PART 4
Raman get up from his place and said- no I can't leave her alone in this pain.Ishita is my responsibility. I can't shrug my hand over her.I have to clear her misunderstanding. Saying so he rushed towards her house.
It was past twelve.her mansion was in pitch dark.watchman saw him and asked-sir u here ,at this hour.
Raman- I want to meet ishita.its urgent.
Watchman- sorry sir,I can't allow u at this hour.
Raman- don't u understand the meaning of urgent.let me go inside. He almost roared.
Watchman said horrified at his temper-ok sir,saying so he open the door.
Raman ran inside and went to her room.all help were in their servant quarter, so the mansion is almost empty.he cursed himself for leaving her alone.how can he become so ignorant towards her.he ran towards her room.he was about to knock the door but find it was ajar.he came inside,the room was complete dark.he switch on the light.
He saw at the bed,but she was not there.he searched in her washroom but she wasn't there too. Now he was worried for her.
Raman- where she had gone in this hour.seeing her behaviour these days.I can't even predict where she can be.let me search for her.thinking so he was about to turn when he heard some noise.
He turn to look at the direction only to see her sleeping on cold floor hugging herself, rounded like a ball.he goes to her and find she was shivering badly.he turned off the AC and goes to her.he picked her in his arms and shook her.
Raman- ishita,Ishita.wake up.why u r sleeping on floor.
Ishita didn't responded.he touch her forehead, she don't have fever but she was shivering badly.he can see the trail of tears dried in the corner of her eyes.he cried seeing her condition. He hugged her tight and said- why r u doing this to urself jaan.u know I can't see u in pain.
He picked her up and place her gently on the bed.he covers her fully with quilt but she was still shivering.he open his shirt and lays beside her,he wounded his arms around her and hugged her tightly trying to give her his warmth.she cooed in him seeking his warmth.
Ishita- please don't leave me alone Raman,she said sobbing in her sleep.
Raman- i will never leave u jaan.please stop crying.he said hugging her ,soon she was sleeping peacefully in his embrace.he saw her sleeping peacefully and planted a feathery kiss on her forehead.
She smiled and said in her sleep- I love u Raman.
Raman was shocked to know that she can recognize his touch even in sleep.he hugged her more closer and said- I love u too ishita.sorry I got angry on u and left u.but now I am determined to clear the misunderstanding between us soon.saying so he kissed her again and slept.
Next morning,Ishita open her eyes disturbed by the sunrays peeping in her room in between the curtains. She realised Raman's arms around her.she slowly open her eyes only to see him sleeping peacefully holding her protectively.she was too happy to find him so near to her.
Ishita smiled and caressing his face lovingly. He stir in his sleep. Ishita laughed slowly and kissed his eyes.she smiled again and kissed his nose.then his dimples and was about to kiss his lips when she realised
what she is doing.what Raman is doing in her bed without his shirt.
She get up in a jerk and asked almost shouting- what the hell,u r doing in my bed.hearing her voice he woke up in a jerk.
Raman- Ishita u r getting it wrong, listen I can explain.
Ishita- yes I am the one who is always wrong,naa Raman.u r here in my house,in my room,in my bed half naked and I am the one who is wrong naa.
Raman- u r getting all wrong. I did this to save u.
Ishita- yes Raman I am wrong.then tell me why u did so.
Raman- u were laying on floor,shivering badly.I just gave u my warmth.
Ishita- I don't know how many time u will fool me.u always do this to me.she said sobbing.
Raman- try to understand ishita.I did just to save u .or else u may fall sick.
Ishita- bimar pad jaati to kya ho jaata. Main mar bhi jaun toh bhi kya bigad jayega aapka.(I may fall sick,that's none of ur business.)u think I am a fool.u did just to hurt me ,because u love to hurt me,humiliate me.I am tried of getting hurt .its better u just kill me and end this pain.she said keeping his hand on her neck.
Raman- please don't say like this ishita.I can't take this pain anymore.
