IshRa TS : Teri Meri....Khamoshiyaan Part 8 Pg75 11 dec 16 new part - Page 16

Silence doesn't Always mean yes,it may also mean no, But its Better Left Unsaid..

Anger doesn't always mean hatred, it could just be a means of Coping..

Laughter doesn't always mean happiness, Sometimes its just a Mask..

Tears doesn't always mean Sorrow, It may also be an Outlet of Joy...

Staying Away doesn't always Mean it's the End, It may also mean the Best Beginning.

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Recap -:

"Wo aap logo ko kal pta chal jayega ..." Not able to hold back her tears she made her way to her princess's room. She saw Ruhi sitting on the bed reading a story. She smiled seeing her adorable daughter...If the wishes are granted...she wanted to wish the moment to stop and she can just stare her life..her daughter...and never let go of the moment... Ishita moving inside sat near her and while caressing her hair engulfed in the hug. Ruhi was delighted being pampered by Ishita. She wasn't bothered to ask her why...the little princess can understand her Ishima's silence and unsaid words...After some time which feels like eternity she put Ruhi to sleep and entered her room...

Memories started flooding down her memory lane...She didn't knew if she will get the chance to come back here...all she can do is cherish those memories ...which will be the only support to live her rest of the life...

Each and every corner of their room reminds her of their moments spent together. She moved towards the couch and caressed it remembering their fights they have when they just got married. She then turned towards the mirror and remembers the day when she was getting ready for Shagun's hen party...And Raman wants to spend some lone moments with her. She blushed at the memory remembering his loving gaze at herself. She then move towards her wardrobe and gave a laugh at the memory. It was when Raman just got locked in the cupboard by mistake and then he intentionally asked Simmi to lock them both in and then she have had confessed her feelings to him.

It had turned out to be the most beautiful day of her life. It couldn't have been better than already it was. She then moved towards the bed and remembered Holi's memories when she was angry with him. And for the first time they have shared some intimate memories. And then the confession...when Raman finally poured out his feelings to her after several attempts of course...

She sat on the floor resting her head on the edge of the bed and remembering the day when her life was completely changed and both had took a step ahead in their life.

"Raman...kya hai yeh...kab tak mujhe aankhein band rakhni padengi..." [Raman..Till when I have to keep my eyes close..]

She asked Raman while getting all irritated with him. From the last 10 mintues she was standing at one place not moving an inch as per her dear hubby's order and adding an icing even blindfolded.

"Kya hai madrasan...2 minute bhi chup nahi khadi reh sakti tum..." [What is it..Can't you just stand quietly for 2 minutes atleast..]

Raman said getting all frustated and cursing all the women existed on earth. Ishita was continuously busy in rambling one thing or the other considering the fact that her hubby is listening.

After like 2-3 minutes, when she doesn't get any reply from Raman she called his name for 4-5 times but to no avail. Finally she decided to open this blindfold when all of a sudden she felt a hand on her bare waist. She gaped for a moment but relaxed as she realised whose touch it was.

She smiled and was about to say something when Raman huskily whispered something near her earobe making her shiver.

"Kuch mat kehna Ishita...I have a surprise for you..." [Don't say anything Ishita..I have a surprise for you..!] Raman said while taking off the blindfold.

As Ishita opened her eyes she was shocked to see such a beautiful view infront of her eyes. It was a small lake covered with hills and greenery. It looks not less than heaven in night with the small lights all around. She then saw the table set for two in a small open tent with candles blowing all around giving all romantic look.

They have their dinner together while talking, laughing, pulling each others leg and what not. After dinner, Raman asked Ishita for a dance which she gladly accepted. Soft music started playing which made Ishita chuckle at his hubby's choice.

She was really surprised by this romantic side of her Raavan. They swayed for a while when Raman just backed away leaving her confused and while sitting on his knees he took out a rose and said "Ishita...I know humara yeh rishta sirf Ruhi ki wajah se juda tha...par kab is rishte ne hamare dilo ko bhi ek kar diya pta he nahi chala..Aur aj mai tumhe batana chahta hu..Ki mai tumse kitna pyaar karta hu...Aj mai tumhe apna banana chahta hu..is rishte ko pura karna chahta hu..." By then ishita had tears in her eyes. Let's say tears of happiness.

Raman straighten himself and offered her the beautiful rose while taking her hand in his he slipped the beautiful yet elegant ring in her finger and kissed the ring.

