Is there anything else to say Mrs. Khuranna? It was not easy for a woman like Naina Singh Khuranna to step inside HH but ever since the dinner incident she was restless. Days had passed and she failed to stop herself from feeling miserable. Something was eating her and she did not know wat. She wasn't a person who would think and waste time on others coz she was brought up and always lived with richness and power and knew tat nothing else mattered but that Dinner had left her in questions and Geet's words "aapne tho uski zindagi hi barbaad kar di.. uski Geet ki zindagi ish kadar barbaad kar di ki woh zindagi mein kabhi khush nahi ho sakthi.. you destroyed me from having a family in my life." Had affected her so much and now she wanted the answers to her questions.
I want to see Geet. Her cold words and tat made Rano to laugh. She was lucky tat Mohinder wasn't at home coz she was clueless about wat he would do seeing this woman demanding to see his daughter but she was sure he would kill her. And I refuse to speak to you.
I hope you haven't forgotten she's my daughter unlike you. Naina glared at her but she could not waste time. She had many other important tasks and today finally after finishing this Geet matter she would concentrate on her life and start with the marriage preparation. I refuse to let you see my daughter.
I care a damn about wat you say. Naina pushed Rano out of her way not even bothered wat she was doing and walked upstairs. Where's Geet? She asked the servant who stepped out of a room when she realized she does not know in which corner Geet was. Geet she repeated and the servant pointed at the door tat she just stepped out and she marched inside but was welcomed by pitch darkness when it was very bright outside.
Geet... are you..
Wat do you want Mrs. Khuranna? Naina was shocked. How did she know it was her but then off course Geet would recognize her from the tone. Yes.. I know tat voice belongs to you and no one in my family would just step inside my room like this when I asked to be alone.
Why is it so dark here? Naina looked for the switches and upon finding then she switched on the lights and she was shocked to see the room. It was just marvelous and so luxurious tat made her to gape at it with big eyes. Nice room.
Its money. Geet answered still with her back to her sitting on the chair. My Papa can afford anything for his daughter now.
Wat did you mean by your words at tat dinner Geet? Naina did not waste any more time now and came straight to the point. Why did you say those words?
Which words? Geet asked still with her back to her. I don't remember anything said to you.
"Aapne tho uski zindagi hi barbaad kar di.. uski Geet ki zindagi ish kadar barbaad kar di ki woh zindagi mein kabhi khush nahi ho sakthi.. you destroyed me from having a family in my life." This was wat you threw on my face and now tell me wat do you mean by it.
Why is tat you want to know wat they mean? She slowly stood on her legs and turned to look at Naina. Just think they were said by a useless Geet and forget them.
I can't. Naina said. It's not letting me to live and I want to know wat did you mean.
Sunn sakti ho aap Mrs. Khuranna. Something in Geet's tone changed and Naina realized it. She knew one thing about Geet tat she would never ever raise her voice at anyone even if she was right but the way she spoke right now wasn't anger but something else. Do you have tat big and strong heart to hear wat I meant?
Do not play with words Geet. Geet smiled sadly. Just tell me wat did you mean so tat I can go.
Did not Maan tell you?
Wat did not he tell me. Naina was suddenly sweating. She was afraid and something told her tat she would never ever recover from wat Geet was about to say. Wat did not he tell me Geet?
So once again he protected you from your own sins. Naina just stared at Geet. You know sometimes I feel who is the real parent in you coz I have always seen Maan doing the parenting and you destroying him. Naina glared. Na.. don't think m insulting you Mrs. Khuranna coz tat I can never ever do as I love you and respect you for being Maan's Mom but sometimes I feel sorry for you.
Would you just tell me the truth and finish this off? Naina was definitely not wanting to stay a second now. I don't have time.
The accident leaves me barren... made me infertile for the rest of my life Mrs. Khuranna. Naina stumbled. Her legs did not feel any stronger and she felt as if she would fall down any minute. You destroyed Maan's Geet tat he will never be able to forgive himself..you destroyed Geet from having a her own baby.
No.. this can't..
