Guys,
I was feeling really depressed about the last scene in todays episode so to make myself feel better I wrote this little scene. I hope you guys like it, as this is like only my second time writing something like this, please excuse any mistakes and do leave your replies.
and also feel free to add your own scenes if you guys want. Come on Fazila I know that you want to....LOL😆
Here goes:
Urmi could not bear to hear Sandeep's decision, so she decided to leave. She ran down the stairs and suddenly the wind starts blowing and it starts to rain really hard. Urmi thinks that it is better that it is raining as this way her tears will get washed away with the rain, just like her love for Sandeep. So many thoughts were racing though Urmi's head. Why does he not love me? If only I had told him how I felt about him earlier? Why could he not understand what I had been trying to tell him?
Walking in the rain, she did not even realize when she reached Sandeep's house. She was about to walk up the stairs when she realized that this was not her right anymore. Who was she to go into his house, when he was sitting in her house talking about his wedding to Suman didi. Thinking about this made Urmi cry harder, she felt so alone, like there was no one in the whole world who could just support her. She realized that she did not want just anyone, she wanted Sandeep, HER sandeep. She wanted the same sandeep who was with her through all her hard times and good times, she wanted same sandeep who told her what was wrong and what was right. She wanted the same sandeep who she made choose cloth for her dresses. She wanted the same Sandeep who made her feel like she was the only person in the whole world for him.
When the Mohalla had started talking about Sandeep and Suman's wedding, Urmi had thought that it was joke and Sandeep was doing this to make her jealous. But this joke was about to turn into realty in front of her very own eyes.
Urmi stood there in the middle on the Mohalla looking up at his house. She knew that he wasn't there, but she thought that if she wished hard enough, he would come to the balcony and laugh and tell her that it all a joke. She closed her eyes tight…..and wished with everything that she had that "please let this be a dream".
When she opened her eyes, all she saw was nothing. She felt like there was a huge hole in her heart. Suddenly she felt like she could not breathe. Even the dupatta around her neck was making her choke and her bangles felt like rocks. She took her dupatta and threw it on the ground. She starts to cry her heart out sitting in the middle of CG. What was she going to do now. She tried to lift her hand but it seemed like that her bangles were weighing her down...she started taking them off, as quickly as possible. Not caring whether they would cut her or not. Suddenly she felt a sharp pain in her arm and realized that one of her bangles had cut into her skin. Not caring she continued to take the bangles off as she felt like that she could not breathe. She sat there for what seemed like hours and did nothing but stare at Sandeep's house and cry.
She watched her dreams slip away. She watched her happiness slip away. She watched her life as she knew it slip away right in front of her. She sat there and as it was raining heavily she started to shiver. But she could not make herself go back home. She could not enter that house, where her Sandeep's wedding was being discussed but not to her, to someone else. How could she enter a place where her happiness, love and essentially her life was snatched away from her.
Suddenly the rain stopped, but no something was wrong. It was raining around her but she was not getting wet. She looked up and saw that Sandeep was holding an umbrella on top of her.
"Pagal ho kaya, itne barish mein bathe ho, bimaar ho jiyo ge". Were the first words out of his mouth.
His mere voice made sent shivers throughout her body. She felt warmth, but she knew that she had no right over this anymore as he had felt her in the cold. Not replying she turned away from him in hopes of hiding her tears. He sat down beside her and saw that she was bleeding from her arm.
He quickly took her arm and started to assess the wound. Urmi tried very hard to pull her arm away but Sandeep id very determined about looking at her wound. He rips a cloth from his Kurta and proceeds to tie it on her arm. All the while Urmi is staring at him.
She is thinking that how can she live without this man. How can see just watch him become someone else's. She had dreamt about him, loved him and at times even worshipped him. How can go do this to her. They just sat there in the rain, without saying a word to each other, yet each could feel that the other had something to say.
"you didn't wait to hear my decision" he said after a while.
"it's your decision, and I am happy for you" she finally managed to say.
"yeah I am really happy too, I think that it was time that I realized that I need to settle down and be with the love of my life"
Hearing this made Urmi cry even harder. Sandeep realizes that Urmi is crying and asks
"why are you crying, are you not happy".
Urmi knew that she could not bear to face him. Seeing his face only made her realize her of her broken dreams more importantly her broken heart. She gets up to leave and is about to walk away. Suddenly she hears Sandeep saying.
"Why didn't you wait to hear my decision"
She turns around and stares at sandeep for a while. She sees a look in his eyes that she has never seen before. Urmi manages to reply. "I already know your decision" She turns around and is about to walk away when suddenly Sandeep takes her hand and pulls her towards him and hugs her really tight and whispers into her ear "You always think that you know everything, but Urmi like I have always said you know nothing".
Urmi suddenly realizes what sandeep is trying to say and hugs him back really tight, as if making sure that she never lets him go again. Suddenly both of them look up and see that the rain has stopped and sky is clear once more as if a signal of all the good times to come.
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