Author's note- hi guys,it has been a long since I have updated the prologue of my ts but not started a single one,so I have decided to update all in a go.yes ,I am going to update all ts this week.hope u guys enjoy it.
PART 1
Ishita- I want divorce Raman.she said afraid of his reaction.she knows well he will be angry but she can't take this pain anymore.she was determined to do something drastic which will change the dynamics of their relationship forever.
Raman look at her stunned at her words.he close his laptop in a second and look at her.she was literally glued to her place standing with a straight face.
He look at her ever so calmly and asked-u want what?
Ishita shivered in fear but firm on her decision- yes,u heard it right Raman.I want divorce from u.here is the paper,sign it.my time is over .I am going.saying so she was about to go when Raman said- stop right now.I wanna talk.
Ishita turned and said- but I don't.I don't wanna talk Raman.there is no point in talking.everything is over between us.actually it was over long back but I was an idiot who was hoping that someday everything will be fine.but no nothing is going to be fine between us Raman.nothing is going to be fine.she said sobbing.
Raman got angry and goes to her.he closed the window pans and door ,and said- r u out of ur mind ishita.why u r creating a scene here.this is my office ,go home ,we will talk about it in home.I have meetings back to back.
Ishita- see ,u didn't bother that I wanna leave u.all u care about ur office,ur meetings ,ur business. And about which home u r talking .a mansion where u come after I sleep and goes before I wake up.that's a mansion Mr Raman Kumar bhalla. Not our home.we don't have a home Raman.we don't have a home.she said crying.
Raman pulled her in a jerk and said- stop ur nonsense ishita.u r going from here right now.did u got it.he roared.
Ishita- OK ,if u want that then I am going.but I will not go back to ur mansion anymore.
Raman smiled sarcastically and said- and where u will go,to ur appa.
Ishita look at him,his smirk make her heart cry.she composed herself and said- no,I can't go there ,as I have once chosed u over him.but I am not going to ur house and that's for sure.she said determined.
Raman- and what will u do for living.will u work.but who dare to give work to the wife of mighty Raman Kumar bhalla.
Ishita- u really don't have any problem naa.if I leave u.she said helplessly.
Raman mellow down a little and said- it's not like that ishita.u know I love u alot.OK u go and we will talk in home. I promise I will come soon .
Ishita- and from when u started fulfilling ur promise. Whether its my birthday or urs,our anniversary ur very soon never come.
Raman- then what shall I do.leave my work and roam around u.
Ishita- that's what u use to do earlier.
Raman- because I was a employee that time.but now I am the rkb,I am huge ishita.and u r my wife.the Raman Kumar bhalla's wife.don't u feel proud of ur husband.
Ishita came closer and said- I was always proud of u Raman.when u r just an employee in appa's office,when I fell in love with u.when I left my house,my appa for u.I was always proud of u.but was proud of the love u have for me ,not for the wealth u earn.u want to be big.I never wanted this.I chosen u over appa coz I love the way u love me.the way to pamper me.u remember the first gift u brought for me.that rose, that is still with me and the love of urs is also intact.now also u gift me big bouquets but the love is lost.these bouquet is for Mrs bhalla not for ur ishu.not for ur jaan.u love to show off ur love to the whole world specially my appa.but the warmth in ur love is not the same anymore or should I say ur love hasn't any warmth.they all seems forced.even our love making is out of need not pleasure.u make love to me whenever u want and only sex nothing more then that.
Raman- what u want more.he asked in irritation.
Ishita- ur pampering. The way to kiss me every now and then.the way u make excuses to hug me,take me in ur embrace.u kissing my forehead before leaving for work.that's the love I am missing Raman.these day u came home after I sleep.love me whenever u want in my sleep.sometimes u sleep in ur study only and goes to office before I woke up.
Raman- but I never thought of any other girl other then u.
Ishita smiled sarcastically and said- shall I thank u for this favour or mourn over the fact that u love me but never care to show it.
Raman- I don't think there is any need to show my love for u.love is not a thing to show off.
Ishita-aap hi kehte the naa raman ,pyaar hi toh dikhaane ki cheez hoti hai.duniya mein sab kuch badal jaata hai par pyaar nahi badalta.toh aap kyun badal gaye.aapka pyaar kyun badal gaya.(u only use to say that love is a thing to show off.coz everything change with time but not love.then why u changed, ur love changed.