I know you can't believe me but tats the truth. Geet wanted to touch Naina but she did not want to do tat. No one knows not even my Maa except Maan and Papa and as far as you not knowing it then I think you know the reason why Maan did not tell.
To protect me.. to protect his parents from their never ending sins. Naina wanted to cry but even her eyes refused to let them shed a tear as if hating her so much. I..
No.. I don't want to blame anyone for my fate Mrs. Khuranna coz Maan aur maine pyar tho kiya but ush pyar mein shayad trust nahi tha but now I can see the lifeless Maan.. a dead soul trying to drag his life. Naina's eyes wide. Sometimes I feel tat why did god give Maan parents like you coz as far as I know parents always meant to love and protect their child but aap dono ne kya kiya. Geet never wanted to say this but she could see the lifeless eyes of her Maan when she had grabbed those socks. When I met Maan's Nani your mother she had said one thing tat save Maan from you and his father.. save him before he's dead but I failed and I will never ever forgive myself for tat.. and I thank god now tat Nani's not alive to see all this.
Why would Maa say such a thing to you? Naina asked in anger.
You do know why she said tat to me Mrs. Khuranna. And she was right coz Naina knew why her mother said tat. Probably her mother had seen the future where her own daughter would ruin her son and she did. She did coz all she thought was about money and power. You mean Maa had somehow knew tat I would do such a thing.. tat I would... Naina would die if the answer to this was yes coz if this was true then she might never ever see eye to eye. She suddenly remembered wat her mother used to say tat money and power can buy and give everything to you but if you lose a child you will never ever be able to have tat child back and no money or power would help you and looking at Geet right now she knew her mother was right. her mother always tried to tell her tat Maan and Pari needed parents not money and power but she always left them with nanny and did not even care if they had eaten or not. She had not even let them have her milk for longer than necessary and now she could she tat she had lost Maan and Pari long back. It can't be true.. it really..
And Maan was there with me while Nani said tat but he shushed Nani saying you and Dad loved him so much tat you both would give up your life for him and very well you did gave up a life but whose I don't want to mention it. Naina was shattering from inside.
Why are you so calm Geet? Why there is no hatred and anger for me? Naina could not stop asking. You should shout and yell at me. Though Geet was saying everything there was not a hint of anger or hatred in her eyes for them and it was something more shattering for Naina coz she would see in Geet's eyes wat she has done and wat she lost in this greed, money and power.
You have the answer to it only you have to look deeper inside your heart. And Naina knew wat she meant. I would.. naa just wait a second. Geet walked towards her wardrobe and pulled out something tat was wrapped with soft red satin cloth. This is for you. Naina looked confused. I don't know how it came here probably when Maan packed my clothes.
Wats wrapped inside? Every second was heavy on Naina now. I never saw this... Yeh Naina's heart stopped seeing the small fake diamond hair clip and the watch.
The gift tat you and your husband denied saying it was from cheap roadside shop. Still there were no tears in her eyes and Naina was sure tat they refused her. Maan never ever spoke about his childhood but this was one he could not stop himself. He said tat he wanted to gift you and your husband something on parents day something tat he purchased from his own money but he was just 12 years old tat time but he was determined to give you a gift and for tat he worked bunking his karate classes working in a small roadside hotel to earn tat little money but all he got was rejection but he kept this gifts safe.. he always said tat one day you and his Dad would accept it and love him so much tat he would forget the loneliness of his life. Geet looked at Naina for some time and she felt so bad for her coz she knew tat now getting her son and daughter was beyond life. I don't know if this matters you but I can't keep it and neither can I give it back to Maan anymore...it will hurt him so much.
Hmm. Naina took the gifts and wrapped it back in the same satin clothe and kept inside her bag. I'll leave now. She wanted to run away not coz she was scared but she was not able to look into Geet's eyes and see the reality and the destructions of her sins. She was not able to meet those innocent eyes and ask sorry.
