I'll look after you [update p34](Asya ff ) - Page 16

Originally posted by: anopama

wow
baby on board
zoya is pregnant
knew tht would have happen
who the hell is monica asad seems to know her after all he had her number
aww zoya jealousy he claims to love me but have her #
so shireen told asad wonder if he will consider
love asad and seher wonder what he will do
will zoya tell him of the baby
zeenat is getting on my nerves she needs to leave
cont soon

Originally posted by: muskaan17rocks

Amazing chapter

Loved reading it

Have always loved asad's scenes with seher and today was no exception

And the last part was a shocker

Zoya pregnant

Looking forward to know what happens next

And not to forget monica?

New characters excite me as well as make me nervous

Hope it's a positive character

Please continue soon

Thanks for the pm 😊

Originally posted by: SanKsgian

Hey thank you for the pm

But you can not end it on such a cliff

I want more

Please update quickly

~8~

Zoya was leaving hurriedly. Now that she was pregnant with Asad, she needed to think. She needed sometimes to organize her thoughts. So she left to the holy city of Ajmer.

She had come there already with Zainab Farooqui before her death. Then her phuphi had told her that "if some day she feels lost or she doesn't know what path to take; she'll find her answers in Ajmer.."

Khan family were back after a mind-blowing Holi party.

"Zoya?" Najma said knocking on her door. Zeenat came behind her and held her back.

"Stay away from my sister." She said sternly. Najma felt heart broken. During all her life she had never been this sad. She had always considered Zoya as her sister.

"Please, I just want to see her." Najma pleaded but Zeenat didn't want to hear one word from her. She entered Zoya's room and closed the door after her.

'What's wrong with her? How can she push me away from Zoya like this?!' Najma thought.

"Zoya?" She heard Zeenat shouting from inside the room and ran to the room straight away.

Zeenat was sitting on Zoya's bed and was crying. Asad and Dilshad join both women in the room.

"Kya hua Zeenat?" Dilshad asked.

"Zoya is nowhere to be seen!" She said and Asad felt his heart aching like nothing else. She couldn't be gone. Not his Zoya. She had to be here!

"Calm down Zeenat maybe she has gone to the mall or something like this.."Najma said. But as Asad looked at the clean room, he realized that she was gone. He went back to his room and in anger he started making a mess in his room. Throwing pillows, giving some punches to the wall until his fists were bleeding.. He was distraught. He sat between the mess and cried. He cried like never before. He was so sad that he didn't even notice Najma entering the room until she engulfed him into a hug.

"Nahin Bhaijaan. Don't cry. I can't see you like this."

"I'm sorry Najma." He said. "I don't want you to see me like this."

"Don't be sorry. You too have the right to break down sometimes." She said. "I think you should take some time for you. Go to Ajmer. It's known to be the city of miracles. Go and pray god to bring Zoya bhabhi back home. I can't see you this sad Asad." Najma said and kissed him on the forehead.

"You've looked after ammi and I during all your life bhaijaan. Now it's time for you to think about you." She said and Asad hugged her tightly.

"You're the best sister I could have ever had. I love you." He said.

Najma hugged him back.

"Please tell me what happened between Zoya and you." Najma said and Asad closed his eyes thinking if he should tell her or not.

"Zoya and I slept together. We were drunk because she wanted snacks that we bought on the road and they were full of bhang..So we confessed our love and in the heat of the moment we did it.." Najma gasped. She realized that the pregnancy test she saw on Zoya's bathroom was..

'Ya Allah! Zoya is pregnant!' She thought and went to her room to try dialing Zoya.

"Tamatar?" Zoya said a bit weirdly.

"Zoya! Allah miyaan where are you?"

"Calm down my tomato. I'm okay. I just wanted to think.."

"About what? About the way you'll tell Asad that you're pregnant with his child or what? Why did you leave Zoya? Why did you leave us, Zeenat api..him? Why did you leave him? Don't you think that it's enough for him to bear all this pain because he's near you but he can't get close to you." Najma heard Zoya sobbing but she couldn't stop talking. It was her breaking point where she had finally opened up about her thoughts.

"I'm sorry Tamatar but I can't do this for now! I need to think straight. I know he's hurt but I'm hurt too. Each time I tried to help him, it turned against me and I ended up hurting myself because he can't see the good in me. For him I'm nothing but a Musibat Magnet!" Zoya said sobbing.

"Zoya..I'm.." She had cut the call. Zoya sat on the her hotel room crying. How could they judge her? She had been fighting for Asad since they met and now that she wanted to give up on him, they wanted her to keep fighting..

"Ya Allah, what should I do? He hurt me mentally and physically but still they want me to love him? How can they ask me something like this?" She asked to herself.

She stayed here, crying until she fell asleep on the floor.

"Ammi?"

"Seher?" Zoya said. "So as you're my daughter, I must be pregnant with you right now.."

"Ji Ammi, why did you leave abbu?" Seher enquired.

'So she's indeed Asad's daughter..' Zoya thought.

"Your abbu has hurt me. I can't trust him any more." Zoya answered "Why do you want us to be together? I mean, I'm totally able to look after you and your sister Sanam by my own..Talking about Sanam, why isn't she with you?" Zoya asked a lot of questions.

"You want to know the truth? Then I'm going to tell you why I'm here. First I managed to get here because as you're a genius in computers and stuff like that, you managed to create a watch which allows you to go into someone's dream. As I have your skills I managed to add some things for time travelling.

The reason why I'm here is simple. You had never gone to Ajmer and Zeenat Phuphi had taken you along with her. So you had left India forever. On being pregnant with us, she had forced you to hide your pregnancy from the Khan. In fact, if I didn't appear in your dreams, you would have had never been suspicious about your pregnancy.

So you went into a deep depression and you didn't care about Sanam and I after our birth. You cared for us three years later when phuphi wanted you to marry Ayman Omarjee. Before your marriage he was kind but as soon as you got married, he abused you mentally and physically, because you were taking care of us and not of him.

During our eleventh anniversary, abbu had finally known that we were his daughters during one of his business meeting and even though in front of him Ayman was being polite, he had beaten you an amount of times, breaking you many ribs, an arm and so much more ammi. One stormy night, he came home drunk and he...and he.. and he raped Sanam.." Seher wanted to continue but she broke down into tears. "You wanted to stop him from hurting us but he shot you to death... I ran away to ask for help and the last thing I saw was Sanam's innocence taken away from this b**tard.. When I got back home with abbu, he had already killed Sanam. Her eyes were still wide open but they weren't reflecting life any more.." Seher cried relentlessly as Zoya hugged her tightly.

"Ammi, abbu and you are made for each other! After your death and Sanam's death, he wasn't the same. He had cried himself to sleep, each time, saying that he should have stopped you from leaving him. He never spent a day without going to yours and Sanam's graves to cry. You can't let this happen to us. If you've made this trip to Ajmer, that means that Allah gave you a chance to live happily ever after. He stopped you from going back to U.S to think about yours and abbu's future."

Zoya woke sweating and breathing heavily. Was it really what destiny had in store for her? A full life of sadness?

TBC..

#9