She blushes a little while tears were flowing freely from her eyes.

He chuckled and swiped away her tears from his knuckles and stared intently in her eyes. She knew what was coming next. She had waited for this day from God knows how much time. Every time they think to start their new life as husband and wife one or the other thing kept coming in their way. But finally the day is here.. The moment is here. She doesn't want to let this moment go easily. It felt like eternity she was craving for his touch. This moment was all she need right now.

While she was busy in her thoughts Raman was staring at her beautiful face and the change of expressions. He was about to kiss her when he noticed a far away look in her eyes. He somehow knew what she was thinking but still he waited for her to return in the moment. When he saw her still lost he kissed her nose which made her come back to the moment.

She smiled hesitantly when he spoke "Ishita agar tum tyaar nahi ho...So we can wait.."

Ishita instantly look in her eyes and knew that he had taken her silence in a wrong way. She held his hand and said "Raman...Maine is din ka..is pal ka bohot intezaar kiya hai...ab aur nahi...I love you Raavan Kumar..."

She said while smiling and steps forward and kissed him. The kiss was slow and gentle yet so pure. As the moments passed it turns to be a passionate one. Their first kiss...! This mere thought brought a big smile on her lips. Raman felt her smiling between kiss so he just left her lips and touching their foreheads he huskily muttered "I love you too Meri jhasi ki Rani..."

Then he carried her in his arms to the small cottage. It was a beautiful yet simple cottage just like in fairytale under a tree near the lake. Raman had found this place and had bought this cottage for her so that whenever they need their privacy they can spend their lone moments here.

That day was marked as the most beautiful day in their life as it had united two souls into one. And they knew this new morning will bring loads of happiness in their life only if they knew.

She still remembers the day as if it was just yesterday everything happened. Small gestures from his side swelled her heart with pride. She was successful in bringing back the loving and caring Raman who always thinks about his family first and for a change she loves his Raavan Kumar side.

As the night fallen she saw rain pouring heavily. She stood near window when she felt a cold shiver in her body. Cool wind passing through her making her all the way more shiver but at peace. She felt two arms circling around her waist. She knew who it was. His warmth was all she needed that moment. It felt so pure yet completed. As if nothing existed apart from them in this moment.

She wished to save this momemt in her memory forever. It was days when last she felt his touch on her. She craved for his warmth and now he is here. She turned in his hold and saw him lost in his thoughts. She knew what he was thinking. Tomorrow is the last day which shagun gave them and she knew what she was going to do will break many hearts but knew they would forget and forgive her with time. This will be the biggest step she will take for herself and her baby.

Many life's are on stake but she can act neither selfish nor selfless. She came out of her thoughts as she felt a sniff and what she saw hurt her. Raman was having tears in his eyes. He couldn't hold more and hid his face in her neck while hugging her tightly. She somehow came to know that he was a little bit drunk but not that he wasn't in his senses. She knew his state was not good same as hers. Both were suffering from same phase.

They knew getting Adi's custody is important because if they missed it they will never get to see Adi again. Shagun had vowed in front of Ishita that she will make their family cry for their son but she will not let them come near to him. Even she kept the situation of giving Adi against Ruhi to them. And not even the worst nightmare she is gonna let Ruhi go to shagun even if it's about Adi or some one else. She could sacrifice anything and everything for their children and the one who is alive inside her.

She let him cry his heart out in front of her as she knew it's needed. Once she felt he is fine she made him sit on the bed and settled herself beside him. Several moments passed finally he spoke "I am sorry Ishita...I know I have been behaving like a jerk from last week. I know as much I am suffering, you are no less. But trust me Ishita I have been feeling miserable yet guilty all the time to ruin your life. It was better if I would have kept you away from my life and my past. Even in my worst nightmare I just cannot imagine someone snatching you away from me...And as the situation got into my head..I was scared...You or Adi..."

He felt his voice gave up. He cannot speak what he actually intends to. It's difficult to choose between your love and your life. Adi is dear to him as much as Ruhi. And the way Shagun had given him the warning and the hatred in Adi's eyes he had seen from years, he knew Shagun will do something cheap to keep Adi away. He really want to ask for his son...he really wants Adi back but not on the cost of sending Ishita away. Both the person has their own importance in the family. And somewhere he knew Ishita could never be a mother again, chances are next to impossible yet he knew no one can replace Adi.