Ishita- u r in pain?no Raman u r not but I am in pain.pain I get after loving u,pain I get after u cheat me for yr selfish motive.what u want now.what u want to prove now that I am madly in love with u.that u can have my body whenever u want.then just have it.have it Raman.and prove urself right all over again.she said trying to open her shirt.
Raman- enough of u ishita,saying so he was about to slap u.she close her eyes in fear.he look at her and realised he couldn't slap her.so he punched his hand on the mirror.
Raman- why u r doing this to u ishita.u know I can't see u in pain then also u r hurting urself.please stop ishita,I can't take these false accusations anymore.mera dum ghut raha hai ishita.I am feeling suffocated. He said punching continuously on the mirror.blood oozes out of his hand.
Ishita look at him and ran to Raman in shock.she took his hand in her hand.glass pieces were stabbed in his hand and blood was oozing out of it.
Ishita- what u have done Raman.she said crying.
Raman look at her and trying to take his hand from her hand but she didn't let his hand go.
Ishita- let me bandaged it.she ran and bring a bowl and filled it with water and dip his hand in it.he winced in pain.she very slowly start taking out the pieces from his hand.she was crying continuously, feeling his pain while he was looking at her continuously. She very slowly applied ointment on his hand and bandaged it properly. She kissed his hand and said- aise koi chot pahunchata hai khud ko(nobody hurt himself like this),she said kissing his hand again and again.hr smiled at her concern.
Raman- u can't see me in pain.have u ever thought how I felt seeing u in pain.
Ishita - u r the reason of this pain Raman.if u loved me so much then why u cheated on me.
Raman- I never cheated u.
Ishita- I don't need ur explanation Raman.just go from here.she said sadly.
Raman- no I will not.I will clarify the things between us.
Ishita- I don't want any clarification. Just go ,I can't hurt u anymore.
Raman- no I won't,till u tell me ,why u r behaving so weirdly with me from past many days.
Ishita- I don't wanna say anything.just go.saying so she was about to go when he pulled her and pinned her to the wall.
Raman- naa main jaaunga ,aur naa hi tum kahin jaaogi.kaho naa ishita aisa kya ho gaya ki tum mujhse itni naraz ho.main kya itna paraya ho gaya ki tum apni takleef bhi mujhse baatana nahi chahti(neither I am going anywhere nor u.tell me ishita why u r behaving like this.why u r not sharing ur pain with me).if u ever loved me then please tell me ,what's wrong.
Ishita- if I ever loved u?I always loved u.pyaar karti thi,karti hoon aur hamesha karti rahungi.
Raman cupped her face lovingly and said- then tell me what wrong.
Ishita look at him .they share an intense eye lock.tears started flowing from her eyes hearing his words.
Raman bend and kissed her tears.she close her eyes feeling his touch.
Raman- stop crying ishita.u know naa,I can't see u in tears.I just hate ur tears.he said drinking her tears.
Ishita hugged him tightly and said- I missed u Raman.where were u all these days.why don't u asked me ,what's wrong with me with this authority.how can u said that u will go leaving me alone.
Raman- sorry jaan,I forgot that u r not only my love but my responsibility also.but now I have came back ,and we will clear all our differences together. Saying so he kissed her forehead lovingly.ishita caressed his hair lovingly,pulling him closer to herself.he kissed her eyes,she shivered under his touch.he kissed her cheek,but reluctant to close the distance between their lips.his every single touch make her realise that she was so wrong.this man can never cheat her.he loves her so madly,that he even cant think of cheating her forget cheating.she wants to feel his lips on hers.but he was taking forever to close the distance.at last she made his fingers trace her lips and said- kiss me Raman.
He pressed his lips on her lips and start sucking it hungrily. She too start responding with equal flavour.he was kissing her passionately, she too were enjoying his soft touches.soon he entered her mouth relishing her flavour,soon they part away in need of air.she cling on him and said- love me naa Raman.
Raman- but I want to talk,
His words couldn't come out as she took her lips in a passionate kiss again.her hand start wandering freely over his back,she broke the kiss and hugged him tight and start kissing his bare chest senselessly.
