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Hello Begusarains..I know sab abhi bhadke hue hai...with the precap ofcourse..kya hai na...CVs ko humari khushi zyaada tolerate nahi hoti...isiliye aisi bekaar cheeze dikhate hai...but maine jo aaj dekha..hope I can express it to you, what I felt about the entire episode...
Poonam
Well, the highlight of tonight's episode, is that she is now completely aware of Lakhan's feelings, of the depth of his feelings and how deep rooted it is...She always thought that she is some property for Lakhan, atleast that's the impression we always got from Lakhan..but now, in his semi-conscious state, he revealed every minute detail about his feelings for her.
Earlier, for Poonam this relationship was her responsibility that she has to carry out, a duty, maybe even a burden. There have been moments for her when she wanted to give up. But thankfully she did not. Earlier, their was an irritation and agitation, fighting everyday for Lakhan's faith. For her, it was not a luxury to be with Lakhan.
But now, when she knows what he feels, and even if Lakhan reverts back to his fierce self, she will remember all that he told her, that how much he loves her, about every single moment he cherishes of her. So she will do double mehnat to pursue him, to console him, to win him over.
She has realized his love, but now onward she will respect it. Kabhi kabhi when we fight for something, we feel like giving up, but then we somehow get a reason to fight for it with renewed enthusiasm, and now Poonam has found that reason.
Priyom and Poonam, have been besties for a very very long time. Priyom has always been very expressive about his friendship, always showed his concern and affection, always done things for her just like a true buddy does. Therefore Poonam is really close knit to him.
Their relationship is very different from Lakhan and Poonam, why?, because, both have never spoken to each other. Lakhan because he cannot express it and Poonam because his fierce exterior did not allow her to see what is in his heart.
And as far as precap is concerned, Poonam running after Priyom is force of habit..She has always protected Priyom since childhood, that is inherent in her nature and her habit. We all know that. Aur kuch aadaten jaate jaate jati hai...
So what she is doing is out of habit, not because she loves him. Cause tonight I saw it in her eyes, the surprise, after coming to know Lakhan's feelings, a little happiness, that somebody loves her so much, and also a bud of love in her heart for Lakhan...
Lakhan
Well, the guy was a box of surprises for me today. Well, there are so many reasons. This is the first time we got to see 'cute' Lakhan and not 'fiery' Lakhan, it was a rare treat, but finally CVs gave it to us..
From what I gather, Lakhan has kind of been invisible to Poonam...All this lovey-doveyness comes out when she did not see it, did not know he was there. And when she is before him, all that comes out is anger and fire.
It is also evident, that how much his wife matters to him. His entire life has revolved around her. He wanted to be Bahubali not for himself, but because of her. He respects Phoolan Thakur, not because he is his uncle, but because he is Poonam's role model.
And now the problem he is facing is that after knowing Poonam's feelings for Priyom, his entire life is crumbling down..because she is his world, no one holds so much importance other than her..
Its become an issue of identity crisis for him, cause all this that he has done from the beginning, is only and only for her..Hell, he completely lost himself , his identity and existence, because he loves her..I am totally taken by awe over here...
I always knew, deep down there is a Lakhan we don't know, but this Lakhan that I know, I feel terrible for him. He has written his entire life centered around Poonam, and now after knowing what she truly feels, he has to rewrite his life again, the 10 years of his life he has to rewrite again and he really does not know how...poor fellow😭
Well, I am not too scared as I know Lakhan will push himself away from her , he is already doing that, because he has no choice. But Poonam, will now write her life only and only for Lakhan, definitely after realizing the intensity and depth of his feelings..So guys get ready for a tug of war..and I hope Poonam wins, cause that will also mean that Lakhan wins...All the best for both..👍🏼
Well, talking about other stuff, I was having a nagging thought in my mind, that maybe Bindiya really does care for Priyom. Bindiya, does see him as a husband and herself as his wife. But, then problem, ye ho jati hai that for her her revenge is greater than all, and Priyom, is still hanging in his lovelorn state..In short , the title of my post is apt...Everybody has their own complications and all are looking for love somewhere in their complicated lives...
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