Ishita knew what he was going through so she decided to break the silence "Raman...agar mai aj aapse kuch maangna chahu...toh kya aap mujhe wo denge."

Raman stared at her and then nodded not knowing what was she upto. She walked to the wardrobe and took out a file. She then turned around with a smile on her face but with tears as well complimenting her smile. She just forwarded the file to him. He took it with a little hesitation and started reading. As soon he came to know what these papers are about...his blood boiled and he threw them away shouting at her "what the hell is this Ishita...tumne divorce papers pe sign kar diya...kyu kiya tumne aisa...samjhti kya ho tum khud ko...how dare you to even think about it..."

For a moment he had just forgot that this was something a part of him was expecting her to do but dreaded to accept. She knew he will react in this way so she just silently moves towards him and hugged him tight not wanting him to go. Raman stood their in anger but her mere touch soothed his boiling blood. He didn't know what she was doing but slowly yet eventually he held her in his arms tightly and hid his face in her hairs.

Several moments passed but both were standing in the same position as in a reflex of a moment one will disappear. Finally breaking the hug Ishita stood back and stared at his face. Both were having many unshed tears in their eyes which were threatning to flow any moment. Ishita know she had to be strong throughout this because what she was going to do will break his heart to no extent.

She made him sit on the edge of the bed and settling beside him she held his hand and said "Raman...Mai Adi se milli thi..."[Raman..I met Adi today]

He stared at her and urged her to go on through his eyes. She turned her face and while staring at the ground she said "...wo..Adi..Adi ne kaha wo hamare sath nahi rehna chahta..." [He..He said that he didn't want to live with us here..]

He gives a blank yet hurt look to her. She knew he must be thinking that Adi has chosen Shagun over him again and it broke his heart. Somewhere he expected that this time he will chose him over Shagun but again Adi proved him wrong.

"Raman...yeh sab Adi ne dil se nahi kaha hai..usne aapki aur Shagun ki baatein sun li thi...and wo bachha hamare alag hone ka reason nahi banna chahta..isliye usne Shagun ko chuna..."[Raman...Adi didn't said this by heart..He over-heard your conversation with Shagun...and he didn't want to be the reason for our separation, so he chooses Shagun...]

"Raman..Adi needs us..He need his family...He needs the same care and love, just like we shower on ruhi...He need his father alot." Ishita smiled through her tears. She knew the path on which she had been walking is not easy...but she is ready to sacrifice anything and everything for her dear ones.

"Ishita...do you have any idea what are you speaking..." He turned his face away not wanting to show her his vulnerable side anymore. He held his head and while turning towards her he held her firmly from her shoulders not hurting her and said "Tum iska matlab bhi janti ho...yeh family sirf Adi ke wapus aane se puri nahi hogi...You are the soul of this family..." [Do you know the meaning of this...If Adi comes back..still this family wont be a complete one..You are the soul of this family...]

"Raman..aap meri baat nahi samajh rahe hai..." [Raman..You do not understand what I am trying to say]

"Aur na he samajhna hai mujhe...Ishita...ek bar bhi socha hai...mai tumhare bina kaise reh paunga...Aur Ruhi..uska kya..Ruhi kaise rahegi..."[And I don't even want to understand it..Ishita...do you even have a idea how i will live without you..And what about Ruhi..How'll she live without you?]

"Ek baat puchu Raman...aap hamesha se chahte the na..Ki Adi aapke pas wapus aa jaaye...phir aj ku nahi..kya badal gaya hai aj mein..aur tab mein." [Can I ask you something Raman..You always wished to get Adi back..Then why not today...what is the thing that changed..]

Silence spread in the aura of room. No one dared to speak, as the pain they are going through cannot be defined in the words. After which felt like eternity Raman spoke " I am changed Ishita...I am the one who is changed...and for good..."

He then stared in her eyes and said "And it's you..Who have changed me..It's you who broke away the shell I made so that no one can hurt me again..It's you who made me someone I am today...you fixed my heart..u helped me to get my daughter back...you are the reason behind my daughter's smile...my family's support system..And my life...how i am able to let you go so easily..."

"Though I know I behaved nothing less then but a jerk ...but losing you..is not an option for me anymore...I don't know about anyone...But i will be shattered into pieces..if you left me Madrasan...Please...don't ever think of doing this again..."