There's something tat I want you to have? Naina just looked at Geet as she signed something and then her eyes widened seeing the cheque she was giving her. Everything was for money Mrs. Khuranna and since I stayed in KM for 3 long years I would like to repay everything. I know it will be more then wat I had but since now we don't share anything I would like to clear the debts. Do not think I'm showing some money power.. na this is for our future. I want us to be good in future life without any past so I just want to give back whatever I took from you and Maan. Geet smiled. Maan ko de sakthi thi main but he would not understand the need for this... This small cheque will help us to forget our past and be good in future.
Hmm. Naina took it giving Geet a small smile. She just stared at Geet for few seconds and then walked away and Rano stepped inside and stared at Geet with tears but Geet smiled and before she could say a word to her mother her phone beeped with a message and Geet walked out of the HH.
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Sometime I feel so jealous of you Maan. He did not turn but just kept staring straight. I always had this wish tat I would one day beat you in coming here first but I fail.
You can never fail Jaan. He slowly titled his head and gave a weak smile. How can you fail when all you have done is love?
I still don't understand why you bought this house away from city where no one lives? She asked as she looked at the place and smiled. This place had many sweet memories and she would cherish them all lie. Ab tho bata hi do na please.
I used to always feel lonely and I always wanted a place away from everything where I could just be myself. He said looking at small house and its surroundings. And one day I lost my way while I was trekking and reached here. The old couple living here helped me for the night and gave food and I got to know tat they were all alone and had no one to lean on. I asked them if I could buy the place coz I loved it and they were not ready. I told them I could give them a better place to stay with no stress or worry and don't know why they believed me they agreed. I had already started to work in KC and I had earned a lot of money and even asked Dadima for some coz I wanted to give tat old couple everything and within a month I gave them a beautiful house where they had a lady maid to help and this place became my hide out.. I love being here.
And tats the reason you wanted our Suhaagraat to be here. Something twisted inside him but he did not say anything. Even I have grown to love this place Maan... its gives me happiness and peace.
Why there's no anger and hatred for me Jaan? Geet sat down on the grass but continued looking at the beautiful river flowing. She loved the music tat it created. I have...
Is anger and hatred going to give us everything back? Maan was speechless. Aaj bahut saari baatein karni hain Maan.. shayad aaj ke baad kabhi mauka na mile. Maan sat down next to her. He did not know wat they would say and talk but he wanted her with him here. Last few days he had managed to spend but every second his hunger to see and have her closer was increasing and today he messaged her to meet him. A year passed by Maan and we are still where tat accident forced us to stand.
A year and I still can't..
Sleep. Maan closed his eyes. His Jaan knew him so did she knew wat he wanted. Pata hain Maan even though I was lost and my pain and hurt locked inside me I knew wat I was doing.
Wat do you mean? His dead soul shivered.
Somewhere I knew in my sub consciousness tat this was wat I wanted... To free our Redeeming Love and start afresh Maan. She wiped the lone tear tat dropped and fell on her cheek. Sometimes its best tat we leave the past where it is and make a new future without the past in it.
So you say you wanted to divorce me? Is this the penance for my sins? He wanted to scream and shout but he could not do it.
Sins..aapne tho galati ki hain Maan sins nahi aur ush galati ki main bhi utni hi zimmedaar hoon. He knew it. He knew she was going to say this but hearing it from her mouth, he could not bear. I couldn't voice against them.. I couldn't prove my innocence.
Innocence? He asked forcing her to meet his eyes. In which world do you stay Geet? Kisne galati ki aur kaun kaatil hain..
Did you kill our baby Maan? The coldness in her eyes shook him so hard tat he felt he would burst like a volcano and burn her with it. Answer me.. did you kill our baby?
Yes..
Then I don't have anything else to say Maan. She turned her face. You know I was true.. I was true tat I don't understand you fully.. main tho apne Maan ko puri tarah jaan hi nahi paayi.
You know me..
No. Her tone was hard. No I don't know you. She was struggling with her heart. Coz if I knew you I would not hear you say tat you killed our baby but right now I'm sure why my heart and brain locked my pain and hurt.
Why? He cried.
They had heard this confession in you the moment you called my name in tat orphanage. Maan was shocked. His blood went cold and he felt as if there was no blood running inside him. They locked my pain and hurt coz they feared you would give me more pain with this confession of yours and nothing said and done by you was affecting me and now even if I want to lock myself again I can't and I want it badly Maan... I want to run away from this pain of your confession.