Raman- because I hated that Raman.ur appa use to insult that Raman every now and then.but now noone can insult this mighty Raman.nobody can tell me that I can't keep u happy because I am not that rich.see now I am rich,richer, richest and can buy the world for my wife.
Ishita- but I can tell u Raman,that I am not happy with this mighty Raman bhalla. I was happy with my simple Raman.may be we have less food to eat but he use to feed me with his hands.now I have hundreds of delicacies but I eat it alone.sometimes I sleep without eating.and u never care even.may be we had a small bed to sleep but my Raman's arms were always there to make me sleep peacefully, today after having a fully ac room with world's best mattress and bed,I can't sleep.my Raman use to apologize if he return home even five minutes late but now u never apologize even if u didn't come home.because that is not our home but ur mansion. My home was that small one bedroom flat not ur mansion with countless rooms.in which I wander like a lost soul.she said crying bitterly.
Raman- stop crying .will u.
Ishita wiped her tears and goes to him.she clutched his collar and said- how can I.I lost my soul,my simple and loving husband Raman .and this man who is standing in front of me is not an ounce of my Raman.he is rude,arrogant and ruthless.and I can't stay with him anymore.so I want divorce. I can't live with u anymore. Moreover we don't live with each other.I live with my loneliness and u live with ur work and false pride.she crushed in floor crying badly.
Ishita- I left my appa,his property, everything because I have faith in ur love ,that u will not leave me alone but u proved me wrong Raman.appa won and I lost.he told me once that money is bigger then love but I said my Raman's love is bigger then money.but u proved me wrong Raman.u have changed because of his insult and my love couldn't keep u unchanged. I lost the battle of my love.I lost everything. I lost my Raman,main haar gayi ,mera pyaar haar gaya mere appa ki nafrat jeet gayi.(my love got defeated ,my appa's hatred won)she said crying bitterly.
Raman- why u r telling this ishita.I have earned this money only for u.to keep u happy.we have a big mansion,I am a business tycoon.u can be happy if u want to be.I have earned much money for us.
Ishita- nahi chahiye mujhe, aisa paisa,aisa ghar ,aise sone ki deewarein.jahan mera dum ghunta hai,mujhe sirf aapka pyaar chahiye Raman.bas aapka pyaar.aapko pata hai,appa bhi issi tarah amma ko samay nahi dete the.woh saari zindagi appa ka intezaar karti reh gayi.woh bhi appa ka intezaar karte karte mar gayi aur shayad main bhi aapka intezaar karte karte ek din mar jaaungi.aapka paisa aur ruthba bhi nahi bacha payega mujhe.(I don't want money,house,where I feel suffocated. I only want ur love Raman,only ur love.u know appa wasn't giving amma his time like u do.she died waiting for him and one day I will also die waiting for u.ur money ur status nothing could save me).
Raman couldn't take her words anymore,he goes to her and held her hand tightly.he pulled her in a jerk to himself and said- enough of ur nonsense. I love u more then anything in this world. And noone listen carefully noone has the guts to snatch u from me.u understood. Not even u ishita.u can't detach urself from me.he said poking his nails in her skin.
Ishita- leave me Raman.u r hurting me.she said jerking his hand.
Raman held her again and said- I am not going to leave u.not now and never. He roared on her pulling her.while she was trying hard to shrug his hand .in the process he pulled her and she fainted in his arms.
Raman hold her in neck of time and shake her-ishita,Ishita.what happened to u.ishita open ur eyes.he was shaking her continuously but she wasn't responding.
He picked her in his arms and placed her gently on the big couch.he immediately called the doctor.
After an hour,doctor was in his cabin examining her while her words were echoing in his ears.
One day I will also die waiting for u,even ur money and ur status can't save me that time.
Raman look at her unconscious figure and thought- no ishita,u can't leave me alone.u know ur Raman can't live without u.please get up jaan.for ur Raman.I will change myself. Will become ur old loving Raman.but please come back to me ishu.u know naa I love u alot.he has unshed tears in his eyes.he was so afraid to loose her.
He was lost in his thoughts when doctor came to him and said- congratulations sir,Mrs bhalla is pregnant.
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Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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