With that he hugged her passionately, tears falling down from his eyes. He surely has the idea, what this mere step can cost him...but losing this gem of a person is even not in the option. He will find out his own way to get back Adi...But not on the cost of losing his Angel..who turned this Angry Raavan Kumar..to the real loving & caring Raman..

On the other side, Ishita silently cried in his arms not knowing what to do next. It is not easy for her either. Leaving her daughter, her angel, because of whom she can be called a mother, leaving her Raman, her family everyone...is not at all easy.

But somewhere she understood the eyes of that innocent soul, who isn't at fault, still paying the cost. She knew this is probably the best she can do for everyone..! She can just hope..That whatever the step she is going to take..Everyone will understand..!

After sometime Ishita seperated herself and while looking into his eyes she felt how much difficult it is for him too. The pain was visible of losing a part of him but she knew he'll not step back from his decision. He is probably chosing her over Adi...but somehow she felt it broke him inside very badly...

This made her innerself firm on her decision to not let Shagun take away Adi at any cost. She wants his well-being and safety. And she trust Raman, he'll do anything and everything to protect his family.

Raman too stared in her eyes and felt the warmth of love engulfing him. He knew he needed her this moment. He was very well aware of her intentions. Though, some time back, he was in dilemma that whom to choose and so for some peace he drunk a bit to bear the pain. But as soon he felt her near himself, he realised what he was doing...how he can even think to lose her...

He just can't afford to lose her...how he can act selfish...when she always act the selfess one. No, this time he can't do this to her. She had sacrificed so much only for him, his family and their happiness but what about her. Does his Mom even thought about her before asking her to bring Adi back, or any of his family member asked her that they are not ready to lose her...even if it is about Adi..!

As he stepped into their room, he looked how sad she was looking staring outside. As if he can feel the pain she was going through and over that the ignorance he have thrown her way had not made anything easy for her either.

That ignorance was just a way to run away from this situation...he almost left the decision on her not even thinking once what she had been through all this time listening to everyone pleas of bringing their Adi back. When she needed him the most he left her side and honestly he realised it isn't the first time he did this...but now...he can't...!

He knew signing the divorce papers have let her intentions of bringing Adi back clear but he knew if he didn't stopped her now...she won't budge either. She is as stubborn as him.

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Silence doesn't Always mean yes,it may also mean no, But its Better Left Unsaid..

Anger doesn't always mean hatred, it could just be a means of Coping..

Laughter doesn't always mean happiness, Sometimes its just a Mask..

Tears doesn't always mean Sorrow, It may also be an Outlet of Joy...

Staying Away doesn't always Mean it's the End, It may also mean the Best Beginning.

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Recap -:

"Wo aap logo ko kal pta chal jayega ..." Not able to hold back her tears she made her way to her princess's room. She saw Ruhi sitting on the bed reading a story. She smiled seeing her adorable daughter...If the wishes are granted...she wanted to wish the moment to stop and she can just stare her life..her daughter...and never let go of the moment... Ishita moving inside sat near her and while caressing her hair engulfed in the hug. Ruhi was delighted being pampered by Ishita. She wasn't bothered to ask her why...the little princess can understand her Ishima's silence and unsaid words...After some time which feels like eternity she put Ruhi to sleep and entered her room...

Memories started flooding down her memory lane...She didn't knew if she will get the chance to come back here...all she can do is cherish those memories ...which will be the only support to live her rest of the life...

Each and every corner of their room reminds her of their moments spent together. She moved towards the couch and caressed it remembering their fights they have when they just got married. She then turned towards the mirror and remembers the day when she was getting ready for Shagun's hen party...And Raman wants to spend some lone moments with her. She blushed at the memory remembering his loving gaze at herself. She then move towards her wardrobe and gave a laugh at the memory. It was when Raman just got locked in the cupboard by mistake and then he intentionally asked Simmi to lock them both in and then she have had confessed her feelings to him.

It had turned out to be the most beautiful day of her life. It couldn't have been better than already it was. She then moved towards the bed and remembered Holi's memories when she was angry with him. And for the first time they have shared some intimate memories. And then the confession...when Raman finally poured out his feelings to her after several attempts of course...

She sat on the floor resting her head on the edge of the bed and remembering the day when her life was completely changed and both had took a step ahead in their life.

"Raman...kya hai yeh...kab tak mujhe aankhein band rakhni padengi..." [Raman..Till when I have to keep my eyes close..]

