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Part - 13
Ishita went to her room where as raman walked to his room .He freshened up and came out for evening tea .The help passed him his tea.Raman asked about ishita .
R- where is ishita.
N- bhaiya ,she has not yet come out of the room.
R- why .
N- I don't know ,I hadn't checked her yet .let me check .
R- wait I will go and check ,actually you bring mine tea too to her room only .
Neelu nodded and raman walked to ishitas room .He knocked the room softly when he heard her calling " its open come in ".
Raman opened the door and entered ,looking to him ishita immediately stood from her place .He saw she was arranging her stuffs in her suitcase itself.
R( softly )- ishita do you understand meaning of feel at home .
I- yes .
R- nope ,I think you don't .
I- but I know .
R- no you don't know ,if you would then you must not doing this .
I- ( confused )- doing what .
Raman held her with both the shoulder and let her sit in her place again and spoke - I told you this is your home means you should feel and live like you are in your own house ."
Ishita still give a quizzing look to him.
Raman continued - I mean why are you arranging your stuffs in this suitcase again,I mean why you locked yourself in this room.ishita there are so many cupboards ,you can keep all your stuffs in that ,you come out from room ,see the house ,what is where whose room is which this all .
Ishita didn't spoke anything but stared at him without blinking her eyes .He noticed that Slowly her eyes are welling up ,he immediately wiped the unshed tears and spoke " I very well know that I a reason for your each and every pain but believe me this time I want to be the medicine too for them .ishita I want to start afresh will you help me ,you know I feel soffocated whenever I think that unknowingly I had hurt you beyond repair, but still I want you to give me just a chance believe me you will never get a chance to complain."
Ishira was still looking to him as If she is confused that he is the same person who has told once that he don't want to give any chance to this marriage.
Before they can talk further ,the help neelu entered the room with snacks and tea.she kept them and instead of going she stood there.Raman raised his head and asked " what ,do you want something ."
N- bhaiya ,what should i make for dinner .
R( smiling )-now bhabhi has come ,you can ask these useless questions to her .Actually why asking you took her with itself,today she will make something .
I( shocked )- mee.
R( confused )- yes you ,don't you know cooking.
I- I very well know but how can I ,means this is you...
R- ( interrupting her in mid )- your house too.but its ok if you cannot cook delicious food .
Raman spoke this to tease her .
I( glaring )- I can cook very good food .if I will make food then you will keel licking your fingers .
R( teasing )- instead I will kiss those hands who made this delicious food .
Ishita blushed a little on his remark,he smiling noticing her blush .He ruffled his hairs and spoke " done now have your tea either it will cool ."
Both had their tea in her room itself.After having tea he went out of her room calling her outside .
Ishita arranged her things in the cupboard and went out .She saw he was working in his laptop in hall itself ,he signalled her to go to kitchen .she went to kitchen but didn't think what to cook so she again came out and asked him .
I- what should I make in dinner .
R- every thing is there in kitchen ,cook whatever you want .
Ishita didn't argued more and turn to leave when he called her " ishita listen ,the curry which I had in your house,make that same food."
Ishita nodded and went to kitchen .she started preparing the curry .its not that she hasn't prepared food earlier but today she was more councious in making the curry .she actually don't know what's going on her mind or what's happening to her but today she was feeling a different kind of happiness and contentment inside her .Though she was hesitant but still she was feeling homely ,a kind of belongingness in this house .He has demanded simple food but she wants to cook it so good that its taste became a memory for him .
On the other hand raman was also feeling very happy and contented after bringing her home .Though their relationship was on first stage ,they are not even friends but the mere feel that she is with him in his house make him smile.He don't know what was it but he feel good when she is around him .He want her to be free in this house so that she can live freely like sge use to be in her apoas house .
Unknown to themselves they were checking eachother sneakly and were stealing glances.She made the food and called him in the dinner table .He called her also but she told that she is making hot paranthas and he can have them fresh.Raman sat on his place while she came and served him.Her proximity was effecting him a lot he raised his head to see her and was lost .she was looking extra beautiful in her homly look ,she had made a clean braid of her hairs and tucked her saree pallu in her waist,flashing her milky waist .Raman was tempted with this look of hers ,a straind of hair was blocking his views ,he tucked it behind her ears she closed her eyes to feel his touch while he was lost in her angelic look .Both were lost when neelu called " bhabhi ".
