he sat beside her in half laying position resting his head on head rest.They were facing each other ,Both were looking to each other trying to read others mind .Raman broke the ice and started the conversation.
R- ishita I want true answer from you .
I- what .
R- why you became silent after seeing shaguns posters .
I- ( angrily looking to other side)- then what should I suppose to do when you were looking to her poster without blinking your eyes .
Raman cupped her face ,pulled her to him and dropped a feathery kiss on her temple ,she closed her eyes to feel his touch ,he then sidehugged her and spoke" I told you na you are my insecurity ki dukaan ,baba I was not starring but confirming that actually she is shagun ."
I- ( making a dirty face )- isne confirm karne ki kya baat hai ,she was shagun only .
R- ishita should I ask you something ,in office you were fighting with tanu for me saying her to stay away from me ,then how can you react otherwise when it comes to shagun..
I- Raman you can never understand that ,you often mock me but ,just for once place yourself in place of me and tell what you would have done ,if same thing happened with you.
R- I told na ishita ,I was not starring at her poster but was just confirming that ,is she actually back .
Ishita bend a little and saw looking to his face
" does it matters ".
R- nope ,it was just a moment nothing else but I know it hurted you a lot .I will not say sorry because I m tired of saying so but want to confirm one thing ,very loud and clear you and only you are my wife and will remain my wife forever .
Ishita closed her eyes to feel those words as if she was craving to listen them only .Listening to this she took a deep breath and remain in same position for some more time .she opened her eyes when she felt his touch ,he was caressing her cheeks ,she again closed her eyes to feel his touch .when she heard him
" ishita now we are one not two and now you should learn to trust me .you have all rights on me and you can claim me as yours like I know you are mine and can fight anybody for you ."
Ishita opened her eyes to confirm what she is listening is true ,he nodded to assure her ,she again closed her eyes and hugged him tight .
They remain in same position for sometime and then he spoke parting from.her " now you should get going ,its late ."
Ishita made a disappointed face and start walking with baby steps mouth a good night . He can clearly notice that she want to spend more time with him ,he called her again and she immediately turned in jiffy ,he smiled fully and spoke " take you colour full bouquet with yourself " .
Ishita make a dirty face and again start moving taking the flowers ,Raman pulled her to him ,she landed on his chest ,he wrapped his arms around her and asked " what happened ".
Ishita shook her head negatively ,stating its nothing ,he smiled ,kissed her temple again
and then planted two pecks on her cheeks ,she encircled his neck inviting him for kiss and he didn't disappoint her this time .Raman placed his lips on her and started chewing ,she also started responding him ,soon both were deeply engrossed in kiss as if there life depends on it ,both were gently chewing eachotgers lips so that they can continue it for long time while their hands were exploring each and every parts of others body .They parted after long time .They looked each other deeply as if beholding others image in them .
R- now you go and rest ,may be from tommorrow,rituals of marriage would start .
Ishita was still standing on her place ,starring at him .
R- ( caressing her cheeks )- kya hua .
I- ( stammering)- Raman woh ,I main woh .
R- kya ishita .
I- you will not angry with me na .
R- arey pahle bolo to .
Ishota raised her hands ,caress his cheeks ,he looked at her and asked raising his eyebrows
" what ".
I - aap mujhe chodoge to nahi na .
R- kya .
I- if akka actually comes and ,if she ask you to leave me for her ,you will leave me ?
R( angrily )- ishita are you mad ,I m just tired of assuring you ,kah to diya ki him ek hain ,I also told you that I m yours ,now what should I do to assure you.
I( softly )- actually I ,I want to tell you that I ,I love you raman and if you will leave me I will die.
Raman smiled fully and asked " what ,what you just told".
I( slowly )- I love you .its ok if you don't .
Raman pulled her to him and spoke " I love you too and will never leave you for anybody , got that ,my insecurity ki dukaan .I love you too. Now go and sleep its getting late .
That's all for now ,hope you like it .Enjoy reading and do comment .Don't forget to hit like buttons .
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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