She asked Raman while getting all irritated with him. From the last 10 mintues she was standing at one place not moving an inch as per her dear hubby's order and adding an icing even blindfolded.

"Kya hai madrasan...2 minute bhi chup nahi khadi reh sakti tum..." [What is it..Can't you just stand quietly for 2 minutes atleast..]

Raman said getting all frustated and cursing all the women existed on earth. Ishita was continuously busy in rambling one thing or the other considering the fact that her hubby is listening.

After like 2-3 minutes, when she doesn't get any reply from Raman she called his name for 4-5 times but to no avail. Finally she decided to open this blindfold when all of a sudden she felt a hand on her bare waist. She gaped for a moment but relaxed as she realised whose touch it was.

She smiled and was about to say something when Raman huskily whispered something near her earobe making her shiver.

"Kuch mat kehna Ishita...I have a surprise for you..." [Don't say anything Ishita..I have a surprise for you..!] Raman said while taking off the blindfold.

As Ishita opened her eyes she was shocked to see such a beautiful view infront of her eyes. It was a small lake covered with hills and greenery. It looks not less than heaven in night with the small lights all around. She then saw the table set for two in a small open tent with candles blowing all around giving all romantic look.

They have their dinner together while talking, laughing, pulling each others leg and what not. After dinner, Raman asked Ishita for a dance which she gladly accepted. Soft music started playing which made Ishita chuckle at his hubby's choice.

She was really surprised by this romantic side of her Raavan. They swayed for a while when Raman just backed away leaving her confused and while sitting on his knees he took out a rose and said "Ishita...I know humara yeh rishta sirf Ruhi ki wajah se juda tha...par kab is rishte ne hamare dilo ko bhi ek kar diya pta he nahi chala..Aur aj mai tumhe batana chahta hu..Ki mai tumse kitna pyaar karta hu...Aj mai tumhe apna banana chahta hu..is rishte ko pura karna chahta hu..." By then ishita had tears in her eyes. Let's say tears of happiness.

Raman straighten himself and offered her the beautiful rose while taking her hand in his he slipped the beautiful yet elegant ring in her finger and kissed the ring.

She blushes a little while tears were flowing freely from her eyes.

He chuckled and swiped away her tears from his knuckles and stared intently in her eyes. She knew what was coming next. She had waited for this day from God knows how much time. Every time they think to start their new life as husband and wife one or the other thing kept coming in their way. But finally the day is here.. The moment is here. She doesn't want to let this moment go easily. It felt like eternity she was craving for his touch. This moment was all she need right now.

While she was busy in her thoughts Raman was staring at her beautiful face and the change of expressions. He was about to kiss her when he noticed a far away look in her eyes. He somehow knew what she was thinking but still he waited for her to return in the moment. When he saw her still lost he kissed her nose which made her come back to the moment.

She smiled hesitantly when he spoke "Ishita agar tum tyaar nahi ho...So we can wait.."

Ishita instantly look in her eyes and knew that he had taken her silence in a wrong way. She held his hand and said "Raman...Maine is din ka..is pal ka bohot intezaar kiya hai...ab aur nahi...I love you Raavan Kumar..."

She said while smiling and steps forward and kissed him. The kiss was slow and gentle yet so pure. As the moments passed it turns to be a passionate one. Their first kiss...! This mere thought brought a big smile on her lips. Raman felt her smiling between kiss so he just left her lips and touching their foreheads he huskily muttered "I love you too Meri jhasi ki Rani..."

Then he carried her in his arms to the small cottage. It was a beautiful yet simple cottage just like in fairytale under a tree near the lake. Raman had found this place and had bought this cottage for her so that whenever they need their privacy they can spend their lone moments here.

That day was marked as the most beautiful day in their life as it had united two souls into one. And they knew this new morning will bring loads of happiness in their life only if they knew.

She still remembers the day as if it was just yesterday everything happened. Small gestures from his side swelled her heart with pride. She was successful in bringing back the loving and caring Raman who always thinks about his family first and for a change she loves his Raavan Kumar side.

As the night fallen she saw rain pouring heavily. She stood near window when she felt a cold shiver in her body. Cool wind passing through her making her all the way more shiver but at peace. She felt two arms circling around her waist. She knew who it was. His warmth was all she needed that moment. It felt so pure yet completed. As if nothing existed apart from them in this moment.