You don't agree tat I killed our baby.. our love? He asked even though he knew the answer.
Na ush din na aaj... I never ever had a single doubt on my love and my Maan par ek baat hain Maan shayad humare pyar mein trust nahi tha.. shayad hum ush ek toofan se darr gaye. She crossed her fingers and tried to control herself. And now I'm happy.
Happy? He was being a fool. He knew his words were foolish but he did not have any courage to frame a proper question of sentence.
We need to move on Maan... aapki Geet appko kabhi khushi nahi de sakthi hain and to save ourselves we need to step forward without each other. Maan tried to say something but she continued without giving him a chance. I think my mind and heart knew tat we would only tear each other apart and tats the reason they blocked me and made me do some things tat I would never ever do. Pata hain one glimpse of those socks in your hand broke my shield but every single moment of my life when my pain was locked flashed in front of me. It was like I was living tat life. I saw myself signing those divorce papers, saw myself removing the mangalsutra and rings and tat very second I realized I had to let you go.. I had to let myself go from the past.. I had to free our baby Maan and I don't regret any of the things I did to free me, you and our baby. She smiled, she really smiled this time the moment she finished saying wat she wanted and it was true. Those socks made her realize tat whatever she did was right and good for them. And this is not any punishment Maan.
Then why Jaan.. He cried and laid down resting his head in her lap and hiding his face. He wrapped his arms around her stomach wanting to hold her tight. Jee nahi raha hoon main Jaan.. I can't live like this... the moment when I saw and heard you I knew tat there was no anger and hatred for me in you and I this hope tat we'll be together.. we'll be together forever.
Hum saath hi tho hain Maan. She brushed his hair. Wat if we won't be physically close but our hearts will be together na... aapke dil mein mere liye humesha woh jagah hogi jo meri hain even if you love Ria later... you will not give tat small place of mine to her.
I won't marry her.. do you get I won't marry her.
So you would break the promise you gave Papa? He stilled for a moment but then relaxed as he felt his fingers again. Papa ne bataya how he kept you away from.. how he blackmailed you to marry Ria but I'm not angry on him and you.. aap dono tho meri Jaan haina so how can I get angry with you and Papa.
I still won't marry her. She smiled. She loved when he showed such stubbornness. Main sirf tumara hoon and will always be.
And no one will ever change tat. He gripped her tighter. We need to move on Maan...I will never be able to give you any happiness.. we are not meant to be together Maan. our dreams are not the same..
So you know. The way she was speaking he knew she knows the truth tat was hidden from her. And tats the reason you are playing this na. With a force he came into a sitting position and glared at her. So you finally..
I have always known it. She closed her eyes for a moment. The day doctor told you I had overheard it. Maan was shocked. I don't know wat got over me but when I saw you and Papa walking out I followed you both and heard wat the doctor said and Maan she cupped his face I want you to have a family.. have babies of yours and love like you always dream about loving them and you know tat this dream will only be true if you let me go.
And wat if I don't want tat dream anymore? She smiled but he was serious and she knew it. Wat if...
You'll have it for me.. for your Jaan and tats by marrying Ria. Maan shook his head. Listen to me please..
Why should I? He tried to pull his face but she tightened her grip. Why..
So tat we can let our baby go Maan.. so tat he can see his Mom and Dadda happy and we are not happy like this..We will tear each other apart with pain Maan.. we'll start hating each other.. so please lets free our baby. Lets respect our Redeeming Love Maan.. let it breathe with someone else..
And wat about you? Will you be happy with Vicky? She smiled. She knew he was trying to get an answer to his pain. Is he ready to accept you when you can't give a baby to him?
Papa confessed everything the day I broke down at tat dinner. He told me Vicky is ready to marry me and he does not think tat a marriage is based on kids and I will be happy with him Maan... I know he will care and love me like a kid and I always knew tat he was more ambitious than anything else and he said if he ever wanted a baby we'll adopt. She tried hard to be convincing coz she knew wat she was going to do.