Raman- don't do this ishita.we have to talk.
Ishita- I missed u alot.first let me love u.I can't take this loneliness anymore.I can't handle the pain of being separated from u Raman.she said kissing him all over.
Raman forcefully tore himself from her and said- we can love each other for a lifetime. First tell me why u behaved like that.
Ishita- I don't wanna talk anything.I understood that was my misconception.nobody can love me more then u.I was a fool not to trust u but that leech.she said hugging him again.
Raman- jaan please tell me ,what's the truth.who instigate u against me.
Ishita- I love u.is that not enough of u to know.forget everything .let's drown in our pool of love.she said pulling him towards herself.
Raman- Ishita just tell me the damn truth.
Ishita- but promise me u will not go after hearing that I thought so low about u.she said lowering her eyes in shame.
Raman- agar jaana hota toh wapas hi nahi aata(if I want to go then I hadn't came back)
Ishita - OK I will tell u.she said sitting on the couch.he sat beside her.she start narrating.
Flashback
It was about a month after ishra confessed their love.ishita was too happy with Raman.Raman use to love her a lot,pamper her alot.gifts,flowers,candle light dinners all these r his ways to show ishita how much he love her.
Ishita was living in her dream land.Raman was like an all rounder taking good care of her and her company. Her company was about to sign a very prestigious contract for which ishra was about to go to Malaysia for a week.preparations were going on for their trip to Malaysia.
One day Raman was doing some work in his cabin when ishita came inside his office.
Ishita- u r here and I was searching for u in the whole office.
Raman - what happened ishita.he said working on his laptop.
Ishita- u r asking so casually and here I am in so much trouble.
Raman close his laptop and said- what happened now.
Ishita smiled and came to him.she sat on his lap and said- we have to go to Malaysia after three days.
Raman- I know and I was working on that project only.don't worry.
Ishita- I am not worried about the project. I know u will take care of it.
Raman- then why u r worried.
Ishita- I don't have anything to wear.take me shopping naa.she said making patterns on his chest.
Raman smiled and said- babu I am working naa.u go and shop .and shop something for me too.he said kissing her cheek.
Ishita- u don't love me anymore.always work,work and work.no time for ur jaan.u always fool me by calling me babu.u know I like it.she said faking tears.
Raman smiled at her cuteness and said- babu,u know naa this project is so important. And if I don't work hard then we may loose it.then our company will incur loss in crores.he said cupping her face.
Ishita- what's the benefit of having so much money when I don't have good clothes to wear.moreover nobody is interested in looking at me.of course u r bored of me. After all I am ur one month old girlfriend. U don't love me anymore.
Raman- u r such a drama queen.OK let's go
Soon they were in shopping mall. Ishita was busy in choosing dresses for herself and him.while he was busy in doing his work on his tab.every time she asked about any dress.he just say its perfect without looking at the dress.
Ishita was very angry but she got an idea to tease him.she took many dresses inside the changing room and start trying every dress thinking to seduce him.he was waiting for her in front of the changing room engrossed in his work.
It was about ten minutes she went inside the changing room.
At last Raman said- why u r taking so much time .come out soon.
At last she came out and said- how I am looking Raman.
Raman - u r looking good,now let's go.he said without looking at her.age came near and said- at least see me once.she said huskily in his ears.
Raman look at her and his mouth open in shock seeing her just in a blue shirt showing her creamy legs.he look around to see any camera is there or not.he thanked God that there was no camera.he pushed her in the changing room and said- r u mad.what if any one see u like this.
Ishita locked the changing room and said- I am just trying to turn my unromantic,shy and buddhu bhalla into a passionate lover.she said circling her arms around him.
Raman- ishita its changing room.
Ishita- so what ,r u afraid of being caught with me.OK then let it be.saying so she pretend to go when he pulled her .
Raman- if u have tried so much to improve ur boring bhalla,then how can I disappoint my ma'am.I should show some improvement in myself.saying so he claimed her lips in a soul searing kiss.
That's all for now.will wait for ur responses.
Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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