She wished to save this momemt in her memory forever. It was days when last she felt his touch on her. She craved for his warmth and now he is here. She turned in his hold and saw him lost in his thoughts. She knew what he was thinking. Tomorrow is the last day which shagun gave them and she knew what she was going to do will break many hearts but knew they would forget and forgive her with time. This will be the biggest step she will take for herself and her baby.

Many life's are on stake but she can act neither selfish nor selfless. She came out of her thoughts as she felt a sniff and what she saw hurt her. Raman was having tears in his eyes. He couldn't hold more and hid his face in her neck while hugging her tightly. She somehow came to know that he was a little bit drunk but not that he wasn't in his senses. She knew his state was not good same as hers. Both were suffering from same phase.

They knew getting Adi's custody is important because if they missed it they will never get to see Adi again. Shagun had vowed in front of Ishita that she will make their family cry for their son but she will not let them come near to him. Even she kept the situation of giving Adi against Ruhi to them. And not even the worst nightmare she is gonna let Ruhi go to shagun even if it's about Adi or some one else. She could sacrifice anything and everything for their children and the one who is alive inside her.

She let him cry his heart out in front of her as she knew it's needed. Once she felt he is fine she made him sit on the bed and settled herself beside him. Several moments passed finally he spoke "I am sorry Ishita...I know I have been behaving like a jerk from last week. I know as much I am suffering, you are no less. But trust me Ishita I have been feeling miserable yet guilty all the time to ruin your life. It was better if I would have kept you away from my life and my past. Even in my worst nightmare I just cannot imagine someone snatching you away from me...And as the situation got into my head..I was scared...You or Adi..."

He felt his voice gave up. He cannot speak what he actually intends to. It's difficult to choose between your love and your life. Adi is dear to him as much as Ruhi. And the way Shagun had given him the warning and the hatred in Adi's eyes he had seen from years, he knew Shagun will do something cheap to keep Adi away. He really want to ask for his son...he really wants Adi back but not on the cost of sending Ishita away. Both the person has their own importance in the family. And somewhere he knew Ishita could never be a mother again, chances are next to impossible yet he knew no one can replace Adi.

Ishita knew what he was going through so she decided to break the silence "Raman...agar mai aj aapse kuch maangna chahu...toh kya aap mujhe wo denge."

Raman stared at her and then nodded not knowing what was she upto. She walked to the wardrobe and took out a file. She then turned around with a smile on her face but with tears as well complimenting her smile. She just forwarded the file to him. He took it with a little hesitation and started reading. As soon he came to know what these papers are about...his blood boiled and he threw them away shouting at her "what the hell is this Ishita...tumne divorce papers pe sign kar diya...kyu kiya tumne aisa...samjhti kya ho tum khud ko...how dare you to even think about it..."

For a moment he had just forgot that this was something a part of him was expecting her to do but dreaded to accept. She knew he will react in this way so she just silently moves towards him and hugged him tight not wanting him to go. Raman stood their in anger but her mere touch soothed his boiling blood. He didn't know what she was doing but slowly yet eventually he held her in his arms tightly and hid his face in her hairs.

Several moments passed but both were standing in the same position as in a reflex of a moment one will disappear. Finally breaking the hug Ishita stood back and stared at his face. Both were having many unshed tears in their eyes which were threatning to flow any moment. Ishita know she had to be strong throughout this because what she was going to do will break his heart to no extent.

She made him sit on the edge of the bed and settling beside him she held his hand and said "Raman...Mai Adi se milli thi..."[Raman..I met Adi today]

He stared at her and urged her to go on through his eyes. She turned her face and while staring at the ground she said "...wo..Adi..Adi ne kaha wo hamare sath nahi rehna chahta..." [He..He said that he didn't want to live with us here..]

He gives a blank yet hurt look to her. She knew he must be thinking that Adi has chosen Shagun over him again and it broke his heart. Somewhere he expected that this time he will chose him over Shagun but again Adi proved him wrong.

"Raman...yeh sab Adi ne dil se nahi kaha hai..usne aapki aur Shagun ki baatein sun li thi...and wo bachha hamare alag hone ka reason nahi banna chahta..isliye usne Shagun ko chuna..."[Raman...Adi didn't said this by heart..He over-heard your conversation with Shagun...and he didn't want to be the reason for our separation, so he chooses Shagun...]