Then we too can do it.
But it would be a true Khuranna.. the baby won't be my Maan's baby.
Why two different opinions on this Jaan? Tears rolled down. He know he was losing this battle and he could see tat his Jaan was ready to make him promise tat he would let her go. Why don't you speak the same for me and you.. why...
Coz I want you to be happy.. I want my Maan to have his dream and live with a family...just like you wanted..
You hate me for killing our baby na.. this is my punis..
Don't. Geet pulled her hand back before she could slap him again. She had enough of this. She had never thought he killed their baby but he would not listen and she was out of control and had to raise her hand on him for the very first time. She had been in pain for one year and it was hard to come to reality and it took her so much time but when she heard him again after a year everything changed and now she knows it was for good. You and I very well know tat you did not kill our baby and say it again and you see my dead body.
Jaan..
No don't Jaan me Maan. She was angry. How could you break the promise you made to me? Tell me if you don't marry and have babies then how you are going to name them Armaan and Maansi haan... You promised me saying tat our babies will have your name in them.. then why aren't you trying to understand wat I say..
Our babies Jaan.. not just mine..
Yours or mine, aren't they same. And he was mute. Wat would he say now. Yes I know it wouldn't be me who would give them birth but they will be yours and tat makes them mine too.. so tell me would you break me to such an extent tat I would not come back.. do you want to give me the death now when I'm trying to give us happiness.. do you want our love to feel disgusted and hate each other.. do you want to respect our Redeeming Love and let it breathe with dignity or do you want to see me die each day.. bolo Maan.. kya chahte hain aap.. meri Khushi ya maut... we loved each other with promises where we will make each other's dream come true and give me this right Maan.. give me this right where I can see you happy and make your dream come true.. humne sab kho diya Maan and now I don't want to lose this heart. She touched his heart. This belongs to me Maan but if we are together it will die seeing me die each moment... we'll only lose again Maan and I don't want to lose again...
But you won't be there with be Jaan.. I won't survive without you. He cried cupping her face. I already lost our baby, the baby I wasn't even aware about and now losing you...
M I not in your heart Maan?
You are but...
Then how can you say you are going to lose me.. no you are not Maan.. main tho aapki dil ki dhankhan hoon and nobody can take it away from you so you see you have me for all the time... Physical presence isn't everything Maan. She wiped his tears. Did I ever demand anything from you Maan.. maine har baar wahi kiya jo aapne kaha but today please give me this right to see my Maan happy...please... this will make me happy Maan.. this will make me happy.
Fine. He jerked her hands and stood wiping his own tears but they continued to flow. I will give you your right but in return I want mine.
Wat..
I want to make love to you tonight and don't you dare deny this right of mine.
But we are divorced..
I don't care.. we love each other and if you want to get me away from your life I want this last night of our life together.. I want to feel you so much tat when I touch Ria I should only have your feel and you in me and the act tat I will do with Ria will only be plain sex not love making..
You can't be so rude Maan..
You want to see me have babies na.. then give me this one night Jaan... one night. He fell on her knees and folded his hands. I have taken everything away from you for those parents who never ever loved me but still I beg you Jaan.. give me this last night so tat I can live a life of Redeeming Love.. please..
You don't hate Mom and Dad na Maan.. you don't..
There's no love for them Jaan. And something very bad feeling surged inside Geet. She saw a small boy who looked at other children and their parents play together while he cry and wait for his but they never came.
Maann...
I always loved you, love you and will only love and this, m doing this for you.. I don't want you to cry seeing me and think tat you failed in our love when the reality is it's me who failed... so this is my gift for you Jaan.. for the angel who lightened up my life.. I will do as you say coz I can never say no to you.. my love is ready for this sacrifice Jaan coz I promised myself tat I will let you go for your happiness and your happiness lies in seeing me having a family with babies.
Maan...I..
I'll be back and when I'm back I want my Jaan ready for me.. my Jaan not anyone else Jaan and remember this Jaan And without another look he walked away giving his life for his love coz he ruined his love for those two persons who never ever loved him and now he was paying for their sins and his sins.
Precap: And the parting promise.
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