Yash's POV :
yash was in his room on his empty bed thinking ... oh why God ? why have I been so mean towards aarti ?
why is it tht I cant controll my anger when she is infront of me ?
its not like she is doing it on purpose ryt that she does not recall tht night ryt ? but God how can she possibly forget that night ..? tht night tht was so wonderfull ,passionate , tht night tht she repeatedly moaned how much she loved me ? how the hell can she jst forget it ? was my performance tht nigth so weak that she forgot so easily ?
dammit !! yash got up from bed in anger and frustration and started to break everything he saw infront of him ... thinking and she has the audacity to ask me what she has done to get me angry ... meanwhile hearing the noise in yash's room everyone except aarti and the kids came to see whats up coz she had gone to stay with her parents till things calmed down with yash . when everyone reached yash's room he had locked it he didnt want any1 to come in ..he needed to vent his anger ,frustration alone and on something other than aarti ... he is not a abusive brut .. he still cant belive tht he shoved ,push and hurled insults on her ... damn ... actually he wanted to hurt himself more ... oh why did I hve to feel so much for her if I didnt feel so much then it wouldnt hurt so much tht she dnt recall the night at all ... how the hell did I allow her to get under my skin like this ... tht the fact tht she does not recall our night gets me so angry
not even arptia affected me like this ... and i loved .. so why?