They immediately part and composed themselves .ishita ran to kitchen while raman looked at the direction she was gone .ishita heart was beating fast due to the happenings whereas raman was stunned with his own behaviour.
After having food raman left for his room then ishita came out of the kitchen .she also have her food and moved to her room .
Next morning raman was sleeping when he heard her singing a bhajan .He came out of the room rubbing his eyes and saw ishita .she has taken bath and was wrapping towel in her hairs ,was wearing a south silk saree of sunset yellow colour .she was cleaning the temple of house and was decorating it .The temple was very dirty as his mother was not in house from many days and he as not bothered about temple and god .After cleaning it ,she lit the diya and sang bhajan for matarani.After doing her puja she turned and he was again lost in her look .she was looking so fresh and beautiful in her natural look.
" Arey bhaiya you woke so early " his trance was broken by the voice of neelu .He turned and signalled towards ishita and spoke "I woke with her voice ".
N- she sings so well ,na bhaiya
Neelu admired .
R- humm.
N- bhaiya you want tea .
R- humm .
Till that time ishita was done with her puja ,she went to her room ,got ready and came out .She entered the kitchen tiying her hairs in a loose bun and asked neelu " what are you preparing ".
N- tea.
Both immediately made breakfast .Neelu was setting the breakfast in table and told ishita to call raman .Ishita went to his room and knocked ,he spoke " come in its open ."
Ishita opened the door and was about to enter,before entering the room she had a look to the room and her steps stopped there itself.Raman was wearing shoes at that time so he hadn't seen the person but when he saw ishita ,he got panicked looking to her .
On the other hand ishitas eyes got filled with unshed tears ,she turned to move out but raman held her hand .
I- please leave me ramanji .
R- no I will not .just come in .
I- please I will not ,actually I cannot .
R- why .
I- I had many bad memories with this room .
R- that's why I m calling you in .I want you to get over that .
I- how can I ,I can never forget that night ever in my whole life .it is the most beautiful night for everybody but it turned to be a nightmare for me .I still remember your expression when you saw me ,when you said that you don't agree with this marriage ,when you said that you can never give me your wife's place .
She started sobbing and again turned to leave ,this time he pulled her with force and she landed on his chest ,he wrapped his arms around her and patted her.
R- ishita you never lived in this room and you had so many bad memories think about me ,how I had overcome that .how I felt when a day before I was so happy thinking that next day my wife will be there with me and I was married to a girl whom I don't know and third day I was again alone in this room .
Ishita raised her head to see him ,she saw he was crying ,she wiped his tears and realised that though he had not lost anything but he had also gone through same pain without any fault like her .
Raman sidehugged her and both walked to the couch they sat and started talking again .
R- ishita we have many bad memories with this marriage so I want to start afresh.will you be with me ,we will make new memories that to beautiful and happy one .bolo dogi mera saath
( say will you be with me ).
He said this forwarding his right palm .she looked into his eyes which were showing that he genuinely want to move on with her .she also slid her palm in his nodding assuring that she is with him.
I - ramanji .
R( making a dirty face )- first of all you stop calling me ramanji .
I- then what should I call .
R- I have a very nice name raman ,you can call me that .
I( confused )- I m calling same .ramanji .
R- I m not an old man that you r calling me as ji ,call me raman .
I- how can I .
R- then u will also call you ishita ji .how is it .
Ishita made a dirty face and spoke " its seems like you are calling some elderly person ."
R- now you got it right ,I also feel same so from now you will call me raman .
Ishita thought and practiced in herself and spoke " no no I can't call you by name ,you are my Hus.."
She stopped in mid and looked at him .
R- then also you can call me by name .say what you were saying .
I- I am trying to overcome with all the bad memories ,it will take some time .Till then I can live in that room .
R- you didn't get me ishita .I told we will give a chance to this marriage that doesn't mean that we will live in sane room but I mean that we can live our life together and you can shift to this room whenever you feel like .but you are always welcome in it so don't scared of those bad memories .
I- humm.
R- and I m very very sorry of all those harsh words that day .
I- I m also very sorry ,we should have talked to you before we took that step .
Both smiled to each other and walked out of the room to have their breakfast .
That's all for now ,hope you like this part .friends I had tried to clear myself on raman POV as much as I can hope now you all are satisfied .enjoy reading and do comment .don't forget to hit like buttons.
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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