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This story is the effect of me watching this show right from the first episode of it.. Especially I Loved this character Ishita ... I Liked her characterization... I'm not a biased person... i do love Raman Equally and I'm not going to say whatever he did is right or wrong. Though i want to write a sequel to it about Raman... I dont know How this would be welcomed in here...
Not Proof Read...
Silence
It's Not Bliss...
-Shravs😳
Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.
Ishita couldn't get out of her home, which was her World and she loved it to bits ...When you are in Love... Your Self respect sometimes doesn't matter or you overlook it... Emotions and Loved Ones becomes more important.. The same happened to her... In her hearts of heart she knew... She is again thinking about the ones who love her... and not the ones who had hurt her...
She was always blamed by some or the other person for being kind.. She had to always pay a price for her kindness.. some use to misuse this quality of her and sometime it use to put her in ethical and moral dilemma... She never had a scale to measure her love for a person in her family... she loved all of them equally...
When she got married in this family, the one support she knew she had was her Father in law in the elders and her angel daughter Ruhi... who was the sole reason of her marriage.. Then slowly slowly people started to mingle with her... especially her younger sister in law and her brother in law... and as well her So called husband's brother like friend started befriending her...
Then , there came a period where all their in laws started trusting her and getting dependent on her... they started overlooking upon her inability to give them their beloved offspring. There came a time when she fell deeply madly in love with her husband... and their destiny was the same... Her husband disclosed the same to her and they started their happy journey ... Soon, Her Raman's dream came true of his elder son being with them , and completing their family.
Her life was going smoothly with some disgraces here and there... She still couldn't understand how easily her loved ones showed finger on her ...Be it Rinky showing her disrespect or Romi Shouting her before everyone or her all time support Papaji showing his displeasure ... She was initially shocked... but the big blow was her own husband... but then she took it all in positive aspect, that they love her so much that they just let their frustration on her...
When Raman stood by her, for her self respect, when he shouted his siblings for talking in such a rude way, Though she didn't want to be the reason for their fights, but then she felt owned , she felt loved , she felt Respect... But then when His siblings seek apology only from him... when they didn't bother to mend their relationship with her... It hurt her...
She was again showed by this world that people always forget those whom they know they won't let go off... Her Loved ones as a matter of fact knew that she won't ever stop loving them... Even Raman didn't tell his siblings to seek apology from her... which was why they fought for at the first place... But , then she couldn't really let go off those people whom she and her husband loved so much...
A Mother in her has always been questioned by many people, the society never removed the tag of a bhanj' ... but then her Family was her backbone , her support.. who always stood by her, lended her shoulder to cry... But then it started, the Hope which their daughter instilled in them, in their family... everyone started expecting a beloved offspring from her... And she was supported by her Husband in every treatment... Her husband had confided in her that This is just for the sake of her to experience the bliss of motherhood... those nine months... and that she is /was and will always be the best mother he has ever seen...
But, then, it changed... Her Miscarriage came as a big blow to her as well as her family... She knew she had to be strong enough ,,... otherwise her children and her dear hubby will drown with her... She knew her family won't be able to see her lifeless... she made herself strong enough to understand that... what she has now, she could have lost and that would have been a bigger blow than this... she couldn't have thought of being alive if that incident had taken away her Adi or Ruhi... whom she initially misunderstood to have lost them instead of that fetus , which came to her womb to , let her know the bliss of carrying someone especially the symbol of their Love...
Soon, Everything changed in front of her eyes... She just wanted one person to be her support, but the very person couldn't actually take the loss of their beloved... She knew her Raman would be guiltier... but , She couldn't help him as he himself distanced himself from her... She tried to break the ice... She knew something wasn't going right... She couldn't comprehend her husband's closeness to his X-wife... She couldn't understand him defrauding her...
She couldn't understand his love towards her... which actually made her feel incomplete... which made her feel low... which made her feel unfit ... which made her feel unwanted ... which screamed to her that it matters... Her Husband whom she always thought understands her more was the person who actually did something which undid all that he has ever done to her out of love... She couldn't make him understand enough... He couldn't make her understand enough... There broke a trust ... there broke a relationship... which was once a bliss. a bless to them... she was once happy that her life has given her a second chance... but, now , she felt ashamed... She felt the same... she felt unfit... she felt unfit for being called a mother...
What she could do was just love two kids, who never questioned her motherhood... who never disgraced her... who never let her feel unwanted , unfit and unloved... She continued being in that house, which was once a home for her ... She silenced herself with respect to all her loved ones... YES ... she still loves them... still cares for them... But, then she is known stranger... That's what she thought of her in that family... Just a Known Stranger... Her silence was not a bliss for her neither her Loved ones.. again which she knew as a matter of fact... But, Then... This silence was very much required for herself... for them...
She didn't move out... not because she would be answerable to her kids... but because she couldn't...She couldn't let go off her loved ones... she couldn't let go off her Raman... She couldn't let go of her in laws... she didn't deny being a Daughter in law... she didn't deny her duties as per her distinguished roles in that family... But, then... she closed herself... not able to get hurt anymore...
Silence is not a bliss always...😊
The END...
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