"Raman..Adi needs us..He need his family...He needs the same care and love, just like we shower on ruhi...He need his father alot." Ishita smiled through her tears. She knew the path on which she had been walking is not easy...but she is ready to sacrifice anything and everything for her dear ones.

"Ishita...do you have any idea what are you speaking..." He turned his face away not wanting to show her his vulnerable side anymore. He held his head and while turning towards her he held her firmly from her shoulders not hurting her and said "Tum iska matlab bhi janti ho...yeh family sirf Adi ke wapus aane se puri nahi hogi...You are the soul of this family..." [Do you know the meaning of this...If Adi comes back..still this family wont be a complete one..You are the soul of this family...]

"Raman..aap meri baat nahi samajh rahe hai..." [Raman..You do not understand what I am trying to say]

"Aur na he samajhna hai mujhe...Ishita...ek bar bhi socha hai...mai tumhare bina kaise reh paunga...Aur Ruhi..uska kya..Ruhi kaise rahegi..."[And I don't even want to understand it..Ishita...do you even have a idea how i will live without you..And what about Ruhi..How'll she live without you?]

"Ek baat puchu Raman...aap hamesha se chahte the na..Ki Adi aapke pas wapus aa jaaye...phir aj ku nahi..kya badal gaya hai aj mein..aur tab mein." [Can I ask you something Raman..You always wished to get Adi back..Then why not today...what is the thing that changed..]

Silence spread in the aura of room. No one dared to speak, as the pain they are going through cannot be defined in the words. After which felt like eternity Raman spoke " I am changed Ishita...I am the one who is changed...and for good..."

He then stared in her eyes and said "And it's you..Who have changed me..It's you who broke away the shell I made so that no one can hurt me again..It's you who made me someone I am today...you fixed my heart..u helped me to get my daughter back...you are the reason behind my daughter's smile...my family's support system..And my life...how i am able to let you go so easily..."

"Though I know I behaved nothing less then but a jerk ...but losing you..is not an option for me anymore...I don't know about anyone...But i will be shattered into pieces..if you left me Madrasan...Please...don't ever think of doing this again..."

With that he hugged her passionately, tears falling down from his eyes. He surely has the idea, what this mere step can cost him...but losing this gem of a person is even not in the option. He will find out his own way to get back Adi...But not on the cost of losing his Angel..who turned this Angry Raavan Kumar..to the real loving & caring Raman..

On the other side, Ishita silently cried in his arms not knowing what to do next. It is not easy for her either. Leaving her daughter, her angel, because of whom she can be called a mother, leaving her Raman, her family everyone...is not at all easy.

But somewhere she understood the eyes of that innocent soul, who isn't at fault, still paying the cost. She knew this is probably the best she can do for everyone..! She can just hope..That whatever the step she is going to take..Everyone will understand..!

After sometime Ishita seperated herself and while looking into his eyes she felt how much difficult it is for him too. The pain was visible of losing a part of him but she knew he'll not step back from his decision. He is probably chosing her over Adi...but somehow she felt it broke him inside very badly...

This made her innerself firm on her decision to not let Shagun take away Adi at any cost. She wants his well-being and safety. And she trust Raman, he'll do anything and everything to protect his family.

Raman too stared in her eyes and felt the warmth of love engulfing him. He knew he needed her this moment. He was very well aware of her intentions. Though, some time back, he was in dilemma that whom to choose and so for some peace he drunk a bit to bear the pain. But as soon he felt her near himself, he realised what he was doing...how he can even think to lose her...

He just can't afford to lose her...how he can act selfish...when she always act the selfess one. No, this time he can't do this to her. She had sacrificed so much only for him, his family and their happiness but what about her. Does his Mom even thought about her before asking her to bring Adi back, or any of his family member asked her that they are not ready to lose her...even if it is about Adi..!

As he stepped into their room, he looked how sad she was looking staring outside. As if he can feel the pain she was going through and over that the ignorance he have thrown her way had not made anything easy for her either.

That ignorance was just a way to run away from this situation...he almost left the decision on her not even thinking once what she had been through all this time listening to everyone pleas of bringing their Adi back. When she needed him the most he left her side and honestly he realised it isn't the first time he did this...but now...he can't...!

He knew signing the divorce papers have let her intentions of bringing Adi back clear but he knew if he didn't stopped her now...she won't budge either. She is as stubborn as him.

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